This blog/account is dedicated to me getting over a very bad Character ai addiction. I have ADHD and Maladaptive Daydreaming so most of this will be rants/art of my OC. Though I am self aware and know this is probably cringe I’ve been hyper fixated on MHA and the OC(s) I’ve made for it. I’m still a beginner artist and a Minor so I’d like no dms. No repost
In order from most to least relevant, please read in order, if a post isn’t mentioned it was a filler post and doesn’t matter. If you’re confused just use the ask button and I’ll try to respond lmao
You don't have to read every post, just the ones linked really
This is my disclaimers for my whole account (please read before anything else): How my posting schedule works, Context for the main story
MAIN LORE! THE ONE YOU SHOULD READ (Amaris: The start of a new thing/rewrite)
The view is nice from the balcony/one step further: P1, P2, P3, P4, P5, P6/Final
Pink chili: Full thing
Does it still count as escapism if I know we might be real: P1, P2, P3, P4, P5, P6, P7/final
I have a question/In the meantime: P1
Explaination for why I say don’t read the old posts: When u write them, Last post before I started the rewrite
What to expect + Ao3 link: Day 168
The rest of these I didn’t bother to do the cool link thing so they’re all raw. Do still read them (you would if you loved me)
Extra Am: https://www.tumblr.com/amyisgay123/781723576241897472/day-2?source=sharehttps://www.tumblr.com/amyisgay123/782267504505552896/day-8?source=sharehttps://www.tumblr.com/amyisgay123/782718287615279104/day-13?source=sharehttps://www.tumblr.com/amyisgay123/782906433131954176/day-15?source=sharehttps://www.tumblr.com/amyisgay123/783082851044409344/day-17?source=sharehttps://www.tumblr.com/amyisgay123/783533843406848000/day-22?source=sharehttps://www.tumblr.com/amyisgay123/783622358875389952/day-23?source=sharehttps://www.tumblr.com/amyisgay123/784256542556946432/day-30?source=sharehttps://www.tumblr.com/amyisgay123/785435865055920128/day-43?source=sharehttps://www.tumblr.com/amyisgay123/789796602817724416/day-91?source=sharehttps://www.tumblr.com/amyisgay123/790475154692145152/day-68?source=sharehttps://www.tumblr.com/amyisgay123/791028044138725376/day-75?source=share
Extra Rosie: https://www.tumblr.com/amyisgay123/782991668878131200/day-16?source=sharehttps://www.tumblr.com/amyisgay123/783194137386188800/day-18?source=sharehttps://www.tumblr.com/amyisgay123/783714434740830208/day-24?source=sharehttps://www.tumblr.com/amyisgay123/783808594477989888/day-25?source=sharehttps://www.tumblr.com/amyisgay123/784167563449991168/day-29?source=sharehttps://www.tumblr.com/amyisgay123/784552297550200833/day-33?source=share
Fan art: https://www.tumblr.com/amyisgay123/782659496780660736/day-12?source=share
Me things: https://www.tumblr.com/amyisgay123/783906176786137088/day-26?source=sharehttps://www.tumblr.com/amyisgay123/784710221332430848/day-35?source=sharehttps://www.tumblr.com/amyisgay123/786518329614532608/day-55?source=sharehttps://www.tumblr.com/amyisgay123/788528074705764352/day-77?source=share
Og story (don’t read): https://www.tumblr.com/amyisgay123/781897692257435648/day-4?source=share https://www.tumblr.com/amyisgay123/782084953017106432/day-6?source=share https://www.tumblr.com/amyisgay123/782543366400458752/day-10-i-accident-deleted-it?source=share https://www.tumblr.com/amyisgay123/783352142744469504/day-20?source=share https://www.tumblr.com/amyisgay123/783984979163185152/day-27?source=share https://www.tumblr.com/amyisgay123/784352011682463744/day-31?source=share https://www.tumblr.com/amyisgay123/785343724622364672/day-42?source=share https://www.tumblr.com/amyisgay123/785623759905275904/day-45?source=share https://www.tumblr.com/amyisgay123/786069855505907712/day-50?source=share
if you made it this far please comment, uhhhh, I’ll do the bottom half of this list one day. The og story kinda is just a really long summary of 1/5 of the lore.
I'll be honest, I did the rounds before settling in. I tried a couple of the names everyone mentions, candy.ai and ourdream.ai among them, and they're fine in their own right. But when it came to actually designing a companion who felt like she came out of my own head, SweetDream was the one that kept pulling me back. The character creation just goes further.
