Literally Mal Du Pays

she/they | In Stars and Time, Outer Wilds, Voices of the Void, and probably a few others idk | I LOVE MAL DU PAYS | nya :3

[scoutology]

#crysobbing

[slitherpunk]

you can't say "check it out" these days without being in the house like carpet

[girljpg]

aghhhhhhh. okay I will persist

[skoliopendra]

COME TO ME

tfw altars of apostasy 100th relisten

Alt colours :

[lyss-butterscotch]

Unstoppable Force craving the IMPACT

[perfectsensetv]

Egobond

⚠︎⚠︎⚠︎ disclaimer - not associated with darkship/problematic-ship/darker comship, or any illegal/immoral/problematic stuff.

Egobond - A relationship style where someone is bonded with themselves or an alternate version of themselves (platonically, sensually, romantically, or sexually). A replacement term for "selfcest" in order to separate it from problematic associations.

Many communities usually describe ships between characters and an alternate version of that character with the term "selfcest". Some people are uncomfortable using that term, but other replacement terms never seem to fit completely. Egobond serves as a neutral replacement for "selfcest", along with being a broader label. This term can refer to a perfect copy, clones, alternate versions/aus, alter egos, and more! Can also be used by systems of all origins to refer to in-system relationships if they wish!

The term uses ego to represent the self, and bond to represent emotional bonds, not just ones that are sexual or romantic. It deviates slightly from selfcest as it is able to be used to refer to system relationships. The term egobond is created mainly to separate these specific types of relationships, inclusive of fictional representations, from terms like incest (where "selfcest" originally got its -cest suffix). It is also different from terms such as mirrorshipping, which is specific to alternate versions/variants, and doppelbanging, which places emphasis on the sexual nature.

Not to be confused with yumeshipping/selfshipping/egoshipping!

terms to use: Egobond - the relationship itself Egobonding - bonding together two or more characters into an egobond, or, in terms of plurality, entering an egobond relationship. Egobonder - someone who likes an egobond, likes egobonding characters, etc egobondist - for situations where "selfcestuous" would have applied (e.g. describing a character's actions as "egobondist").

Flag meanings:

Pink - sensual

Red - romantic

Orange - sexual

Yellow - platonic

Purple - ficton

Gradient - spectrum

Coined by/with @wyvernq & @amethystultrakill!

[amethystultrakill]

yo isaters we should use this instead of selfcest. because of the connotations.

[silvermoonisreallybored]

Big fan for words like “shatter”, “rot” and “broken”

Espeeeeeeeeecially to describe people

Love some evocative language

[amethystultrakill]

me describing gaster to my deltarune friends. wait my deltarune what? my deltarune IMAGE_FRIENDs...?

[aropride]

i love how everyone on this website is kind of pathetic it brings such a sense of understanding and community

[aropride]

🍰 mutual1 jan 32, 2025 - 3:14PM

just had a panic attack mid jerkoff sesh again. killing myself goodbye forever #vent #nsfw #<- unless you work at the jacking off store i guess

🎥 mutual2 jan 32, 2025 - 3:09PM

[gif from a movie from 1938]

🐕 mutual3 jan 32, 2025 - 3:07PM

everything is so scary does anyone even know what to do #i hate it here!!!!!!!!!!

🌈 mutual4 jan 32, 2025 - 3:02PM

[gif from house md]

🧍🏻‍♂️ mutual5 jan 32, 2025 - 2:58PM

thinking of watching tv today #i <3 tv show yayyayayyayy

🏹 mutual6 jan 32, 2025 - 2:52PM

I <3 TRANSGENDER!!!!!!!!!!

🩸 mutual7 jan 32, 2025 - 2:49PM

[this post contains filtered content: blood, gore, body horror]

🌧️ mutual8 jan 32, 2025 - 2:41PM

[9-paragraph-long analysis of blorbo from their shows] #does this make sense ?? #analysis #myshows

🐏 australianmutual jan 32, 2025 - 2:38PM

still cant sleep. its 5am rn :( #insomniaposting

🍓 mutual9 jan 32, 2025 - 2:35PM

if i dont finish this essay in time there will be bloodshed #dont EVER go to college. evil here.theres assignmence

