Jun 3, 2023
I’m trying so hard to be your peace and you have no problem being the reason I cry by myself, being my own savior. Telling myself I am not a nuisance, my feeling are not an inconvenience, I am not “too sensitive”.
I’m sorry.
he is depressed. And I’m trying hard to be his person. But sometimes it’s hard. I feel shut out, unheard when I am bothered by something. When I speak up, he just says I talk too much. When I say feel that way, he just walks away. I know depression is hard. I know what it’s like to not want to get out of bed. To feel alone, to just wish someone would hold me and tell me it’s ok. So I try to do that. Have empathy.
but who’s gunna hold me?
lol I am drunk and always play victim blah blah blah save me
who cares
