Alyssa's journey to Onederland @alyssa-in-onederland - Tumblr Blog

Hey guys

I made a new blog. Xqueenofthedarkx.

I will exclusively be using that for both this blog and my other blog that we’re separate before. Just felt I needed to start over.

Hey all. It’s been a rough year. I think the last time I posted, a good friend of mine had passed and I was struggling to get out of the hole that is emotional over eating. Fast forward to thanksgiving, starting to get on track again, and my grandfather passes. Falling back into emotional over eating yet again. In this time I also started weight lifting. I’m still struggling a bit. Passing my friends one year was hard. Thinking of coming back here and hoping it helps. I’m not sure.

What what

Here’s an updated picture of my face holding an armadillo

Uhhh hi guys. I’ve been MIA awhile I know. It’s been a rough year. I’ve gained some weight and am working on getting back on track. Recently a friend of mine has been weight training me so I’ve been in the gym 2 hrs a day 2-3 times a week. If you tagged me in anything or messaged me, tumblr has not been giving me notifications so I haven’t been ignoring you.

Day 1 of mostly Whole Foods and is day I did pretty well. Haven’t actually eaten dinner yet but that’s what’s planned (may not finish it).

Plans and things

I’ve decided to try a (mostly) Whole Foods diet. I say mostly because I know there will be times I’m not perfect and also because I’m not counting protein shakes/supplements and my coffee creamer haha.

So yea. We’ll see how this works out.

I drank three of these worth of water today. Go me.

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John’s Back! 1k Promo

As you may have heard, some yahoo (cough), deleted his blog on accident.

I am back and posting again, but I need your help getting the message out and letting my old followers know, if they want to follow me - they need to re-follow.

To help get the message out and to celebrate hitting 1k, I am going to do a promo. If you would like to participate :

Healthy fitness blogs of any kind are welcome

Reblog this post to help me get the word out.

Check out my blog - follow if you would like

I will be promoting 10 blogs. 2 lists of 5 each.These will be an even mix of random and hand selected.

I also will be doing 3 Solo, Screenshot Promos. 1 for my 1,000th follower and 1 random and 1 of my choice.

Please help me reconnect :)

Go!

alyssa-in-onederland

Oh no,John! Welcome back

Last nights work out. Weights & step ups for cardio

Went to the gym yesterday. Hit some goals yesterday. I’m not going to lie, I’ve been struggling hardcore lately. My eating has been out of control since my friend passed and I hadn’t been able to muster the energy to go to the gym. I’m completely unhappy/uncomfortable with how I look. Trying to get out of the rut.

#im struggling

Death and emotional over eating

Last week, a good friend of mine took his own life. I have never experienced the death of someone close to me and I’m struggling. I’ve been having issues keeping my eating in check.

I wish I was one of those people who couldn’t eat when they were upset, but I’m not. I haven’t had this much trouble with my emotional over eating since surgery.

Im struggling guys. I’m grieving and I’m struggling.