I go by Crisis and use any pronouns! Do not worry! You LITERALLY CANNOT misgender me! simple for everyone yay :D
I'm the creator of The Necrea Chronicles and owner/creator of the @necreaposting askblog!
You can also ask me things on THIS blog (namely about Songs of War stuff. and IWG. PLEASE ask me things about IWG I will love you forever trust. or just talk to me. USE MY ASK BOX PLS ITS THERE FOR A REASON I BEG OF YOU)
I generally keep my language clean but sometimes I just need the emphasis only a swear can provide
Tags you might see on my page (+ what they mean):
-MAWC/My Adventures With Caine: Documenting things I do with my Caine (TADC) plushie, may include doodles or just pics of us doing stuff :3 HE IS MY SON AND I LOVE HIM
-Crisis Yaps: My thoughts on random things, usually a piece of media I like. Be warned: I overanalyze. I don't care if it's not that deep, I will MAKE it that deep
-Crisis Draws/Crisis Doodles: My doodles and art n stuff (If it's necrea chronicles related, though, check @necreaposting for official art. What I post here may be prototypes or not canon!)
-IWG/It Was Golden: My Canon+ Songs of War fanfic, mainly focusing on the psychology of Ingressus throughout the story and his relationships. Ao3 link
-Crisis Answers - answers to asks from the ask box I apparently have now :3
-4 Regents AU: my Songs of War AU surrounding the headcanon that Ingressus is a trans woman. Lots of wholesome fluff and found family and funny moments to be found here. Maybe they'll even usurp the doomed narrative. Who knows.
Fandoms you might see me yap about/repost:
-SONGS OF WAR. oh my word literally biggest hyperfixation maybe ever (April 2020 and haven't looked back, haha...)
It is probably a symptom of having a dissociative disorder but I hate stories where the magic leaves at the end, especially when it’s symbolic of growing up. I don’t want to go back to the real world. I already have to live in it. I hate stories that offer these beautiful magical escapes and then at the very end snatch them away with a smack that says “look how silly you are for wanting magic to be real. Grownups don’t think magic is real.” Like shut up!!!! Grownups think they’re sooooo clever for putting in “symbols” about how imagination is incompatible with adulthood. Shut up shut up shut up!!!!!! I will never stop dreaming, and you’ll never make me. I vowed that I would never write a story where the magic goes away. I never want to tell a small child reading my stories they’re not allowed to live there anymore.
personally I'm annoyed by the socioeconomic conditions that made words like "unalive" necessary but simultaneously impressed by the linguistic adaptations young people have made to continue talking about important things while subject to those conditions and I think if you can't hold both of those thoughts in your head you might just be old man yelling at cloud
hey. look at me. you, person who Calls Everyone Guy. you are NOT going to wait for that trans woman you know to tell you she is uncomfortable with being called Guy. it is an unfortunate truth that trans women are trained not to create boundaries; she does not know if you are going to flip out at her for asking, so she might choose to just let it happen.
you are going to, BY DEFAULT, assume that she does not like being called Guy, Dude, or Bro. if you want, you can ask, but you are going to make it clear that you will accept an answer of "no", okay? default to "girl", ask if theres anything else shes okay with being called. treat the subject as an open conversation. okay? okay. you can go now, but close the door on the way out.
Im so disconnected from gender that I don't think of "guy" "bro" "dude" "girl" "girlypop" "babygirl" "boy" "boi" as anything other than gender neutral by default and have an understanding that if one of those terms makes me uncomfortable it's either because of my current gender status (pretty sure it fluctuates) or because i realize it is reflective of how the person calling me it perceives me (Often this means in a binary, or more often specifically as my SAAB)
That said, I am aware that some, in fact MOST people do not take this approach to gendered terms. Thus I amend my vocabulary around my trans siblings to specifically use terms I know will affirm them. Bc spreading gender euphoria is great solidarity. It's really not that hard friends
i really really really really really like hadestown's repeated use of "eurydice was a hungry girl" because at first pass you might think oh, she's scrappy and street smart and her ambition is going to be the foil to orpheus's idealist romanticism. but nope! no she is literally hungry. she is starving. that is her motivator and everybody knows it. she loves, oh she does, but she can't be fucking blamed for fulfilling her physical needs first.
an interaction im very tired of in online autism spaces. aka when you don’t have a special interest / when your special interest isn’t [character] or [fandom]
i can handle one (1) Event™ per day. whether it be a phone call, an appointment, trip to the grocery store, play date with a friend, etc. only one, that's it. any more than that and i am Stressed
I think a crocheted knee to midcalf length mesh/openwork vest with lapels and toggle buttons would slap. perhaps not even crocheted. perhaps my second ever sewing project should be a tailored garment. I can totally do that
been referring to myself as a bird or a creature recently. idk if any of my friends have noticed but I'm wondering how long it takes someone to say that's a bit weird but like. saying boy, girl, person, none feel right but bird or beast or creature do. sssigh.
I do this often lol. I'm closeted around my family but I'm so weird in other ways I can refer to myself as basically anything and no one bats an eye. I haven't self identified as my SAAB in ages and no one has even noticed
I think some of you forgot that autistic people sometimes act strange and say things that are poorly worded and speak with incorrect tone and misunderstand or miss social cues because they are autistic
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