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t141 + könig and their reaction to sleeping on the couch after an argument
—price when you banish him to the couch, he could be one of two ways—mature and forces you to talk it out nicely or toxic, flat out refuses, and fucks you back to your senses. the first way, when the words spill from your mouth, his shoulders slumped with dejection as he steps from the room. no point in arguing when you're worked up. after stewing in your anger for thirty or so minutes, he returns—armed with food—and talks it out with you. the other way, he flat out refuses to sleep on the couch. i could see him manipulating you with the "I paid for that bed, and I'll sleep in it." you're stubborn, muttering something about you sleeping on the couch then, which is how you end up getting your brains fucked out.
—soap I imagine soap just pushed your buttons way too much that day. you know how he is sometimes—over the top, hyper, and an all-around instigator. he was looking for a reaction, and he found it—just not the one he wanted. immediately pouts, acting like a dejected child before he goes on to try and convince you to change your mind. real annoying about it too, doesn't give up until you're at your breaking point.
—kyle the only one that I see actually accept his banishment with stride. he knows he made you upset, respects the boundary you placed with him and doesn't take it to heart. there's also a big possibility that, by the end of the night, you end up talking it out anyways like mature adults. he knows you needed to get it out of your system, and you serving punishment to him did just that.
—simon the second the words leave your mouth, he shuts down. you see the moment he deflates, doesn't try to reconcile, and just accepts it. he doesn't want to upset you further or make you more mad than you already are. simon doesn't respond well to domestic conflict. the second his back hits the cushions? he's tossing and turning. he barely fits the couch to begin with, and you both learn you need each other to sleep—bonded like a pair of cats.
—könig he's not fitting on the couch, and that's what makes it more satisfying. maybe he was being too persistent about his horniness, hands wandering too far until you snapped and threw your finger to the couch you know he can't fit. he whines about it for sure, trying to whip you with puppy eyes and convince you to change your mind. he apologizes until you're sick of hearing it, allowing him back in bed just to get him to shut up.
Hii is it okay to make a request? Simon with a reader who has long hair, like..to her hips and further. And maybe he fawns over it, like "one of the best parts of my lady", loves the long braid, brushes it some nights..A bit self indulgent aa:)))
simon riley who loves your hair
he loves how long it is, the feeling of it in his big, calloused hands. the soft strands that seem endless to him. calls you his rapunzel because of its length, reminding him of the princess.
if you're ever frustrated with the upkeep, he definitely takes over. taking care of you is already one of his favorite things, so indulging your hair routine is something he does naturally. whether it's a bunch of products to run through your damp hair, or hair oil when it's nice and dry. he likes brushing it out, making sure it's knotless and smooth enough that he can run his fingers through it. he takes the time to braid it when you want your hair up, and whenever you aren't around, he's teaching himself different styles to try out.
he loves your hair, and he loves how he can you it to tug you back against it, whether it's when he's pounding into you from behind or gently when he wants to guide you to his arms.
i love ur blog sm i wanna be just like you when i grow up fr 🥹🩷
oh em gee, thank you so much!! if you ever wanna talk, feel free to send me a message!! <333
Are you doing more baker!reader x Simon? They just have me kicking my feet and screaming my head. Partly cause I love baking. Love the story so far!! You’re amazing!
there will be more baker!reader and simon! I just have so many ideas in my drafts that I would love to get to, but I haven't forgotten about them! I've just been busy editing my book + have ideas I also want to get out! I don't know when, but there will definitely be more posts for baker!reader and simon!!
hii! didn't you used to have 2 masterlists for simon riley? sorry if it's weird, i just loovee your writing HAHAH
hi! I have two, but only one is posted! the other is currently in my drafts. it has all the posts I don't have linked on the first! I was gonna post it eventually, I've just been putting it off!
neighbor!simon riley who can't say no to you asking him for help (and still does things without you having to). pt.1
ever since asking simon for help on your car, it's like a floodgate has opened up. first you're asking him for help on your car, and the next thing you know, he's in your house every few days with a new repair you've roped him into. he doesn't talk much. actually, you haven't been able to get another word out of him since he was on his back, under your car.
you've tried, you really have, but the bastard won't give in. you think he's just closed off—in reality, simon's heart is beating a mile a minute, and his mind is repeating over and over again not to make himself a fool in front of his pretty neighbor.
