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isloveevenrealanymore

Hell is not somewhere you go, it’s something you carry with you.

-mh

imjustascaredlilgirl

imzadqween

I feel my brain rotting more every day and it’s not giving me other choice than letting it happen until I can’t take it anymore.

ivy15raven

I am suicidal

I am suicidal,

But you won’t see any scars.

I am suicidal,

But I don’t actively attempt to die.

I sometimes won’t eat for days.

I won’t look for cars when crossing the street.

I take more pain meds than I need.

I won’t sleep until I pass out from exhaustion.

I go to unsafe areas alone.

I am suicidal,

But I don’t have a plan.

I am suicidal,

But not in the way people think.

I don’t actively try to die,

But I don’t try to stay alive either.

imjustascaredlilgirl

depresseddisneyprincess

you are not broken because you are sad

you are not broken because you are anxious

you are not broken because you hallucinate

you are not broken because you hear things

you are not broken because you can’t focus

you are not broken because you are compulsive

you are not broken because you have tics

you are not broken because you have intrusive thoughts

you are not broken because of your mental illness

you are not broken

fandomtrashtexts

Killing oneself is, anyway, a misnomer. We don’t kill ourselves. We are simply defeated by the long, hard struggle to stay alive. When somebody dies after a long illness, people are apt to say, with a note of approval, “He fought so hard.” And they are inclined to think, about a suicide, that no fight was involved, that somebody simply gave up. This is quite wrong.

~ Sally Brampton