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i just finished my interview and i swear i'm freaking out right now, i swear i always have interview anxiety and i and i feel like i did good but at the same time i feel like i fucked it up like what the fuckkkk, i'm bawling my eyes out now they told me they'll response probably next week since they're still interviewing other potential participants and i swear i want to cryy
okay guys i'll be posting a poll in here so that i know who would you guys want to see in this mamma mia mini-series first and i'll do poll for the rest as well so that we can look who would you love to unlocked like a mini game!! but don't worry i'll update this to my masterlist once everything is all set, if you want to be on the taglist you can comment so that i would know mwaa !!
check the prologue for the synopsis of this mini series !!
summary : On the day of Aurora’s wedding, you’re consumed by the past. As she prepares for her big day, your mind races back to the eight men you once loved during your time in Chroma Dolls, men who could all be her potential father. Aurora found your old diary and invited them all, hoping to recognize her father among them. But you have no idea who it is, and the thought of facing them all again is overwhelming.
With the wedding fast approaching, you're torn between supporting Aurora and confronting a past you’ve tried to bury. Will one of the men confess the truth? Or will the day spiral into chaos before it even begins? As the doorbell rings and the men arrive, you realize everything is about to change—and you're not sure you're ready for it.
an : this was supposed to be originally a "to all the boys i've loved before" mini-series but i think that might overrated and who would have guess that watching mamma mia would lead me into creating a mini-series, plus i love ABBA so... i present you guys the "mamma mia!" series !!
p.s i hope you guys catch what i did to the daughters name there hehe and i wish that you guys will love this 𐔌՞. .՞𐦯 ♡
can you help me remove this, i don't posts any mature contents, maybe suggestive themes, it also labels to my mamma mia series which has NO NSFW content, i already sent a Content Label Review telling them that there was no adult content on my page and until now it's till like this that's all but it's making my OCD kicks in and i hate it so can someone help me please that means a lot xoxo
You could never have imagined that your daughter's wedding would turn into this. Here you were, standing in the modest lobby of your small hotel on the island, surrounded by the rustling of wedding preparations and the distant sound of waves crashing. Yet, your thoughts weren’t on the wedding itself, nor on the joyful union your daughter Aurora was about to make with her fiancé. Your mind kept racing back to one thing—eight men, eight faces, eight memories you thought you’d buried long ago.
As you clutched the edge of the counter, trying to steady your nerves, your eyes wandered to the table near the window where your diary's lay open. You couldn’t bring yourself to look at it—no, you wouldn’t. Not yet.
But you knew what was inside. She’d found it. Your old, leather-bound diary. The one you’d kept all those years, scribbling in it as you traveled the world with Chroma Dolls, your band, your family, your life before all of this. You and your bandmates—Emma and Stella, they were still your best friends, your sisters—had lived in the fast lane, and during those wild, late nights on tour, you had crossed paths with a few men who had left lasting marks. In the back of your mind, you had hoped that Aurora would never discover their names. But she had.
The truth was, you had no idea who her father was. You had been young and reckless, trying to escape the pressures of fame. Those nights were a blur—memories stitched together by the sound of music and passion. You had loved them all in some way, each one of them leaving something behind. But now, all eight of them had returned to your life, and the timing couldn’t have been worse.
Aurora had invited them all. All eight men. She thought that, by some miracle, she’d be able to recognize her father when she saw him. Or maybe she believed the sight of them together would unlock a memory, something that would give her the clarity she so desperately sought. But you weren’t sure if you could handle this. Not now. Not when everything was supposed to be about her—her big day, her future.
And yet, as you watched her dance around the hotel lobby with Emma and Stella, excitement and nerves shimmering in her eyes, you couldn’t help but feel the weight of what was about to happen.
You never meant for her to know the truth. You never wanted her to have to choose between them. You didn’t know how you’d face them, let alone deal with the pressure of having them in your life once more, all in one place.
"Mom?" Aurora’s voice broke through your spiral of thoughts. You looked up to find her standing at the doorway, dressed in a simple yet elegant white gown, her face glowing with excitement.
There she was, your daughter, your pride. But at that moment, she wasn’t just your daughter. She was the woman who might have to confront the truth about her father. Your secret was finally out, and you were terrified of what might happen next.
Aurora walked over to you, her eyes shining with hope. “I’ll know him, Mom. When I see him, I’ll know. He’ll be the one who walks me down the aisle.”
You weren’t sure if she was being naive or if, by some miracle, she truly could pick out the right one. But the thought of it made your heart twist. After all these years, could you really face those men again? The ones who had once shared your bed, your heart, your life?
One of them might be the man who had fathered your daughter, but how could you tell? How could you choose between them?
You took a deep breath, forcing a smile as you pulled your daughter into a hug. She squeezed you tightly, oblivious to the storm of emotions raging inside you. “I’m so happy you’re here, Mom,” she whispered. “This is going to be perfect.”
Perfect? Nothing about this felt perfect. You had no idea how you were going to get through this day, let alone the days that would follow. But you didn’t have a choice. You would have to face them. Face your past.
