letting the bridges i burn light the way

[iraprince]

anybody else in the club feeling this one

[lunamix666]

hi, Tumblr

[sacrificialle-deactivated202111]

*gets addicted to literally anything that distracts me from the fact i exist*

[nightwomancometh]

[stilljewelzz]

Ina’s the best!

Cc: @thejunesky

Ina Garten on Instagram: “It’s always cocktail hour in a crisis! Recipe link in profile. #staysafe”

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[lacetulle]

Dior | Spring/Summer 2020 Couture

[lunamix666]

april 1st

meditate 

yoga 

therapy

work out

brush Luna

make a delicious salad

animal crossing

[lunamix666]

guess who fell off the wagon? let’s try again.

march 30th, day ??? of quarantine:

meditate 

yoga

drink 100 oz H2O

read most of Tombs of Atuan

habit tracker

research to respond to work email

roast chicken

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[lunamix666]

quarantine day #10 (march 25th)

meditate

yoga

print out vaccine order for vaccines i need before june

make myself presentable before virtual therapy

go outside for at least 20 min

laundry

continue organizing 

trash/recycling 

[lunamix666]

quarantine day #9 (march 24th, 2020)

meditate

walk outside

yoga

habit tracker

find out how difficult it is to set up a podcast (not for me, for someone else)

start clearing out makeup i don’t use

bulk dinner for leftovers

email vet and brush Luna

final final!!!

limit one drink

[lunamix666]

why did i think i would NOT drink my normal 2-3 glasses of wine after my final final? 

[lunamix666]

MY MOTHER POSTED THIS FUCK OFF I AM LOSING MY MIND

[lunamix666]

quarantine day #8 (march 23, 2020)

meditate

work out and/or yoga

1st final

2nd final prep

2nd final

grocery list

take out everything from bathroom drawers/cabinets

clean off kitchen table so I can work from it

habit tracker (eh I give myself half credit)

play animal crossing

[lunamix666]

almost!

[lunamix666]

quarantine day #7

meditate 

make a habit tracker

run outside

yoga

grocery list

prep for finals

take all makeup/skincare out of bathroom and organize over towels in living room with better light

read book for 30 min

[lunamix666]

why can’t i just do the things i need to do to stay sane? why can i never properly estimate what i can do? 

[lunamix666]

quarantine day #5 although this is self-induced day #12 or something

meditate

pay necessary bills

run outside

stretchy sesh

participate in friend’s formal friday

food plan, roast some damn veggies, eat your spinach, b

submit outstanding work

email Luna’s vet

read 30 pages of The Tombs of Atuan

clean bathroom mirrors and counters

take all beauty shit into living room to start sorting, cleaning out

extra credit: email doctor, kitchen table, beauty/grad school journey blog???

reward: new animal crossing and wine

[lunamix666]

update - still in my stupid MA program, tba on whether the program’s timeline is still on track, got laid off last friday, was super sick the last couple weeks with flu like to sinus cold like symptoms in Seattle (!!!), still engaged with zero wedding plans, big plans to focus on finals due next week and deep cleaning the apartment, going crazy with no gym access, staying somewhat sane with hard seltzer and video games. 

my best friend and i have been texting each other our daily goals and it helps me to stay motivated. 

quarantine day #4

finish all homework due friday

clean pantry

launder sheets

do something active for 30 min

make a diet plan… in a way to stay healthy i need to plan on and find recipes that incorporate more veggies and fiber going from very active to sitting on my ass all day (i mean diet on what i’m eating to stay well, not diet to lose weight)

meditate

respond to requests from family for favors in a rational way e.g. “no, i’m sick” not “fuck off i’m sick like i already mentioned and you clearly don’t remember or care about, maybe i can do work for you again in a week but maybe not now when i feel taken for granted and have zero income.”

extra credit - make a blog, start reorganizing beauty

[lunamix666]

not bad. still reflecting on why i avoid meditating and what i want to do today.