so you figured that asked him to help around your house would do the trick, luring him into your space in order to open him up. it's not like you'd get around to these tasks yourself. they just weren't your area of expertise.
and for a decently new house, you sure had a lot to be repaired.
first, it was those squeaky hinges on some of your doors. now, in the beginning, you were still hesitant to wander over to his front door to get his help, but after his eagerness the first time, it gave you the confidence to return. simon was in your house faster than you were, already taking a guess as to which door it was—since he knew his way around from bringing in groceries and such. armed with a lubricant and a few other tools, he got to work. within a few minutes, they were good as new. you couldn't thank the man before he was out the door.
it was off-putting, but you were still determined. it was unlucky that the first thing you asked him to do took only a few minutes of his time, and even less for cleanup.
with every day that passed, you were grasping at straws. how could you get this man over here? your house was in perfect condition, and you barely saw the recluse of a man, as he remained in his house most of the time. save for the times he takes in your groceries or takes your bins out, you don't see him.
until you notice something odd.
coming home from work—this time, your car light remains off—you get out of your car and notice a bit of chopped grass that's been left behind. with furrowed brows, you took a moment to look at your lawn.
what are the chances that, after living here for a few months, the grass doesn't decide to grow?
yeah, none. the bastard has been doing it for you, and you never noticed. he never mentioned or made a big deal out of it, and somehow, it got missed on your motion activated doorbell cameras that has a perfect view of the lawn. even the hedges are trimmed.
so what do you do? take the opportunity to stop over to his doorstep, rapping your fist on his door until he opens. eyebrows raised, ready to take on the next task at your house, he steps out and shuts the door behind him. with a nod, he gestures you to lead the way.
except you don't have a repair for him. "have you been mowing my lawn?" the words spill from your lips before you have a chance to reign yourself in. the absurdity of the situation is making you loose-lipped.
his eyes widen, and you swear you see a faint blush on the pale skin behind his balaclava. he just nods, gaze softening as he stares down at you.
"thank you." you sputter out, in shock at his brazen admission. he just nods again, and you're at a loss for words. how do you keep his attention, keep his eyes on you? "well, I'm gonna need your help planting flowers."
planting flowers? that's all you could come up with? your face flushes with embarrassment, bracing yourself for his reaction. the man could easily say no because mowing the lawn and changing your lightbulb and fixing your squeaky door hinges is considered masculine. you could've insulted his masculinity by suggesting he plants flowers.
but he just stares at you some more. "let m'know when," and he shuts the door in your face.
but you turn around with the goofiest smile on your face and pump your fist with a soft "yes" before skipping back down the path and road towards your house just next door. little do you know, simon's face wears a smile just like yours as he watches the dorky display.
he can't wait to help you again.
Its my first like personal hc rq so i've been hesitant but ofc its totally up to you, but could you do something with Simon who has a gf with a low to almost nonexistent sex drive and kinda feels a bit bad when she feels like she should be doing something for him shdkdn
simon riley with low sex drive!reader
I feel like simon would not be bothered by this, if we are thinking of the deeply traumatized part of him. he's fine without sexual intimacy, especially if it's not something you're up for at the moment.
he would never push you to do anything you didn't want to do, and he savoured the moments he gets to hold you close. it was perfect for when he had to disappear on deployment, knowing he wasn't leaving you unsatisfied.
in the of chance you were in the mood for something, he could tell. the way you'd squirm in your seat, shooting him conspicuous looks that he caught. he'd take care of you sooooo gently, constant check ins.
"y'okay, luv?" he asked the second he got your clothes off, staring down at the body he cherished because it belonged to his beautiful baby.
"I was the first thousand times you asked, si."
pinching your hip, he halfheartedly glares down at you. "curse me for being cautious." it didn't stop him from asking, all the way until he was buried inside of you. your bodies rocking together so smooth and slowly, you almost didn't believe he was capable of such affection.
other times are a bit rougher, some are gentle as such. regardless, simon would love you no matter what way you wanted him to.
You're like the best CoD writer out there. The way you write Simon does smth to me. I was literally drooling over the mechanic post.