And somehow, you would have to make it through.
The doorbell chimed, but you couldn’t bring yourself to look. You knew that each ring was bringing them closer—each one a reminder of a past that was about to come crashing back into your present.
But no matter how many smiles Aurora flashed your way, you couldn’t shake the unease that had settled deep in your chest. You were supposed to be the one guiding her through this day, but you felt like you were drowning.
You really had no idea how you would survive this.
Would one of these men finally confess the truth? Would you be able to choose? Or would this all unravel before the ceremony could even begin?
Everything was about to change, and you weren’t sure if you were ready for it.
Kim Hongjoong - "Money, Money, Money"
synopsis : In the past, Hongjoong was the charming, ambitious dreamer who caught your eye with his passionate drive and confidence. You first met him during a tour in a foreign city, where he was performing with his own crew. His confidence was contagious, and the two of you connected over your shared dreams of success. Hongjoong was determined to make it big, and his boldness led to a whirlwind romance. However, as you grew closer, Hongjoong’s ambition started to interfere with the relationship. He was always chasing the next opportunity, and his need for success often left you feeling abandoned. Did he truly love you, or was he more in love with the dream of stardom? Now, with Hongjoong's presence at the wedding is a reminder of the intensity and passion he once brought to your life. Though his success has only grown, you can’t help but wonder if that same ambition pushed him too far away.
A man like that is hard to find, but I can't get him off my mind
Ain't it sad?
And if he happens to be free, I bet he wouldn't fancy me
That's too bad
Park Seonghwa - "Slipping Through My Fingers"
synopsis : Seonghwa was a man you met during a particularly difficult time. You were emotionally vulnerable, searching for a connection that could fill the gaps left by others. Seonghwa, with his soft and sincere nature, was a comfort to you. His calm demeanor was like an anchor in the chaos of your world, and you spent many nights talking about your dreams and your fears. However, you both knew that his love for you would not be enough to keep him in the same place forever. His quiet intensity meant he was always focused on the bigger picture—his future. The relationship was beautiful, but fleeting. Seonghwa slowly faded from your life as he pursued his own path, and seeing him at the wedding, the weight of unspoken words lingers between you. You never got closure, and as you meet his eyes again, you wonder if he still carries those memories too.
Sleep in our eyes, her and me at the breakfast table
Barely awake, I let precious time go by
Then when she's gone, there's that odd melancholy feeling
And a sense of guilt I can't deny
Jeong Yunho - "Dancing Queen"
synopsis : Yunho’s presence in your life was like a burst of energy. He was always the life of the party, always laughing, always dancing. When you met Yunho, you were immediately struck by how effortlessly he brought joy into your world. He had a knack for making you forget your troubles, and together, you shared many late-night dances, laughing at the absurdity of life. He was your escape, your partner in fun. However, as time passed, Yunho’s carefree attitude began to feel like an avoidance of deeper commitments. He would never settle down, never face the realities of responsibility. And up until now, Yunho’s playful energy hasn’t changed, but as he steps into the hotel for the wedding, you wonder if he truly understands the weight of this day—or if he’ll still be the same carefree spirit who never took things seriously.
You're a tease, you turn 'em on
Leave 'em burning and then you're gone
Looking out for another, anyone will do
You're in the mood for a dance
And when you get the chance
Kang Yeosang - "Lay All Your Love On Me"
synopsis : Yeosang was different. There was a vulnerability to him that drew you in. He was always so composed, so thoughtful, but underneath his quiet exterior was a heart full of passion and longing. He was the one who really cared, the one who wanted to be there for you. But you were too scared, too unsure of yourself to recognize how much he truly meant. The relationship was quiet, gentle, but ultimately unspoken. Yeosang wanted you to love him, but you couldn't let yourself be vulnerable enough to give him that. Yeosang has always stayed on the outskirts of your life, never demanding more than you could give. As he stands in the room now, it’s impossible to ignore the lingering feelings from the past—and the chance you both never took.
Don't go wasting your emotion
Lay all your love on me
Don't go sharing your devotion
Lay all your love on me
Choi San - "The Winner Takes It All"
synopsis : San’s relationship with you was one of passion. Everything about him was intense—his love, his ambition, his drive. From the moment you met, he was determined to win your heart. And he did. But San was also fiercely competitive, and that drive for success sometimes overshadowed his ability to truly love. He was always in the spotlight, always striving for perfection, and at times, it felt like you were just part of his game—another prize to be won. San was always focused on winning, but sometimes he lost sight of what really mattered: the people around him. When San enters the room, you feel the weight of the past, the unfinished business between you two. He’s still the same ambitious man, but you wonder if he ever regretted the way things ended.
I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Song Mingi - "Super Trouper"
synopsis : Mingi was your best friend, your confidant, the one who always had your back. The relationship was never just about romance; it was about trust and support. You both balanced each other out perfectly—his extroverted nature contrasted with your quiet moments of introspection. You had a deep connection, full of laughs, inside jokes, and late-night talks. Mingi had a way of making you feel like you could do anything, even when the world was falling apart around you. Mingi loved you fiercely, but his commitment to his own growth eventually led him down a different path. Seeing him at the wedding, you can’t help but smile at how much he’s changed and how much he’s stayed the same. There’s a part of you that wonders if he ever truly let go of what you shared.
