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[amithere]

Help

What the fuck

what the actual fuck

I have run

out of luck

I cannot breathe

synopsis unknown

hopeless and angry

but mostly fucking angry

I am out of patience

don't wanna be a patient

but i kinda want to jump of a bridge

Fuck

do you want to help me

do you even care

i feel all alone

and it's too much to bear

I am fucking out of

competent comprehension

What the fuck is wrong with me

What is wrong with me

[amithere]

I want friends.

but I'm scared of people.

I have never been good

at telling who is nice,

and who gave up trying.

Do I trust everyone;

accept the blame for sake of innocence?

Or should I just

stay here?

[amithere]

I sometimes

Loose sight

What is here

What I hear

OCD

obsessing; convulsing;

I feel alone

but I feel home.

I am whole,

just switching out some pieces.

[amithere]

DidI

I think that I've run out of ideas

I haven't found peace, but I feel some pieces

I think I got better, not sure when that happened

I don't plan on slowing down.

[amithere]

AHead

I don't want to get ahead.

I won't take over.

I don't want to take a head,

or run someone over. I think people

are worth more than that.

[amithere]

...MeToo

I do not want the center

I just want to be heard

Should I say "Me too"?

Or wait a while longer

I thought metoo meant I wasn't alone

but that isn't what I feel.

[amithere]

One day, I'll make more change.

I'll run my way, not run away

I just finished washing my stains

They won't fade