revamped introduction post since it's no longer mainly a diary.
My name's Lovely or Tez, or Theo. Call me whatever honestly. I'm 19, Polish and use all and any pronouns! I speak polish, English and a bit of German. I'd love to be mutuals if you find my posts interesting!!!
I mainly post about whatever I'm obsessing over atm, which right now is qsmp 2! I also post about my life and vents sometimes, which might be a little triggering but I try to avoid strong descriptive language. I love making moodboards and headcanons and analysis are my favourite parts of being in any fandom!!
besides being chronically online lately, I'm a high school graduate, a tailoring school student and a tutor. I'm in many fandoms and love many things so more of that below :P
be warned, it used to be a personal, borderline pro ana blog, scroll too far down at your own risk!!
Don't be afraid to send me asks or dm's! Love y'all, stay safe and sound!!! . ପ(๑ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ଓ
List of my favourite things/fandoms/stuff I'm a fan of: (most favourite stuff in pink!)
miscellaneous: fashion especially different subcultures, art of all kinds but especially slam poetry, tigers and bees (my special interests)
Anime/Manga: Paradise Kiss, Neighbourhood stories, Kuroshitsuji, Skip to Loafer, Terror in Resonance, Banana Fish, My Little Monster (still reading!), Yuri!!! On Ice, Princess Jellyfish, Gachiakuta, OHSHC, Wrist-Cut Warrior Menhera-Chan, Assassination Classroom, Kuroshitsuji, Noragami, Bocchi The Rock, Carole and Tuesday
Games: Life is Strange, LiS before the storm, Night in the Woods, Needy Streamer Overload, Class of 09 og, Sally Face, Franbow, Little Misfortune, No I'm not a Human
TV Shows: Big Time Rush (not the band itself), Chica Vampiro (didn't watch the whole thing), Care Bears the 90s cartoon, Bee and Puppycat, South Park, Welcome to Derry, Stranger Things (didn't watch season 5, don't plan to.)
Bands (not a very active fan rn but still): BTS, Seventeen, Nu'est
Movies: It (2017) and It chapter two (2019), Humanist Vampire Seeking consenting suicidal person, Interview with the Vampire, The Black Phone, Kamikaze Girls, The Goldfinch, Deadpool, Spiderman (the amazing Spiderman, MCU and Spiderverse. I don't like the first Spiderman movies), Sala Samobójców, Rocky horror Picture show, Lisa Frankenstein
q!Multi jumping from the Thunda Tower multiple times, and still being alive (?) after the clone "killed" him. The Stanley Parable started banging on my door and made me draw this.
hello I'm sick currently and also procrastinating doing anything related to uni or my camp job so I'm drawing. Vroom Vroom (illegal car racing) AU Ewron(ka) and Graf designs. Their race outfits on the left and their day to day outfits on the right. More info about them in the AU under the cut. please ask me questions if anyone cares.
Ewron(ka) is the flag girl during races, and a Żabka employee on a daily basis. Also a genderfluid icon to be clear. He's generally not allowed to race or drive the hussar's car at all because she's a deadly force when behind the wheel, only substituting their main driver (Multi) if absolutely necessary.
Graf takes care of the betting pool during races and generally tries to help with making them a bit more organised. He was the one who proposed the hussar's start racing, as he had some connections to the people responsible for the races. Graf's dayjob is a foreign languages teacher at a local middle school.
There's a lot of lore but basically, Redlynx's friendship in this AU is extremely cute and important to me and they're like my babies basically.
I dunno how much I should and shouldn't say because it's a collaborative project but uhhhhh I'm working on a fanfic so maybe check that out when I'm done?
so much happened but my brain is currently being eaten by worms that only want to eat an illegal racing au. I love my illegal racing au. I love the Polski Cave baby vv au. I wrote almost 2k words of a fic for it in one day. it's going smooth as butter even though I'm on medication. it physically hurts to try and think about something else.