Super Trouper beams are gonna blind me
But I won't feel blue
Like I always do
'Cause somewhere in the crowd there's you
Jung Wooyoung - "S.O.S"
synopsis : Wooyoung was the unpredictable one. You met him during a turbulent time, when everything in your life felt like it was falling apart. Wooyoung was always there to pull you out of the storm, always there to offer a shoulder to lean on. He was kind, but his love for you was desperate—almost suffocating at times. He was afraid of losing you, and that fear made him cling too tightly, pushing you away. There was never a moment where things felt secure with Wooyoung. It was always a battle between love and fear. Wooyoung’s intensity is impossible to ignore, and as he steps into the room at the wedding, you can’t help but feel the weight of all those unspoken feelings. Is he still lost in the chaos of what you once shared?
So when you're near me, darling
Can't you hear me, S.O.S.?
The love you gave me
Nothing else can save me, S.O.S.
Choi Jongho - "I Have A Dream"
synopsis : Jongho was the quiet one. You met him when you were searching for something more grounded—someone who could offer you a sense of peace amidst the storm of your chaotic life. Jongho was calm, sincere, and he loved you with an unwavering devotion. He was the one who believed in you even when you didn’t believe in yourself. Your relationship with Jongho was always filled with hope, but the difference between you two was that he wanted something more than you could give at the time. But he never stopped believing, never stopped dreaming about what could have been. Jongho stands before you now, older, wiser, but still the same gentle soul. He might just be the one who holds the key to your past—and perhaps even to the truth.
I Have a Dream, a fantasy
To help me through, reality
And my destination, makes it worth the while
Pushin' through the darkness, still another mile
i just applied on a job i don't even know how and what to do and now they replied back asking me to do a little screening task that within 24 hours and IDK HOW THE FUCK SHOULD I DO RIGHT NOW !! i need this job and here i am right now watching tutorials so that i can do this, i feel shit right now so just wish me luck guys coz i've been unemployed for like 3 months now and that's bad i'm going to cry :')))
summary : a headcanon where you show them your video recreating the tears challenge
pairing : ateez (separate) x reader
tags/genre : suggestive themes (if you squint), and a bunch of crack
wc : 1.4k
warnings : none just bad writing ig, i didn't proof read this again and maybe a bit out of the character, quite repetitive
an : i know halloween is already done but this is the only gift i can give to you lovelies and I've been so obsessed with the 'tears' challenge, i swear every entry is so scrumptious soooo my mind wanders off a bit here though its kind off repetitive and i really did this rushed this to be honest, also it's HARD to get a reference with the mv to layout to them omg !! but anyways i hope you this enjoy mwa (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶) ♥
⋆.𐙚 ̊ hongjoong
• this man. this MAN.
• he sees your video, and suddenly the world stops — he’s frozen mid-breath, eyes wide, like the Wi-Fi just cut out on his brain.
• he replays it once. twice. five times.
• laughing, crying, whispering, “no way she just did that.”
• hongjoong loves when you’re soft, when you’re extra, when you’re pure chaos — so you showing him your video makes something in him
• yeah, he’s done for.
"i’m… i’m not okay 😭😭 but also 😵💫… someone hold me i think i’m hard"
• ends up staring.
• pauses mid-transition to admire your glow.
• leans in, whispers under his breath — “mine.”
• you laugh, but he’s already making a slow-mo version for his lock screen.
• thinking to loop it on the big screen at practice.
• when you sit beside him, he’s still a little dazed, thumb brushing your shoulder like he’s confirming you’re real then, quieter:
“why did you even make that video? do you know what you’re doing to me?”
• he pauses to that one part again — just to torture himself — and mutters,
“illegal. unfair. mine.”
• finally, he sighs, half-smile tugging his lips:
“i hate you… but also love you… goddamn it.”
── ⟢ ・⸝⸝
⋆.𐙚 ̊seonghwa
• everyone says he’s the calm one.
• HA. nope.
• the second he sees your video, that composure is gone.
• you snap into the transition and he’s clutching the armrest like his soul just left his body.
• he tries to act chill — posture straight, face neutral — but his ears are red.
"why is my girlfriend like this?? she’s literally glowing 😩💀"
• he laughs, gasps, points, and says “do it again!!” about five times until you’re cracking up at how serious he looks.
• pretends to be unimpressed but secretly saves the video
• and that “glam” in the middle? yeah, that’s where he’s gone.
• you hear a quiet “my queen…” while he’s watching it again.
• he’ll fold his arms like he’s unaffected, but his heart’s beating loud enough to give him away.
“why… why would you even post this?”
“do you enjoy seeing me like this? flustered and useless?”
• leans closer to the screen, whispering,
“that’s mine. nobody else.”
