Alyssa's Beautiful Struggles

I derive a sense of control through predictability. [email protected] // I blog seriously over at alyssanity.com

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Precious in every way 🥺♥️ (at Basak, Lapu-Lapu, Philippines) https://www.instagram.com/p/CJsG_85ljw3/?igshid=qdxng61wg123

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Collecting beautiful moments with these two. 🥰 #Ochea2020 (at Khyrein's Resthouse) https://www.instagram.com/p/CJXv1AbFfE_/?igshid=ixjaa4xrevue

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My art framed and hung on our kitchen wall ❤️💚🤍 (at Basak, Lapu-Lapu, Philippines) https://www.instagram.com/p/CJNB-vrlK22/?igshid=17t5elhroqej1

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A little celebration for @zheanabrielle ’s first Christmas and our first Christmas as a family 🥰 𝑴𝒆𝒓𝒓𝒚 𝑪𝒉𝒓𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒎𝒂𝒔, 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚𝒐𝒏𝒆! ❤️💚🤍 #Christmas2020 #Ohana (at Basak, Lapu-Lapu, Philippines) https://www.instagram.com/p/CJL7QoTloF2/?igshid=zk5w84v9spka

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My everything 🥺🥰 https://www.instagram.com/p/CH7XJWiFuHd/?igshid=keo8s8rric6f

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My baby invading my IG 😂 Not complaining though bc mommy’s obsessed with this little one 🥰 (at Lapu-Lapu City) https://www.instagram.com/p/CFTKJJMlf7T/?igshid=bq0q2ucjuxm

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My baby is a month old today 🥰 https://www.instagram.com/p/CEb27zjly0Z/?igshid=ek7gm7gwejx9

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My baby 😍 https://www.instagram.com/p/CEZPiYnlON_/?igshid=qlfgmu18607x

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Half me and half the person I love 💕 (at Lapu-Lapu City) https://www.instagram.com/p/CDoE9pAl4lk/?igshid=goht8mf0oj6p

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I don’t want to deal with this pandemic anymore 😣 (as if I have a choice). It’s taking a toll on my mental health already. Been trying my hardest to ditch this feeling but now I’m on the verge of breaking down already. I really thought that the GCQ / ECQ will help... it’s been months since the lockdown and I was so hopeful for this to be over soon, but why does everything seem worse now? 😔 Not meaning to sound selfish and “privileged” but I don’t want a “new normal” 😔 https://www.instagram.com/p/CCXpAHdlk7i/?igshid=1nl8m1d0d8wk3

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Missing this mess. What used to be my vanity is now by-ik’s workspace 😅 Not complaining though. 😊 https://www.instagram.com/p/CCDyKiQlXVZ/?igshid=11ckh56lwf5fy

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Trynna declutter to make room for B 💕 (at Lapu-Lapu City) https://www.instagram.com/p/CBP7ZdGF2oY/?igshid=14zec2jeas26z

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Better days 🤍 (at Camotes Island) https://www.instagram.com/p/CAcuQczF9Y9/?igshid=1t9ih5kd8qbgn

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Chocolate is the answer. Who cares what the question is 🤷🏻‍♀️🍫 https://www.instagram.com/p/CAXu5cPl1SE/?igshid=1dkmeaeauhlgz

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This kind of heat sucks when you’re not at the beach. 😰 (at Lapu-Lapu City) https://www.instagram.com/p/CACgk6xFK9c/?igshid=1nxagc3j5xuk1

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Found this tucked in an old notebook. Wrote this around May last year 💕 #goldonblack #fauxcalligraphy https://www.instagram.com/p/B_2KMc2Fp74/?igshid=1spslzun0zpz

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Bored in the house... https://www.instagram.com/p/B_wr7nSFEvc/?igshid=1n19dprkw0hay