‪I'm Thinking of You All the While‬

broke my heart by saving yours

[gleasra]

“I know we have an expiration date. And I know it would be wiser to leave this as what it is and not dive any deeper into what this could be. But would it be so wrong to be a little bold and to see what happens if we gave it a real try? Why not open our hearts up and spend what could be the best few months of our lives just because we know eventually it will have to end? Just because we know it will hurt, should we deprive ourselves of the joy and happiness that this could bring us? I know what you live for is the adventure and the unforeseen, so why not let your guard down so we can make new memories and add another chapter to your adventure book?”

— Broken hearts mend eventually, so why not give it a shot?

[snowysnowkat]

It did not got easier, I just got better at hiding it.

[kayyla-marie]

Here I am again, meeting new people, starting a new job, having to answer questions about my life. The dreaded “do you have any siblings?” inevitably comes up, and here I am explaining that yes I have a brother, but he died awhile back. Sometimes I just want to say no, so I don’t have to deal with the awkwardness that it causes, but It hurts too much to deny your existence. You are still my brother, even though you are no longer here with us. I miss you so much.

[anotherlxve]

It was hard, being let go by someone who had never really grabbed hold of me completely in the first place. In all the time we’ve spent together, I think we both sort of knew this wasn’t a forever thing. I’m not sure why, because I could easily love him that way.

It ends with Us

[theloveyourselfchallenge]

[aidashakur]

Screaming

[casanova-x]

the sexual tension between me & what i’m capable of

[heartbreakclubs]

sometimes it really feels difficult to accept that life really just goes on and there are memories you can never get back no matter how much you wish :(

[rains-of-words]

“And that was what destroyed you in the end: the longing for something you could never have.”

— Leigh Bardugo, Crooked Kingdom (via quotefeeling)

[resqectable]

“You were unsure which pain is worse - the shock of what happened or the ache for what never will.”

— Simon Van Booy, Everything Beautiful Began After

[aloveaffairwithlight]

[soul-music-is-life]

“If you simply cannot understand why someone is grieving so much, for so long, then consider yourself fortunate that you do not understand.”

— Joanne Cacciatore.

[evolvingessence]

[anotherlxve]

I’m comfortable around you, yet you still make me nervous. When your soft hands touch new parts of my body, I suddenly forget who I am. You’re all I want, and I crave your touch.

[you-lost-her-idiot]

[silvermoonwritings]

“And I’d choose you; in a hundred lifetimes, in a hundred worlds, in any version of reality, I’d find you and I’d choose you.”

[lettingmyselflove]