• rewinds the soft part, muttering, “illegal. unfair. my girl.”
• then he turns to you, still blushing, still trying to look calm, and says with a half-smirk, half-sigh:
“god, you’re impossible… and i love you for it.”
── ⟢ ・⸝⸝
⋆.𐙚 ̊ yunho
• he cannot.
• this boy cannot.
• screams internally the second you hit the beat and snap into that transition.
"why is she like this… i’m dead. literally dead."
• tries to act chill — fails immediately.
• almost chokes on water (and air).
• pauses the video every few seconds just to point at your smile.
mutters,
“illegal. she’s too hot. someone arrest her.”
• lowkey swoons at your outfit change mid-video.
• fans himself like he’s on the verge of combustion.
• wants to hold your waist and spin you around right then and there.
• leans dangerously close to the screen, whispering, “how do i even deserve her?”
• when you do that soft, slow-glance part — yeah, he’s gone.
• rewinds it. watches again.
• then again.
• then once more “for research.”
• eventually stands up, clutches your waist when you walk past —
“don’t think you’re escaping after posting that.”
• whispers, “mine. don’t forget it.”
• leaves forty-seven tiny heart emojis on your post like a man possessed.
• ends the night staring at the ceiling, replaying your smile in his head, muttering softly:
“my girl is illegal… and i love it.”
── ⟢ ・⸝⸝
⋆.𐙚 ̊ yeosang
• he sees the video — and silently loses his soul.
"she’s glowing… i’m not okay."
• for 30 seconds, he just stares — breath caught, eyes wide.
a quiet, broken whisper: “what the hell…”
• then the replay button suffers. again and again.
• he pauses at your glam moment — that look — and forgets how to breathe.
• tries to compliment you, but it slips out as:
“how are you even real?”
• his mind’s already racing — outwardly calm, inwardly screaming.
his messages stay dry, but his heart? chaos.
• he whispers “mine” under his breath, again and again — tracing the edge of the screen like he could reach you through it.
• that soft gaze of yours makes him blush instantly.
• imagines you doing that challenge right in front of him
• quiet hums of the song trail after him all day.
• every beat reminds him of you
• every loop, a quiet: “that’s my girlfriend.”
• later, when you’re beside him, he folds into your shoulder, half-whining, half-teasing:
“why did you even make that? were you thinking about me… or everyone else?”
• the video plays again, reflected in his eyes.
softly, possessively: “you did this knowing I’d lose my mind, right?”
• he hides his face, muttering,
“stop… you’re unfair… you know I can’t handle this.”
• then quieter, almost a plea —
“don’t make me jealous.”
── ⟢ ・⸝⸝
⋆.𐙚 ̊ san
• he’s chaos incarnate — and he loves it. so the moment you drop the challenge? he loses his mind.
" MY GIRL???! I AM NOT OKAY 😭💀"
• laughs hysterically at how iconic you look
• claps like a maniac when you bite your lip
• chaotic, extra, possessive
• flops dramatically onto the couch, groaning,
“why would you… WHY? this is torture!”
• rewinds the glam moment again and again, whispering, “this is illegal… you know that, right?”
• mutters “my girl is too much” constantly
• replays the video mid-watch like it’s a ritual
• dramatically groans when the soft gaze hits
• blushes heavily, then yells quietly:
“do you know what you did to me?!”
• when you walk by, he grabs your wrist, leans over you, teasingly grinning:
“if you made this just for me… good. if not… we need to talk.”
── ⟢ ・⸝⸝
⋆.𐙚 ̊ mingi
• he’s shook. he is literally shook.
• he is utterly destroyed by your chaos energy
• blushes, then mutters: “you did this on purpose, didn’t you? to make me lose it?”
• sits like a stunned cat, staring at the screen
• mutters in disbelief:
“why… why would you make this… you’re illegal”
• whispers “how are you real” every 5 seconds
• rewinds the soft beat endlessly, heart rate spiking whispering:
“my girl… nobody else can see this”
• mutters “mine, mine, mine” like a man possessed
• messy, soft+horny energy
• sends subtle flares of possessiveness your way mid-video
• touches the screen like he wants to touch you:
“stop… you’re mine… do you understand?”
• can’t stop replaying the part where you look at the camera
• collapses into a pile of blankets but keeps watching
• touches his lips like he wants to kiss you immediately
• whispers softly:
“don’t make me jealous… but god, it’s working”
── ⟢ ・⸝⸝
⋆.𐙚 ̊ wooyoung
• he is l i t e r a l l y losing his mind
• he’s chaotic, dramatic, and possessive
"my girl is literally too good for this planet i can’t-"
• replays your transition 15x in a row
• gasps at the beat change
• presses pause mid-video, frowning:
“why… why did you even… do this?”