Anyways Can I please be 🪼anon
oh my god, thank you so much!! there are soooo many amazing CoD writers on this app, and the fact you say that means so much <333 I love Simon so much, I have a lot of drafts that need to be written (I'm on my reading grind on my Kindle right now so I'm totally slacking). I might have to make a mechanic Simon pt 2!! thank you 🪼 anon !!
neighbor!simon riley and the mundane tasks he does to make things easier for you
when you first moved in, you were wary of the big, brute of a man that lived next door. you'd seen him, for the first time, taking his trash to the end of his driveway for the garbage truck to pick up while movers lugged boxes and furniture inside your house. he spared a single glance, offering a nod at your small wave before retreating into his house.
you thought that was that.
for weeks, you lived without any interaction. settling into your new home, coming back and forth between the hardware store and your house for new projects. taking out your trash before you go to work. you'd seen him take out his own trash once, but you watched from your window, so he never noticed.
you felt weird doing it. watching the thick muscles of his biceps flex against his filled out sleeve, dusting his veiny hands on his jeans before adjusting his balaclava. you wondered why he wore it, but you moved on. you'd likely never interact.
until a couple weeks later, you had arrived home with new groceries. a lot of them. it would take multiple trips that would make your arms ache.
you barely opened your trunk when a dark mass appaeared at your side. you gasp in surprise, head craning. damn, he was taller than you thought.
without a word, he reached in and grabbed at least ten grocery bags with ease. it didn't even seen to bother him as he carried it into your garage and to the door. he didn't struggle to open the door, inviting himself in and leaving you dumbfounded.
what the hell?
the next time his weird behavior manifested was when you were at work. you got a notification from your doorbell camera about some movement, expecting a salesperson or jehovah's witness. instead it was your neighbor—the one who's name you still don't have.
he carried a tackle box, and you were about to speak to ask what he was doing when something compelled you to just watch. he seemed to take apart something on your porch, taking and replacing a piece of the light before screwing it back. he left without a word.
when you got home, your porch lights shined brighter than before—they were dim and on the verge of burning out. why would he do that?
you wanted to confront him, but you appreciated these small things. he still appeared out of thing air to take your groceries in, leaving before you could thank him.
he even started pulling out your bin for you, sitting it at the end of the driveway and dragging it back to the garage when the truck came by.
it perplexed you. why was he doing this for you? did he do it for his other neighbors? he had to, you couldn't be that special.
so you continued living life, welcoming the small actions as they made everything easier. besides, you enjoyed the company, even if he never said a word to you or looked in your direction.
the first time you approached him was on the drive home when a light appeared on your car's dashboard. you had no clue what it meant, though you probably should've. when you arrived home, you debated taking it straight to the autoshop, but instead you tried your luck with your neighbor. he likes to help, so you're guessing he wouldn't mind.
with a soft knock to his front door, you stood waiting patiently, and wait you did. a few minutes later, you contemplated turning back because he wasn't answering the door despite being home (his car was in the driveway).
just as you turned, the front door creaked open, revealing your neighbor clad in nothing but a white towel around his waist, balaclava shoved on haphazardly. his chest glistened with water as it glifed down his skin. oh fuck.
you could barely keep your eyes off his toned chest, abs flexing under your gaze before they snapped back to meet his dark ones. he lifted his brow in question.
"uh, hi." you said awkwardly, rocking on your feet. you hadn't even properly introduced yourself to the man, mostly because he disappeared so quick that you didn't have the chance. "a light came on in my car, and I was wondering—"
the door shut mid-sentence. it left you dumbfounded, mouth hanging open in shock as you stare at the door like it may open again. maybe his generous actions ended at bringing the groceries in. maybe he didn't want to get dirty after just showering. you couldn't expect the man to be ready to help any time you needed it.
after a minute of contemplation, you turned to walk back down the path. you'd have to get it to the mechanics and figured out how much it'd cost you.
when you reached the last step, the door opened again. still shirtless but now looping a belt around his jeans, he walked out, bare feet padding on the concrete. he nodded to your house, signaling you to lead.
you lead him back, hand him your keys and let him do his thing because now you get a free show. his muscles flex as he works under the hood, dirtying himself in a way that's sinful. after a while working in the hot sun, you go inside and bring back a drink, which he gratefully accepts—still without saying anything.
he's a bit weird, refusing to talk to you, but he's fixing your car so you can't complain.
