mon cœur et l'esprit.

.round { border-radius: 50%; overflow: hidden; width: 100px; height: 100px; } Mrs. Alreeze Crystal C.M. Pablo Married est 081814 ♥ ~ Justin V. Pablo † | `93 | CSUS | ΚΨΕ ΕΓ Catch me on Instagram, Facebook, & Twitter: @alreezecrystalYouTube: @alreezecrysx "Know your struggles, accept your struggles, overcome your struggles; for it's beautiful to struggle."

[alreezecrystal]

Partnership vs. Relationship

Do you know what the difference is?

Partnership. When two individuals become one and share anything and everything together.

Relationship. When two individuals get into the process of getting to know each other. 

Relationship grows into a partnership.

You can define relationship and partnership any way you want, but for this post, this is what I am defining relationship and partnership. More specifically, boyfriend & girlfriend relationship versus marriage. They are two different leagues, agree?

Partnership is a gift. What will you do with it when you receive it? What will you do when something goes wrong? Will you throw it away? Will you try and give it everything and anything you got?

Relationship. Is it equivalent to a partnership? Will you treat it like a partnership even though you don’t have the title or certification that proves your partnership? 

What are you opinions on “Relationship vs. Partnership”??

[alreezecrystal]

August 6, 2016 | Yosemite with the Laminero’s.

[alreezecrystal]

"When the darkness tries overcome you, shed some light through in order for the darkness to not take over." #black&whitefilter #vscocam #alreezecrystalxvsco

[alreezecrystal]

Daily Doings.

I've been thinking: "what do I want to do with my life?" Do I want to create videos for YouTube? Sing and post videos? Create clothing & decal designs? Learn to DJ? Record my life? Dedicate to fitness and healthy eating? I want to do all these things but I don't know what I want to do? Dedicating yourself to many things can take a toll on your body, your mind, mentality and emotions. Trust me. I've learned that the hard way. But I love trying new things and putting myself out there to do things like that. But one thing I regret is that I can never stick to one thing. So, I named this post "Daily Doings" because I don't know what to do with my life. I feel like time is being wasted and I can't grasp life anymore. Needing motivation. Needing inspiration. Where do I search? Where do I start?

[spiritualinspiration2]

[alreezecrystal]

Hi, Reeze! :D 37, 63, 95! :)

Hi, Kaaayla! Whomps, I answered all of it, haha.

[alreezecrystal]

DO IT.

RECENTLY:

 1. Last kiss: Recently.

 2. Last phone call: 3 hours ago.

 3. Last text message: 4 hours ago.

 4. Last song you listened to: Don't Change - Musiq

 5. Last time you cried: Recently.

HAVE YOU EVER: 

 6. Dated someone twice: Yes.

 7. Been cheated on: I don't think so.

 8. Kissed someone & regretted it: No.

 9. Lost someone special: Friendship-wise, yes.

 10. Been depressed: Yes.

 11. Been drunk and threw up: Yes.

*missing 12-14.

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: 

 15. Made a new friend: Yes.

*where's 16?

 17. Laughed until you cried: Yes.

 18. Met someone who changed you: YES.

 19. Found out who your true friends were: Yes.

 20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yes.

ANSWER THEM:

*where's 21-25?

 26. What did you do for your last Birthday: I don't remember most of it, lol.

 27. What time did you wake up today: 11:38am.

 29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Going to the Philippines, IF the day comes.

 30. Last time you saw your all of your siblings at the same time: Two weeks ago.

 31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Nothing I would change, everything happens for a reason.

 32. What are you listening to right now: Hillsong - Came to my Rescue.

 34. Who's getting on your nerves right now: People.

 35. Most visited webpage: youtube.com.

 36. Favorite colour: Purple & Blue.

 37. Nicknames: Rez or Reeze.

 38. Relationship Status: SINGLE.

 39. Zodiac sign: Virgo.

 40. Male or female: Male.

 41. Primary school: CSUS.

 42. Secondary School: Nada.

 43. High school/college: Hm.

 44. Eye color: Brown.

 46. Height: Taller than me.

 47. Do you have a crush on someone: I'm actually unsure.

 48. What do you like about yourself: I'm made in God's image.

 49. Piercings: Two.

 50. Tattoos: I want.

 51. Righty or lefty: Righty.

FIRSTS: 

 53. First piercing: Ears.

 54. First best friend: White girl.

 55. First hookup: I don't recall.

 56. First Bestfriend: You asked this already?!

RIGHT NOW: 

 59. Eating: Nothing.

 60. Drinking: Water.

 61. I'm about to: Shower.

 62. Listening to: Same song.

 63. Waiting for: Me to know, & you to find out.

YOUR FUTURE: 

 64. Want kids? Yes.

 65. Get married? Yes. 

 66. Career? Pharmacist; Speaker for Small groups.

WHICH IS BETTER: 

 67. Lips or eyes: Lips.

 68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs.

 69. Shorter or taller: Taller.

 70. Older or Younger: Older.

 71. Romantic or spontaneous: Both, I can't decide.

 72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Stomach.

 73. Sensitive or loud: Either.

 74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.

HAVE YOU EVER: 

 76. Kissed a stranger: Nope.

 77. Drank hard liquor: Hm.

 78. Lost glasses/contacts: Yeah!

*where's 79?

 80. Broken someone's heart: Yes.

 *where's 81?

