Fuck this. Fuck this post so much 
Do not tell me
your best friend
would not sit at your lunch table 
for three fucking days 
just staring blankly at your old seat 
wishing that you were there 
to fill the space with laughter.
Do not tell me 
your younger brother
would not break down 
in the middle of class 
because you guys started talking about 
your favorite type of subject 
in school.
Do not tell me 
your mother 
would not stare into the mirror
with trembling lips 
wishing she could be 
bringing you home from the hospital 
rather than having to escort you away 
in a casket to the nearest graveyard.
Do not tell me 
your father 
would not begin working 
the night shifts 
to distract himself 
of the silence at home 
because you’re not up 
until the ungodly hours of the night 
talking to what’s-his/her-face 
on the phone 
because you guys are so in love.
Do not tell me 
your boyfriend/girlfriend 
would not go into your room 
and put on the last hoodie you wore
trying to desperately imprint 
your scent onto their skin 
so they never forget your smell.
Do not tell me 
your friends
would not stare blankly
at the gymnasium wall 
after the principal has announced 
your death 
to the entire school 
making no sound 
trying to convince themselves 
this is just another one 
of your impractical jokes.
Do NOT fucking TELL ME 
this bullshit line 
of how the stars would still appear 
the sun would still come out 
the earth would still rotate 
and the seasons will still change 
because without 
YOU you lil beautiful piece of human being
none of these people will want 
ANY of that to happen
This needs more reblogs cause this is very important for people to see ok
Fucking preach it yo!
To those who love you, you are the sun and the stars. You are the reason colors are vivid and sunsets are beautiful. Please don’t think you are anything other than lovely and valuable. Please, stay.
This just saved my life
There’s always someone that loves you. And yes, the stars still shine, the sun still sets and the moon still rises. The earth still turns. But. Everyone that loves you? Their world is turned upside down. It won’t matter if life still goes on because yours is over and that means theirs is too, because people love you. And I love you. So don’t do it, because you’re worth so much more than that.
I just went on tumblr after one of the worst nights of my life looking for something to end with but instead I found this I’m crying so hard thank you all bless you this post saved me
It’s never the answer, it’s really not. I’ve been here and if anyone out there in this great big internet ever needs help, ask. Talk. Always talk. Always reach out. Don’t let your last breath be filled with regret and pain and fear and silence. Kick and fight and scream because you’re here and you matter. You ARE matter, the same matter that’s been recycled over and over from the beginning. You’re infinite and you’re beautiful and you would be missed so much.