• wants to film his own version with you
• lowkey screams when you do the soft glance at the camera
• keeps calling you “my little chaos queen”
• accidentally posts a 3-second clip of your transition on his story
“I AM NOT READY FOR HER ICONICNESS”
• mutters “my girl is a problem” repeatedly
• flops dramatically on the couch and points at your video
• whispers “illegal… she’s illegal” under his breath
• blushes uncontrollably at the outfit change
• tries to grab your hand mid-video “just to see if it’s real”
• repeats the beat drop with exaggerated movements in the living room
• screams at the lip-bite
• points at the screen like “you’re mine”
• lowkey pretends to film a reaction for no one else
• leans in close, whispering: “if anyone else saw this, I’d lose it… why make me watch this?”
• smirks but blushes:
“you’re impossible, you know that, right?”
── ⟢ ・⸝⸝
⋆.𐙚 ̊ jongho
• he is calm.
• he is collected. HE IS LYING.
• watches silently for a few seconds, mutters: “why… why did you even make this video?”
"my girl just snatched my soul and threw it into orbit"
• stares in silence, then whispers “i’m dead”
• slowly smiles like “this is illegal”
• pauses mid-watch, scowls but blushes:
“you knew I’d see this… didn’t you? god, you’re illegal”
• wants to replay it on the big screen while cuddling
• “she’s literally perfect” is whispered repeatedly
• mutters “mine” with intensity
• wants to redo the video with you just for himself
• replays your outfit change on loop
• whispers “my girl is illegal” while pretending to eat
• points at the screen like
“you’re not allowed to exist like this for anyone else”
• ends up holding you close, muttering “too iconic… too perfect…”
• rewinds the soft parts, muttering: “mine… only mine”
• touches your shoulder, whispering: “stop teasing me… stop being so soft for the camera”
• whispers lowly:
lovelies !! you know how i just released the drop teaser and i was wondering since i have the prologue sitting on my draft already... i just want to know your thoughts 𐔌՞꜆.̫.꜀՞𐦯
also this series does not include any smut content so if y'all expect me to write that content i'm so sorry to burst everyone's bubble there's none of it in this series, i've been craving a bit of angst so i guess that's the only thing i would hint off right now
summary : On the day of Aurora’s wedding, you’re consumed by the past. As she prepares for her big day, your mind races back to the eight men you once loved during your time in Chroma Dolls, men who could all be her potential father. Aurora found your old diary and invited them all, hoping to recognize her father among them. But you have no idea who it is, and the thought of facing them all again is overwhelming.
With the wedding fast approaching, you're torn between supporting Aurora and confronting a past you’ve tried to bury. Will one of the men confess the truth? Or will the day spiral into chaos before it even begins? As the doorbell rings and the men arrive, you realize everything is about to change—and you're not sure you're ready for it.
an : this was supposed to be originally a "to all the boys i've loved before" mini-series but i think that might overrated and who would have guess that watching mamma mia would lead me into creating a mini-series, plus i love ABBA so... i present you guys the "mamma mia!" series !!
p.s i hope you guys catch what i did to the daughters name there hehe and i wish that you guys will love this 𐔌՞. .՞𐦯 ♡
guys i'm cooking something right now and i swear it's good like my mind is working right now to this mini-series but i'm afraid this would go flop like wthhhh originally i'm about to post my thomas jefferson x reader fiction that i'm making but this idea came up and now i'm doomed to put this series and post-poned my thomas jefferson fiction (and yes it's from that musical)
i think i didn't specify which fandom i'm writing into probably from the fact that my unemployed ass really did have the guts to create a fanfic account and started to write shit instead of browsing and looking for job :) but anyways i'm currently open in writing for ateez since i'm atiny and i might be open to write for nct as for me being an nctzen as well and i should go back to my neo roots, i'm into f1 as well, but yeah for now it's ateez and i might explore hamilton (yes. the musical one.) i have few drafts already before i create this account and the fact that there is so little of hamilton content here is crazy and some few animes i guess depends on my mood so yeah... but please you guys i don't bite you can interact with me promise i'm nice huhuhu ૮₍˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ₎ა
summary : a chaotic headcanons wherein ateez being a bunch of silly fanboys
pairing : non-idol!ateez (separate) x idol!reader
tags/genre : suggestive themes (if you squint), and a bunch of crack
wc : 2.6k (this is so random)
warnings : none just bad writing ig
an : i didn't proof-read this since it is a bunch of crap so don't come at me here and it's also highly inspired by @goldentsum (they wrote for anime and if your into it you better check their works out!) | also credits to this amazing peeps who made crazy moodboards xoxo to y'all (@sukisng | @idillyast | @7kyujin | @w3berry | @crazyfrm | @ioveday | @pawszzx | @itz-polaris) (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶) ♥
⋆.𐙚 ̊ hongjoong
• oh he is DEEP in it.
• he started off pretending he was just “admiring your production skills” but now his entire playlist is just your discography.
hongjoong : “I just like her lyricism.”
yeosang : then why are you crying over her stage outfit.
hongjoong : SHUT UP IT’S CALLED AESTHETIC APPRECIATION.
• he has a shrine-like desk setup—half music equipment, half your signed albums.
