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osore (noun) fear, horror an unpleasant emotion caused by the belief that someone or something is dangerous, likely to cause pain, or a threat. well, i hoped you died well, and i hoped you died clean, but no, my dear— it was slow and obscene. indie | sel | pri seidou written by abyss

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kryptojuice:

“r u taken?” yes bitch taken for granted

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@cantusi started following you.

The worst part of waking up is the part where Seidou’s still unsure of where ey is, or how long ey’s been unconscious for.  There’s a throbbing in eir skull, accompanied by the sound of regrets echoing around in there as well.

It takes a moment to take inventory--wrist, sprained (right); phone, screen shattered, no battery (shit); quinque case, seal broken, but still useable; douhi (present and accounted for)--but it’s done, and Seidou forces emself to stand.

“Well...”  Ey says, mostly to emself, as a way to keep a reminder that ey’s alive,  “let’s see if I can find a town.  There’s gotta be something out here.”  And with that, Seidou begins walking, unsure of where to go.

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@astrocyted started following you.

Ey’s hungry.  Not for the first time, nor the last, but it’s enough to make it a pain in the ass to deal with.  Seidou’s been dashing around place to place, unsure of where to go now that ey’s gone from the only place ey called home.

Oh well.  Focus on one thing at a time--and in this case, it’s focus on a meal.  And Seidou’s found one rather quick--come on, grey hair, scar on face?  Another walking, talking tragedy, about to be removed from this world, compliments of one SS+ Owl.

So the guy smelt a little off.  Big whoop.  Seidou was hungry still, and it’s burning at eir stomach.  It’s easy to fall into tailing a person, not that today’s meal was making much of a challenge.

So, let them play a game.  Seidou tails the meal, the meal may or may not notice, but Seidou gets to eat.  Ey’s okay with that.  Is the other player?

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                                         you have no idea what it’s like to be a coward.

                                                                                                              indie | sel | pri  seidou                                                                                                                         written by abyss

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five-word sentences.

“ please just let me forget. ”

“ c'mon try to guess what. ”

“ just leave me alone already. ”

“ no, i’m not going to. ”

“ you can’t change my mind. ”

“ my mind is made up. ”

“ i’m not gonna let you. ”

“ don’t do that to me. ”

“ think about what you’re doing. ”

“ why aren’t you listening now? ”

“ i want to sleep forever. ”

“ you need to leave now. ”

“ i’ll always have your back. ”

“ now there’s no going back. ”

“ the view really is spectacular. ”

“ i didn’t think you’d care. ”

“ why can’t you trust me? ”

“ don’t even bother with clothes. ”

“ i don’t love you anymore. ”

“ i am a great person. ”

“ you are a tolerable drunk. ”

“ exactly, why are you awake? ”

“ i’m gonna ignore you now. ”

“ how is that not hilarious? ”

“ please just calm down now. ” 

“ i was already calm, asshole. ”

“ i can see your underwear. ”

“ i’m afraid you’ll replace me. ”

“ please stop losing your temper. ”

“ you can cry if needed. ”

“ you have to run away. ”

“ i just wanna be yours. ”

“ ashes, we all fall down. ”

“ i’m hoping you’ll understand me. ”

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hungry.  i’ll be back later; I’m downloading a game off Xbox Live and I reaaaaally don’t want to use more broadband than needed, because my wifi is bad.

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hungry.  You know, I forgot how much fun it was to write greeters.

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@lethalfriendship started following you.

Ey’s been hoping for the last few moments now that it wasn’t cat food that guy was putting in his mouth.  Unfortunately, not only is it cat food, but it’s Purina, and well--Seidou has a personal vendetta against Purina that means that ey won’t let anybody put Purina past their lips.

“Hey, you know you really shouldn’t be doing that!”

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@thorntrapped​ started following you.

Observant, Seidou is not.  Annoyed with this person in line ahead of em at a coffee shop?  Most definitely.  It takes moments to categorise this person--they’re tall, or well, taller than ey are, and have that force of personality that commands attention, and says the person is used to it, if not actively seeking it.

It grates under Seidou’s skin.

“I’m sorry, but the rest of us have somewhere to be.  Your dissertation on coffee beans, while fascinating, is annoying as all get-out.”

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@prodigalegacy started following you.

Oh.  It’s her.  Seidou merely looks up from eir workspace, moving a hand automatically to conceal the information on the desk.  It’s an old habit from schooldays long past; students oft copied the tests and papers that the valedictorian and salutatorian had written in, and Seidou personally was not one for cheating.

It’s merely habit that makes Seidou conceal information from Akira.

“What is it, Mado?”

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kunoux started following you

“Well, well, well,”  the coo is soft, taunting, and Seidou’s grin stretches from ear-to-ear, all to say hello to the man-made-monster--for Kaneki-Haise is a monster much like Seidou, though one here had still clung to the facade that humanity still existed in this form.

“Look what the scent of blood dragged in,”  Seidou’s blood-stained teeth practically glimmer as ey steps forward to meet the predecessor in the flesh for the first time in a while,  “a pretty thing masquerading like it’s not a cannibal in the great will-we-won’t-we of the world.”

“How are you Kaneki-Haise?  Surely, you must want something, if you’ve come out this way.  Aren’t you supposed to have a partner?  Or did the CCG decide after you fucked up with Eto, that they’d move your partner to someone less volatile?”

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                                         you have no idea what it’s like to be a coward.

                                                                                                              indie | sel | pri  seidou                                                                                                                         written by abyss

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hungry.  Tag dump!

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hungry.  Hey all, could you like this post if you read my rules?