Amelia Isabella Cullen

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Amelia frowned. She watched him sit on the ground away back from her. She wanted to play with her big brother but he didn’t seem to like her at all. After picking some flowers Amelia got back to her feet and walked towards him slowly. She was very quiet, as if she could sneak up to him.

“Jazzy…” She whispered softly and tapped him on the shoulder. “Jazzy I picked these flowers for you. I only got the prettiest ones I found.@ she said to him, offering the flowers to him. "I’m sorry you don’t like me either Jazzy…can I please be your friend?” She asked softly hoping that he might like her more with the flowers.

[bothrageandserenity]

He tilted his head slightly as she brought flowers over to him and he took them in his hands, a single finger tracing the outline of one of the petals delicately. Her words confused him. He certainly did not hate her, not at all, but it wasn’t easy for him. No matter how hard he tried and no matter how much they tried to explain it to her, she was too young to truly understand that.

“I don’t hate you.”

[ameliaisabellacullen]

Amelia looked up at him with her innocent and sad eyes.  It was so hard for her to understand any of this.  She understood the family was different, but she didn’t know why.  She knew she was the only one to eat or sleep in the house, but no one ever made her feel bad about that.  All she wanted was to play, and though the rest of her adoptive siblings did that with her, she was so drawn to Jasper because he helped her feel at easy, happy and loved.  She couldn’t help it.    “Well...you never want to play with me, so I thought maybe you just didn’t like me....”

[ameliaisabellacullen]

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Edward hugged her to him as she laughed. He looked at her when she told him she was hungry and smiled. “Alright, we’ll get you some food then.” But she then wiggled out of his arms and then tagged him, saying he was it. She ran off and hid, leaving him still there. “I’m coming to get you, Amelia…” He said, and moved slowly out into the hall, and checked each room.

[ameliaisabellacullen]

Amelia and Renesmee were getting a long a little better now. They still fought when they thought no one was looking, but they had learned to avoid each other. That was hard for Amelia because she didn’t understand why no one in her new family didn’t play with her like they did Nessie. Someone was always taking Nessie out for a hunt, or going “shopping,” as they told her, so it confused her. Today they were all at the main house and the family was all talking together and joking around. Amelia wanted to play but Nessie was playing with Emmett her Edward and Bella were wth the adults. Feeling lonely, Amelia left the great room to find something else to do. She found some crackers Esme laid out for her and she snuck outside. She knew she wasn’t allowed outside alone but she didn’t care. No one else was paying attention. She sat on the grass and crumbled some crackers and tossed them out hoping to attract an animal like she ha seen in movies.

[cat4hurricane]

So.. My mom might be dying.

Shit. So my mom went in for a yearly mammogram like your supposed to, yeah? Well they found something, we aren’t sure what yet and my moms gonna get it checked on Tuesday, pretty sure it ain’t benign. If it’s early enough, we might be able to get it, but I dunno..

You guys? I’m scared..

[ameliaisabellacullen]

Hi, obviously we don’t know each other but almost 4 years ago my mom was diagnosed with breast cancer.  She went in for her yearly mammogram and basically the same thing happened.  She had gone 7 months prior to get a lump checked, but the doctor refused to mammogram her at that time.  Since then life has been insane and I’ve learned an incredible amount about breast cancer.  I lost a friend to leukemia 6 years ago and I work for the Cancer Society.  I know a lot about cancer than the average person does, so please, feel free to message me or whatever because I know what it’s like to be in that position and I’d like to help in anyway possible.  

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[ameliaisabellacullen]

I am an introvert. That means that when I’m feeling down, chances are that I won’t actually go to you for help. In fact, I won’t go to anyone for help. You’ll have to actually check on me. I don’t feel that I should burden others with my problems but if you come to me, I might just trust you enough to let you help.

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Edward hugged her to him as she laughed. He looked at her when she told him she was hungry and smiled. “Alright, we’ll get you some food then.” But she then wiggled out of his arms and then tagged him, saying he was it. She ran off and hid, leaving him still there. “I’m coming to get you, Amelia…” He said, and moved slowly out into the hall, and checked each room.

