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Just wrote a massive post and it didnt work 😔
Starting tp blog again.
Im thinking about starting to blog some of my weight issues iv been having since i did my ACL in May 2015.
Before my injury i was a very active healthy person. I played netball 3 days a week, did calithenics one day a week, and was just all round a very active person. Weighing at a heathly 58-60kgs.
One day playing netball i injured my knee, and that was it! Had to say goodbye to all my sport, my mental health went down hill very fast. And my weight stacked on even faster.
Because my weight got so bad so fast, i did shut down a bit, became a bit of a hermit, i ate worse because i was so upset. Just dug myself into a hole....
I do know I got to 80kilos and that wasnt at my worst either. 80kilos doesnt like a lot to some but it was so horrifying to me. I lived in the same pants and shirts for over a year, because i couldn't even think about going shopping. Was so close to cancelling my holiday to Thailand because it was going to be hot and i wasnt happy with how i looked. Couldnt even fit into any closes in thialand because i was so large they dont make them my size. And got told by the local Thai people i was fat and wouldn't fit into their clothes.
I have 2 photos i am going to share.
First one is a photo of me before my injury
Second of me earlier this year when i was at the gym "trying" again. And yes quit after about 2 weeks because i was trying to lose weight for looks and not health reasons.
The past 2/3 months i have gotten back to the gym. This time with a new motivation. No "fad" diet, no weight lose tablets. Its becoming more of a "hobby" and to see how strong i can become!
Today was "shoulders" day and was the first day i was shocked at how far i have come. I was lifting over double the weight i was lifting just 4 weeks ago!
Shoulder press, free weight - 3 sets of 8-10 reps of 20kgs!! I started at 6kgs and now at 20kgs!
In the past month i have lost 5kilos but not really focusing on the weight loss as im building strength and muscle. Feeling a lot moree confident in myself, and my clothes are fitting better! So it's all a plus.
Ill hopefully get some good "progress" photos in a few weeks. :)
I'm sure that's not true!
I don't lie.
Where's the new shop! And what's it called
The dog house
Goddamn do I miss that gorgeous body! 😍 will you ever post again?
Nope! Im to fat.
Yay! You're back! 😃
Wasnt for long.
Last night was the first time i have taken a selfie since May 2016. Im getting old.
You need to post more you're beautiful and the followers miss you!
Ill try!
Update
Was having a shit day yesterday but today is better! So to update everyone on whats happening i have sold my grooming business! I have made a very good profit off it, and am now opening a grooming salon around the corner from my house! Im SOOO EXCITED! I have a new business name, and got approved for the shop i applied for yesterday! Hoping to be open mid January! 😀😀
I feel as if i should just pack up my stuff and move to a whole new country. Than at least everyone wouldn't have to deal with my existance.
I miss you
Your the only one
Whats your favourite animal
Elephant
Are you a size 12
Im size fat
Hello Crazy
Welcome back. I deleted Facebook today. Doubt anyone will notice though. But sadly because of my business page I had to make a new one to control my business page. But if anyone try's adding it I will not accept. I have taken 20 millions sets backwards in my mental state. My brain hurts I can feel it trying to explode. I cant sleep. I'm always upset. I'm picking arguments with the only people left in my life. My eating is so minimal that I actually don't poo anymore! And when I do eat something it hurts because my stomach is eating it's self. But to be honest I don't care. There is a scale right. It goes 1 being great and 10 being super angry and all other emotions are in between. Iv reached 15, and at this point you just give up. I spend the time I have not working laying I bed seeing how shallow I can get my breathing, then I stop breathing to see how long it takes for me to gasp for air. I want to fall, I want to be alone, I want to feel sick and maybe not awaken. It's sad but this craziness just feels like home sometimes. Familiar and comforting. I want to stay.
Why don't you post anymore? =(
I deleted the app, Just DL it again.