After what felt like weeks of shopping, I have finally picked out my Homecoming dress and let me tell you, it’s fire. Has anybody else picked out their outfits yet or am I just the early bird who got the worm?
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After what felt like weeks of shopping, I have finally picked out my Homecoming dress and let me tell you, it’s fire. Has anybody else picked out their outfits yet or am I just the early bird who got the worm?
text message 📲 mia and mer
Merrick: That’s the most batshit crazy thing I’ve ever heard Amelia, what the fuck????
Merrick: This is not judgment. It sounds like it. I know. But I am genuinely confused as to a) how and b) why you would try to do this???
Mia: I know it is. I know. I even thought it was crazy until I really looked into it and it just sounded like a good idea.
Mia: Well I don’t think you really want to know how. All I can say is that it didn’t work.
Mia: I just want my life back and the way that it used to be. I can try and blame everything on it was the fact that Logan didn’t love me and that’s why I’m acting out but that’s not entirely true. It had something to do with it but like then Brock’s death is the main catalyst and I thought maybe if I tried to bring him back things would go back to how the used to be.
Mia: I’m desperate here.
text message 📲 hols and mia
Holly: if i had to take a guess I'd say hidden reserves of strength 😊
Holly: i will...soon i promise. After regionals maybe.
Holly: it does. If you need any help on your catch up you know i'm your girl right?
Holly: not that i dont think you're capable on your own but sometimes it's nice to have a study buddy.
Mia: something like that I’m sure. Although I do miss looking at things half full instead of half empty.
Mia: after regionals? Girl it needs to be before then.
Mia: yeah I think I might take you up on that offer. I’m way behind already and shouldn’t be.
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text message 📲 hols and mia
Holly: fair enough. Its tiring being a glass half full person all the time.
Holly: you'd make an excellent sorority girl and i mean that as a compliment.
Holly: school, dance, clubs, study. coach and i have been working on a few things too so too much but probably not enough if that makes any sense.
Holly: how about you? I dont think we've gotten a chance to catch up at all in person for the past few days.
Mia: It really is. I don’t know how I used to it all the time.
Mia: I could see that but I’m not sure how I would feel about being in a sorority though I bet I would have a lot of fun.
Mia: I get that but you need to slow down a little and have some fun. I mean you only go through senior year of high school once so you need a little non school memories in there.
Mia: yeah we really haven’t. I’ve just been catching up on school work that I’ve lacked. And just kind of being around, if that makes sense.
text message 📲 mia and mer
Merrick: Maybe. I’m just tired of jumping through hoops all the damn time. It’s part of why I talk to Ms. Hepburn in the first place.
Merrick: I want to say ‘yes’, but I can’t give you a 100% promise. But most of my judgment comes from a place of concern, if that’s any better.
Mia: I get that more than you know. Sometimes that’s the most tiring thing in the world. And do you think it’s helped you through all the shit?
Mia: I mean that does kind of help.
Mia: I tried to bring Brock back from the dead..
text message 📲 mia and mer
Merrick: Sounds good. I could use a break from talking about myself.
Merrick: I’ve been the same as ever. Busy, busy busy.
Merrick: You’ve been pretty MIA again lately.
Mia: You not talking about yourself? Shocking.
Mia: Kidding, by the way.
Mia: It's better to be busy than complacent.
Mia: Yeah, I have. Just trying to work on myself, I guess.
Mia: Can I tell you something and you not judge me?
LOGAN ⇄ AMELIA
Logan: how can you be both a vampire AND a werewolf girl? most of the time people are one or the other. i'm definitely a werewolf guy.
Logan: you know how some old people are really bitchy? my theory is that the older you get, the meaner you become, bc you give less fucks about anything. so imagine how much of an asshole a vampire must be, since they're immortal.
Logan: i want to spend time with you, mia.
Logan: oh i'm down 100%, name a time and place and i'll be there.
Amelia: that's true because they're supposed to be like enemies or whatever but like i want to be bitten by a vampire because that's hella sexy and werewolves are just kind of awesome and like sexy, too. like humans turning into werewolves not like the actual animal.
Amelia: but okay like if they're turned at like the age of 18 then they wouldn't be so bitchy because they live a long life but don't get old, ya know? And from all the vampire movies and tv shows i've watched, they're never really too bitchy about them.
Amelia: i believe you.
Amelia: Johnny Rockets, monday night.
LOGAN ⇄ AMELIA
Logan: holly would be thrilled if we woke up tmr and the undead roamed the earth. she's got a real zombie boner. don't tell her i said that.
Logan: you know i actually want to hang out with you, right?
Logan: i wouldn't be suggesting it if i didn't, so... what are you in the mood for?
Amelia: don't worry i won't tell her you told me about her zombie boner. hmm i'm more of a vampire and werewolf kind of girl myself so if ya'll can conjure those up that would be awesome, thank you.
Amelia: i know but you also have other people to hang out with, too.
Amelia: food. i want to go to a buffet and eat until we can't eat anymore. you down?
LOGAN ⇄ AMELIA
Logan: we're gonna be raising hell, duh. geeg and i are incorrigible when we're together and we're both terrible influences on holly.
Logan: i feel like i should clarify that we're not /literally/ raising hell.
Logan: we can do something in the afternoon, if you want.
Amelia: Gigi is good at raising hell so I would most definitely believe that. If anybody can keep you grounded though, that would be Holly.
Amelia: A little actual hell raising never hurt anybody.
Amelia: If you're free and up for it then yeah, but if not that's okay too.
Amelia: I'll be around regardless.
LOGAN ⇄ AMELIA
Logan: you sure?
Logan: i've got plans with holly and gigi on saturday night, but i'm free the entire day pretty much.
