Hope and Rage

A Multi-Muse blog for multiple different characters ( see muses) ( Muses are over 18, mun is not. Indie rp blog, tracking the tags hopeandrage and bothrageandserenity)

[paviche-s-love]

That was also what Tina wanted. Everyone knew it, she would also be the stubborn kind who got what she wanted almost always. She never stopped until she got it. Not like Amber asked and ordered for things though. Tina’s way was much nicer and thus, it was easier for her to get something she wanted. But Pavi was not an item. He was a real person, with feelings and sentiments. What if she could not have him?

But then, all her doubts were vanished with his grin. And what a grin was that! A chuckle spilled from her lips and her eyes blinked lightly as he got closer to her. She recognized his leaning in as the start of a kiss. He would kiss her. And she wasn’t dreaming it this time. She leaned in to meet him half way and let her lips touch his own, accepting their very first kiss as she returned it sweetly at first and then more firmly. She let some seconds pass before she closed her eyes and moaned slightly into the kiss.

[bothrageandserenity]

When he felt her begin to kiss him back, he smirked into the movement, continuing to cup her cheek and caress the soft delicate skin with the pad of his thumb. The kiss started off sweet, sweeter than he had ever done for years and years. This was the Pavi after all, and sweet was not what he was overly known to be.

As the kiss deepened, he placed his other hand lightly on her waist, giving it a soft squeeze. This was what he had been waiting for for so long and he was determined to claim his prize. But not now. Not yet.

"Soon-a, bella. But not yet. Not-a like this."

[paviche-s-love]

Tina knew that the problem with his stomach would return to bug him sooner or later. And she hated to admit that but it was time. There, he was hurting again and by his facial expression it was the worst he had ever experienced before. The girl gasped at his whining and touched his hand before panting in anxiety. She didn’t want her favorite cousin to hurt this way. “I will call uncle, Pavi… Try to breathe…” Tina repeated the instruction the doctors had given him to breathe to try and stabilize the pain and she turned her wrist communication on and called Rotti. 

[bothrageandserenity]

Paviche let out another soft whine, whimpering with the pain but trying his best to breathe as she had ordered. It just hurt so much. He knew she was going to call his papa and he hoped that he would get home soon. Shivering a little, his face paled before he darted to the bathroom to throw up, hunching over the toilet bowl and noticing the blood.

[bothrageandserenity]

Luigi had just come out of his office when he took a turn and bumped into Pavi, shooting him a glare. "Fucking watch your step, stupid. That mirror is the only thjng you have eyes for!" - luigi-fucking-largo

The middle Largo child had been ambling easily along the corridor, admiring himself in his handheld mirror when the door to his brother’s office opened and the two of them collided before he could stop his movement. He let out a soft grunt, lowering his hand and raising a masked eyebrow deliberately.

"Language, fratello. I do not-a believe that-a you were looking where-a you were-a going either," a smirk curled across his fake features, eyes peering out through the holes in his mask.

[luigi-fucking-largo]

Luigi coughed for some more. He would have a lung replacement every four years because they kept failing inside him. Maybe the time was slowly coming for him once again. As he turned and Pavi followed him, he turned his head and shook his head before coughing for some seconds more. When he relaxed and found his composure, he gulped. “I’m fine…” No, he wasn’t. “Now, at least…”

[bothrageandserenity]

"Are you-a sure, fratello?" Paviche's voice lowered slightly, and he tilted his head to watch his brother. The recurring lung replacements had become somewhat of a normality now, but it always still made him concerned when he saw his brother like that.  

[paviche-s-love]

She immediately felt relieved when she told him. Pavi was her love and now he knew it too. And he was grinning? Really? Was he grinning? He didn’t freak out? It made her grin back at him as her trembling hands came to touch his own, very lightly. She bet it would be a surprise for him. 

Tina waited for his next reaction. All she wanted was him and the chance to touch his lips with her own. She wouldn’t do anything though. Men were hunters and especially Pavi loved being one, if she judged by how he chased women. She stared deep into his green/blue eyes, waiting patiently.

[bothrageandserenity]

Oh yes, he was a hunter, as much if not more so than any other man. What the Pavi wanted, the Pavi got, and it had almost always been that way. He stared back into her eyes, taking her trembling hands briefly in his own and giving them a light squeeze. As always, he had gotten exactly what he wanted.

Letting go of her hand, he raised his hand to gently stroke her cheek before he lowered his head to brush his lips against hers. Once, twice and again, gently before pressing them to hers with a little more force.

[paviche-s-love]

The little Largo girl grinned more as he admired himself into the mirror. She leaned a bit on him as she came to stand next to him and chuckled, leaning in to kiss his cheek cutely before looking at him through the hand mirror. 