🧪 mutual10 jan 32, 2025 - 2:31PM

in the hospital again :P #third time this month. lets all die

⛪️ mutual11 jan 32, 2025 - 2:27PM

i have GOT to fuck a priest sacreligious style #nsft #please please please. on my knees for more than one reason if ur picking up what im putting down #get it . because

🦅 americanmutual jan 32, 2025 - 2:24PM

i fucking love burger

🔮 mutual12 jan 32, 2025 - 2:21pm

i hate taylor swift

🪩 mutual13 jan 32, 2025 - 2:20PM

i love taylor swift

🎸 mutual14 jan 32, 2025 - 2:17PM

i miss gerard babygirl come back please come back #MISS GERARDDDDDD :(

🐝 mutual15 jan 32, 2025 - 2:14PM

[image of 2 men standing across the room from each other] They were in love here ... #do u think they ever explored each others bodies

🧊 mutual16 jan 32, 2025 - 2:09PM

i thionk i might be aromantic .

⛏️ mutual17 jan 32, 2025 - 2:02PM

i have beenplaying minecraft. for 17 hours straight

💜 mutual18 jan 32, 2025 - 1:59PM

considering intensive outpatient again #2025 resolution is to Not kill myself its going bad. iop save me

🪐 mutual19 jan 32, 2025 - 1:55PM

I <3 MATH!!!!!!!!!!!!

🦈 mutual20 jan 32, 2025 - 1:52PM

has anybody noticed that the world is so scary and bad

i just feel really at home here

[wyvernq]

@perfectsensetv @eightrats86810 @silvermoonisreallybored @sentientgoop @jaysonofdark @metropolitankei @kulikum @amethystultrakill @kofrins @femboycertified @kuerie @pixel--chip

[amethystultrakill]

mutual 19 eyes emoji

[iodine-coated-cleaver-deactivat]

so uh tagging game

The last fictional character in your photo library, is the person you gonna sit next to in a 8 hour flight!

OHHH EMU?? Not bad

tags(sorry weh): @teto-teto505, @veilofpoe, @loftedlow, @arsonistic-carp-0-2, @pompomme4, @never-end1ng-m1sery, @mxnihil + OPEN TAGS

[raventhecrispyreblogs-offical]

Does my oc count? She'd be alright to sit next to...

@veryhungrycaterpillar-official @verysillything @iliketoeatair @blankblackbox1 @writers-offical @penny-offical @nico-di-angelo-offical @mentally-wolfed @dyingpen-offical @radiant-sunlight-angel @musiclly–declined @manicali @the-evil-skull @radioactive-gem @shardbound @energywaste @kerosiiniviini + open tags

[verysillything]

petronille.... well i love petronnile! id have a great time:D

​ @swiftieyukaritakeba @thetheloony @girlprince-extraordinaire @strangelycasualhorror @void-existence @doglover639 @lucitoony @painauchocolatlover @junesugars @praythisdemondies

[praythisdemondies]

Beat UNBEATABLE! Honestly hell yeah! I bet she’d be a riot. That or just not talk to me at all, which I wouldn’t mind either. She’s a fan of basic decency either way.

Yes this is another magma drawing

@thegayestaddams @ardienothesieno @sometimes--i--exist @damiodoes @mirabellgm @forgthetheaterkid @goobsurt @noctidreamer @intergalactic-quiche @glitch-e-stardust @siffrindupays @syffrin @mangoocatt @samanthueluniverse @tanileaf @arrowstike-bunn + literally anyone else I’m so curious

[syffrin]

ooh. this can either go great or horribly. dawn from ISAT Overkill AU

*pokes these people* !!

@aisoupsoup @macaroni--stars @daily-memory-of-touch @knife-enby @lostlildoodles @loop-lover-central @silvermoonisreallybored

[silvermoonisreallybored]

MIRABELLE!!!! This… is to be expected tbh….

Honestly! This would be a pretty nice flight! She’d 100% be down to chat if we wanted, but would also leave me be if I needed!!! This would be rather pleasant!

