wild-goose chase🔫

an excerpt from my life i will never finish writing

[also-eurichan]

I forgave myself for the amount of disrespect i allowed to happen

[also-eurichan]

kaya ko nang wala ka

[also-eurichan]

[also-eurichan]

things fall apart

[just-shower-thoughts]

It’s kinda crazy to think that if your outside there’s an infinite void above your head at all times.

[drmnola]

Mission accepted. #drmnola #purplebuddhaproject #nola (at New Orleans, Louisiana) https://www.instagram.com/p/BnXUctTH3TS/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=6gnbkgj2kjst

[viinnttaaggee]

the ability to sit down with another person and talk for hours about anything and everything is more attractive to me than anything else

[drakulateeth]

You can’t use alcohol and boys and social media to cope with the difficulties that life is throwing at you. don’t let your cynicism stop you from building a healthy life, just because you are used to drinking every weekend, jumping in from one relationship to the other, posting deranged things online doesn’t mean you can’t do better. Everyone that has gone through that can see that you are running from yourself, so try to stop and acknowledge it, then hopefully you can implement some new changes. Please don’t keep yourself in shitty situations because you are used to it. You can do it

[trickstump]

i said this to my friends already but the thing about emo music now, right. about mcr and fall out boy and paramore's returns, and all these bands we loved making new music, is like. when we were younger, we listened because we were. alone. and didn't wanna feel alone, and wanted music that made us feel seen. and now we're (i'm) surrounded by hundreds and people and dozens of new friends, and none of us are alone. because we're all holding hands and listening.

[shanaraki]

I love how we're seeing the different emo bands takes on nostalgia.

Brendon Urie is out there ruining himself 'cause he wants to keep the concept of Panic! At the Disco alive like some violently murdered corpse whose limbs and hair are clipped to the body, now more a memory than a solid thing.

MCR is making fun of just of that, of the way the industry is selling a distorted version of the events of their past. They are mocking the way people expects them to stay frozen on a time when they were miserable, just because that's profitable for the music industry, just because their suffering is entertaining. But MCR won't do that, they won't back down after all they've gone through, after all they have won (because they fought hard for it!), after all the improvement. They have the right to live now, create new things.

Paramore reminded everyone of how that past? The one they so badly want back? That past was full of racism and misogyny and homophobia !!!!!Bands like MCR and FOB and Paramore were not enough because they were too queer or too black or too femenine. They are "heroes of the scene" NOW not because the scene has always loved or embraced them, but because they all refused to disappear, to give up, to give in. The real triumph is for them to enjoy, because now the scene is crying and begging for them to be back (but not them just the image of them) and they can say "fuck you, this is for my bandmates and the fans!".

And now FOB is back, with Pete Wentz spitting poetry about how nostalgia can be such a strong feeling, but there's more than just it. You cannot stay for the memories to consume you, not when there is so much to see, so much to do, so many details happening right here and now for you to enjoy. You need to acknowledge your past with all it carries and you need to move forward. You can't stop, because nostalgia can and will try to kill you, but why would you let it? Why are we supposed to live from the past? FOB have been called sellouts their whole time they've been here, so why would they listen now to the noise? It's just them, their fans and the people they love on this journey.

I love MCR I love FOB I love Paramore because they won't be used to manipulate the audience into believing the past was better. It was not. Now is better, the future they've made, the future they fought for. Now is theirs and ours. They win now.

[letsmakepoppunkgreatagain]

[willowcrowned]

actually I think my brain is fundamentally broken because this morning I went “wow, I’m really stressed out. I should meditate and do something calming” and fifteen minutes later I took a double dose of my adhd meds

[funnytwittertweets]

[bbyyygirl]

[also-eurichan]

thank u for choosing not to kill urself

[also-eurichan]

thank u for choosing not to kill urself

[also-eurichan]

i just love my life rn. imperfect but worth-living