Then, as he turned and tilted his head to the side a bit, she furrowed her eyebrows and also tilted her head, confused. “Are you bene?” She asked him, concerned that his stomach problem probably started bugging him again. Her little hand came up to stroke his locks for a second as she looked at him.

[bothrageandserenity]

The stomach cramps were stronger this time and he clutched his stomach with one arm, hunching over a little and a tiny whine escaping his lips. It had never gotten as bad as this before and it hurt!  He whimpered and shook his head in response to the question. He wasn't bene, not in the slightest.

"H-h-hurts..." he managed to get out through gritted teeth, pulling his knees up to his chest. In other times he had been able to ignore it, think about other things or put a hot water bottle on it but he had the feeling that wouldn't help this time.

[bothrageandserenity]

Luigi had just come out of his office when he took a turn and bumped into Pavi, shooting him a glare. "Fucking watch your step, stupid. That mirror is the only thjng you have eyes for!" - luigi-fucking-largo

The middle Largo child had been ambling easily along the corridor, admiring himself in his handheld mirror when the door to his brother’s office opened and the two of them collided before he could stop his movement. He let out a soft grunt, lowering his hand and raising a masked eyebrow deliberately.

"Language, fratello. I do not-a believe that-a you were looking where-a you were-a going either," a smirk curled across his fake features, eyes peering out through the holes in his mask.

[luigi-fucking-largo]

Although he liked it deep down, it kind of bothered him when Pavi did this. He wouldn’t unglue his hand from upon him, no matter what. How many times he had hit it in order to let him go and it had worked only for a second before Pavi glued his delicate hand back on him. It was pointless to keep trying. He tried to calm down so that his heart would too as a little cough escaped him before bugging him some more, coughing into his hand a bit before turning around to walk to the coffee machine, not caring if Pavi’s hand was still on him. He rolled his blue eyes once more at Pavi’s reply, knowing he did it only to anger him more and raised his hand to playfully hit the back of Pavi’s head, not too hard but not too lightly either.

[bothrageandserenity]

The cough made his eyes narrow slightly and when his brother turned, Pavi's hand dropped back to his side. It had been many years since his lungs had failed, but Pavi remembered the time well, remembered how terrifying it had been because it was Luigi. Nothing stopped Luigi. So caught up in his thoughts, he didn't notice the hand coming around to hit him until it connected and he stumbled a little before catching up with his brother.

"Lungs-a treating you well-a, fratello?"

[paviche-s-love]

Tina cleared her throat and decided not to make him wait mire. "Okay well... this new love is you..." She sighed deeply in relief, finally expressing her feelings. A blush along with a smile decorated her features as she waited for his reply.

He seemed jealous, which made her heart flutter in her chest only by seeing it. How would he react if she told him her new amore was another man and not him? But this didn't happen. He was her special one for a long time now.

[bothrageandserenity]

Pavi waited patiently although he was a little tense, ready to hear who this new love was so that he could almost immediately evaluate them, size them up and judge whether they were anywhere close to good enough for his beloved cousin. Most likely they would not be.

And that was when she surprised him. Her new love...was him? It was not what he had been expecting to hear, but it stirred up a great euphoria within him, a wide grin cracking his masked lips. 

[paviche-s-love]

The small girl grinned as, with a few final brushes and smoothing down, she was done. She dtepped a bit back to look at the outcome and grinned more, taking his hand mirror and turning it to show him whst she did for him. "Good?" She asked chuckling with her childish voice.

She loved doing this sort of things for him. It was always a joy for Tina to take care of him, mostly because he was a very cute boy and willing to stay still and be treated. Not like Amber. After one time when Tina tried to do the same for her and Amber wouldn't keep still, she was only willing to do this for Pavi.

[bothrageandserenity]

"Uh huh!" he beamed widely as she showed him her prowess using his hand mirror. It was a possession passed down to him from his mother and he treasured it dearly. After all, it was all he really had left of her. And it was beautiful, just like she had been, just like she had always told him he was.

He pulled his legs up beneath him and turned in the seat so that he could properly face her, his head tilted a little to the left. He had been feeling a little poorly lately, a little under the weather, with stomach cramps bothering him but he had elected against bothering his father with it and kept it to himself. Now it came back to him.

[bothrageandserenity]

Luigi had just come out of his office when he took a turn and bumped into Pavi, shooting him a glare. "Fucking watch your step, stupid. That mirror is the only thjng you have eyes for!" - luigi-fucking-largo

The middle Largo child had been ambling easily along the corridor, admiring himself in his handheld mirror when the door to his brother’s office opened and the two of them collided before he could stop his movement. He let out a soft grunt, lowering his hand and raising a masked eyebrow deliberately.