• he analyzes your songs for “creative inspiration” but ends up writing heartbreak tracks that suspiciously sound like love letters to you
• he also takes inspiration to your discography when he tries to produce a track
hongjoong : maybe I should add some strings here like in (Y/N)’s bridge—
san : you’ve said her name nine times in the past five minutes.
hongjoong : it’s called dedication.
• he’s the serious stan who tweets entire essays.
[@joongwrites4yn] : "the way (Y/N)’s composition bridges synth textures with live percussion is GENIUS. she’s not just an idol—she’s a revolution."
but then two minutes later :
[@joongwriteswrite4yn] : "also i would let her punch me in the face just once please."
• hongjoong is a soft stan with sudden hard stan attacks
• his account layout is CLEAN. matching header and icon, pinned tweet is a thread:
[@joongwriteswrite4yn] : “🧵 analyzing (Y/N)’s use of minor chords in the [your group's song] bridge — a thread”
• posts long rants about your lyrics, then accidentally ends them with “also her jawline could cut glass and I’d thank it.”
• he also edits few of your clips and his edits? cinematic masterpieces.
• his the type to edit with black and white, emotional transitions, and captions like “the art of (Y/N).”
• every time he posts, it gets reposted by other fans.
• once made a 2-minute mini documentary called “The Evolution of Producer (Y/N)” using After Effects and it had his credits and BGM.
• secretly owns another burner account that just tweets “I miss her” every night.
• soft stan most days, but the second a new concept photo drops:
hongjoong at 3am : “who gave her the RIGHT to look like that??”
[@joongwrites4yn] : “(Y/N) breathes creativity. I want to be the mic she holds.”
── ⟢ ・⸝⸝
⋆.𐙚 ̊ seongwha
• the calm one. the “i don’t really stan idols” one.
• until he saw your live performance and blinked twice like “oh.”
• oh, he’s gone.
• he doesn’t freak out like the others, he’s just quietly OBSESSED. he watches your fancams like they’re art films. his lockscreen? you. his playlist title? “songs that reminds me of my gf y/n”.
• he’s so whipped but in denial.
wooyoung : bro, you’ve been staring at that photo for 15 minutes.
seonghwa : no I haven’t.
wooyoung : your food’s cold.
seonghwa : …so what if it is.
• he sends your photos in the gc with captions like :
“she looks really nice here 🥺” and it’s the most wholesome thing ever.
• but the moment your group drops a sexy concept—
seonghwa : *breathes in* I need to go pray...
[@hwaheart4yn] : “she blinked. she BREATHED. how can someone’s existence be so elegant? I’m unworthy.”
• he is a soft stan to his core (goes hard stan whenever he come across to those thirst edits)
• seonghwa's tweets are very poetic and gentle, his very sweet that he just talks about how an angel you are with lots of crying emojis
• a very fanart appreciator who like to save every fanart of you that he have a different file on his phone
• interacts with every artist who draws you. comments “this is so beautiful 😭💗” every time.
• his favorite fanarts was from "paintedbyyn_ho" (which he didn't know was jongho's fanart account)
[@hwaheart4yn] : “(Y/N)’s smile looks like a sunday morning.”
• doesn’t make edits or art, but curates entire moodboards dedicated to you.
• his stan tweet profile is pastel themed. header = a blurry stage photo with the caption “the way she glows.”
• he replies to your official group account tweets like “please stay warm today ☕💗”
• the others clown him for being so soft but they all melt when he posts.
• might secretly own a sketchbook full of tiny doodles of you he swears “aren’t fanart.”
[@hwaheart4yn] : “I don’t think words can capture how kind (Y/N)’s eyes look.”
── ⟢ ・⸝⸝
⋆.𐙚 ̊ yunho
• literally a golden retriever stan 😭 he’s just so HAPPY whenever you post.
• the type to dance to your songs full choreo in the dorm kitchen.
yunho : guys look!! I learned their new comeback's choreo!!
san : bro you almost kicked the lamp again
yunho : IT’S FOR (Y/N)!!
• he cheers for you in every situation. your groups wins an award? he’s crying. you post a selfie? he’s clapping.
• he once accidentally called his TA “(Y/N)” and almost died of embarrassment.
• he runs a wholesome fan account:
[@queenyn_praiseclub] : “(Y/N) smiled in today’s vlive! everyone say thank you to the sun for shining brighter!! ☀️😭💗”
• he buys all the merch and even has a custom tote bag with your lyric embroidered.
• his reasoning? “(Y/N)’s words carry me through life 🥹”
• the others tease him but he just shrugs. yunho : love wins 😌
• yunho tweets things like “SHE POSTED OMG 😭😭😭😭”
• every time your group wins something: “SHE DID ITTTT LET’S GOOOOOOO 🎉🎉🎉”
• hosts group streaming parties every comeback. makes spreadsheets. reminds everyone to rest.
• his account is full of hearts, exclamation points, and caps lock.
• posts selfies captioned “stream [your group's song]!!”
