happy homicidal maniac

KOL MIKAELSON Original Vampire. Previous warlock prodigy.    'I like pretty little things with sharp tongues'.

[amikaelsonmaniac]

Kol had problems with his impulse control since he could remember. Since before he had turned. But it grew worse when his mother cursed his siblings with immortal life. A twisted perversion of her love for them. Ever since Kol was just angry and he took it out on everyone. He was a monster and so acted as such. Kol was mad at his miserable life and how it turned out. His rage with tied to his lust for blood and being always furious, was his downfall. It made him the reckless one. The maniac of the Mikaelson’s. And he reviled in such a title. But he wanted to be better now. A changed man. He always admired his big brother Elijah, and Elijah had believed he could get better so that was enough for him. Kol has made many mistakes but he has little regrets. His biggest? Not trying hard enough when it came to maintaining his relationship with two people. Henrik and Hazel. His little brother and the woman he used to love, and probably always will deep down.

For Christ sake too, Kol shouldn’t shake off the fact it had gotten so bad he’d killed the woman he loved.  So he ran from the hurt. He had to stop running though. He had run for years from the wrath of his father but no longer would he run from his problems. He got clean. It took him a while. He’d caused a big fuss in Europe where he’d been staying before returning to the States along with what he deserved. That control back. So he did his best to track down his brother and Hazel. Tracking down witches was what he did. He knew making amends wouldn’t be easy but he’d lost his brother once and killed Hazel and turned his back on her once as well, he wouldn’t do it for the rest of his life. Knocking on the door of the address he’d found, he waited. He mostly hoped to see his brother first. Get that out of the way. Nervous? Kol Mikaelson? He didn’t get nerves but he was certainly slightly unsettled. Facing Hazel now, it just hit him how long it had been. He hadn’t remembered. Time flew by for him like it always had. “Got a moment to chat?” He raised his eyebrow, spoken with that cheeky charm he’d always had as he just raises two bottles of vintage and expensive wine. This isn’t a plan to win her back. Get her to fall in love with him again but to maybe press reset or even play on a relationship that had been on pause. “Seems like everyone’s around. Saw Chester in town earlier. He seems to be doing well.”   // @littlexmissbadass​

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henrik-mikaelson:

“I do,” he looked towards him, lifting his brows. Even though Kol didn’t know the man Henrik was now, Henrik knew who Kol was, for the most part. “There’s no problem, Kol.” Giving a smile, he shrugged his t-shirt over his head and moved to sit down on the chair, rolling his shoulders and trying to relax into it. After what felt like a lot of silence, he glanced toward Kol and then looked down, rubbing at his eyes. “I don’t know what I’m doing, brother.” It was a quiet and hesitant confession, but one he felt most comfortable with, given the company. “I thought being alive would fix me,” An even quieter mumble as he swallowed. “Sometimes I think I just feel more alone than I did when I was dead. I’m just drifting, messing up or looking for anything to take away the feeling of emptiness. I can’t shake it off and honesty? It’s eating away at me. I just don’t know what I’m supposed to do”

Kol eyesbrows shot up as did his face, his attension now fully given to his brother when he’d be looking around the empty gym room. He listened to him carefully, no interuption or speaking until he knew he was finished. Kol thought about it and he understood that loniliness more than he’d ever really fully let on to anybody. But to his brother, his little brother, he could give him a hint if it would help to show he wasn’t fully alone. “Well for starters, I’m going to let you know that as your brother, it’s my moral obligation to make sure you don’t feel like that.” he spoke. Something he needed to say because he never got similair from the rest of his siblings. “It takes times. But you’ve got us. And Hope. And Hazel. Eventually you’ll start to make more friends and forget a time where you were ever so lonely when you are surrounded with people who love you.”

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littlexmissbadass:

She hadn’t forgiven Kol for breaking her heart, she was still mad at him, but Hazel felt alone and desperate and she only had a handful of peple she could open up to, and one of them was dead. She closed the distance between them, wrapping her arms around Kol’s middle as the tears ran freely down her face.

Kol watched her closely and as she came to him, he did the same and wrapped his arm around her. He hadn't expected her to forgive him but this was a sign she at least still trusted him which meant a lot.  He didn't say anything and just let her cry on him. He kissed the top of her head before placing his cheek on there while she was on his shoulder.

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longlostmikaelsongirl:

“Kol… I’m going to be a mother..” Freya told him simply, eyes cast downwards.

“You’re bloody joking.” Kol’s shot his head to her in surprise. “Who’s the bloody idiot who did that?”

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henrik-mikaelson:

“Then why say it?” He chuckled, walking over to his shirt and putting it on. Glancing between his brothers face and the bottle, he tweaked a brow but didn’t comment on it. “I needed to be away from people. It got a little- Well, people-y.” Henrik admitted with a shrug. “Just thought I would let off some steam. Why are you here?”

