life will out

I know I’m a mess. Who talks too much and feels too much, and I know that it drives you crazy, but that is the one way I know how to stay sober, and every time I try to suck it up and shut up and just be cold and normal, I end up drunk. Or on pills. Or at a funeral. Do you know what it felt like to walk into that trauma room and see you on that table and think to myself, “Great, I did it again. Here comes another funeral”? tracking: ameliahurricaneshepherd

[sapphiresea]

“Why would you give up rocky road ice cream before you have to?”

Best of Amelia Shepherd - 2/?

[ameliaisms]

private practice 5x21 || grey’s anatomy 11x11

[ameliaisms]

amelia shepherd + hugs (private practice edition)

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amelia shepherd appreciation →  introducing the youngest shepherd sibling private practice 3x19

[derek-shephxrd]

talk about them! + url of your choice

@amelia-hurricane-shepherd

                        I could honestly go on for hours about Steph. I remember the first time I saw her blog almost two years ago, I had a Brian O’ Conner account and she had a thread with a Mia ( I believe ) and every single time it would show up on my dash I couldn’t help but read it . It was those threads that lead me to create a Derek and I’m so glad I did because i’m very happy I get to write with her now.  She’s such an incredible writer, her Amelia is flawless, every line she writes sounds exactly like the character.. Every-time I read a thread of hers,  I hear Amelia’s voice. I’m not joking, I could go on for hours about how sweet she is and how amazing her writing is. But so I’m not writing a million paragraphs I’m gonna move onto OWELIA. Owelia went from one of my top twenty ships to my top fives within a few minutes of writing it with Steph. I don’t think I’ve ever loved a verse as much as I’ve loved I was counting on forever. It’s always the first drafts I answer and the one that I always have muse for no matter when or where. 

[ameliaisms]

um this was in my drafts from years ago and i’m so soft ???

[ameliaisms]

oh my god, it took forever but i finally got access to this account again.

[ameliaisms]

i’m planning to revive this blog -- potentially for writing, but primarily for gifs. i’ll also be changing my url because, honestly, i wasn’t even the one who came up with this one. the account was given to me a couple months after its creation and i just never changed it. i think it’s time. i’ll be back soon with updates. this blog was one of the best times and i really appreciate everyone i got to know and love through here. made some lasting friendships -- and, of course, got to share my love for amelia, who i still love and always will. xx

update: url has been changed from amelia-hurricane-shepherd to ameliaisms.

[ameliaisms]

oh my god, it took forever but i finally got access to this account again.

[ameliaisms]

*pokes head in* anyone maybe want to do a thing when I get back from the brain exhibit? tonight's episode actually gave me muse... anyway hit the heart if you do.

[ameliaisms]

happy national superhero day, don't forget to celebrate our savior amelia shepherd this day.

[favoriteintheworld]

I wanna be you when I grow up.

[ameliaisms]

indefinite hiatus notice !!

hey guys !! i hate to do this, but i’m going on an indefinite hiatus from this blog. i haven’t been feeling much like writing on here for awhile. i still love amelia so much, but life is busy & i’m more into other fandoms overall right now. i’ve loved being on here & appreciate all of you so, so much. thank you for supporting my threads, my drabbles, my gifsets & edits. i’ll probably still be posting some gifsets & whatnot on here, particularly once grey’s comes back, but i likely won’t be writing a lot.

i can still be found in the rp world, though !! i’ve got a new multimuse over at @specialsnxwflakes, as well as my olivia spencer blog @ofstolenhearts. if you want to contact me on my personal, it’s @holtzmanned-baby. you can also request my skype or follow me on twitter.

xoxoxo

[sapphiresea]

Holtzmann. Virgo. Avid skier. Gluten-full. And 100% jazzed to meet you.

[ameliaisms]

words to live by.

[ameliaisms]

Merry Christmas/Happy Holidays from me & my little goose ❤️🎄 I hope you have a bright & joyous one. I love you all. xx

[ameliaisms]

i fucking got 100% on my stats final i’m actually shaking

[ameliaisms]

superheroshepherdess replied to your post: “au: addison falls for a different shepherd sibling.”:

What are these from?! Love!