• replies to staff tweets with polite reminders like “thank you for feeding (Y/N) well today 🥹”
• soft stan through and through. the idea of hard stanning makes him blush. (he felt guilty when he came across to one of those thirst edits)
[@queenyn_praiseclub] : “(Y/N) said she hopes everyone eats well so I’m having two breakfasts today 😋”
── ⟢ ・⸝⸝
⋆.𐙚 ̊ yeosang
• the quiet stan.
• no one even knew he liked you until they caught him rewatching your music video in 4k on the living room TV.
yeosang : it’s for research.
wooyoung : what kind of research needs popcorn?
• he’s the type to pretend he’s chill but his entire Pinterest board is your photoshoots.
• he doesn’t yell—he just blushes and smiles whenever you’re mentioned. it’s almost worse because he’s so soft about it.
• but when someone talks trash about you online? that man’s typing essays.
[@angelynlover] : "funny how antis still exist when perfection is right there <3"
• he once went viral for a fancam edit of you and refuses to admit it’s his.
jongho : bro this edit is insane. who made this??
yeosang : …some talented person.
• yeosang might be a calm stan who *pretends* he’s not feral (liar)
• his stan account has a clean aesthetics who post with short captions and have another stan tweet account where he secretly thirst tweet
• he also runs another account where he post his “artsy” edits which is his high-quality fancam edits under a different username. his profile pic is an abstract shot of you mid-performance.
• his fancams always trend because they’re beautifully color-graded and timed perfectly.
• no one knows it’s him (except wooyoung, who accidentally saw his editing folder and almost exposed him).
• his art account has a bio “she’s the reason I believe in art.”
• doesn’t tweet much, but when he does, they’re cryptic masterpieces:
[@angelynlover] : “her silhouette under blue lights. that’s all.”
• soft stan in public, hard stan in private.
[@angelynlover] : “her gaze lingered for 0.3 seconds and I haven’t known peace since.”
── ⟢ ・⸝⸝
⋆.𐙚 ̊ san
• oh no.
• OH NO.
• san is feral for you.
• this man gets physically weak when he sees your teaser photos. collapses. screams. calls wooyoung at 2am just to cope.
san : SHE POSTED.
wooyoung : again??
san : SHE BREATHED.
• he’s the one who accidentally calls you “babe” out loud during livestreams.
• he has your photo cards in his wallet. yes, plural. “for luck,” he says. (he’s lying, it’s for serotonin.)
• also the thirstiest twitter user alive.
[@sanitylost4yn] : “I SWEAR IF (Y/N) LOOKS AT THE CAMERA LIKE THAT AGAIN I’M GONNA START BARKING IN CLASS.”
• every new concept wrecks him.
• dark concept? he’s sweating. cute concept? he’s squealing. acoustic stage? he’s sobbing.
• he calls you “my muse” and he means it.
• he loves reading fanfic of you especially the "x reader" once and lets have his imagination wander off
• san even has one favorite writer named "ynsthiccthighs" that he keeps his notification on (it's mingi's secret fanfic account)
• HARD. STAN. FULL. TIME.
• unfiltered chaos + horny in HD
• san is a very "thirst tweeter" + "reaction thread maker"
• tweets every 2 minutes.
[@sanitylost4yn] : “(Y/N) JUST BIT HER LIP. I’M NOT OKAY.”
[@sanitylost4yn] : “new vlive just dropped and I’m on the floor. she laughed. SHE LAUGHED.”
• made a 30-tweet thread titled “Reasons why (Y/N) could ruin my life and I’d thank her.”
• posts gifs with captions like “this move??? I’m suing for emotional damage.”
• gets shadowbanned once a month for being too descriptive.
• the others once have his account on mute because they can’t handle his all-caps screams.
• also the one who makes thirst edit audios. that's his guilty pleasure
[@sanitylost4yn] : “I SAW HER SHOULDER. IT’S OVER. BURY ME.”
── ⟢ ・⸝⸝
⋆.𐙚 ̊ mingi
• HIS LOYALTY IS UNMATCHED.
• this man would start and end wars for you.
• he fell in love with your stage presence first. then your voice. then your brain. now he’s too deep to come back.
• he’s the kind to spam your group’s streaming counts because “(Y/N) deserves 100M views minimum.”
mingi : we’re doing a streaming party tonight.
hongjoong : again??
mingi : YES.
• he tries to act cool about it but everyone’s seen his camera roll.
• it’s 90% screenshots of your lives and the rest are memes.
[@minluvsyn] : “if (Y/N) ever dropped a rock on the ground, I’d build a museum around it.”
• he and wooyoung fight daily about who’s the “#1 (Y/N) defender.”
wooyoung : I discovered her!
mingi : AND I GAVE HER A TEMPLE IN MY HEART.
• mingi is a passionate hard stan with a heart of gold and have a soft spot for being a soft stan whenever he came across to a tweet just you being cute
• he is very loud, dramatic, and overinvested
• every tweet feels like a declaration of love and war.
[@minluvsyn] : “(Y/N) IS TOO POWERFUL. I AM WEEPING. I WILL STAND UNDER THE RAIN UNTIL SHE POSTS AGAIN.”
