baby moon

[alyssaawissaa]

Came here just to start blogging about my experience with destiny.

This is weird even for me, someone that’s always been spiritual and open minded. Never in my life did i think i would encounter this..

A month or so ago my friends and i went out for Sunday Funday, something i usually never participate in because i hate day drinking. I wanted to cancel so bad because i had work orders but they said they were going to pick me up from my house :-)

We hit a few bars and stay in Volstead until it closes, while we were there i noticed a guy, he was very handsome to me and i just kept glancing every now and then to make sure he was still there.

The bar closes and we’re many shots deep, they said we’re going downtown next and of course we’re down.

A bouncer brings us into a bar because he offered a free drink for all of us. As we’re walking in i see the same handsome guy from the last bar...that’s miles away. Out of all the places, we were in the same setting once again.

If you kmow me now, you know i’m very bold and fearless because we’re all just people here. there’s nothing for me to be scared of.

I turn and ask my friend if i should give him one of our free drinks and she says “go for it” so, i did. He was playing beer pong and i didn’t want to bother him so i just set it down next to him and said “this is for you!” and walked away.

i remember my friends and i going to the bathroom bc i wanted to brush my teeth.

when we came out, his girl bestfriend approached me and i just started dancing with her bc that’s all i really like to do when i’m drunk. She asked for my phone and followed him on Insta, and gave me his number. I remember things being a little blurry around this time because i was dancing a lot. An hour or so goes by and i see him sit down in the area i’m in so I just go up to him and introduce myself and say “i think you’re really cute. can i have your number?” he was so shook. he put his number in my phone only to see it was already added so i felt kinda stupid after that. We were leaving so i said i would text him and let him know where we were going to be.

Apparently i did see him in the next bar i was in but i don’t remember that part.

[ihateiu]

[admireforever]

“Kimberly… I used to find it really annoying you said ‘so’ all the time. Bugged the shit out of me. And I… I love it. I love it now. After we have sex and you shrug your shoulders and you say ‘I’m here all week!,’ - love that. I love that a single strand of your hair can fall so perfectly to the side and you don’t even know. I love the little blue veins behind your eyes. I love your eyes. Knowing you goes down as easily the best thing that’s ever happened to me. Easily. If I were a restaurant, you’d be my special, but nobody could order you, 'cause I’d just want you to be mine, just all mine. Not in, like, a biblical slavery-owning sense, or a pimp-prostitute dynamic of “you be mine, bitch,” but… but just in that… you’re my love. You’re my love. But my favorite thing of all: I like you 'cause you like me. I don’t know - I think that says a lot about how great you are as a person. So, um…”

— Dell, Comet

[cinemaphileadict]

Comet (2014) directed by Sam Esmail

[skyesmom]

THE DAY YOU DIED BECAUSE YOU WANTED TO

i tied my wisdom tooth to a doorknob

and pulled it loose. take everything

i think i know. every answer

is a grave. the questions are the warm rain

i walk through now to find my way

to god, and my only god is faith

that there is comfort here,

that who is hurting will hurt less

than they did before. what else

are all these coins and all these wells for

if not to wish the grief asleep

in the lap of someone’s else’s grief,

till grief comes not knowing

if it will come again. your sister

thought the hearse was a limousine

until she asked where it was going,

and then she knew for sure.

that’s what a word like heaven will do.

but heaven wasn’t what you were aiming for.

you didn’t think the other side would be better.

you thought the other side would be nothing at all.

imagine choosing nothing at all. imagine

something hurting that bad.

i didn’t still have the ring you gave me.

i crushed it with a rock to see

how much you loved me. i love you

to pieces too. and love should have been enough,

someone without a heart might say. it hurts me

in my head now. how you knew the water

wasn’t deep enough to dive into.

but i don’t let anyone say it was a shallow thing

you did. i knew it was your entire body

finally pointing, saying here, here is where the pain is.

i can crush a can with the heel of my shoe.

i can drive by your mother’s house

if i want to, but i don’t want to. she was there

when you bought the ring. she knew

how long you’d been saving. me,

i didn’t save anything. but you don’t lose a person

like a set of keys because you don’t find them again

and you can still get to where you’re going. resilience

itself is an awful thing to grieve.

who with a heart can stomach

how much they can stomach?

all your blood in the water

and i could still wade through,

and i will again with everyone i lose.

what i want most is to live

the rest of my life desperately

wanting to live it. i want to give that to you.

i want it to find you in the nothing at all.

i want it to be something.

when i say i want to make something of my life-

that’s what i mean.

[ruinedchildhood]

I can’t believe im just now getting that this was a dick joke….

[halloweenskellington]

[guarded]

via WeHeartIt

[ruinedchildhood]

[stability]

[bringingbackhiphop]

[hayhumoentusojos-blog]

[cassandreaxavier-blog]

[tom-de-longe-deactivated2017120]

[overcalm]

[tastefullyoffensive]

by Buttersafe

[coltre]