𝔣𝔢𝔢𝔱 / 𝔠𝔞𝔫'𝔱 / 𝔱𝔬𝔲𝔠𝔥 .

you talking MONEY, need a hearing aid. you talking 'bout me, i don't see the ( shade ). switch up my style, i take ANY L A N E. i switch up my cup, i KILL any p a i n. look what you've ( DONE ), i’m a motherfuckin' s t a r b o y. LOOK what you've DONE.

[ambrvsefm]

samiyabye​:

    rolling   eyes   at   the   brief   response,    ❛    y’know,   most   people   actually   feel   sympathetic   when   loss   happens.   but,   i’ll   let   that   pass   just   this   once.    ❜    twinkling   pearly   whites   making   their   debut,   chuckling   dryly.    ❛   that,   or   it’s   one   big   fuck   fest.   who   knew   death   could   make   you   so   aroused.    ❜   the   girl   replies,    ❛    it’s   probably   been   since   my   youth,   why   ?    ❜ 

‘   𝐖𝐄𝐋𝐋,   we   have   ourselves   a   bucket   list   and   no   one   willing   do   do   anything   about   it.   might   have   to   change   that.   ’   the   male   sits   forward   and   tilts   his   chin   toward   his   companion.   ‘   are   you   all   talk   or   are   you   IN   ?   ’

[ambrvsefm]

cambriefm​:

    “i don’t know who’s in charge of hiring new nuns but i’m pretty sure the second they take a look at your resume , or even your instagram feed , they’re going to turn you down , buddy .”

‘   𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐘   𝐃𝐄𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐄𝐑𝐀𝐓𝐄-𝐈𝐒𝐓   of   ‘em   to   do   that,   i’m   trying   to   make   a   real   change   here.   y’know,   in   the   spirit   of   us   all   gathering   for   good,   or   whatever   shit   zara   was   on   about.   ’

[ambrvsefm]

drvdful​:

❛   flattery   will   get   you   no   where   ,   ambrose.   ❜   he   shakes   his   with   a   light   chuckle.   a   mischievous   grin   washes   his   face   ,   thoughts   full   of   the   chaos   he’s   recently   caused   the   group.   was   the   majority   of   it   his   fault   ?   yes   but   others   played   into   it.   he   wasn’t   entirely   to   blame   for   the   recent   string   of   wickedness   that   plagued   the   group’s   chat.   ❛   you’re   right.   no   matter   how   much   i   complain   ,   i   know   all   my   problems   will   be   solved   once   i   leave   this   hell   hole   and   return   back   to   my   life   of   luxury.   ❜

‘   𝐘𝐎𝐔'𝐑𝐄   𝐐𝐔𝐈𝐓𝐄   𝐓𝐇𝐄   𝐓𝐄𝐗𝐓𝐄𝐑,   ruiz.   surely,   you   can’t   tell   me   you   have   nothing   better   to   do   with   your   day   than   pining   after   girls   who   don’t   want   anything   to   do   with   you.   ’

[ambrvsefm]

chrlytm​:

  the  sound  of  his  laugh  ,  𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠  &  sardonic ,  instantly  pisses  her  OFF .  ‘  am  i  supposed  to  find  the  fact  that  you  went  through  my  phone  funny  ?  ’

‘  𝐈 𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐋𝐘 𝐅𝐈𝐍𝐃 that telling that little prick to PISS off equates with going through your phone. you were busy and i just helped him take the hint. ’ he   pauses,   glancing   up.   ‘   can   you   BLAME   me   ?   ’

[ambrvsefm]

───  𝐂𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐄𝐃  𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑  :  𝒸𝒶𝓂𝓅𝒷𝑒𝓁𝓁  ,  𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓇𝓁𝒾𝑒  .

‘   𝐒𝐎   ...   a   corgi   with   beautiful   brown   eyes,   yeah   ?   dream   dog   ?   ’ @chrlytm​

[ambrvsefm]

───  𝐂𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐄𝐃  𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑  :  𝒽𝒶𝓇𝓁𝑜𝓌  ,  𝒸𝒶𝓂𝒷𝓇𝒾𝑒  .