"is this your official uniform to fix all your single neighbor's cars?" the words slip out before you can stop them. mortification warms your face, but it forces a deep chuckle from your neighbor, whose eyes crinkle under his mask.
he glances up at you, dirt smearing his skin. "only the pret'y ones."
your heart flutters. his voice was deep, gruff, like he smoked cigarettes, but it was satisfying to hear.
"so you do talk." you tease whilst biting back a smile. you'd finally gotten words out of him. a small victory. "what's your name?"
"simon."
"really? you look like a greg."
he shakes his head with a smile and continues working, leaving the two of you in silence. what you don't know is that simon's heart is nearly pounding out of his chest. it's beating so hard, he's worried he'll break a rib.
simon has been working up the courage to say anything to you every time he helps you, nervous as hell to talk to his pretty neighbor who he likes to help. hell go home and think about that interaction for days—or until you ask for his help again.
getting in a car crash with mechanic!simon riley who uses it as a way to take advantage of you
simon was just going about his day-off as usual, running errands he had been procrastinating for weeks. he owned multiple nice cars, as owning autoshops across town granted him the wealth to be able to do so, and today he was cruising around in his face.
when you happened.
it was your fault that you'd crashed. young and reckless, not thinking about your actions until the consequences manifested in a crumpled hood against the side of another car. a nice, expensive car.
simon was pissed. he knew full well how reckless people could be on the road. hell, he used to drive like them, but he wasn't expecting it to land him in this scenario. he jumped out of his car, fist clenched with rage and ready to tear the other driver a new one.
and stopped dead when he saw you. rage simmered to irritation because the fear in your eyes, airbags deployed around you. your hair was a mess, tears streaming down those full cheeks. simon knew anger wasn't the answer.
so he approached your car, leaning in the rolled down window with a gruff question. "you 'right?"
a soft gasp left your pretty lips, not expecting him to be at your door side so quick. you had seen the manner in which he left his car, mentally preparing for a verbal beat down.
words started spewing from your mouth. apology after apology. "I'm so sorry, it's all my fault, I'll pay–"
"that wasn't my question." he cut you off, blunt and harsh. "are you okay?"
he stuns you. doesn't he care about the car you just wrecked? it looks nice, expensive, and way out of your tax bracket. he should be yelling, berating you, scolding you for the recklessness that caused the crash. instead he's asking if you're okay?
you manage a slight nod. "I'm fine." despite that being far from the truth, there were bigger things to worry about.
yet he calls you out anyways. "yer not. yer shaking', nose's bleedin', and you've got a nasty bruise forming." his eyes scan over you again. "stay in yer car, paramedics'll be here soon."
you listen to his advice, seeing as there's nothing dangerous happening with the car that would force you to get out. it would prevent further injury you'd be paying for.
meanwhile simon turns to ring up his buddy who works for a towing company, calling in a favor to retrieve his and your car to tow back to his shop.
when the paramedics take you away after a once over to simon—deeming him healthy enough, but stressing the importance of a checkup if anything feels funny—he leaves and gets to work.
he spends all day at his shop, working and repairing the car for the sweet, reckless thing that plowed through his car. simon wasn't blind, could tell this car meant something to you, with the panic in your eyes as you looked back at the crash site before being taken in the ambulance.
by the end of the workday, he was finished, waiting around for you to show. he had exchanged information after calling for a tow, texting you when he had finally finished the repair work.
and there you walked in, still a little banged up but just as gorgeous as before. your looks floored simon, which is probably what compelled him to do this. he's easy.
you began rummaging in your purse. "what do I owe you?" you didn't have much, and simon knew.
which is why you were settled on your knees, working up his thick cock with two hands in the middle of his shop. a bead of pre dripped from his slit. the length of him was slick with saliva thag you spat in your palm, twisting your wrist as you gave him his preferred payment.
because this was a common occurrence, which you didn't know, but his mechanic mates did. they weren't phased by the site of a girl taking simon, as it was just another form of payment he offered. he's the owner, he can do what he wants.
guiding the bulbous tip of his cock to your lips, he urged you to take him in your mouth, to suck him off with the audience of his mechanics. you did it, you had to in order to get your repairs for free. you'd be lying if you said you weren't soaking through your panties.
"yeah, that's it." he grunts in praise, forcing inch by inch into your mouth, whether or not you could take it. he smiled a perverse smile as you gagged around him. "lil' deeper, there ya go. atta girl, show m'how eager ya are to make it up t'me."
head bobbing, you swallowed as much of his cock as you could, despite your gag reflex and the way his tip punched the back of your throat.
