Exploring Self

'Ami' has finished her separate story and now continues within burtontracks. Blogs here are rebloged from burtontracks. Follow there if you like what you see. Bruce.

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naked 86

phoenix rises

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play it again Sam!

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naked17

blood moon rising

over tranquil waters

(I see you everywhere)

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my muse

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Where have I gone?

Bruce (burtontracks) here.

I started this amiiam22fuk blog mainly to showcase my epic (386 verse) poem revealing two main parts of me – desert (I was born there) and sea (my early home). So, Ami (who is me at a safe distance) has adventures in my desert and sea, and has two sons.

I had thought these boys would meet in the poem but no, the poem stopped. They meet in me. The two parts remain in me as one.

So, amiiam22fuk is in hiatus though I’ll keep ‘her’ alive and with the odd post if suitable, and to keep the poem accessible to viewers. I will put all my creative works into burtontracks.

THANKS FOR YOUR FOLLOWS, LIKES AND LOVES!!

Bruce

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here no more

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allme 11

my core is my light

shining through my darkness

propelled by my fire

through this turbulent world

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this is me too...

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this comet

is me

with my fire within

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I am an alien

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allme 8

my new  inner fire

is alien to me

but I claim it as mine!

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hey burton, your 'new' inner fire is not alien!

you just haven't acknowledged it before!

Yes Ami, the fire is mine

it's my acceptance of self that is alien to me

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allme 7

this fire illuminates me

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the two of me

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allme 6

this fire is in me

(heat discomfort – life pain-gain)

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Ami is transforming too

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allme 5

this fire

hits me in the chest

(transformation)

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allme 4

under the burning bridge

I confront my demon

head on

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Ami - I confronted my bull!

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allme 3

this bird flies away

(burnt tree)

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freedom

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desert shadow 31

               play with fire – illuminate self

 more playing with fire – exfoliate self

                  push-it pwf – separate selves

        out-of-control pwf – disintegration of self

                       stop pwf – floating in the ether

              reflect on pwf – integration of this new self

acceptance of this self – if able!

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Ami is one of these selves

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allme 2

I imagine the Eltham (my hometown) bridge burning

fire is a transformation

I am changing my internal connections

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Ami is here

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bobiam 1.59

I am this planet

the forces of life and death

circle me

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bobiam 1.58

the golden moon

battles

the darkness

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bobiam 1.57

the blood moon

bleeds

the darkness