I'm mainly thinking of this whole ordeal as like, Multi trying so hard to make Graf trust him while obviously not trusting him. The health check being mainly good fun sorta stuff and only two actual medical checks, as if trying to distract Graf from the fact he's being monitored (and constantly repeating that it's for his best). However also putting him in an obviously dangerous situation to be able to help him? To literally force him to trust Multi? It's very apparent Multi is drowning and either holding a blade to stay afloat or taking as many people down with him as he can. Can't decide which one it is for sure now though.
I appreciate the light-hearted moments though, we don't get many of them these days
I'm understanding that Multi put a microchip in Graf? That's like. wow alright.
I don't fully understand the whole stuff with Multi going on about how Graf is suffering mentally but doesn't externalise it and Graf changing the topic to how "he doesn't feel pain and it should be useful to Multi" (though the implications that Multi wants Graf to feel pain "so he knows what's wrong soon enough"? freak material) Like sure but that wasn't exactly his point Witcher boy, talk about your feelings for fucking once?
again, very obvious multi is holding Graf's trust by the skin on his teeth. He just lost the only person he fully trusted, so he needs someone to trust him.
bigger lore tomorrow that I know. I won't be able to watch though cuz I'm gonna be staying at a friend's place TvT By bets are either: the radio tower or the reactor explode/the feds take over control of the chip/the feds use Graf for their sake but somehow differently
also WATAFAK ZOMBIE BOYFRIEND GRAFITO??!! POSSIBLE??!! REAL NOT FAKE???!!!
Idk if you’ve seen multis pov but he intentionally wanted him to do impossible 180 during the parkour task so he falls into the lava - he wanted to investigate what it does to graf etc since he’s been acting weird with it recently
As to the thing at the end - multi injected something into it and it’s supposed to stabilize the chip or smth. That’s what he said
They were soooo insane today Augh. That moment when graf pulled a knife on multi. Oh my god. I’m genuinely. Not ok after this stream
from Graf pov we were all convinced he's trying to cremate him lmao, so I think pulling a knife on Multi in that situation is understandable. However ughhhhh the way Multi just knows Graf won't actually do anything to hurt him so he just went "oh you won't be needing that [:" INSANEEEEE UGHHHH MY CHAINEDLYNX
I'm mainly thinking of this whole ordeal as like, Multi trying so hard to make Graf trust him while obviously not trusting him. The health check being mainly good fun sorta stuff and only two actual medical checks, as if trying to distract Graf from the fact he's being monitored (and constantly repeating that it's for his best). However also putting him in an obviously dangerous situation to be able to help him? To literally force him to trust Multi? It's very apparent Multi is drowning and either holding a blade to stay afloat or taking as many people down with him as he can. Can't decide which one it is for sure now though.
I appreciate the light-hearted moments though, we don't get many of them these days
I'm understanding that Multi put a microchip in Graf? That's like. wow alright.
I don't fully understand the whole stuff with Multi going on about how Graf is suffering mentally but doesn't externalise it and Graf changing the topic to how "he doesn't feel pain and it should be useful to Multi" (though the implications that Multi wants Graf to feel pain "so he knows what's wrong soon enough"? freak material) Like sure but that wasn't exactly his point Witcher boy, talk about your feelings for fucking once?
again, very obvious multi is holding Graf's trust by the skin on his teeth. He just lost the only person he fully trusted, so he needs someone to trust him.
bigger lore tomorrow that I know. I won't be able to watch though cuz I'm gonna be staying at a friend's place TvT By bets are either: the radio tower or the reactor explode/the feds take over control of the chip/the feds use Graf for their sake but somehow differently
also WATAFAK ZOMBIE BOYFRIEND GRAFITO??!! POSSIBLE??!! REAL NOT FAKE???!!!
in light of the lore we're going thru right now (qMulti constantly putting qGraf in situations that put him at risk so that he will get injured and Multi can take care of him)
he wouldn't necessarily enable his self harm but he would LOVE to take care of him afterwards
