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Owen misses @amelia-hurricane-shepherd & I was counting on forever verse

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                         ok ok i’m not saying you have to ask or anything before using the saying ‘soldier boy’ when rping owen but considering there are absolutely no edits or gif sets before mine that have referred to him as that....copying is not best flattery. it’s annoying. takes away any muse i have. and just sort of drains the fun out of rp. 

[soldierboy-owen]

                                                                  watch  the end through dying eyes                                                                   now   t h e  d a r k  is  taking  over                                                                   show   me    where   forever   dies                                                                   take the fall and run to  H e a v e n

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xmcmusesx:

               “and here i was thinking you wouldn’t be the type to step down from being in charge.” a small laugh came out of her mouth with her words, making it known that she was only teasing him. the laughter died away however, at his question. she knew it would end up coming up, but teddy hadn’t prepared herself for the possibility of it popping up so soon. her face betrayed her, crease lines appearing on her forehead, as she looked down at the floor, trying to decide how much to clue him in on.

               “it’s kind of a long story –” one of the oldest stalling excuses in the world, but this time it actually was a long story. “basically we had some people join us that shouldn’t have, it came back on me for not screening them better, and rather than being reprimanded and having it on my record, i offered my resignation. everybody won.” well, not everyone, but it was good for them, which meant she had to accept it. “but that doesn’t matter. what matters is i’m back. speaking of being back – have you talked to yang lately? how’s she enjoying her time in – where was it she went? switzerland? – i can’t believe she just up and left like that. there’s so many things that are different here now …” 

                    ‘it   wasn’t   my   type   of   job.   couldn’t   focus   on   the   things   i   wanted   to   focus   on.   and   once   i   left   for   overseas   it   was   kind   of   final   that   i   would   step   down.---   and   now.   well   now   it   gives   me   a   chance   to   focus   on   my   marriage   with   amelia.   to   focus   on   what’s   really   important.’   he   gives   a   short   smile.   he   loved   being   chief.   but   he   loved   it   because   he   loved   his   work   and   at   the   time   didn’t   have   a   life   outside   of   it,   so   it   didn’t   matter   how   much   work   he   had.   but   now   it   did,   and   being   just   a   surgeon   again   was   refreshing   to   say   the   least.  

                     ‘i’m   so   sorry   teddy,   but   if   it   makes   you   feel   better   i   think   we’ll   all   be   glad   to   have   you   back.   -----   no   yang   and   i   have   not   spoken   since   she   left.   i   think   it’s   better   than   way.   she   didn’t   want   the   same   things   as   i   did.   and   i   turned   into   a   worst   man   because   of   it.   but   i   wrote   my   wrongs   and   i’m   back   on   track.   but   i   have   heard   from   meredith   she   is   doing   well.’  

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mcmachine:

                     april hands him the new set of scrubs with a soft smile,  sitting down on one of the benches in the locker room and facing away from him for a moment to let him change.  “of course.”  she’s careful to seem overly casual with him,  bending over for a moment to re-tie her shoelaces that had come undone.

                     “warren got suspended for the messiest c-section i’ve ever seen in my life.  he and an intern did it in the middle of the hallway.  the mother and child didn’t make it.  i imagine bailey still has him sleeping on the couch even though it’s been months.”  she informed him,  hand resting on her own stomach a moment.  “and callie and arizona went through this hellish custody battle.  callie’s got this new girlfriend who got a grant in new york and thought arizona would be fine with her taking sofia  ––  which,  obviously,  arizona was not fine with.  arizona got full custody and callie’s in new york.”  her mind searches for a moment,  realizing all that was left was the exploding between her and jackson in the hallway,  the restraining order,  the potential lawsuit of her own.  but she can stay quiet on that.  “and no,  i am not finding out the gender,  but there’s no signs of o.i. or any other genetic abnormality.”

               owen   took   the   scrubs   and   for   a   moment   he   froze   in   place   as   his   fingers   pressed   against   the   soft   blue   material.   it   had   been   so   long   since   he   had   held   scrubs   in   his   hands.   and   all   though   the   moment   seemed   meaningless   it   felt   bitter   sweet   in   his   eyes.   something   that   had   been   such   a   normal   everyday   thing   for   him   was   now   his   way   of   swinging   back   into   reality   and   normality.  

                          he   snapped   out   of   the   moment   as   she   began   to   speak   about   warren.   he   offered   up   a   short   smile   in   return   of   the   gossip.   wondering   if   he   acted   as   if   nothing   had   changed,   that   everything   was   normal   that   some   day   he   would   just   begin   to   believe   it.   eyes   widened   a   little   on   hearing   about   callie   and   arizona.   he   knew   things   had   gotten   bad...   but   not   this   bad.   he   guessed   he   wasn’t   the   only   one   that   had   suffered   through   this   past   year.   although   he   doesn’t   comment   on   the   two   first   stories,   just   listens.   he   finally   offers   a   sincere   look.   ‘i’m   glad,   you’re   going   to   be   an   amazing   mother   april.’  