"show me those pretty eyes." he ordered, and you obeyed. his hand slide around the back of your head, using the leverage to push you down further. "such a good cocksucker, 'nd I bet yer pussy's just as good at takin' cock."
his dirty words do nothing but turn you on further, except he won't get to fuck you properly. as soon as he cums, he smears the excess cum on your lips before tucking himself back in his jeans and sending you off with your car. the glare you send him makes his dick twitch because they all do that when he makes them leave.
except maybe you were worth having around a second time.
challengers but its you, ghost and soap...
baker!reader who's lured simon riley into her shop, home, and heart with sweet treats (pt.4) pt.1 — pt.2 — pt.3
you stared at the note for far too long, and your heart jumped in your chest in a way it shouldn't have. his number glares back at you from that twenty dollar bill. he gave you his number. his number.
it didn't mean anything. this was just him being nice and giving you the courtesy of knowing when he'd be gone next. besides, you'd have to text him first in order for him to get your number. you didn't mind, though. as long as you had his number.
you didn't expect to see simon for another week, and even then, you weren't so sure how long he'd stay in town before being deployed again. you didn't keep your hopes very high, to avoid a stupid heartbreak you knew you shouldn't feel in the slightest. he was just another customer.
the bill was tucked soundly in your apron's pocket, heavy despite weighing no more than a single gram. the implication carried more weight than its physicality.
when you opened shop the next morning, your regulars flooded in. by then, you had remembered who comes when. it was a strict routine you'd follow, and you had it perfect to a t. you knew the exact moment that you would need something prepared in order to have it cooled when the person arrived, or melted to perfection. it wasn't often you opened with one of your employees, seeing as you had everything handled—only really scheduling them earlier if in need of money.
you had early mornings handled—except for this one.
when the bell chimed a bit too early to be one of your regulars, your attention piqued. sometimes a few people stopped by and sat at a table, none of your regulars, but you juggled them accordingly. you always had a few spare minutes for other customers and sorting out the baked goods you chucked in the oven, which you got up at ungodly hours to prep for.
imagine your surprise at the shadow man himself. simon. rough with sleep, he trudged his way to the counter, earning glances from seated patrons. it brought a smile to your face—he had never came to see you this early.
"morning, simon." you chirped, already inputting his order. "same as always?"
he nods. "you know me well."
you chuckled at the irony of it—you barely knew the man, and maybe that's where the attraction comes from. the lack of information pulls you in like a sailor to a siren. "I don't know you at all." you quipped, turning to make his drink.
he rocks on his feet, not off-kilter by your comment because that's exactly what simon wants. he can't be getting so close to a civilian in his line of work. too many attachments, too much emotion, too much letdown. he couldn't do that to a sweet thing like you.
"could say the same about you." he tosses back, watching you adeptly. you move with such confidence and grace. behind the counter of your own bakery is clearly where you belong; in your element surrounded by your passion.
you glance back. "that suggests you want to know more."
he does, even if it might hurt in the future. "maybe I do." he pauses, letting the implication hang between you two. "what made you open a bakery?"
you smile—wanting to know you is a good sign.
"i have a big family," you admit, causing simon to raise a brow before you continued. "home was always rowdy, and baking just seemed calm. at least when you got things right." you pour his drink in the cup, giving it the signature whipped topping and sprinkle of cinnamon. "it was an escape. I love my family, but sometimes it was..."
"suffocating." he finished for you, a looking of understanding in his eyes.
you tilt your head with curiosity, sliding the drink across the counter. "you have a similar family dynamic?"
he shakes his head. "not quite, just..." he swallows the words. he never shares his past, and it's not hard to guess it might be a sore subject. you try to divert to something positive.
"any siblings?"
"a brother."
"you get along?"
he nods once, swirling the straw in his drink. "used to. helped him go to rehab for his addiction." he shared, his words blunt and short. it didn't take a genius to guess what his brother's fate might've been. but it was bread crumbs, and you ate them up like an entire meal.
your voice reduces to a whisper, gazing at him solemnly. "you're a good man, simon."
he scoffs, holding out a twenty dollar bill—no number on it this time. "you don't know that."
"because I barely know you?" you took the bill, already knowing he won't accept the change.
