Trying Again

This is me on another weight loss journey. You don’t fail if you don’t give up.

[amayzingme]

I’m breaking up with food.

I’ve just had my first appointment with a dr to start a medically supervised, very low calorie diet. I just don’t want to think about food anymore and I need to lose weight. I need to lose like a full grown adult person...my current weight is 270 and my goal weight is 150. That’s a person I need to lose. My husband has agreed to take care of his own food so I can just focus on me for the moment.

Next step is to get blood tests so they can officially clear me medically. They said by this time next week I should have the food packets and be ready to go.

[amayzingme]

[amayzingme]

Currently getting the spoons together to take a well deserved bath.

[amayzingme]

I fucking did it

[amayzingme]

I fucking did it

[amayzingme]

I’m having a crappy day where I have to force myself to do everything. I still have rings to close and a Step bet to win. I need like 7422 steps to stay in the be5 and I’m at 2603 now.....5000 additional steps will happen even if it’s in small increments of Leslie Sansone YouTube videos throughout the day.

[amayzingme]

10 minutes of Leslie sansone later I’m at 3747...only 4000 steps left. I can make myself do this in small increments today. Don’t let the perfect be the enemy of the good.

[amayzingme]

I’m having a crappy day where I have to force myself to do everything. I still have rings to close and a Step bet to win. I need like 7422 steps to stay in the be5 and I’m at 2603 now.....5000 additional steps will happen even if it’s in small increments of Leslie Sansone YouTube videos throughout the day.

[amayzingme]

Today’s to dos. Let’s make it happen

[amayzingme]

Crossed everything off my to do list. Now I can chill and crochet for the rest of the day. Not bad.

[amayzingme]

Saturday’s to do’s

[amayzingme]

Starting weight: 275

Last week : 263.1

This week: 263.8

I know that the reason I didn’t lose this week is due to what I ate. I wasn’t terrible but I could do better. I’ve started prepping for the week already, I’m roasting red cabbage with a garlic balsamic glaze . I’ll post a picture later here’s the recipe if you want it.

https://diethood.com/balsamic-roasted-cabbage-steaks-recipe/

Balsamic Roasted Cabbage Steaks Recipe

Looking for a delicious cabbage recipe? Try cabbage steaks! Roasted & crispy cabbage brushed with a sweet and savory balsamic and garlic gla

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[amayzingme]

I took a rest day yesterday. I was cranky and anxious and I crawled into bed and watched old after school specials on YouTube. I broke my streak and didn’t close my rings. That’s ok. Today was a new day and I went for a couple walks outside and I feel better. Everyone deserves a rest day sometimes.

[amayzingme]

Today’s walk brought to you by my new playlist.

[amayzingme]

My weekend goal is to get my Elmo milestone, only 2.8 miles to get him.

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I just realized that my hair is the same color as my shirt.

[amayzingme]

It was a good day. I’m proud of myself

When I woke up, horror of horrors my watch was dead. I know it’s ridiculous but I want to get credit for my exercise. I started work early and still made sure I got more than a half hour in. I’m walking more and with that my hips and knees were beginning to hurt. Luckily I have this fabulous YouTube yoga that helps me out.

https://youtu.be/_tdFQLd9XrY

I’m going to keep going...if I keep going I can actually lose some weight.