[ameliaisabellacullen]

Amelia and Renesmee were getting a long a little better now. They still fought when they thought no one was looking, but they had learned to avoid each other. That was hard for Amelia because she didn't understand why no one in her new family didn't play with her like they did Nessie. Someone was always taking Nessie out for a hunt, or going "shopping," as they told her, so it confused her. Today they were all at the main house and the family was all talking together and joking around. Amelia wanted to play but Nessie was playing with Emmett her Edward and Bella were wth the adults. Feeling lonely, Amelia left the great room to find something else to do. She found some crackers Esme laid out for her and she snuck outside. She knew she wasn't allowed outside alone but she didn't care. No one else was paying attention. She sat on the grass and crumbled some crackers and tossed them out hoping to attract an animal like she ha seen in movies.

[ameliaisabellacullen]

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ameliaisabellacullen:“askmisterfiftyshades Being a child was supposed tobe a happy time, where laughter, imagination and curiosity filed each day. And that is exactly what Amelia had. Being the only...

“I’m not getting heavy Daddy! I still your baby…” she said defensively, she was so against growing up because she loved being her mommy and daddy’s little baby girl.  Unlike most children, Amelia didn’t want to grow up.  She was very content with how her life was and she wanted it to stay like this.  Amelia though was very happy that her father said she could sit on his lap during breakfast. That was her favorite.  She didn’t always eat meals with her parents, sometimes they had late dinner together and she’d eat earlier in the day, but getting to sit with them was very special to her.

 Amelia really was the perfect combination of her parents.  She looked a lot like Ana, but Grace also saw so much of Christian in her too; most similarities to his birth mother Ella though she never mentioned it before.  Amelia’s hair was lighter than Ana’s but also had the soft curl that Christian had too. However Amelia possessed other qualities like her parents.  Amelia could be very possessive like Christian, never ever wanting to share her parents love with anyone else.  She only allowed Christian and Ana to love each other, but whenever Ava would try and hug her parents, she got upset and at times her temper would show, which a lot like Christians was when he was a child.

 Amelia loved her parents dearly, and was very loving.  If she had it her way, Amelia would spend all her time in their arms and attention.  Amelia was very clingy and often cried when her parents would hold, hug or snuggle with her, she was just that sensitive.  Her favorite was cuddling with her father, but Ana had had many conversations with her about why that wasn’t always Daddy’s favorite.  Amelia just didn’t understand Christian’s limit, but she always tried to push them.

 As Christian carried Amelia into the kitchen she was all smiles.  She rested her head on her father’s chest, her arms wrapped around his shoulders because she knew it “hurt” her Daddy when she touched his chest.  “Mommy!!!!” Amelia squealed at Ana who was serving everyone’s dishes.  “Daddy said I can sit on his lap Mommy…and you gets to feed us!” She said giggling happily. Once they sat down Amelia allowed her parents to talk as she examined her breakfast.  She looked over to what her parents were eating too before she began to taste all what was on her plate.  Amelia snacked on her fruit but didn’t really touch anything else.  She looked up at her father and smiled softly before she sat back from her food, after she tasted some of her fathers.  She nuzzled into her father’s chest calmly as she listened to her parents talk about their day and whatever plans they had.  “Who’s going to play with me today?” She asked very concerned that her parents were going to be leaving her alone.

[ameliaisabellacullen]

Grey House

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Being a child was supposed to be a happy time, where laughter, imagination and curiosity filed each day.  And that is exactly what Amelia had.  Being the only child to Christian and Anastasia Grey gave her a very rich and bless childhood.  Unlike the childhood of her father, Amelia had no idea about the horrors the world really contained, but Christian and Ana never wanted her to be exposed to such things, not while she was so young and innocent.

 Amelia was running around the house, screaming on the top of her lungs as she laughed and laughed happily.  She was acting silly and that was one of her favorite things to do.  Ana had been chasing her around the house to get her to get dressed when she finally snuck up behind her and picked her up. Amelia squealed happily, laughing as Ana carried her off to her room to get her dressed.  Once she was dress Ana let her back to her silliness, running right passed her father’s office Amelia stopped mid run and back tracked into the office with a big grin across her lips.  