"precisely."
"I'd like to know more." the sincerity in your voice doesn't waver. not as you pull a five from the register, a pen from the cup, and scribble across the bill. "whatever you'll tell me."
you hold it out for him to take, and he stares at it for what felt like a minute before he takes it. "maybe another time." he holds the drink it gesture. "thanks again for the drink."
"would I be getting my hopes up for expecting to see you tomorrow?" the hope in your eyes palpable, chiding yourself for putting your emotions on the field. but you don't care.
"yes." it's blunt, rough. exactly what you expect from a man like simon.
you chance. "next week?"
"no promises." a crinkle in his eye as he starts backwards towards the door.
"I'll raise hell." because you're getting somewhere, nestling under his skin in a way he can't force you from. it's irritating him to all hell how you managed to get that deep, how he can't get you out.
a deep chuckle rumbles in his chest. "i don't doubt it."
"see you, simon." you wave goodbye.
he nods. "keep safe, luv."
and the door shuts with a chime. to the next day, week, or whenever you'll be visited again by simon.
xxx-xxx-xxxx — for when you're away
something something about recruit!reader having a thing for simon riley's voice, while simon full well knows and uses it to his advantage.
husband!simon riley when you've gotten comfortable
before you got married, you always demonstrated the more polished side of yourself. dolling yourself up for dates, wearing the prettiest outfits, and doing your hair in your favorite styles. you kept lipgloss on you at all times, the plumping kind so you'd always figure out when simon got to curious and tried it for himself (he always had to pocket it for you).
simon loved that side of you. the soft, feminine and put together side of you. the one that simon wanted to protect because more often than not, he looked more like a guard dog rather than your boyfriend.
but things changed when you married and moved in, and you weren't put together all the time. you wore baggy clothes you'd stolen from simon, your figure lost in the fabric that fell to just above your knees. your hair tied lazily, or most of the time just a straight mess. your skin void of any makeup, and you just lounged around the house because simon paid all the bills.
and simon fucking loved it. seeing you in a natural state that you trust him with turns him on more than he can admit. he's the type of guy to pause as he passes the couch, shake his head with an accusatory finger jab, mumbling "you tempt me," and walks off like nothing happened.
more often than not, he's taking you to bed. splitting you apart on his cock while you wear his shirt, hair getting even more mussed against the bedding. all while grunting and groaning about how you tempt him every time he enters the house, resisting the urge to bend you over every available—like he doesn't already.
Hii!!! I wanna get into writing and I need some help lowkey😔 do you have advice????
as someone who's written a whole book, just write. it's so simple, but even if you think it sucks, write it out. you can worry about making it better later, but just get the words out. the worst thing you can do is psyche yourself out and give up, or be too critical of your work when you aren't at a level you're happy with.
when I wrote my book, I was constantly editing it because I hateddd the first chapters, but after the first ten, I did not give a fuck. I have time to go back and edit. you'd also be surprised by how good your writing is when you just write it out, forget about it for a few days, weeks, months and then reread it. I've done that so many times and thought that my writing was actually good and on a higher level than what I previoisly perceived. after I finished all 60 ish chapters (over 160k words and 600 pages), I did not touch my book for two to three months, and when I reread it, it was way better than I remembered.
one thing I personally wanted to do recently was write with no idea of a plot. I recently read a book by Stephen king (who I never normally read) for my English class, and I really enjoyed it. as part of the class, I also had to skim through his book about how he writes, and one thing he said was writing without a planned plot. I thought it was really profound, especially as someone with so many thoughts and ideas that I need to plan and write out. I definitely recommend it as part of my advice if you want to write entire stories.
writing a book was a completely different experience to writing imagines on Tumblr, but it taught me so much about writing. I've also had years of experience with this, though. I've been writing since I was in elementary school because it's truly my passion, and I even major in creative writing. I plan to be a published author in the near future, and I even write on a blog on the side. so you also have to ask yourself, what do I want to achieve with this?
so my advice would be 1. just write out what you want. don't think, don't worry about it being good.
2. don't be so self critical that it takes the fun away. the entire point is you're writing for you, and no one else.
3. don't dismiss criticism but don't take it to heart. its a big contradictory, but as someone who has struggled with how people perceive my interests, learning to take criticism is essential, but also learn whether or not it's actually helpful, or just what the person wants to see.