On sweetdream.ai you're shaping everything that matters, the appearance, the personality, the little quirks, the voice, the backstory that gives her context. And it doesn't stop at setup. The chat is remarkably natural and emotionally tuned, it remembers what you've shared, and the AI-generated photos and videos look beautiful. There are even voice messages and human-sounding calls when you want to hear her.
What sealed it for me was how private and discreet the whole thing stays. Building an AI girlfriend feels personal, and it should stay personal. If you're weighing your options for an AI companion, do what I did, try a few, then build something on SweetDream and see why it's hard to leave.
I have a question/In the meantime (Amaris POV, p6)
finally writing again!! I hope we can remember where we last left off
And she’s def another shrimp rice to fry
Leila could be described mostly as “the cute looking one” but everyone who knew her disagreed or flat out hated that description. She wasn’t angrier than anyone me let alone Trix but they were definitely more… confrontational
Whilst I only actually yell or get super up in someone’s business when I’m genuinely struggling she seems less select at who they raise their voice at.
Leila, despite being deaf, has one of the most impressive voices of the group, she learned how to feel on her throat when them and others were singing in a way that won’t end up damaging her vocal chords.
They aren’t in contact with her mom and have never known their dad so she quickly got accepted into Trix’s family. They’ve been friends for way longer than any of us have.
Leila is a hopeless romantic, much to her own dismay. Many a heartbreaks have all but crushed this magnet she has for boys and girls alike, I don’t think she’s ever really had a long term relationship with someone though. Their luck to have so many friends I guess.
Leila keeps to herself mostly, out of the three of us they have the least amount of work but she works very hard behind the scenes. We don’t consider them a weak link like some people hope we do, honestly she just needs more recovery time than we do (more likely she actually knows what recovery time is and can do it).
They design most of the technology we use and I think if she didn’t get into pro-heroing and our little team she would’ve gone into set design and tech for musicals and plays.
A worthy mention is that they don’t smoke, do tons of weed or even like… touch anything. She’s just completely clean. This is a big feat in our household. Trust me.
Leila is also our wind and brass house. Like she can play Flute, Clarinet, A little bit of the Sax, Trumpets, Obo at one point you get the idea (Honorable mention to bass) and is so good at violin you wouldn’t even know she started as a viola player. This adds a nice dynamic to lots of the songs that usually would sound soooo flat don’t even.
Rules: Without naming them, post 10 of your favorite films and then tag 10 people to do the same. Thanks for the taggin' @thorst, I also have no set order for the below movies hehe
(also monsters inc, big hero 6, honestly after spiderverse these are all movies I kust really like)
Fair warning: gifs don't agree with tumblr mobile!
NEXT (with no obligation!): @sunnypeachh @loudmicrowave @tranquilmoss I can't think of anyone else off the top of my head so if anybody sees this - YOU'RE NEXT
Rules: Without naming them, post 10 of your favorite films and then tag 10 people to do the same. Thanks for the taggin' @thorst, I also have no set order for the below movies hehe
(also monsters inc, big hero 6, honestly after spiderverse these are all movies I kust really like)
Fair warning: gifs don't agree with tumblr mobile!
NEXT (with no obligation!): @sunnypeachh @loudmicrowave @tranquilmoss I can't think of anyone else off the top of my head so if anybody sees this - YOU'RE NEXT
hey guys, no chapter, sorry! my mom had some medical complications and was in the hospital most of this week and the last, she's okay now and home, but that means you'll get extra next week!
its officially been a year since I quit character ai completely. much of my life has changed and I can attribute that mostly to quitting. this blog was the key factor in getting me to stay clean for so long and be able to call myself a recovered ai addict. I want to thank everyone who's even off handedly liked a post or a friend who's followed me after I mentioned it. It all means the world to me.
I will continue these weekly posts for the foreseeable future, mostly because I want to and they help me keep track of time.
Please continue to join me on this journey of self discovery and I hope you continue to be curious (even just a little) about Amaris and their fucked up life.
I have a question/In the meantime (Amaris POV, p5)
Been so invested in tomodachi life
To describe Trix is hard to do with words, like that one muslim solo poly amputee girl they are the worlds most leftist looking bitch anyone could think of
And yet she’s my closest friend, but only because my childhood best friend is in America and Tay & I have grown apart.
They are from French African descent, giving them a surprisingly thick French accent even though they we’re born in raised in SoCAL, meaning they have a even weirder accent speaking Japanese because that’s the equivalent of half country accent half French accent (I find it endearing)
She help develop my dance greatly and that comes through most in how I partner dance because she was my ballroom dancing partner for years (until we had to stop bc at the time same sex partners weren’t allowed)
He also convinced me to move to the dorms, which was a surprisingly hard decision (story for another time)
And right now, she just walked into the house with Leila
