This is me doing a warm up in writing again since it's been a while since i post anything remotely close to fic or headcanons. Also this is not proofread, very spontaneous to the max and this is basically me describing their eyes...yeahh.
Pt.2 soon!
“I like you; your eyes are full of language."
[Letter to Anne Clarke, July 3, 1964.]
― Anne Sexton
There are often times where you believe that Finn is someone that fell straight out of a fairytale. Reminding you of that one specific character that enchants people simply by their charm and allure, an utterance from his lips and a simple gesture would be enough to sway the hearts of plenty. It was almost as if he was a disguised siren, living on land.
His looks could support the idea too, slight messy hair that seemed smooth to the touch added with a face that is soft along the edges creating a look that couldn’t be described as ‘handsome’ but heavily towards ‘beautiful’ or ‘pretty’. Therefore it isn’t strange to see fans swoon over Finn Kinase whenever he performs, a charming practiced smile and a glance from his emerald eyes, many would beg to get attention from him.
Well many, except for you.
You never asked nor begged, yet you knew when his gaze lay upon you. Shining like the sea glass that washed up ashore as he simply admired and warmth would always follow whenever you caught him. Why need words when his gaze alone already conveys so much? Maybe that's why you find it troublesome to look away, how expressive and bold it is even in silent exchange, making you want to see more of those evergreens.
Which you did. and by then, you’ve seen the different shades of green that he has to offer. Like the time when the sun has set or where the quiet has rooted in place, those bright colored eyes shifted. Mimicking the deep forest mountains where the fog settled heavily, like the affection he has towards you.
Or when everything became too much to bear, where he had to face the fears he held on for so long, those emerald hues shimmer like gemstone while droplets of dew cling on to his lashes. Where everything he has is bare for you to see, gone is the persona of the flirtatious Finn Kinase and here in your arms, he is the clingy, gentle and loving boyfriend who needs comfort and who are you to refuse?
And just like the stories themselves, you too have fallen to those evergreen eyes.
The colour blue is always a bit much, for how easy it is to find that colour in every nook and cranny of the world we live in. Like the obvious wide open sky or the deep ocean filled with gradients of them, even the earth itself has the colour painted on plants, animals, icy terrains and even minerals. Of course, as a part of nature, humans have the colour on them too.
And what better place to have them, other than the windows to their soul?
It’s ludicrous really, how people were always exaggerating over them. Engraving them in poetry and music dedicated to that singular colour that resides in our everyday existence. How they would compare it with the depth of the ocean or the shine of diamonds. Even skies and stars would not be spared from representing those colored eyes, you wondered—for a long time—why? What made them worship those who have it?
Until you saw it on him.
Shuu's eyes remind you of the fresh bloom of Amsonia, admire for its resilience to blossom on vibrant summer days and how its presence symbolizes calmness. Much like how he presents himself more often than not.
His blue also didn’t resemble the deep ocean nor the clear flow river, but rather—a mirror of the arctic. Pale blue that only emerges when the sun is hidden behind the clouds and leaving its light to reflect through icy crystals. His irises interwoven itself almost resembling a snowflake. you almost believed that he was blessed by winter itself.
But Shuu’s gaze was far from the cold winds and harsh storm.
It resembles a gentle flurry that cascaded down on cozy nights in December. A warmness laced with quiet curiosity and interest woven into those irises, always waiting for you to speak your mind about the song that you’ve made.
It was that moment, you understood all those music and hymns that would dedicate itself to those pairs of baby blues. It wasn’t just the colour,
But rather the soul that was held within was worth to be sung about.
And one day, maybe, you would compose one about his too.
It’s strange how it takes only one good look to notice everything that wasn’t there before. Like the way Hikaru’s hair would fall messily after he runs through them out of habit or how his brow would furrow from focusing too much on the laptop screen in front of him. Busy with whatever managerial task he needs while you simply admire him with a glance.
The soft freckles across his nose and cheek became more prominent from the sunlight that cast through the windows of the penthouse. The serene and peaceful atmosphere gave a sense of calmness and you lay your head onto your arms that were folded on the table. You looked at Hikaru properly this time and his gaze caught yours.
His eyes. God—his eyes, it wasn’t just brown anymore, It’s more than that.
It matches the soft earth after rain, deep earthy colour that provides life on to its path while holding many riches underneath. His gaze was sure, warm and soothing, silencing every thought that was supposed to go through your head and instead making your heart beat faster against your ribcage.
The sun was down low and there, you saw gold grace its presence and adorned those rich brown hues. The sweetness that oozes out of it reminds you of caramel, or thick pools of honey mixed with iced tea. You didn’t dare to look away, not when it’s showing its true depth, not when it wants you to dive deeper into its warmth invitation.
He’s so close.