[soldierboy-owen]

five times kissed because yes

 A   SHORT   MOMENT:        it   was   short   and   rough.   shared   in   between   the   dings   of   the   elevator   indicating   it   had   gone   to   the   next   floor.   their   lips   tangled   in   a   mess   as   their   bodies   pressed   together,   inching   closer   through   every   breath   until   they   could   get   no   closer.   heat   exchanged   as   tongues   collided.   it’s   what   they   did   instead   of   talking.   and   in   somewhat   it   was   there   form   of   talking…   or   their   way   of   avoiding   it.   hands   pressed   to   the   walls   as   he   encased   her   against   the   corner   of   the   elevator.   amelia’s   hands   were   wrapped   around   owen’s   shoulders.   praying   that   this   elevator   would   somehow   break   and   it   would   never   open.   that   they   would   just   be   stuck   in   this   small   space   to   continue   their   ventures.   but   quickly   the   pulled   away   from   each-other   as   the   doors   slid   open.  

MARRY   ME:             ‘marry   me,’      it   was   the   simple   words   that   echoed   out   of   owen’s   lips.   he   might   be   shipped   off   soon,   but   he   needed   to   marry   her   before   he   did   so.   he   needed   to   come   home   to   his   wife,   not   his   girlfriend.   and   maybe   it   was   her   knowing   that   she   was   pregnant   that   caused   her   to   say   yes   so   quickly,   but   it   was   information   that   owen   was   not   aware   of   yet.   but   when   the   yes   was   uttered   from   amelia’s   star   struck   lips   a   passionate   long   kiss   was   shared   between   the   two   destined   to   save   each   other   in   more   ways   than   one.  

COME   HOME   SOON:        this   was   goodbye   for   now.   he   would   be   home   soon,   or   at   least   that’s   what   he   had   promised.   and   she   just   hoped   that   was   true,   because   her   baby   was   due   soon   and   she   had   withheld   telling   him   so   he   wouldn’t   worry   while   overseas.   so   for   now   they   were   saying   a   heartfelt   pain   wrenching   goodbye,   the   day   after   their   wedding.   the   kiss   shared   was   filled   with   a   little   sorrow,   never   wanting   to   let   go,   to   just   freeze   in   this   moment   forever.  

WE’RE   STILL   COUNTING   ON   FOREVER   :          gone.   just   like   that.   that’s   all   it   took,   one   call   to   change   their   families   life   forever.   owen   hunt   had   gone   mia   and   a   few   weeks   later   pronounced   dead,   with   no   body   of   proof.   a   year   had   passed.   the   hospital   hadn’t   been   the   same.   it   seemed   as   if   constant   death   followed   the   hallways   and   there   was   no   escape.   that   was   until   out   of   a   sheer   miracle   owen   hunt   showed   up   just   feet   away   from   amelia   shepherd.   looks   shared   between   shocked   gasps   before   she   was   in   his   arms   and   their   lips   were   pressed   against   each-other.  

YOU   SAVED   ME   :      owen   had   been   pronounced   dead   only   to   come   back   not   himself.   an   owen   that   held   only   pain   and   regret.   regret   that   he   had   missed   a   year   of   his   daughters   life   to   stay   in   the   pits   of   hell.   but   a   little   passed   and   things   had   changed,   he   was   better.   they   were   better…..   but   all   good   things   come   to   an   end.   they   had   tried   for   another   baby….   and   they   had   lost   it.   they   had   suffered   so   much   pain   already   and   this   only   added.   hands   pressed   to   amelia’s   wet   cheeks   as   her   tears   streamed   down   her   cheeks.   ‘hey,   hey   look   at   me.   you   saved   me.   you   saved   me,   amelia.   so   you   can’t   give   up   now   because   it’s   my   turn   to   save   you.’   he   leaned   forward   and   pressed   a   small   kiss   to   her   lips.  

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[soldierboy-owen]

 as i work on drafts i’m putting this separation banner up. i returned a few weeks ago and haven’t had a lot of time to do drafts so most of my shit has been ooc post which annoys the hell of even me so i’m sure it’s been kind of annoying on the dash. I’ll be doing this for every blog. everything from now on will be tagged, and i’ll stop being lazy af.  —— so excited to be back and roleplaying him again!

[mcmachine]

     “that’s what we call her over there,  the machine.”

