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this blog is in a massive wip but i am moving things over to here & refollowing.
im samuel lab created in 2005 from an awful experiment gone wrong. and now this is my blog. hello. you may know me as @myhouse-pk3
don't follow me for interests. do not reblog personal posts of mine. my blog is intended to be viewed by other adults‐- underaged bloggers blocked.
my guilty pleasure is forcemasc #sorry
smoked 3 roaches now im fine but now im hungry as fuuuuuuck
Everybody wants so much from me right now.
i cant get rid of this feeling im so overwhelmed and feel like i can barely do anything for myself but i know i just have bad time management too. urgh
Everybody wants so much from me right now.
somebody please make sure i wake up to get my food thays gettings delivered. ok
Literally all i do is just go to work and then come back and do nothing. theres really nothing redeeming about me nor desirable. im literally just a husk who complains and cant do anything without several conditions being met and most of the time they never are. there really isnt anything about me that anybody would want to drag themselves through just to stick by me and show me they care & want to stay
Making yourself sick qnd nauseous at work because of anxiety
My parasite says i cant do that anymore sorry
My parasite says i have to go
i want a perfect buddy i want a perfect bro
Nothing hurts like being sent something and immediately after "wrong person sorry" but its something that you either 1. would've expected this person to send you 2. would really have liked this person to send you naturally on their own
gotta be honest i could never say no to a mii who asks to change island landscape when its bulk items because a mii just asked to place 4 vending machines Plus other things all for the price of 1 vending machine. thats literally free landscaping material
realizing that im just truly undesirable on a personality level and that i really am just destined to be alone by myself for years, decades even. saying this alone is a self fulfilling prophecy in of itself, obviously, but there's always going to be something about me that will never be tolerated by someone, and thus im always constantly going to be at an arms length with everybody, even when i try so hard to not.
i dont know who i am anymore. any social interaction i feel like im faking or putting up a front. i dont know what i want. i dont know what makes me happy anymore. i dont know how or where to push myself and im just wasting away. im literally wasting my life-- im almost 21 and not even in school yet and i still want to be in the medical field... at this rate i'll finally get my dream job when im in my 50s. and even then, thats all i have going for me. like i said, nothing matters to me right now. i dont know who i am fundamentally anymore and i dont know what i like and i dont know what i want to do and i dont know how to act around other people but i also hate being alone and need someone there with me to do anything. what an embarrassing existence
its crazy how you never stop wanting to die even when things get better or you know the feeling is irrational and will pass. suicidal ideation & fantasizing about death is just my second nature.
how to have hope for yourself and keep going and keep thriving and want to improve yourself instead of getting worse
fading into a caricature
i am a severely insecure person
