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I really don’t think I have it figured out after all but I don’t want to fuck anything up. I don’t know how to reach out with it not being a weird thing anymore.

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capiture

See I’m not sure if you really do know. I don’t want to reach out incase you’ve gotten it wrong. Maybe give me a memory and if it involves me I may reach out. In all honesty it was a genuine message to make sure you were doing okay. I obviously don’t have you on social media anymore and I remembered your URL and thought I’d check in. I feel like closure is long past and it’s almost been 2 years since I saw you for the last time. Everything’s different huh

That’s completely fair. I have one person in mind- I was in a really dark place emotionally and not ready to continue with our relationship and ended it in a really shitty way while I was overseas.

If this is who I think it is, the last time I saw you was outside a Mardi Gras event 2 years ago. I was having a dart on the curb with some people when you walked past and recognised me and kissed me on the cheek. I don’t know if you remember that, it was a very messy night.

If that doesn’t ring a bell, I still have little flashbacks to the times you would show me nice rooftops in the city//places to explore, or teach me how to skate at greenhills.

If this isn’t you, please reach out anyway, it would be nice to talk to you

fironsee

Last year, we went on a school trip and a friend of mine took the most beautiful pictures of the Sahara that I’ve ever seen

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WIKIPEDIA ARTICLE ABOUT LOVE WITH PLENTY OF CITATIONS by Bob Schofield

for flashexpresses

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Purple and orange really look beautiful together I haven’t realized till now

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There is Nothing by David Shrigley

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Song of Avignon (1998) directed by Jonas Mekas.

You cross my mind every few months, I always wonder if you’re doing ok and if you ever made it to where you needed to be - even years on. I think you will know who this is, just know I think about you sometimes and I just hope you’re doing good.

One person immediately popped into my head and if this is who I think it is, I hope you’ve forgiven me and received closure if you were seeking it

Please reach out to me, it would be nice to have a conversation with you again and hear about how you’re going/fill you in on what’s been happening in the last few years

I hope you’ve been well x