“Don’t know. Why do people say anything these days?” Kol spoke his rhetorical question with a bland shrug of his shoulders as he put the bottle down on the ground floor between his feet. "If anyone can relate to needing to get away from people, it's me, little brother. You should know this." Kol acted as if he'd always been like this. Well - he had been a little but made his best efforts to fit into the family. Now he hardly tried. They either wanted him or not. Kol had no time for in-between. "If it's a problem, I can go?" he pointed behind him to the door. 

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henrik-mikaelson:

“Kol.” Henrik greeted back, surprised to see him here. Was it a coincidence? Or was his brother looking for him? They hadn’t really spoken since that night that turned from anger to emotion, he imagined things felt odd for the both of them. “I didn’t think anybody would see. And, a thirst trap? What is that?”

A large part of Kol knew fully well that he shouldn't let his jealousy get the best of him and he was trying his best, mainly why he'd gotten out of town for a little while. His last chat with him still fresh in his mind which had taken a massive turn he didn't think it ever would.He expected Henrik to hate him and honestly wouldn't blame him if he did. Kol tried to be better but deep down knew the monster he was and always will be, both present in Henrik and Hazel now. "Ask the millennials. I picked it up a few days ago. No blood idea." he shook his head and opened the bottle of blood he had with the bottle of vodka. "What are you doing here all alone, Rik?"

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longlostmikaelsongirl:

“What isn’t the matter?… Everything… everything is just wrong.” Freya replied, shaking her head. 

“Alright, alright.” Kol furrowed his eyebrows at her. “Boy trouble?” he asked crossing his arms and sitting down nearby. “Girl trouble?”

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littlexmissbadass:

Hazel raised her eyes from the spell when she heard the familiar voice. Hazel was torn between wanting to run into his arms and hug him, seaking comfort, and tell him to leave her alone for good. “Kol…” She whispered, her voice breaking. Hazel glanced down at the map and back at the original vampire. “It’s… Chester…. He’s dead.”

Kol kept his distance knowing she needed her space from not only him but because of her situation. It broke a part of him further knowing how hurt she was. He wasn't going to make this about him but he knew fully well what Chester had meant to Hazel. "You are the strongest person I know. I know you'll bring him back. And if you need my help,  I'll do it. I'll do what you need me to do." 

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[littlexmissbadass]

Hazel concentrated on her locator spell, picturing Chester in her mind, saying the words that would help her find her friend. But there was nothing. “Oh, no.” She mumbled to herself, tears already forming in her eyes. She knew exactly what that emptiness meant. “No, no, no. Please no.”

[amikaelsonmaniac]

Kol was fairly certain that Hazel wouldn’t want to see him, let alone talk to him when he saw her. He could see she was doing a spell just by observing. He’d done that for years of his life. Hearing the tone of her voice was enough though for Kol to step in. “What’s going on?” he asked. Though he fell like since he’d left her, official ending whatever they had and knowing she didn’t want to see him. He’d take what came though, because he hated her upset. 

[longlostmikaelsongirl]

As Freya read Leith’s letter tears fell down her face. He wanted to marry her and she would have without a doubt said yes had she been given the chance. So much had changed though. He was gone and she was without him, carrying his children. His twins. Gemini twins at that. She wanted to be strong and okay like he had said she would be, but this was a lot and she need a moment to not be okay, even however brief. “I miss you so much…” She whispered, wiping a tear from her cheek.

[amikaelsonmaniac]

On seeing Freya on her own, Kol paused in the moment to listen. He saw her from behind but what caught him off guard a little was the sound of he shaking voice as she cried. As much as Kol figured he wouldn’t care, he did care that Freya was upset. Finally making his presence known but a small cough, he walked in a little. “I don’t mean to interrupt, Freya but...what’s the matter?” 

[henrik-mikaelson]

Somehow finding himself in an abandoned gym, Henrik decided to stay a while. Unbeknown to anyone, he had a lot of pent up anger and sadness, so using a literal punch bag instead of a wall, with nobody around to question his rage? Good idea. Well, that’s how it worked for about an hour, till he heard a footstep, making him turn around. “Uh-” Slightly awkward, he brushed his hair out his face and tried to catch his breath. “Didn’t think anyone would be here.” 

[amikaelsonmaniac]

For the past few weeks, Kol had been taking some major time thinking about himself. Not anyone in his family but he needed to work on who he was and the demons that filled his mind had no help so he’d been out of town just a little over a week and back again, hoping he’d gotten his attitude and emotions in check. He hadn’t done anything he’d claim too crazy. But empty spaces helped and as he walked into one of his more recent spots, he was a little surprised to see his baby brother there. He sighed quietly to himself. “Little brother.” He greeted. “Put some clothes on, you heathen. Nobody wants to see that. I believe that’s what the kids these days are calling a thrist trap.”