• mingi is the "fanfic reader/writer" + "manifestation tweeter"
• I SWEAR he writes fanfics “for fun” but ends up crying over them.
• his AO3 username is something chaotic like “ynsthiccthighs.”
• genres : fluff, angst, enemies-to-lovers, all of it.
• he gets way too into character—his fics read like full scripts.
• once wrote one so emotional that hongjoong called him crying.
• also tries to manifest meeting you through tweets:
[@minluvsyn] : “one day I’ll meet her and say thank you for saving me and she’ll smile and it’ll rain softly and—”
• has “stan (Y/N) or die trying” in his bio.
[@minluvsyn] : “this isn’t a phase mom, this is eternal devotion.”
── ⟢ ・⸝⸝
⋆.𐙚 ̊ wooyoung
• the ORIGINAL discoverer. the prophet. the catalyst of chaos. and he ALWAYS bragged that to everyone that his the og. (everyone is so over him at this point)
• it all started because he was scrolling through fancams at 3am instead of studying and stumbled across your group’s stage from MAMA.
wooyoung : who is THAT. who. is. THAT.
san : the girl with the mic or the one doing the spin kick?
wooyoung : THE ONE WHO DID BOTH 😭😭
• and that was the birth of the cult.
• he introduced your group to the group chat and by the end of the week all 8 of them had your photocard as their pfp.
• wooyoung claims he “saw you first” but also absolutely sabotages himself by showing everyone every hot clip of you ever.
wooyoung : look at her. LOOK. at. her. she produced this song. she wrote this lyric. she looked into my SOUL through the camera
yeosang : you’re crying again.
wooyoung : LEAVE ME BE.
• he’s the loudest one at any concert. the one with a glowing headband, fanlight, and custom tee that says “I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND Y/N”
• his twitter stan account is pure chaos—
[@woowynsimps4u] : "I JUST WATCHED [YOU GROUP'S] LIVE AND WHEN (Y/N) SMILED AT THE CAMERA I ASCENDED. IF SHE EVER BREATHES IN MY DIRECTION I’LL PASS AWAY THANK YOU."
• he starts arguments in the groupchat if anyone calls you “cute” bc you’re not just cute you’re GODLY.
wooyoung : SHE’S DIVINE. PUT SOME RESPECT ON HER NAME.
jongho : …she was just holding a puppy.
wooyoung : EXACTLY. DIVINE.
• HARD stan and PROBLEMATIC stan at the same time
• wooyoung's stan account is a meme chaos + barking tweets + live reaction posts
• he always have a tweet that trends often because he’s insane
• posts clips with “BARK BARK BARK” in the caption.
• uses gifs of himself screaming to react to your content.
• tweets at your group’s company like “release (Y/N)’s solo or I’ll riot 🔪”
• ratioes haters for fun.
• runs multiple accounts—main one for memes, alt one for thirsting.
• tweets are unhinged:
[@woowynsimps4u] :“(Y/N) if you see this please breathe on me, step on me, just do anything for once I swear I’ll pay rent.”
• gets blocked by antis weekly and takes it as a badge of honor.
• owns the loudest fan account in the fandom. people either adore him or mute him.
• accidentally started a meme trend with “(Y/N) supremacy 🫡.”
[@woowynsimps4u] : “THE QUEEN IS ONLINE. EVERYONE STAND UP. STAND UP NOW.”
── ⟢ ・⸝⸝
⋆.𐙚 ̊ jongho
• pretends he’s not into idol stuff but streams every performance.
• he says he stans you “for your vocals,” but his playlist title is literally “(Y/N)’s angel voice <3.”
jongho : I’m just appreciating talent.
san : you literally paused the video to zoom in on her smile.
jongho : …and?
• he’s that one friend who’s always rational until you show up.
• you post a behind-the-scenes vlog? he’s watching it five times.
• you release a ballad? he’s crying into his hoodie.
• he sings your songs in karaoke but denies it immediately.
yunho : that sounded just like the bridge from [your groups song]!
jongho : coincidence.
• his stan account is lowkey but deep:
[@cherryvocals4yn] : “she doesn’t just sing—she heals. if you’re having a rough day, (Y/N)’s voice is the cure.”
• he may not scream like the others, but everyone knows he’s just as whipped.
• pretends he’s not into idol stuff but streams every songs in your groups discography
• secretly a soft stan, pretends to be neutral
• jongho is the fanart creator + vocal analysis threads guy
• claims he’s “not into fandom culture,” yet runs a detailed thread analyzing your live vocals.
• does digital fanart but signs it “anonymous” because he’s shy about it.
• posts calm appreciation tweets:
[@cherryvocals4yn] : “Her breathing control here is insane. She’s built different.”
• sometimes drops random sketches of you and disappears.
• has a secret folder full of your groups references for art.
• the others always suspect him of being the mysterious artist "paintedbyyn_ho" but he’ll deny it to death.
• hard stan in very specific moments (like when you wear revealing outfit).
[@cherryvocals4yn] : “no one’s doing it like (Y/N). she’s the standard.”