@nibbsbutcooler @mostlyvoid-partiallyturtles @cosmicariaa @wyvernq @pagethepunk @eightrats86810 @amethystultrakill @nicklink4 @sentientgoop @femboycertified @twohourstoolong @queenofskys5 @kulikum @metropolitankei

Is that everyone? I hope that’s everyone! Go my sillies!!!! (I have personal guesses for half of you creatures, I’m betting 5 bucks (against myself) on who it’s gonna be)

[amethystultrakill]

Mal du pays. one of the pillowspace mdp portraits. not very surprising tbh…

depends on who’s fronting, i think I would actually avoid interactions {talking to my source who is also like. a past version of me would be awkward}, but Ame might get along well with them .)

i think moon already tagged everyone i wanted to tag… the curse of being friends with everyone ever /silly

[silvermoonisreallybored]

Yesssss, I love predicting my friends…. Also! Somehow??? I couldn’t tag moxxi? It wouldn’t let me :,( but I tried to get everyone I could 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

[amethystultrakill]

@moxxi-tycen cretin angel !

[iodine-coated-cleaver-deactivat]

so uh tagging game

The last fictional character in your photo library, is the person you gonna sit next to in a 8 hour flight!

OHHH EMU?? Not bad

tags(sorry weh): @teto-teto505, @veilofpoe, @loftedlow, @arsonistic-carp-0-2, @pompomme4, @never-end1ng-m1sery, @mxnihil + OPEN TAGS

[raventhecrispyreblogs-offical]

Does my oc count? She'd be alright to sit next to...

@veryhungrycaterpillar-official @verysillything @iliketoeatair @blankblackbox1 @writers-offical @penny-offical @nico-di-angelo-offical @mentally-wolfed @dyingpen-offical @radiant-sunlight-angel @musiclly–declined @manicali @the-evil-skull @radioactive-gem @shardbound @energywaste @kerosiiniviini + open tags

[verysillything]

petronille.... well i love petronnile! id have a great time:D

​ @swiftieyukaritakeba @thetheloony @girlprince-extraordinaire @strangelycasualhorror @void-existence @doglover639 @lucitoony @painauchocolatlover @junesugars @praythisdemondies

[praythisdemondies]

Beat UNBEATABLE! Honestly hell yeah! I bet she’d be a riot. That or just not talk to me at all, which I wouldn’t mind either. She’s a fan of basic decency either way.

Yes this is another magma drawing

@thegayestaddams @ardienothesieno @sometimes--i--exist @damiodoes @mirabellgm @forgthetheaterkid @goobsurt @noctidreamer @intergalactic-quiche @glitch-e-stardust @siffrindupays @syffrin @mangoocatt @samanthueluniverse @tanileaf @arrowstike-bunn + literally anyone else I’m so curious

[syffrin]

ooh. this can either go great or horribly. dawn from ISAT Overkill AU

*pokes these people* !!

@aisoupsoup @macaroni--stars @daily-memory-of-touch @knife-enby @lostlildoodles @loop-lover-central @silvermoonisreallybored

[silvermoonisreallybored]

MIRABELLE!!!! This… is to be expected tbh….

Honestly! This would be a pretty nice flight! She’d 100% be down to chat if we wanted, but would also leave me be if I needed!!! This would be rather pleasant!

@nibbsbutcooler @mostlyvoid-partiallyturtles @cosmicariaa @wyvernq @pagethepunk @eightrats86810 @amethystultrakill @nicklink4 @sentientgoop @femboycertified @twohourstoolong @queenofskys5 @kulikum @metropolitankei

Is that everyone? I hope that’s everyone! Go my sillies!!!! (I have personal guesses for half of you creatures, I’m betting 5 bucks (against myself) on who it’s gonna be)

[amethystultrakill]

Mal du pays. one of the pillowspace mdp portraits. not very surprising tbh…

depends on who’s fronting, i think I would actually avoid interactions {talking to my source who is also like. a past version of me would be awkward}, but Ame might get along well with them .)

i think moon already tagged everyone i wanted to tag… the curse of being friends with everyone ever /silly

[wyvernq]

hello fagshit cretin angel emoji

this is amber isnt it

hi fogshit

[amethystultrakill]

creting agle

[funnyjokespuns]

Meow du pays

[femboycertified]

meow du paws

[amethystultrakill]

meow nya paws

[funnyjokespuns]

it mutated

[knife-enby]

this post did something to my brain and i dropped everything to draw mal du pays with cat ears. thank you