‘   𝐃'𝐘𝐎𝐔   𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐊   𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐘'𝐑𝐄   taking   applications   for   new   nuns   ?      it’s   never   too   late   for   a   career   change   --   i   think   i’d   do   well   enough.   ’ @cambriefm​

[ambrvsefm]

samiyabye​:

❛   well,   everyone   mourns   in   different   ways,   babe.   some   more   conventional   than   others.   even   if   she   is   used   to   the   games   that   they   play,   my   heart   still   aches   for   her.   she   lost   her   sister,   you   know   ?    ❜   she   sighs   deeply,    ❛   that’s   probably   true.   which   is   why   i   don’t   understand   why   everyone   is   making   a   big   deal   about   all   of   this.   let’s   just   do   it   and   get   it   fucking   over   with.    ❜   light   eyes   fiery   with   temptation.    ❛   is   that   a   promise   ?   i’ve   always   been   a   hands   on   kind   of   girl.    ❜

‘   𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐃𝐍'𝐓   𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐄,   ’   is   what   ambrose   offers   in   lieu   of   any   real   answer,   lest   he   allow   himself   to   accept   the   fact   that   HE   should   be   in   mourning,   too   (   though   his   week-long   bender   suggests   that   he   IS   whether   he’s   ready   to   admit   it   or   not   )   .   ‘   isn’t   that   everyone’s   favorite   past   time   around   here   ?   way   too   many   DRAMATICS   and   not   nearly   enough   action.   ’   the   prince   exhales   a   laugh,   fingertips   smoothing   over   his   jawline   as   he   tilts   his   head   in   curiosity.   ‘   when’s   the   last   time   you’ve   been   on   a   ferris   wheel   ?   ’  

[ambrvsefm]

serencs​:

❛  what ,  you  stalking  my  spotify  now ?  gonna  dance  to  twerkulator  for  me ?  ‘cause  that  would  be  worth  it ,  ❜  the  femme  laughs ,  the  silvery  tone  ringing  through  the  air  between  them .  ❛  don’t  get  a  big  head  about  it ,  ❜  she  shrugs ,  leaning  in  closer  to  the  homme ,  almost - too - angelic  look  on  her  face .  ❛  i’m  not  the  one  standing  outside  your  window  with  a  boombox  like  something  out  of  a  fucking  romcom .  ❜

‘   𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇𝐓   𝐘𝐎𝐔'𝐃   𝐍𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑   𝐀𝐒𝐊--   i   took   fergie’s   advice   and   i’ve   been   up   in   the   gym   just   waiting   for   this   exact   moment.   if   i   throw   my   back   out,   though,   i’m   going   to   need   you   to   nurse   me   back   to   health...   or   someone   who   wouldn’t   poison   me   at   first   go.   ’   eyes   alight   with   something   positively   devilish,   he   matches   her   energy,   tattooed   fingers   lifting   to   tuck   a   dark   strand   behind   the   spitfire’s   ear.   ‘   i’m   just   trying   to   express   how   BESIDE   myself   i   was   without   you,   can   you   blame   me   ?   ’

[ambrvsefm]

serencs​:

the  femme  rolls  her  eyes ,  but  attempts  to  bite  back  the  smile  threatening  to  surface .  ❛  you  know ,   i  get  so  many  invitations  these  days ,  it  must  have  gotten  lost  in  the  shuffle ,  ❜  she  responds ,  airily  waving  a  hand  through  the  air ,  but  there’s  a  gleam ,  a  challenge  in  her  eye .  ❛  glad  you  came  back ,  onassis  —  things  were  getting  a  little  boring  around  here .  ❜

'   𝐈'𝐋𝐋   𝐌𝐀𝐊𝐄   𝐒𝐔𝐑𝐄   i   hand-deliver   it   next   time.   do   you   think   a   boombox   is   a   cliché   ?   i’d   only   play   hot   girl   shit,   of   course.   ’   his   grin   blooms   like   a   wildfire   and   the   slow   swipe   of   his   tongue   across   his   lower   lip   does   little   to   douse   it.   ‘   if   i   didn’t   know   any   better,   tran,   i’d   say   it   sounds   like   you   MISSED   me.   ’