"Language, fratello. I do not-a believe that-a you were looking where-a you were-a going either," a smirk curled across his fake features, eyes peering out through the holes in his mask.

[luigi-fucking-largo]

"Fuck yes, I say so." Luigi scowled and nodded, seeing that his brother didn’t quite believe him, his hand remaining on his chest. He knew he could feel his heart beating against his hand and he wished he didn’t but he most probably did anyway. He rolled his eyes once more and sighed. "Whatever, stupid… Come on now, I need a fucking coffee…"

[bothrageandserenity]

He could feel the racing heartbeat underneath his fingertips, the slight constriction of the synthetic lungs that Luigi had possessed since he was eighteen. Each member of the Largo children had had to have organ replacement surgery at one point to save their lives and not just for cosmetics. With Luigi it had been his lungs, with Amber her heart, and with Pavi, his stomach and guts when he had been eight years old, "Aye, aye sir," he smirked coyly, thickening the Italian accent a little more to further irritate his brother.

[paviche-s-love]

My Only Amore~ Pavi/Tina

[paviche-s-love]

Tina knew Pavi’s opinion about her boyfriends, either he directly told her or not. She saw his look as he stared at them, clearly disapproving. It made the Largo girl secretly melt more for him. Now he saw how she felt for any of his girls. In her eyes no one was worthy of him. Maybe only one…

She then gulped. Oh, how would she tell him? And of she did, would she receiev the answer she was dreaming of for years now? Or not? She was so afraid of the rejection but she was at a point where she couldn’t bare keeping it from him anymore. She loved him. She took in a deep breath. “Okay, uh… Pavi… You know that I told you that I have a new amore? I like someone…” She tested him to see how he would react to that. Amber had told him that their little cousin was in love again and Tina knew that Amber had told him so. She wanted to inspect his eyes for a sign of jalousy before she told him who the new “amore” was…

[bothrageandserenity]

So yes, he got jealous easily. He was a possessive man who didn't like sharing his toys, always had been. Like a lot of the Largo children, if he wanted something, he generally got it, except of course, for the acceptance and care of their father. That was one thing that they never seemed to get all that much.

He turned his gaze towards her once more, listening as she spoke and his eyes narrowing slightly when she mentioned having a new love, the possessive and jealous streak clawing at his heart again. Slowly he inclined his head, waiting to hear how she would continue with her sentence.

[bothrageandserenity]

Little Children || Pavi and Tina (paviche-s-love)

[paviche-s-love]

As Pavi nodded and smiled, she grinned and gently sat him down on a chair in the vast living room, running off to get what she needed, including a brush, the hairspray and the dryer to straighten his hair more. She put a towel around his shoulders and chuckled, pacing around the chair, taking what she needed in her small hands. “I will not hurt you, but if I do, tell me so, bene?”

The little girl grinned and turned on the dryer, working with the brush to straighten his locks one by one, very carefully and very focused to do an great work. When she was done with that, she started humming a sweet tune, still working on his hair, smoothing it down with a second brush before spraying some hairspray on his raven hair as a finishing note. “We’re done in a second, bello.”

[bothrageandserenity]

The young boy followed her into the living room and sat down obediently, not saying a word as she darted off to gather all that she needed. He didn't mind doing things like this for her, in fact, he quite liked the attention that he received with it. He did love to be the centre of attention for someone so quiet most of the time.

He continued to sit as she began to straighten his dark hair, lock by lock with delicacy and precision, listening to the tune that she was humming as she worked on his hair. He smiled again as she spoke.

[bothrageandserenity]

Welcome to Hell || Magician and Twin (nowletsplayagame)

[nowletsplayagame]

He chuckled as he seen the other become mildly startled. He smiled a little wider, his lime green eyes bright.

[bothrageandserenity]

Slowly his vision began to adjust to the low light and he could make out the figure standing before him. A man from what he could see wearing an almost absurdly tall hat and...wait, was his skin green? He supposed that he shouldn't be surprised after what else had been going on but still, he was still a little shocked.

[bothrageandserenity]

Luigi had just come out of his office when he took a turn and bumped into Pavi, shooting him a glare. "Fucking watch your step, stupid. That mirror is the only thjng you have eyes for!" - luigi-fucking-largo

The middle Largo child had been ambling easily along the corridor, admiring himself in his handheld mirror when the door to his brother’s office opened and the two of them collided before he could stop his movement. He let out a soft grunt, lowering his hand and raising a masked eyebrow deliberately.