                                                                    never slows down,  never lets it get to her.                                                                     makes everyone else want to work harder.                                                                     when she decides on something, nothing’s                                                                     going to stop her.  you can’t call that one off.

              independent  april kepner  from abc’s grey’s anatomy.  penned by jill.

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mcmachine:

                    maybe part of her should have been more wary to have him back at work so soon after everything,  but april understands too well the need to bury oneself in it and pretend that nothing else in the world existed.  she’d done it too much herself.  it’s a vice,  no doubt,  and probably not the best one in the world to encourage,  either  ––  but she planned on hovering in the most affectionate way possible.  she thought that it was the best she could do for him in all aspects,  letting him bury and keeping a close eye on him.  that,  and well,  she didn’t need to lie about any of it,  she did want to overcompensate for lost time.  work gave the opportunity to do so without feeling like she was stepping on amelia’s toes.

                    “things haven’t been the same without you.”  april occurs the comment as a peace of reassurance.  she’s not normally so touchy feely with him,  it mostly feels odd from the very platonic relationship and the ingrained part of her that thought she couldn’t act the same with men as women,  but she still grabs his hand,  pep in her step to seek out extra scrubs.

                    “how caught up have you gotten with all the hospital drama?  not that i like to gossip but,  i figure everyone’s going to want to talk about you and you won’t want to,  so…  i think the gossip is an appropriate deflector.”

           A slight smile creeps onto the side of his lips at her words. Usually he would get uncomfortable at a intimate conversation with a friend. But this time he didn’t mind at all, it was actually settling some nerves that had risen ever since he stepped foot in the hospital once again. His eyes shoot down as she grabs his hand and he overrides his defense systems ready to pull away and instead lets her lead him.

           Eyes gazed around the familiar walls as well as April as they headed down the hallways to grab a new set of scrubs. “thank you, april.” His words were subtle and quiet but held more meaning than he could ever express. She was the only one that didn’t ask him about it. She was the only one that didn’t look at him differently. He needed that. He needed the trauma team back. “Catch me up.”

[indigowaterbears]

real marriage bliss.

[soldierboy-owen]

         the days we loved the most have all been spent

                (ind. owen hunt played by alex.)     (ind. teddy altman played by angie.)

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even owen is in the corner judging me for this

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xmcmusesx:

     the visit had been entirely spur of the moment. she hadn’t been back to seattle since she’d taken the job offer as chief of MEDCOM. honestly, she hadn’t told anybody she was coming because she’d come back from overseas in a rather dire mood. things had gone wrong, and she’d offered her resignation before moving home to new york and hiding inside her apartment most of the time. but now - now she was coming back to seattle to visit old friends and possibly ask for a position. 

     her arms wrapped around the man who had been her best friend for many years, and she held on tighter and longer than a normal hug would usually last. she hadn’t realized until now just how much she’d missed him. 

     “it was supposed to be a surprise. actually - i’m here to talk to chief bailey. i can’t believe she replaced you as chief! but i’m here to see if it might be possible to work here again.”

     she left it at that, knowing that with time, the reasons for being back and wanting her old job back would come out - but not feeling up to discussing it at the current time.

                       Owen pulled away from the hug just as she began to speak, smiling softly at her as he searched her features to see what had changed and what had stayed the same. He chuckled a little at her words. “She was always meant to be chief eventually, it was bound to happen and I stepped down anyways—it was time.” He had to admit he did miss being chief every once and a while but the stress of the job had taken over his life yet quitting chief and going on another tour helped him gain control of his life again.

          A quirk of an eyebrow in confusion as she spoke on how she was looking for a job here. He had so many question already but he knew that they would have time later to talk about it all. There was a slight excitement to the idea of her working here again, he had missed her a lot. But a little worry plagued his mind, why was she here? Last time he checked her life was better off without this place. “I’m sure she’ll have a position for you, what happened at MEDCOM?”

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[soldierboy-owen]

                                                                  watch  the end through dying eyes                                                                   now   t h e  d a r k  is  taking  over                                                                   show   me    where   forever   dies                                                                   take the fall and run to  H e a v e n

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amelia-hurricane-shepherd:

        every smile sent a lurch through her gut. every emotion conflicting at         once in hopes of finding some comfort or relief. it might not last long,         but at least it was SOMETHING. she smiled back at him, stroking the         backs of her fingers along their daughter’s cheek. eyes move to match         with his, and her voice turns to a coo.

                 “i  d a r e  someone to find me one cuter. she’s an angel.”

         ‘i think you’d win that dare.’

                    owen stepped a l i t t l e bit closer. he slowly placed his hand                     across amelia’s and interlocked his fingers with hers. lips                     lifting a little while his eyes were still locked on his daughters                     tired giggling attitude.