[ambrvsefm]

rosicllo​:

✧ | ft. @ambrvsefm​  ;;

matteo’s phone screen is illuminating his face, tinting his features blue - white as he peers down at the photo in his gallery for the umpteenth time. the first time he had seen the bucket list, alina’s looping scrawl on notebook paper, it had struck him with a sinking sadness. now that the paroxysm of grief has lifted (for now) , the list’s contents almost make him want to laugh. he shakes his head, a rueful smile teasing at his lips. ‘   most of the stuff she wrote on here is pretty tame, don’t you think ? at least , by most of our standards. ’ 

𝐒𝐇𝐄'𝐋𝐋   𝐍𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑   𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖   --   the   thought’s   repeated   in   his   head   like   a   fucking   MANTRA   since   the   news   broke.   at   best,   it   drives   him   to   find   solace   in   the   bottom   of   a   bottle.   at   worst,   and   only   late   at   night,   when   the   high   retreats   to   leave   him   sleepless   yet   again,   he   wonders   what   if   ?   like   it’d   make   a   goddamn   difference,   like   having   the   illusion   of   her   perfect   nuclear   family   shattered   before   her   death   wouldn’t   have   made   this   all   worse.   her   father’s   infidelity   is   his   own   cross   to   bear,   yet   she   faced   the   consequences   without   ever   knowing   she   was   being   punished   for   something   she   had   NO   part   in.   the   other   male’s   inflection   snaps   him   out   of   the   war   of   thoughts,   and   ambrose   roughly   presses   the   heels   of   his   palms   against   weary   eyes   to   ground   himself.   ‘   she   ever   talk   with   you   about   any   of   that   shit   ?   ’

[ambrvsefm]

drvdful​:

the   young   homme   chuckled.   the   other   was   right   ,   he   knew   his   words   always   set   the   chat   ablaze.   ❛   maybe   i   do   but   that’s   always   been   me   .   .   .      can   you   blame   me   ?   ❜   he   playfully   rolls   his   eyes.   ❛   yup   ,   i’m   realizing   that   now.   coming   here   was   a   bad   idea   on   my   part   ;   i   wish   i   had   your   advice   earlier.   ❜

‘   𝐈𝐅   𝐁𝐄𝐈𝐍𝐆   𝐀   𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐓-𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐑𝐑𝐄𝐑   𝐖𝐀𝐒   𝐈𝐍   𝐓𝐇𝐄   𝐎𝐋𝐘𝐌𝐏𝐈𝐂𝐒   you’d   win   the   fuckin’   platinum,   ruiz.   not   even   close.   ’   the   wayward   royal   allows   a   derisive   snort,   a   petulant   act   that   would   most   certainly   have   those   across   the   pond   clutch   their   pearls.   ‘   i   don’t   think   it   was   a   good   idea   for   ANYONE   to   come   here   --   yet   here   we   are.   reckon   we   could   change   our   names   to   $tockholm   $yndrome,   dollar   signs   included   so   that   no   one   can   forget   how   disgustingly   fucking   wealthy   we   are.   ’  

[ambrvsefm]

drvdful​:

❛   it’s   all   just   a   big   fucking   ruse   ,   y'know.   they   hate   me   in   the   chat   but   want   to   party   with   me   behind   closed   doors   .   .   .   typical   golden   brat$   bullshit.   ❜   taking   a   sip   of   his   cold   beer   ,   he   shakes   his   head.   ❛   its   always   been   the   standard   and   that’s   never   changing.   the   only   thing   we   can   do   is   accept   it.   ❜

‘   𝐘𝐎𝐔   𝐁𝐔𝐘   𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐎   𝐈𝐓   a   bit,   mate,   don’t   you   ?   ’   he   sits   back,   arms   stretched   across   the   back   of   his   seat   like   he’s   about to   offer   some   sage   advice.   ‘   rule   of   thumb:   never   ever   post   anything   in   a   group   chat   when   you’ve   pulled   more   than   two   people   in   it.   you   either   get   crucified   or   blue   balled,   there’s   no   in   between.   ’