"Language, fratello. I do not-a believe that-a you were looking where-a you were-a going either," a smirk curled across his fake features, eyes peering out through the holes in his mask.

[luigi-fucking-largo]

"Yeah well, teach them to willingly make me a decent coffee too, unless you want them dead." Luigi rolled his eyes and sighed, shaking hsi head. Then, he looked up raising an eyebrow. "Pavs, come the fuck on, seriously? Take your hand off of me! Now!" He secretly liked that though. But he decided to change the subject so that it didn’t show. "Now, come and take a look at some damned files, or else pop will be pissed. As for the coffee, heh, don’t try to avoid it, idiot. If your… "girls" screw it up, you’re paying the price by making me one yourself! No decaf!"

[bothrageandserenity]

He could see his brother becoming more and more on edge by the hand resting on his chest, as well as the brief spark of interest in his eyes that he knew Luigi thought he could hide. But he could hide nothing from the Pavi, the master of masks. Luigi wore his heart on his sleeve, he always had, and it was clear as day just as it always had been, "If-a you say so, fratello."

[bothrageandserenity]

Luigi had just come out of his office when he took a turn and bumped into Pavi, shooting him a glare. "Fucking watch your step, stupid. That mirror is the only thjng you have eyes for!" - luigi-fucking-largo

The middle Largo child had been ambling easily along the corridor, admiring himself in his handheld mirror when the door to his brother’s office opened and the two of them collided before he could stop his movement. He let out a soft grunt, lowering his hand and raising a masked eyebrow deliberately.

"Language, fratello. I do not-a believe that-a you were looking where-a you were-a going either," a smirk curled across his fake features, eyes peering out through the holes in his mask.

[luigi-fucking-largo]

"Don’t tell me to relax, I will throw a fucking table at your face! It’s all your fault, you have only taught them to fool around instead of picking up organs and making decent coffee! Now, you will make me a coffee!" Luigi growled again, shaking his head at how Pavi touched him, flinching a bit. "Hey, you, what are you doing? You woke up with the desire to fool around again? As for fucking Amber, I try to ignore her, that’s all I do. But her fucking voice gets on my nerves." 

[bothrageandserenity]

"Anything they-a do, they do willingly," the smirk further twisted the masked lips, eyes glinting mischievously. Oh he had plenty of exploits with the GENterns but he would hardly say that it was all his fault. Nor was he particularly in the mood to make his brother a coffee, although the flinch that resulted in him amused him greatly, "I-a don't know what you mean-a, fratello. Me-a? Fool around? The Pavi does not-a simply 'fool around'."

[sidestuiff]

Reblog if your muse has been stabbed.

[bothrageandserenity]

Luigi had just come out of his office when he took a turn and bumped into Pavi, shooting him a glare. "Fucking watch your step, stupid. That mirror is the only thjng you have eyes for!" - luigi-fucking-largo

The middle Largo child had been ambling easily along the corridor, admiring himself in his handheld mirror when the door to his brother’s office opened and the two of them collided before he could stop his movement. He let out a soft grunt, lowering his hand and raising a masked eyebrow deliberately.

"Language, fratello. I do not-a believe that-a you were looking where-a you were-a going either," a smirk curled across his fake features, eyes peering out through the holes in his mask.

[luigi-fucking-largo]

Luigi growled back in response, eyes narrowing even more. “Language? It’s nine in the freaking morning, I had a shitty coffee one of your whores made for me, or /tried/ to make for me, and I also have to deal with pop’s anger about everything. What would /you/ do in my place?” He scowled looking away, pointing with his head. “Plus Amber’s fucking tantrums for attention!”

[bothrageandserenity]

"Fratello, fratello, relax," the younger man smirked, deliberately trailing a hand down his brother's suit jacket. Oh, Luigi got so easily worked up, it was so endlessly amusing just pushing all of his buttons and watching him explode, "Amber is-a always seeking attention. Just-a ignore her, fratello.  I'm-a sure you can get a new-a coffee."

[bothrageandserenity]

Luigi had just come out of his office when he took a turn and bumped into Pavi, shooting him a glare. "Fucking watch your step, stupid. That mirror is the only thjng you have eyes for!" - luigi-fucking-largo

The middle Largo child had been ambling easily along the corridor, admiring himself in his handheld mirror when the door to his brother’s office opened and the two of them collided before he could stop his movement. He let out a soft grunt, lowering his hand and raising a masked eyebrow deliberately.

"Language, fratello. I do not-a believe that-a you were looking where-a you were-a going either," a smirk curled across his fake features, eyes peering out through the holes in his mask.