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I finished my treatment and now I can love everyone freely

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today spent the whole morning and early afternoon in bed with my cat, writing in my notebook and reading. then made lunch and went for coffee and after went to the cinema. had a lovely walk back home listening to music. at home i played a video game and finally could reply to some messages and start to organize my birthday party with my friends. felt a bit whole after a long time

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:,-)

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i know the things i have to do to break the cycle and get done of procrastination and dullness but inside of me there’s so much comfort in stillness

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i’ve cried intensely these past few weeks in different places. in bed, in restaurants, cafes, at the street. this has never happened to me before… i could only cry in the privacy of my home when no one was watching. but now i’m free of shame and i cry anywhere when it pleases me

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i need some serotonin

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it’s so sad to feel like everyone around me is faking love towards me but i can only feel love for them from every atom of my body

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every day

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