4. if you want to write like others do, read books. I cannot stress enough how you will find your voice when you replicate other people's writing styles!! I wrote like Ana Huang did for my book, and through that, discovered a comfortable medium of my own (and I'm currently rewriting earlier chapters in my own voice during the editing phase). don't be afraid to copy, but acknowledge the work is not directly your own (if that makes sense). reading books also helps expand vocabulary, which I pride myself in.
this was longer than I planned, but I hope this helps!! I wish you the best and anyone else who wants to start writing! I will always recommend and try to get people to become writers.
baker!reader who's lured simon riley into her shop, home, and heart with sweet treats (pt.3) pt.1 — pt.2
"simon."
there he was. standing by the register and decorated in his signature black, his utter exhaustion is apparent in his drooped shoulders and dark skin under his eyes, smeared with some sort of black face paint. there's a new cut on his nose, red and irritated. he looks worse for wear.
any fleeting anger you felt at his disappearance sheds the second you see the broken man before you. you had no right to be angry in the first place—he had only been here twice.
propping your broom against the nearest wall, you approach the register, where he waits on the other side to order. his hands are shoved in the black hoodie's pockets, but you can see movement. he must be anxious.
"hey." he whispered, voice rough than usual. he clears his throat like it's nothing more than allergies causing the added deepness in his voice.
you began typing in his order—the drink was taken off the menu last week, but this was an exception. he was an exception. "thought you found somewhere better," you joked, hoping to lighten his mood, even in the slightest.
the crinkle in his eyes is cause for small celebration. "never."
"same thing?"
"yes ma'am." because despite his exhaustion, he never loses his manners. he produces another crisp twenty from his pocket, hands caked in dirt, along with fresh cuts and calluses.
you shake your head. "this one's on me," you assure him, denying his cash as you turn to make his drink. after everything he went through, which was probably a lot judging by his attitude and appearance, the least you could do was provide him this nice thing. you didn't know what happened, and you might never. that was fine with you.
you heard the tip jar rustle as he stashed it in there. you rolled your eyes but let him. if it made him feel the slightest bit better, that's all that mattered.
"so," you started, mixing the necessary ingredients for his drink. would he like the extra caramel you added, or the cinnamon heart on top? "where'd you disappear to? I almost thought you died."
you glance back just in time to see him tense, throat bobbing beneath the mask. fuck. why'd you have to say that? clearly you should've kept your mouth shut because you went and made him uncomfortable.
you left out a nervous laugh as you pour the drink. "sorry, I shouldn't have said that."
he shook his head, clearing his throat again. "'s okay." he reassured you before disappearing into thought. "in the military. got called in for a mission."
sliding his drink across the counter with a smile, "you're in the military? that's so..." you trail off, unsure if the words you were about to say were appropriate.
"so what?" he pushed, big hand engulfing the plastic to-go cup.
"so..." you bite your lip with uncertainty. "you."
simon looked like someone who belonged in the military. he was built like a tank—muscles apparent even under baggy clothes just from the sheer size of him—and the calluses on his hands suggest hard work. plus the faint smell of gunpowder adds to the narrative. handling guns and dangerous scenarios just screams simon.
"s'me, huh?" his eyes crinkle again, shaking his head in mild disbelief of your boldness. if he wasn't wearing the mask, you'd be able to see the tips of his ears reddening. "glad I look the part."
"shut up." you blush, bagging a pastry for him. "i'm glad you're back, simon."
he takes it when you hand it to him. "me too."
with a big smile, you squint with hope, "see you next week?"
all he does is tap the tip jar and leave after sliding a pink straw into his sweet drink. you never considered how out of place the drink looked, dwarfed in his hand, with the pretty logo and pink straw. all it does is remind you of the man you'd quickly grown fond of stepping out of a clear comfort zone—and returning over again.
that night, when the entire stores cleaned from top to bottom, you empty the tip jar—the twenty dollar bill on top of the pile. you roll your eyes at the thought of simon disregarding the bill without a care in the world. like that amount of money just didn't matter. sure it was twenty dollars, but you didn't even make him pay that night.
but just as you were about to put it to the side, scribbles on the paper caught your eyes. flattening it against the counter, in handwriting as neat as a military man could get, you read:
xxx-xxx-xxxx —so you know when to have my drink ready - simon