Yet neither of you pulled away, and you could see clearly, the small darker patches that make them imperfectly perfect and his pupils dilate just slightly. His gaze moves between your lips and back to your own, a silent permission.
But the moment shattered when footsteps were heard and both of you quickly pulled away. Faces flush red as the culprit, Finn, stepping inside the room, holding bags of snacks and a few cups of coffee that belongs to you and the others.
Hello! I'm not sure if you still write for Idols of Starlight, but i saw your post from April(?) and thought maybe you would take my request.
So, could you do headcannons where reader when they are upset or trying not to cry, they kind of bury themselves in work and try to avoid people, or at least looking at them. How would the characters react or try to help, maybe?
The characters I would like for this would be Shuu, Hikaru, and Finn please.
It Ok if you're not comfortable with this! Tha k you for reading my request! Have a good day/night!
I'll always be writing for Idols of Starlight as long as there's ideas, so pls don't be shy send them away ^-^
Dividers by diviniyae
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Masterlist
Heartache - Finn Kinase; Hikaru Kirishima; Shuu Ikouga x Reader
-How they react when you're upset
Finn
Finn notices right away, you're convinced he's telepathic at this point
but the truth is that he always has his eyes on you, while the world looks at him he looks solely at you
and that's how he learned to read your expression and body language like his favorite book
He's a private person and understands that you don't want to air this out for the whole group
so while with ALLtius he quietly keeps you company, letting you hide behind him to not interact much with the others
will speak up to the group in your place if you ask or even calm them down a bit if that's overwhelming you
in private tho he'll be carefully lowering your walls with visits to your room with some hot cocoa made the way you liked, cooking your favorite meals out of the blue, coming over to watch the new episodes of the series you're watching together that you might've forgotten about
and trying to drag you out of overworking yourself by helping you with song writing, he knows your schedule is tight and there are times when you can't just take the night off, so he'll help shoulder the load
like brainstorming the concepts the band proposed with you, recording the vocals of the demos so you can focus on editing it, helping work the bridge in a way that they could choreograph something just how you're envisioning
and when needed he'll be bringing his acoustic guitar with the pretext of helping you to compose but he just ends up serenading you
overall Finn just wants to comfort you the best he can
Will wait patiently for when you feel comfortable opening up about what's really bothering you and will reassure you that he will be by your side no matter what
just like you did for him when he needed the most
Now once you don't have the excuse of deadlines or disappointing the group anymore Finn will pick you up like the sad sack of potatoes you are and force you to rest
heated blankets, homemade snacks, shitty reality show and your clingy boyfriend for a whole weekend
Hikaru
Hikaru notices when he's walking with you at the studio, the way you're curling into yourself and your quieter tone of voice were a dead giveaway to him
he takes you to a side room, lowering himself to your eye level forcing you to look him in the eye, knowing that when you're like this you just look down covering your face with your hair
brushing your bangs off your eyes he asks you what's wrong straight up
won't let you leave until you're honest with him
Even after that he knows that talk doesn't magically solve everything for you, so Hikaru won't be letting you isolate yourself
always being by your side no matter what or where you're going, looking even more like a puppy than he normally is
He's taking all your workload he can do himself off your hands, no discussion he's just doing it
no overworking yourself when your senpai is here to help, even if he has to work harder to keep up, you're worth it
Comes the weekend he's taking you out on a fancy date to try to help you de stress
fancy clothes you always thought you had nowhere to use, going to eat at your restaurant, then a drive to the park to stargaze until he drives you back home
In the end of the day he drags you to bed, wrapping you in blankets and watching the cartoons you used to back then
Will grab both your hands, laying them over his heart and bombard you with reassurance
telling you of everything he has always known about you since high school
Shuu
Shuu notices when you start retracting into yourself instead of going out to celebrate with the rest of the group
when you're not joining in conversations as often as you did, when you start to skip dance practice with the excuse of composing and preferring to have lunch by yourself instead of with the rest of ALLtius
always burring yourself into work even when not needed, it gave him the impression that you wanted to keep your mind busy to avoid thinking about something
it reminded him of himself in a way
He calls you over to the rooftop where he knows you'll have some privacy, gently tugging at your fingers he reminds you of the promise you've made with him
of not pretending anymore, being honest with him but also yourself
and when he gives you that one look that says that he'll move heaven and earth to make you happy again, that's when you break down in his arms
not having to hold anything back anymore, not with Shuu
He squeezes you in a tight hug, as if he could just squeeze the sad away
then he starts spoiling you nonstop
a bit cold out? You have his jacket. Looking a bit tired? He already ordered you a latte from your favorite place. Can't handle Rian and Noah's energy rn? No problem, he's already asking them to tone it down for the time being
Shuu promised to spoil you when you started dating and he's keeping that promise