[lucs-madness]

new dumb tag game

reblog this with what your favorite type(s) of bread is

mine are challah, ciabatta, and bolillo (i think that’s how you spell it) rolls

@thedeltavessel @theblueshark @floorgle @handageddon @normystical @sadcabbages @twig-the-escaped-cephalopod and open tag

[floorgle]

Omg breabddd

I think mine would be ciabatta, tiger bread, and maybe a good sourdough baguette

I’m probably missing some but these are the ones that come to mind (bread is always so good i love bread)

@dayseagedoodles @eating-the-sand @astralduck08 @generic-sandbox-member @hollybollybingbong @bandanabiel @certified-bone-owner + anyone else! (i know i missed so many moots)

[astralduck08]

this is the best tag game ever i think

i like bread but i'm super boring about it im SORRRY

i like plain baguette and raisin bread primarily and various sweet things like muffins (do those count as bread)

@llamasocks-lou @because-i-do-it-all-the-time @vaguely-sage @quoththewarlock @rin-yaps @th4tweirdr0mantic @i-welded-ur-genitals-shut @onlystarless-eyesremain @pikatora @jamiemaybeme @aethereally-hex @zemikite +others (if i tagged you and you didn't want to be tagged or are like breadphobic or gluten free i humbly apologize and gift you one (1) snackie of your choice :D)

[zemikite]

SOURDOUGH!!

It's so yummy it's unfair, no one else in my family likes it so we can't have it that often 💔

Also it's so fun to make, I don't have a sourdough starter but someone at my church does and once she gave me a bit to make a loaf out of, that was an awesome afternoon 😌

Also potato bread (specifically from the US) but like can that even count as bread? It's so sweet it's basically a cake atp

Is potato bread the same in the UK? I never had it at home cuz it's so unhealthy, but it was (and still is) a staple of being at my grandmother's house, some very sweet memories of some very mediocre lunches :3

@versicolor-network @imnotafraidtodisappear @amylikesbatss @cackleboots @tournesol-desole @zekethefightingnighthawk @intergalacticfrog @stars4roryy @readerofallsins + open tag! (Same as astral, if I tagged you and was unaware of potential gluten issues, my deepest apologies)

[readerofallsins]

uh shit um im honestly more of a rice enthusiast.. i really like the bread my neighbour makes sometimes i guess(she's a retired baker) but idk whats the name of it?? lmao uh tags tags man am i bad with names... @humankk @issak @perfectsensetv @kazuichii @smol-dargon @rice-lover-offical (because i mentioned rice lol) uh idk im too scared to tag anyone else in fear they dont like being tagged.. yeagh

[perfectsensetv]

SEMMEL. BAGUETTE. WALNUT RYE BREAD. thats it, thats the list :)

also im germanic incase thats not obvious

@wyvernq @cuddlybigears @unikittybeforethereign @just-a-human-thingy bread

[wyvernq]

i like baguettes. and sourdough bread

@silvermoonisreallybored @sentientgoop @jaysonofdark @pagethepunk @metropolitankei @kulikum @amethystultrakill @kofrins @femboycertified @pixel--chip @jragon-teeth

[amethystultrakill]

brioche is nice. does pretzel count

[llamasocks-lou]

tag game!!

These are a bunch of random-ass questions but I want to get to know all my mutuals better so here goes! Here’s my answers, to start:

Signature heart emoji: 💛 but sometimes 🫶

Favorite color combo: blue and gold (which refers to the spectrums of green to ultramarine and yellow to golden brown) (they just scratch my brain right when they’re next to each other)

Go-to snack: sandwiches comprised of turkey, pepper jack cheese, apricot jam and spicy mayo

Childhood comfort show: gotta go with Star Wars: The Clone Wars (I was so hyperfixated on it that I can now recite entire episodes), although I was also really into phineas and ferb and basically anything on pbs kids (odd squad and wildkratts to name a few)

That One Book Series™️ that you read at a seminal age and are now soul-bound to: Ranger’s Apprentice, Warrior Cats, and Wings of Fire were my holy trinity

Favorite flower: crocuses!! they bring a huge smile to my face when they first appear in mid-march, and they’re so pretty!!

Favorite literary device: chekhov’s gun. i fucking love chekhov’s gun. if i could marry a literary device then there is no other that i would want to meet at the altar.

Join in!