82. Been arrested: Yes.

 83. Turned someone down: Yes.

 84. Cried when someone died: Yes.

 85. Fallen for a friend: YES.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 

 86. Yourself: Yes.

 87. Miracles Yes.

 88. Love at first sight Yes.

 89. Heaven: Yes.

 90. Santa Clause: Yes.

 91. Kiss on the first date: Depends.

 92. Angels: Yes.

 93. How would you label yourself? My name.

 94. Someone You Pray Everyday For: My mom.

 95. Did you sing today: Yes.

 96. Who From All Your Ex's have You Cared The Most About: Justin.

 97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? I wouldn't.

 98. Out Of Everything In The World What Do You Wish For: Ultimate happiness.

 99. Are you afraid of falling in love? YES.

 100. Do you like the way you look? Not really, but yes.

[alreezecrystal]

I guess, you can say: "I'm back on, Tumblr."

Hello, again.

[alreezecrystal]

Formal 2013 - Words cannot describe how blessed I truly I am. Thank you for everything, I will always cherish and keep this best night of my life, in my heart. Strive to be the best I can be. <3

[spiritualinspiration2]

“Now to Him who is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that works in us, to Him be glory in the church by Christ Jesus to all generations, forever and ever” (Ephesians 3:20-21, NKJ).

God wants to do exceedingly abundantly above all you can ever ask, think, or imagine. In another place, it says that no person has ever seen, heard, or even imagined the wonderful things that God has in store for those who love the Lord. But notice that it’s according to the power working in us. God’s power works in us by our faith or how we believe. Do you believe today that God wants to work in your life exceedingly abundantly above all you could ask or think? Do you believe He wants to overwhelm you with His goodness and blessing?

The Bible says that if we have faith the size of a tiny mustard seed, we can move mountains. And no matter how much faith we have, faith can grow in us by hearing, studying, and receiving the Word of God.

I encourage you today, make God’s Word a priority. Believe that He will do exceedingly abundantly above all you can ask or think. He is faithful to His Word, and He will be faithful to fulfill every promise He’s made to you!

[alreezecrystal]

Happy Birthday, @alreanne; You're getting old. After next year, you're gonna be living with me, hopefully. But anyways, since day one, I've never liked you, yet I never hated you. Whether we were blood or not, you will always be my ading. & You're my #1, ading! I know school & life has taken me away from you, but it's only to benefit you in the end. I will always be here for you & I'm always there with you, praying for you. Ading, no words can truly express how much I love you, but I love you more than I love my own blood. I just want what's best for you and for you to be happy. So be happy. Happy 17th Birthday, Yaaan! PS. Stop yelling! -_____- 😂😂😂👯👭❤❤

[alreezecrystal]

YFL Diocese of Stockton - Christmas Party 2012 Performance <3

[alreezecrystal]

Annual Family Photos (Christmas Edition 2012)

[alreezecrystal]

Because they keep asking; 1) NAKED2, 2) MAC brush set (24pcs), 3) F21 Gift Cards, & 4) TOMS (any color); additional: Boots, scarves & beanies!(: #GetItGotItGood #StopAsking #IJustWannaBeWithFamily #IDontCareAboutPresents

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[hipscript]

[alreezecrystal]

Two Roads Diverged.

Hey there,  So, I am stuck. I'm trying so hard to just stand still or sit still and just LISTEN. I may have been MIA from the scene physically. But, I needed this. I needed to grow on my own and find my own strength and not to rely on others. The Lord has been there every step of the way. & Now, that I need him more than ever, I can't hear him. I can't see which road he is pointing to. This is what He has been preparing me for. Either to pick the path of giving up everything and just coming back to something totally different. Or to continue and fight through everything, everything that is unknown, even if it is a more difficult path. 

But, I know which path I want to choose. It is just so hard to let go of the other one. The support system I have, it is just imaginable. Because with that, compared to the other one, I know that I will triumph over evil.

So, here is it. I know that I had open up a path of doing the military. As much as I want to just give up and leave everything behind, not knowing what is in-stored. I need to shut this path out. Because it was just an option that magical appeared and is slowly fading away if I don't take it. As to this other path, full of suffering, full of tears, full of pain, yet also full of laughter, full of love, full of happiness and blessings. It will always be the right one for me, no matter the timing. Whether it would be wrong or right.

It is just so difficult to let go of the path of the military and I don't know why. Maybe, it is time that WE parted. I know that you wanted to do this from the beginning but I was too weak. I couldn't be strong for you, while you were gone. You know these things better than I do. 

Well, here goes nothing. Hard work. Dedication. Change. Commitment. There is so much going on. I hardly even know what an appetite or sleep is. & That's the sad part. But, I'm loving every moment. Mind over matter. I'll be coming home to a new home, a new room. I'll be with family and my kids, as well as helping my mother in a different way. Then, I'll be going to school, aiming to get my BA's in pre-pharmacy so that I can transfer. While I do the extra curriculars that I love to do. 

It just sucks that my heart is passionate for everything and will try it's best, to the best of the ability to just do whatever it can. Culture is my number one at the moment, every chance I get, I'll take. 

The best part, I can be myself around people who love me for me and do not judge me nor do they want me to change into someone else. I can be real and honest, like I've always been and not feel like "maybe I shouldn't have told you that." This is just going to have to take some getting used to. Old people, new faces, beautiful hearts. I truly cannot leave this behind. I was put here for a reason and to just up and leave because things are getting rough. God didn't create me that way.

I am b l e ss e d. <3