Logan: even if i wasn't, i'd make time for you if you needed me.
Logan: so what is it?
Amelia: i'm positive.
Amelia: oh fun. what are you guys getting into? i can only imagine.
Amelia [unsent]: i always need you.
Amelia: you're sweet.
Amelia: it's nothing. i just.. kind of missed you, that's all.
Amelia: nothing too important.
LOGAN ⇄ AMELIA
Logan: yeah, sunday.
Logan: but she doesn't really like making a big fuss of her birthday.
Logan: why, what's up?
Amelia: gotcha. that's what i thought, but kind of forgot, too.
Amelia: yeah but still.
Amelia: it's nothing, promise.
text message 📲 hols and mia
Holly: we'll all get there eventually. What's that saying? If it isn't a happy ending it isn't the end.
Holly: or if we wanna be pessimistic- if you think this has a happy ending you havent been paying attention.
Holly: you never know, you might get a taste for campus life and decide you want a little of the action for yourself. Or at the very least it'll be another experience akin to our girls weekend. 😀
Mia: I'm more of a pessimist these days soo.
Mia: I like the party aspect of campus life but not the actual classes part.
Mia: What have you been up to these days?
text message 📲 mia and mer
Merrick: Fair. But they’re not going to like, openly mock and ridicule you while you’re sitting in front of them. If they do, they’d probably get fired.
Merrick: I have a standing appointment every Tuesday during 3rd period since it’s my free time. If you wanna just come with me next week.
Mia: That is true so good point. Plus, like you said, they've all been pretty good.
Mia: Yeah, I think I will join you.
Mia: How have you been?
LOGAN ⇄ AMELIA
Logan: at least you're self-aware. admitting you have a problem is the first step to fixing it, or some shit.
Logan: mer set up a home gym in the shed so that i'll be able to work my anger out on something that's less likely to break my hands.
Logan: maybe in college. i just want to focus on school and football right now, anger management can wait.
Logan: yeah? that's good. i'm proud of you. i know it's not easy to take the first step to get help (case in point: the fact that i haven't even tried to see the counselor). let me know how it goes? and if i can do anything to help.
[ days later ]
Amelia: are you busy this weekend?
Amelia: oh crap it's mers birthday this weekend, right?
Amelia: then nevermind.
Amelia: how are you?
location: the nearby river and brocks grave date: thursday, september 19th and friday, september 20th at midnight exactly. summary: amelia is desperate to have her life back to how it was before brock died, so she tries to bring him back from the dead.
thursday evening:
Amelia gathers all of the items that she finds that she needs for the ritual at hand; a large hunting knife, the athame alar cloth, a glass jar, hieroglyphics, the symbols of osiris (a white crown), 4 white candles and a jar of holy water. She puts it all in her bag and heads out of Nate’s front door and to the woods where she starts part one of the resurrection ritual. the forest on the edge of town was next to the river where she needed to be in order to get the ritual started, and where she knew there were stray animals wondering around - unbeknownst to their demise waiting to happen.
She sits on the gravel path next to the running water, the cool breeze calming her nerves. It had been three full days since Amelia had any type of substance and she was proud of that fact, though she knew that she was going to do this ritual and from reading about Osiris, he was pure so she needed to be, too. Taking the bag off of her back, she places everything in front of her, laid out on the cloth. The chant that she memorized, had to come into play and she closed her eyes to concentrate before the words escaped her lips:
“Adoni, Helumnay, Peenay, Adoni, Helumnay, Peenay. The gods do command thee from thy majesty. Oh mapulamun. Adoni, Helumnay, Peenay, come forward blessed one. Now know your calling, come forward oh blessed one.”
She takes the large hunting knife from the ground and opens her eyes spotting the deer in the distance. The darkness surrounding the water seemed blacker than normal - the deer not noticing her in the background as they sniffed at the ground and the running water. Amelia hesitates for just a split second before she stabs the animal over and over again - the crimson blood staining her body. She doesn’t stop until she knows that the animal is dead and sits back on her heels as she finishes the chant:
“Accept our humble gratitude for your offering: in death you give life, may you find wings to the kingdom.”
It is only then that she finds the courage to cut out the heart of the deer and puts it in the glass jar with as much blood as she can pour in. She gathers the rest of the items and leaves the sight - the rush of adrenaline coursing through her veins. Now she waits until midnight to continue her desperate attempt at her old life.
friday at midnight:
Amelia gathers two girls from the squad and two guys from the football team to help her with the ritual. They were well aware of what was going to happen and although a little freaked, they were with her on getting the ritual done. They gather at the grave sight of Brock and she hands out the candles to each other individuals before she takes out the animal heart from her bag. She positions herself in front of his grave - the others on each side of the grave with the candles lit in their hands. She has the white crown on her head - the symbol of Osiris and she pours the blood into the urn before she holds the urn within her hands.
“Osiris, keeper of the gate, master of all fate, hear us!”
She yells as she dips her finger into the blood and draws a line going down her forehead, and one on each cheek facing inward.
“Before time and after, before knowing and nothing.”
She slowly pours the blood from the urn onto the grave, the crimson staining the dirt.
“Accept our offering, know our prayer, Osiris. Here lies Brock of the people. Please let him cross over, Osiris, let him cross over.”
She repeats the chant, over and over again until the light dies down from the candles and as much as she thought that she would feel the peace rush over her, she feels nothing. She looks around and doesn’t see what she envisioned happening and as the rest of the crew leaves, she finds herself sitting on the ground and just staring at the grave. What did she do wrong?
“Osiris, am I not worthy enough? Please let him cross over. Please.”
She begs over and over again for as long as she can remember before she slumps against the ground and closes her eyes.