@boatemholes @aroace-ryland-grace @thainperegrinn @silly-blue-gosling @asstrophage @itshamwich @tothestarsgrace @averagecrastinator @unauthorisedeva @rylandgraceisace @ryland-graceless @astralduck08 @saturn-is-sick

[aroace-ryland-grace]

oo this is so fun

Signature heart emoji: 💚 or <3

Favourite colour combo: red and black is such a classic forever

Go-to snack: granola bars or apples

Childhood comfort show: uhh probably the once upon a time tv show, at least the first few seasons. tween me was obsessed

That One Book Series: Oh the Eragon series 100%. I went insane.

Favourite flower: look man roses are popular for a reason and that is because they are gorg. I love them

Favourite literary device: yeah foreshadowing is just so fun when it's done well

@rylandgraceisace @inkyrainstorms @boatemholes @fagjolras @thainperegrinn and anyone else who wants to!

[twohourstoolong]

I wasn’t tagged but I fit under the ‘anyone else who wants to’ category so here goes

Signature heart emoji: probably 💖 but I use a range depending on the circumstance

Favourite colour combo: orange and green (specifically a nice burnt orange with a dark forest green)

Go-to snack: muesli bars, crackers, or fruit (especially apples, passionfruit, nectarines, or plums)

Childhood comfort show: Octonauts (earlier childhood), or Star Trek: The Next Generation (slightly later childhood)

That One Book Series: Wings of Fire and also Wolves of the Beyond

Favourite flower: idk but I really love passion flowers

Favourite literary device: I’ve never really thought about it but yeah foreshadowing is really cool, especially when you read it for the second time and pick up on all the hints

@wizardinahole @bubbl3zdaseaotter37 @silvermoonisreallybored and anyone else who feels like it (I’m so bad knowing who to tag lol)

[silvermoonisreallybored]

Signature heart emoji: 💜, it’s always been 💜from day 1

Color combos: not sure if I have favorites… as a child I always loved purple and gold, but recently I’ve been loving red and teal/cyan. Both when they’re really vibrant, but especially when they’re kinda more muted

Go to snack: pretzels, any form of pretzel. Regular, those pretzel chips, and, my love, chocolate pretzels. I literally have a bag of them right next to me

Childhood comfort show: I never really watched any tv shows as a kid… I was much more of a reader. I only started actually watching shows into my teen years, and none of the really stick with me. Maybe Phineas and Ferb? Not sure

That one book series: oh gosh how do I choose….. there were so many…. I think I need to go with Wings of Fire as well though. I reread Moon Rising so many times, I think it’s part of the reason my username is SilverMoon

Favorite flower: I’ve never thought of this before! First thought was hydrangeas, but I tend to associate those with my mother.. I’m just going to go with nightshade because it was like the 4th thing I thought of and I think they’re purple

Favorite literary device: gotta be the humble metaphor, I know it’s kinda basic but I just Love a good metaphor

@pagethepunk @nibbsbutcooler @mostlyvoid-partiallyturtles @cosmicariaa @bifrostworms @wyvernq @amethystultrakill @penderbend @syffrin very very /nf! But uh…. Yay cool people!!!!

[amethystultrakill]

signature heart emoji: 💜 from day 1

colour combos: i love purple and green.. purple and blue… purple and black… purple and white… purple and purple…

go to snack: maltesers. lil milk malt balls covered in chocolate. i think a similar snack in america is called like woppers or smth. these are my drug. those small pretzel chips are also really good yum

childhood comfort show: didn’t really watch shows when i was younger but i do remember watching gravity falls when i was younger

that one book series: hitchhiker’s guide to the galaxy

favourite flower: unfortunately ferns pollinate via spores so i can’t say ferns but i do like alliums… purple onion sphere flower…

favourite literary device: non sequitur :)

@pagethepunk @kulikum @moxxi-tycen @femboycertified @wyvernq @kofrins @eightrats86810 @metropolitankei @sentientgoop go my swarm {hope i got everyone}

[sp1resong]

LAPLACE'S ANGEL (HURT PEOPLE? HURT PEOPLE!) - WILL WOOD

so. fraud amirite

[sforzzz]

copper ii sulfate has no reason to be this blue. this shade of blue looks like it should only be a digital invention

[pagethepunk]

I'm making a little minecraft mini-series with some of my friends :D