[quiet-nymph]

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[amandafestation]

The last time I posted here I was freshly post breakup and had just moved into my first solo apartment. Here’s a little update...

A few months after I stopped posting here, my father passed away suddenly and unexpectedly. We had a complicated relationship and it’s been a weird loss for me to navigate. I’m not very good about talking about it so I’ll just leave it there.

I’m still single, and haven’t been dating. I started roller skating and totally fell in love with it, and I’ve made a lot of new friends through that activity. I finally feel like I have my own friend group and my life feels very very full. I get lonely sometimes and would like to find a dude eventually, but I’m happy. It’ll happen when it happens.

I adopted another cat last September- her name is Sage. She and Ollie are besties and I feel like the luckiest girl in the world to have the sweetest baby cats.

My business has come to a screeching halt bc pandemic and I’m down from 25 weekly walking clients to 3. I’m trying not to stress too much because I know I’ve got it a lot better than most and it’ll all work out somehow. I’m grateful that unemployment has been extended to the self employed. Also grateful that this happened when it did because it’s been nice to have a relaxed summer this year after two summers of non-stop running around caring for pets. I may need to get another nanny job in a few months if things don’t turn around, but I’ll be fine.

My brother had heart surgery two months ago- it’s something we were anticipating for awhile and it’s such a relief that it’s over and done with and he’s recovering well.

Since my business has slowed so much and people aren’t really going away much/need pet sitting, I don’t need to be living in my service area anymore, so last month I moved out of my adorable little studio that I loved so much into a little house that’s in the woods behind my mom’s house- it belongs to her neighbor who has a lot of land and built several houses on it. I’ve always said I just wanted to live in a house in the woods here, and now here I am. It’s about three times the size of my old apartment, the rent is a couple hundred cheaper, and I have a patio and backyard space! I’m so happy to be here and it’s really nice to be so close to my family. (My brother and nephew live with my mom too.)

Annnd that’s all for now ✌🏼

[1-420-666-6969]

How the fuck has this site become so bearable. This place was a shit show a few years ago but now it's actually good and not full of instant discourse the way Facebook and Twitter are

[expcake]

everyone is just tired

[nerdgul]

The site hasnt improved the rest of the world just crash and burned so hard that this palce looks like a haven in comparison

[thenon-fictiondays]

If anyone had told me tumblr would be the most tolerable social media site in 2020 I would've called them crazy, yet here we are

[fozmeadows]

villain decay

[amandafestation]

Think I might actually come back.

[amandafestation]

Hi hello I haven’t posted here in like two years or something. Is anyone still here?

[amandafestation]

Basically all I do here now is come on to block whatever porn blogs have recently followed me. I’m on Peach more, but I hardly post over there either. But HMU if you’re on there and wanna be friends.

[amandafestation]

Quality day.

[pro-gay-deactivated20170112]

Me at work: wow I can’t wait to go home and take a shower and make some food and wash my clothes and learn advanced biology and apply for NASA and make a breakthrough in modern physics Me: *Gets home and falls asleep on the door handle*

[amandafestation]

I see the same people at the dog park four days a week. I’ve had many conversations with these people. I know all of their dog’s names. I don’t know any of the people’s names.

I think that’s beautiful.

[djpaulyd]

its super interesting to me how some people are hyperfocused on the image they portray as if their life depends on it and then they go into self exploration every 3 months (its a repetitive cycle) like maybe if u cared less about dumb shit you would know yourself more and not be depressed because of the cognitive dissonance between wanting to live out someones instagram feed and being an actual human being

[goldbikinis]

She right!

[amandafestation]

Well shit

[billy]

Stop disturbing women you’re not ready for. Please

[lettersiarrange]

My Facebook meme groups DELIVERED

[thehappyrealityproject]

Be so rooted in your being that nobody’s absence or presence can disturb your inner peace.

[frazvamoqytv-deactivated2020100]

✨☺️ this

[petalya]

so many girls i know are deconstructing. growing wild, growing impatient, destroying the rule books held over their head. it’s a shift. got girls i know either growing their hair out long and wild or shaving it off. breaking up with everything and everyone not serving them. coming into harmony with their bodies. releasing old patterns and going through the mud because they can feel the sun rays through the cave they’re about to step out of and they know bliss is waiting. i can’t explain this. got girls i know learning how to do handstands and moving across the country and quitting jobs for better jobs. completely uprooting their lives and going with that flow and living life wild and starting from the ground level to move on up because..it’s time. support all of you making moves because we might look crazy but..we’re still out here changing things for ourselves and others

[amandafestation]

Goddamnit I’m sorry but I really miss having a person.

[amandafestation]

We’re supposed to get like eight hugs a day or something and I don’t think I’ve gotten a single one in the past three weeks. I might shrivel up and die.

[amandafestation]

[amandafestation]

Ever cross a street and wish the car coming wouldn’t stop?