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she/her (need to update my profile graphics...) headmate at isosquad.com

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i am an adult born in 2006. my pronouns are she/her. my favorite colors are orange and purple and I like ~70s aesthetics.

my pronouns page: https://pronouns.cc/@isosquad/amethystOrange

my system is @littlepillbugs / isosquad.com. i'm a fictive in a system

[blinkies source yes they are paused on purpose]

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Belle Bottom from the Despicable Me series is so cool. she has so much style. love her

i feel like i'd try to ask her for her autograph but i'd be too stunned by her beauty + she wouldn't care about me

the guy who is stuck in the 80s is also kinda cool but he seems kinda greasy and insufferable so i kinda want to throw him off a cliff

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reasons i shouldn’t talk about my source

it would probably be healthy to distance myself from it

i'm somewhat different than in canon

it’s really obscure, so i might get noticed by the author. i don’t want to interact with the author because it would feel uncomfortable and i don’t like him

it's really obscure, so other people might give attention to the author if i credit it. the author has a lot of.. lolcow-able(?) traits and i think him getting more attention would be bad and could result in a lot of harm. so i want to avoid directing people his way

reasons i think about my source anyway

aspects of myself are influenced by my source because i am a fictive

exotrauma :(

there was so little information about my character and i kinda want to know what canonically happened to her? there’s a few drawings and a few sentences. sad (but also it makes me uncomfortable to look at my source so i also kinda don't want to know)

What if people find my source and judge me based on my character or the author's shitty behavior :(((

some of my headmates really liked it (This is probably why I got introjected)

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I haven't seen anyone coin paligenic but for a headmate's source, so I'll coin it here.

Palisource: when you will give someone your source if they paypal you 200 usd. otherwise you do not get the source

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original

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picrew collection so far. They're fun and relaxing to make.

it's hard to find the right hair texture and color (really curly, long, dark-orange color). plus a lot of picrews don't have good dark skin options* which sucks

sources and short reviews:

top row

left - LICHTENSTYLER - love this one's style and options. make a Roy Lichtenstein Pop Art girlie

middle - Nah’s picrew - love the colors / style / options

right - OCmaker - this one is really funny. It has a sort of zaniness that reminds me of Hazbin Hotel (but like, in a good way. not too thin). i fiddled with the options for a bit and i like the "Alpha Male 🩷" shirt and bell bottom pants

middle row

left - sniff’s beebo maker - couldn't get the hair exactly right (i feel like my guy's hair should be less sharp and a darker shade of orange) but i love the style, colors, and femtanyl shirt. hell yeah!

middle - TOON ME! ⟪ A ⟫ has a lot of options and looks cute. there's also a chubbier version (TOON ME! ⟪ B ⟫) i couldn't really find the hair type that i wanted but i like the outfit and style

right - ☆ friend maker ★ by Rowan - the colors are pleasant and options are good

bottom row

left - pony maker (arina-gremyako) - wanted to make a ponysona. i like how it came out overall, but if i re-drew it i would make the colors more saturated/darker and make the hair look more like how i want it

middle - ..sheep girl maker.. cute sheep anthro maker. i like sheep and i was happy i could make my sheepsona in it

right - Lil Guy Maker | Remastered | - ok so i didnt really like how the hair came out but i like the outfit i came up with

\* my system is white (bodily/physically) this is a representation of what i look like in my head, not what i look like IRL

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dancing in my head to this always

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A win for Femtanyl fans: YouTube no longer tries to redirect me to a drug / self harm hotline after it tries to correct my search to "fentanyl"

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My boyfriend kins a character that I hate (due to exotrauma)... I guess you could call it... "Hate the kin love the kinner"..

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tired

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Sunset sheep lady

based off my fursona and a sunset gradient t-shirt I own

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Sheep fursona line art + color version

Inspired by Hebridean sheep

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Old outdated fursona designs

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In headspace I have a different appearance than I physically have. My source has very dark skin and irl/physically I am white and rather pale. I guess that makes me 'parethnic'. I still think of myself as a white person because that's my experience in life.

I only have drawings of my fursonas queued right now, which are kind of aracial? I would feel awkward about posting the ones where I am a human with darker skin. Especially if it made people think I was non-white in real life, because that would feel dishonest. I don't want to give people the false impression that I am the target of racism or that I can speak on those issues from a place of experience.

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A few random things I like

Orange and purple are my favorite colors. I like them in combination. It's very unique and vibrant and I associate it with myself.

Black sheep (the animal not the concept). The ones with black faces and white curly wool look very cute. I also like the ones with black and dark orange wool. I have a fursona that is a black sheep, and she has extra horns.

Computers. I like being knowledgeable about computer things more than the average person.

When my hair is clean and dry and fluffy :)

Music:

songs: Never Can Say Goodbye, 9 to 5, I Will Survive, Dancing Queen

albums: Whitney Houston - Whitney, femtanyl - CHASER