 “Daddy!” She said happily, “Mommy is making us breakfast!” She grinned and gave him a hug. She looked up at him lovingly before she tried to climb onto his lap.  “Will you sit with me at breakfast Daddy? I like it when I get to sit with you and Mommy.” She explained to him while reaching for some of the paper work he had on his desk.  “Daddy do you need help? I can help you!” She said just as Ana come into the room, telling them that breakfast was ready.  Amelia smiled and very politely said thank you to her Mommy, just as she had been taught.  Even for such a child her age, Amelia was very polite and courteous, exactly as her mother and father were raising her to be.  Amelia’s role as the heir to Grey Enterprise Holdings, Inc, was that of more honor and privilege she would ever be fully able to understand until she was much, much older.  She has no idea the empire her father had built single handedly.  She would never understand the responsibility her father had upon his shoulders as the CEO of such a vast company. Yes, her father had set up the perfect life and future for her, but none of that mattered to her as of yet.  She was more interested in getting to play with her parents than she was of knowing what her parents did all day when they weren’t home to play with her.  “Come on Daddy, let’s go eat, Mommy made breakfast…then we can play!” She said happily as she took his hand and tried to pull him from his desk.

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Edward chuckled when she got excited about picking out presents, and watched her as she picked up a bow from the tree and came out from under it, saying she was a present. He laughed, and went over to pick her up from the tree. “Your our present.” He said, moving in to kiss the top of her forehead.

[ameliaisabellacullen]

Amelia squealed happily as Edward picked her up. She wiggles around in his arms giggling as he kissed her head. “Yeah I’m your present!” She repeated playfully, happy to have her dad playing with her. “Dadda, what do we do now? We can’t go shopping because momma took Nessie shopping, huh?” She asked looking around for something to play with.

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He smiled, nuzzling her as she wiggled in his arms. “What do you want to do? We can…” Edward trailed off, and then placed her down on the ground. “Your it!” He said after that, and ran off to hide. He had gone into the other room, and hid in plain sight. He was trying to blend in, but it wasn’t really working, so he waited for her to come and find him.

[ameliaisabellacullen]

Amelia started to whine a little when Edward put her down. She wanted to stay in his arms. She reached up for him again just as he ran away. Se stood there confused for a moment until it clicked. “I going to get you Dadda!” She yelled and ran down the hall. She went into a closet first, then a bathroom before she found him the room down the hall. She smiled and ran to him. “I found you Dadda!!! I win!” She giggled happily.

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Edward stayed where he was, chuckling as she started looking for him, in the wrong places. But then he heard her footsteps coming toward the room he was in, and her face lit up as she ran to him. He laughed lightly again as he reached down and picked her up again. “You found me.” He repeated, kissing her forehead.

[ameliaisabellacullen]

Amelia laughed and laughed with Edward. She curled up into his arms and hugged him happily. Smiling at er father she kissed his cheek too. "Dadda, I'm getting hungry!" She said to him before crawling out if his arms. She looked up at him with a mischievous smile. "You it Daddy!" She squealed and ran off. Amelia ran into her room right away and hid behind the chair she sat in when she read.

[ameliaisabellacullen]

[ameliaisabellacullen]

The whole family tried to explain to Amelia that Jasper often needed alone time, and to be given space from her. They used excuses like, he wasn’t good with children, he didn’t know how to play with little girls, and things to that nature, but she couldn’t keep herself...

[ameliaisabellacullen]

Amelia frowned. She watched him sit on the ground away back from her. She wanted to play with her big brother but he didn't seem to like her at all. After picking some flowers Amelia got back to her feet and walked towards him slowly. She was very quiet, as if she could sneak up to him.

"Jazzy..." She whispered softly and tapped him on the shoulder. "Jazzy I picked these flowers for you. I only got the prettiest ones I found.@ she said to him, offering the flowers to him. "I'm sorry you don't like me either Jazzy...can I please be your friend?" She asked softly hoping that he might like her more with the flowers.

[ameliaisabellacullen]

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Edward chuckled when she got excited about picking out presents, and watched her as she picked up a bow from the tree and came out from under it, saying she was a present. He laughed, and went over to pick her up from the tree. “Your our present.” He said, moving in to kiss the top of her forehead.

[ameliaisabellacullen]

Amelia squealed happily as Edward picked her up. She wiggles around in his arms giggling as he kissed her head. “Yeah I’m your present!” She repeated playfully, happy to have her dad playing with her. “Dadda, what do we do now? We can’t go shopping because momma took Nessie shopping, huh?” She asked looking around for something to play with.