[ambrvsefm]

samiyabye​:

❝   as   much   as   i   wish   that   would   happen,   alina   would   never   do   that   to   zara.   all   the   pain   that   poor   girl   must   be   going   through   ?   breaks   my   heart.   as   for   the   list,   it’s   basically   our   bucket   list   now.   but,   i   highly   doubt   that   we’re   going   to   get   everyone   on   board.   are   you   willing   to   try   this   whole   thing   out   ?   i   wouldn’t   mind   getting   closer   to   you.   ❞

‘   𝐀𝐍𝐃   𝐈𝐓   𝐃𝐈𝐃𝐍'𝐓   𝐓𝐀𝐊𝐄   her   parents   but   a   second   to   make   a   social   event   out   of   all   of   this.   zara   has   to   be   used   to   this   bullshit   by   now.   ’   he   shrugs,   dismissive.   ‘   and   for   the   list   ?   i’m   willing   to   try   anything   TWICE.   i   mean,   HALF   this   shit   isn’t   any   worse   than   what   we’d   normally   get   up   to   on   a   night   out.   ’   a   dark   brow   raises   as   his   lips   quirk.   ‘   little   old   ME   ?   i’m   an   open   book,   sam,   we   can   get   as   close   as   you’d   like.   ’

[ambrvsefm]

serencs​:

━━     ˊ     *     𝒄𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒆𝒅 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒇𝒐𝒓: @ambrvsefm.

❛ well  well  well ,  look  what  the  cat  finally  dragged  back  to  the  hamptons , ❜  she  speaks ,  smirk  playing  upon  her  lips  as  the  words  come  out  with  more  venom  than  she  herself  expected.  ❛ surprised  you  could  drag  yourself  away  from  the  yacht  full  of  models  —  or  was  it  a  club  this  time ?  tmz  can  barely  keep  up . ❜ 

‘   𝐃𝐄𝐅𝐈𝐍𝐈𝐓𝐄𝐋𝐘   𝐘𝐀𝐂𝐇𝐓--   wait,   or   was   it   ...   ?   ’   an   inked   finger   taps   his   chin   as   he   looks   up,   pondering   as   if   the   curl   of   his   lips   hasn’t   given   him   away.   ‘   both,   it   was   both.   pretty   sure   i   snapped   you   an   invite   --   not   my   fault   you   decided   to   be   a   bore.   ’

[ambrvsefm]

samiyabye​:

;; 𝐂𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐄𝐃 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐀𝐌𝐁𝐑𝐕𝐒𝐄𝐅𝐌

❝ when   you   dont   know   how   something   works,   it’s   far   more   exciting   to   imagine   it   to   be   told,   don’t   you   think   ?   at   least   that’s   what   i’m   telling   myself   about   all   this   bucket   list   drama.  ❞

‘   𝐈𝐒   𝐈𝐓   𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐘   still   a   bucket   list   if   she’s   already--   you   know.   what   happens   if   we   finish   it,   yeah,   and   then   she   comes   back   all   surprise,   bitch.   ’

[ambrvsefm]

tmtheo​:

◞     :     𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐍 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑      ───   𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥  .

“   so   what   bucket   list   number   are   you   thinking   twice   of   ?   i’m   not   sure   i   had   number   two   in   mind   .   .   .   "   

‘   𝐒𝐎   𝐘𝐎𝐔   𝐃𝐎𝐍'𝐓   want   chocolate   cake   for   our   wedding   reception   ?   noted.   ’

[ambrvsefm]

drvdful​:

✱ closed starter for : @ambrvsefm​

​❛   this   summer   is   already   a   fucking   mess   ,   or   do   you   think   i’m   being   too pessimistic   ?   ❜

‘   𝐏𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐌𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐂   𝐈𝐒   𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑   middle   name,   right   after   most   hated   in   the   group   chat.   it   does   drag   on   a   BIT,   that   middle   name   of   yours.   ’ he   shrugs.   ‘   fucking   mess   is   the   standard   around   here,   can’t   act   like   i’m   surprised.   ’