I combined clips from Caterina in Power Play & Kate in a short called Peppermills :)

[soldierboy-owen]

five times kissed because yes

 A   SHORT   MOMENT:        it   was   short   and   rough.   shared   in   between   the   dings   of   the   elevator   indicating   it   had   gone   to   the   next   floor.   their   lips   tangled   in   a   mess   as   their   bodies   pressed   together,   inching   closer   through   every   breath   until   they   could   get   no   closer.   heat   exchanged   as   tongues   collided.   it’s   what   they   did   instead   of   talking.   and   in   somewhat   it   was   there   form   of   talking…   or   their   way   of   avoiding   it.   hands   pressed   to   the   walls   as   he   encased   her   against   the   corner   of   the   elevator.   amelia’s   hands   were   wrapped   around   owen’s   shoulders.   praying   that   this   elevator   would   somehow   break   and   it   would   never   open.   that   they   would   just   be   stuck   in   this   small   space   to   continue   their   ventures.   but   quickly   the   pulled   away   from   each-other   as   the   doors   slid   open.  

MARRY   ME:             ‘marry   me,’      it   was   the   simple   words   that   echoed   out   of   owen’s   lips.   he   might   be   shipped   off   soon,   but   he   needed   to   marry   her   before   he   did   so.   he   needed   to   come   home   to   his   wife,   not   his   girlfriend.   and   maybe   it   was   her   knowing   that   she   was   pregnant   that   caused   her   to   say   yes   so   quickly,   but   it   was   information   that   owen   was   not   aware   of   yet.   but   when   the   yes   was   uttered   from   amelia’s   star   struck   lips   a   passionate   long   kiss   was   shared   between   the   two   destined   to   save   each   other   in   more   ways   than   one.  

COME   HOME   SOON:        this   was   goodbye   for   now.   he   would   be   home   soon,   or   at   least   that’s   what   he   had   promised.   and   she   just   hoped   that   was   true,   because   her   baby   was   due   soon   and   she   had   withheld   telling   him   so   he   wouldn’t   worry   while   overseas.   so   for   now   they   were   saying   a   heartfelt   pain   wrenching   goodbye,   the   day   after   their   wedding.   the   kiss   shared   was   filled   with   a   little   sorrow,   never   wanting   to   let   go,   to   just   freeze   in   this   moment   forever.  

WE’RE   STILL   COUNTING   ON   FOREVER   :          gone.   just   like   that.   that’s   all   it   took,   one   call   to   change   their   families   life   forever.   owen   hunt   had   gone   mia   and   a   few   weeks   later   pronounced   dead,   with   no   body   of   proof.   a   year   had   passed.   the   hospital   hadn’t   been   the   same.   it   seemed   as   if   constant   death   followed   the   hallways   and   there   was   no   escape.   that   was   until   out   of   a   sheer   miracle   owen   hunt   showed   up   just   feet   away   from   amelia   shepherd.   looks   shared   between   shocked   gasps   before   she   was   in   his   arms   and   their   lips   were   pressed   against   each-other.  

YOU   SAVED   ME   :      owen   had   been   pronounced   dead   only   to   come   back   not   himself.   an   owen   that   held   only   pain   and   regret.   regret   that   he   had   missed   a   year   of   his   daughters   life   to   stay   in   the   pits   of   hell.   but   a   little   passed   and   things   had   changed,   he   was   better.   they   were   better…..   but   all   good   things   come   to   an   end.   they   had   tried   for   another   baby….   and   they   had   lost   it.   they   had   suffered   so   much   pain   already   and   this   only   added.   hands   pressed   to   amelia’s   wet   cheeks   as   her   tears   streamed   down   her   cheeks.   ‘hey,   hey   look   at   me.   you   saved   me.   you   saved   me,   amelia.   so   you   can’t   give   up   now   because   it’s   my   turn   to   save   you.’   he   leaned   forward   and   pressed   a   small   kiss   to   her   lips.  

@amelia-hurricane-shepherd