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He smiled, nuzzling her as she wiggled in his arms. “What do you want to do? We can…” Edward trailed off, and then placed her down on the ground. “Your it!” He said after that, and ran off to hide. He had gone into the other room, and hid in plain sight. He was trying to blend in, but it wasn’t really working, so he waited for her to come and find him.

[ameliaisabellacullen]

Amelia started to whine a little when Edward put her down. She wanted to stay in his arms. She reached up for him again just as he ran away. Se stood there confused for a moment until it clicked. "I going to get you Dadda!" She yelled and ran down the hall. She went into a closet first, then a bathroom before she found him the room down the hall. She smiled and ran to him. "I found you Dadda!!! I win!" She giggled happily.

[ameliaisabellacullen]

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Edward chuckled when she got excited about picking out presents, and watched her as she picked up a bow from the tree and came out from under it, saying she was a present. He laughed, and went over to pick her up from the tree. “Your our present.” He said, moving in to kiss the top of her forehead.

[ameliaisabellacullen]

Amelia squealed happily as Edward picked her up. She wiggles around in his arms giggling as he kissed her head. "Yeah I'm your present!" She repeated playfully, happy to have her dad playing with her. "Dadda, what do we do now? We can't go shopping because momma took Nessie shopping, huh?" She asked looking around for something to play with.

[ameliaisabellacullen]

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Once they’d finished the block room for her doll, he pushed himself up on his hands and looked over at Amelia as she went over to the Christmas tree, and asked why it was in the house. “Well, it’s almost Christmas, sweetheart, and we celebrate it by putting a tree in the living room, and decorating it. Presents go under the tree, so on Christmas morning you can open them with your family.” He smiled at her, and sat cross legged on the floor.

[ameliaisabellacullen]

She got excited and clapped her hands. She kept looking at the tree and commenting on how it was so pretty. She moved around the tree, touched the decorations gently. “Will I get presents Dadda?” She said crawling under the tree and playing with the tree skirt. “Why isn’t there presents here now Dadda? I want to get you, momma, grandpas, grandma and aunties presents!”

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Edward chuckled when she started commenting how pretty the tree looked. As she touched the decorations, he was almost nervous that they’d fall off and break, but she was so gentle with them, he found himself relaxing. “Yes, of course, Amelia. The whole family will get presents.” He answered her, laughing lightly when she went under the tree to play with the skirt. “We have to wrap the presents still, honey. But we’ll go together and pick out presents for them, how’s that sound?”

[ameliaisabellacullen]

Playing under the tree happily she let out a big squeal when he said they would pick out gifts together. "Ok Dadda." She said to him and pulled a bow off the tree and put it on her head. "Now I'm a present!" She laughed and eventually crawled out from under the tree.

[ameliaisabellacullen]

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Once they’d finished the block room for her doll, he pushed himself up on his hands and looked over at Amelia as she went over to the Christmas tree, and asked why it was in the house. “Well, it’s almost Christmas, sweetheart, and we celebrate it by putting a tree in the living room, and decorating it. Presents go under the tree, so on Christmas morning you can open them with your family.” He smiled at her, and sat cross legged on the floor.

[ameliaisabellacullen]

She got excited and clapped her hands. She kept looking at the tree and commenting on how it was so pretty. She moved around the tree, touched the decorations gently. "Will I get presents Dadda?" She said crawling under the tree and playing with the tree skirt. "Why isn't there presents here now Dadda? I want to get you, momma, grandpas, grandma and aunties presents!"

[ameliaisabellacullen]

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Amelia could see them in the kitchen so she wasn’t scared of being alone. She could hear them talking too and she kept playing. After Edward said down I front of him she moved into his lap. “I’m watching tv Dadda. It’s Micky!” She said hugging her dolly close. She looked back to the kitchen and pointed at Bella. “Momma’s leaving?” She asked sadly getting worried.

Edward smiled and brought her into his lap as she moved, and kissed her forehead. “Mickey? That’s Renesmee’s favorite thing to watch too.” He said, and looked over into the kitchen as she pointed to Bella. “Yes, sweetheart, but she’ll be back. She’s taking Renesmee shopping.” He told her, noticing her worried look. “Don’t worry, Amelia. We can play together if you want.”

