The wedding was bigger then Lillian wanted with mostly his friends and family. Lillian was finally in her dress with her hair and makeup done, she had sent everyone out of the room, saying she just needed a minute alone only the two year old Xavier was allowed to stay as he was sleeping and quite. but as soon as Everyone left the fear started to rise, her anxiety started to rise, she tried to breath trough it but it had started to enter panic mode, she picked up the sleeping Xavier and made her way to the back door to avoid running in to anyone but in trying to run away she ran right into Micheal. Micheal had been looking for Charlie to give her her bridesmaid bracelet. but instead caught Lillian by the shoulders before they could collide and wake the sleeping baby. He was smiling but it started to fade as he recognized the look of fear on Lillian’s face. They weren’t very close to each other but they did have something in common. She was trying to talk trough her tears. He guided her back into her dressing room he gently took the baby into his arms and rocked him back to sleep. once Lillian had settled some he talked “What ever you do make sure its what you really want.” “I don’t think i can…after everything that happened I made a promise to him…maybe I’m not a good person, What if I’m not right for him!” Lillian cried freely, her makeup was set, it wasn’t going anywhere.“What if i we don’t love each other What if I-” she broke out into more crying Micheal held her shoulders trying to sooth the same feeling he had “Thats a lot of what if’’s, so how about we add more.” he said and she cried harder hiding her face in her hands,“ What if after everything that happened, things go great huh!” he said talking over her crying that seemed to soothe her so he kept going. “What if your perfect for him?, what if he never stops loving you ,even when you piss him off even when you angry at each other, what if you love each other forever, what if you only have today with him…are really going to waste it running away? What if you guys are happy together forever?"by the time he was finished Lillian’s tears had slowed to stopped. "you can’t live your life in what if’s…it will drive you insane.” He reached for a tissue handing it to her. “Now clean up, call your bridesmaids back in her and get ready to walk down that isle to marry the man the loves you for who you are.” he said and he could see the change in her. “but if this isn’t what you wan then you need to decided now, because if you don’t love that man don’t marry him, don’t ruin your lives because because your afraid to speak up! If their is not a doubt in your mind that you love that man and don’t want to be with anyone else then go to him.” Lillian nodded her head and smiled, it was exactly what she needed to hear. she gave a shaky sigh as she cleaned up her face,still being careful of her makeup just as Micheal was about to leave she hugged him. “Thank you.” She said and pulled away The girls were great but they wouldn’t have been able to do what he did. He nodded ad gave a shy smile as he left the room, a few minutes later she called for her brides maids, in less then 38 minutes she would be walking down the isle and getting married. (3)
When the doors opened into the church and she saw his face, something was holding her back…she tried to keep going she got half way down the isle of the church before she stopped. she lifted her veil and slowly started to back up, Emily tried to get her to move forward but she shook her head. Their was only one person she loved, only one person she wanted, only one person on her mind at that moment and he wasn’t standing at the end of the isle. “I am So sorry Asher nbsp;it may not seem like it right now…but this is me trying not to hurt you.” She called to him before making a run for the door, Micheal was standing their with his keys held out to her she had a quizzical look wondering how he knew, but she didn’t stop to ask she had one person on her mind and it was Drake. She couldn’t marry another man without getting over her feelings for the another. Micheal spoke up “Me and Charlie will take care of the kids…just go to him.” he smirked. and Shrugged toward the audience, he was sure charlie would have questions for him. and the answer was simple, he knew because he had almost made the same mistake with Rena. He didn’t love her, he cared about her deeply but he didn’t love her he had figured that out when he knew he would marry Charlie it was completely different then how he felt with Rena…he had known by the look on Lillian’s face back in the dressing room that she didn’t love Asher, That walking down that isle would hurt three people.
Lillian was in the back of a cab when her phone started to vibrate rapidly at first she thought it was the wedding party but Drakes name popped up on the screen. She put up a good front she didn’t want him to know what she had just did had given up because she still loved him. She couldn’t do that Asher. “Drake now is not the best time!”
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