Do you ever just get super conflicted because you want to do something but you feel uncomfortable thinking about it? I mean in the anxiety way.
My sister and I are super excited to go to Pax West (and the tour if it comes to WA) this year to meet Jacksepticeye but Jack seems like a very huggy person and I have a thing about physical contact when I don’t know someone personally. I don’t have a problem with hugs, its that I have learned to be wary of people being too close to me and because of that my brain likes to tell me that physical contact means something bad may happen.
Having watched the tour vlogs and so many of Jack’s videos on his channel I know that he is an awesome person and that 1) I would never have to worry about the things that make me wary and 2) If I say that I don’t like being touched he would respect that.
I don’t want to have problems with it but my brain doesn’t like to listen to me (if it did maybe I could stop mumbling thoughts out-loud so much just to keep my thoughts straight). So for now I am torn between I would not turn down a hug and please don’t touch me.