[ameliaisabellacullen]

She cooed when Edward held her and kissed her head. “Ok Dadda.” She said and held onto the doll. “Momma always takes Wanesmy shopping.” She whispered to him as she watched her get ready. Her attention went back to the cartoon. She knew renesme didn’t like it when she copied her though.

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Edward didn’t know what to say. Bella did take Renesmee shopping a lot, but he didn’t want Amelia to tell Bella and then have to deal with her confronting him about it. He just didn’t want to tell Amelia the real reason behind them going everywhere a lot. Renesmee had taken to not liking Amelia, and they were both stumped as to why that would be.

[ameliaisabellacullen]

Amelia watched the cartoon until it was over. Watching Bella get ready to leave made her sad. She hugged her tightly before she passed her back to Edward. Watching them leave she frowned. “Dadda? You like me right? That’s why you play with me…” She said getting her blocks and playing with them by the Christmas tree.”

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Edward watched her cartoon with her, and knew that Bella and Renesmee were leaving right then. He heard their footsteps over by the door and then it closed when they went out. “I do like you, Amelia. I would play with you anytime.” He smiled at her, hugging her close once again as she played with her blocks. Then he moved so he was laying on the floor in front of her. “What are we building?” He asked, and grabbed some blocks, stacking them randomly.

[ameliaisabellacullen]

Amelia smiled at her dad when he said he liked her. It made her very happy to hear that. "A room for my doll." She grinned and stacked the blocks with her dad. Stacking them made her happy, she laid down after looking at her masterpiece and moved closer to Edward. "Dadda, why is there a tree in the house?" She asked laughing at she touched the lights.

[ameliaisabellacullen]

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Amelia could see them in the kitchen so she wasn’t scared of being alone. She could hear them talking too and she kept playing. After Edward said down I front of him she moved into his lap. “I’m watching tv Dadda. It’s Micky!” She said hugging her dolly close. She looked back to the kitchen and pointed at Bella. “Momma’s leaving?” She asked sadly getting worried.

Edward smiled and brought her into his lap as she moved, and kissed her forehead. “Mickey? That’s Renesmee’s favorite thing to watch too.” He said, and looked over into the kitchen as she pointed to Bella. “Yes, sweetheart, but she’ll be back. She’s taking Renesmee shopping.” He told her, noticing her worried look. “Don’t worry, Amelia. We can play together if you want.”

[ameliaisabellacullen]

She cooed when Edward held her and kissed her head. “Ok Dadda.” She said and held onto the doll. “Momma always takes Wanesmy shopping.” She whispered to him as she watched her get ready. Her attention went back to the cartoon. She knew renesme didn’t like it when she copied her though.

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Edward didn’t know what to say. Bella did take Renesmee shopping a lot, but he didn’t want Amelia to tell Bella and then have to deal with her confronting him about it. He just didn’t want to tell Amelia the real reason behind them going everywhere a lot. Renesmee had taken to not liking Amelia, and they were both stumped as to why that would be.

[ameliaisabellacullen]

Amelia watched the cartoon until it was over. Watching Bella get ready to leave made her sad. She hugged her tightly before she passed her back to Edward. Watching them leave she frowned. "Dadda? You like me right? That's why you play with me..." She said getting her blocks and playing with them by the Christmas tree."

[ameliaisabellacullen]

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Amelia could see them in the kitchen so she wasn’t scared of being alone. She could hear them talking too and she kept playing. After Edward said down I front of him she moved into his lap. “I’m watching tv Dadda. It’s Micky!” She said hugging her dolly close. She looked back to the kitchen and pointed at Bella. “Momma’s leaving?” She asked sadly getting worried.

Edward smiled and brought her into his lap as she moved, and kissed her forehead. “Mickey? That’s Renesmee’s favorite thing to watch too.” He said, and looked over into the kitchen as she pointed to Bella. “Yes, sweetheart, but she’ll be back. She’s taking Renesmee shopping.” He told her, noticing her worried look. “Don’t worry, Amelia. We can play together if you want.”

[ameliaisabellacullen]

She cooed when Edward held her and kissed her head. "Ok Dadda." She said and held onto the doll. "Momma always takes Wanesmy shopping." She whispered to him as she watched her get ready. Her attention went back to the cartoon. She knew renesme didn't like it when she copied her though.