cleanse me, the sinner

vent sideblog. it/he, super lonely & depressed, ultimate yearner

[an-anger-sideblog]

i dont understand

i go looking for someone to have a romantic relationship with, find people, get bold & even make plans. then i get anxious and feel like im gonna vomit, apologize 10 times over to those people, block them, delete the app, then go back to being alone

im jealous of people being in relationships, romantic or queerplatonic or whatever, but i cant stand getting into one myself because it makes me so nervous im literally sick. i wanna be left alone, doing my thing like playing video games or watching youtube nonstop or making kandi or whatever, but i hate BEING ALONE, not having anybody i can BE WITH. how can someone be such a walking contradiction? its actually baffling and so pathetic

i dunno. i like being alone and i hate being bothered and i just wanna do my own thing and not DEAL WITH PEOPLE. i cant STAND people. im EXHAUSTED by them. but i DONT WANNA BE ALONE. what the fuck is wrong with me? im genuinely just the worst

[an-anger-sideblog]

make me your guarddog make me your plaything make me your knight make me your devotee make me worship you use me use me use me use me use me make me forget my mortal flesh fill my head with nothing but you i want you to use me please please please im useful im a good boy i can be good please please please ill love you like the pathetic dog i am please pleade please make me yours make me yours and only only only yours please llease please

[sandmandaddy69]

[an-anger-sideblog]

genhinely shouldve died in the hospital. this shit aint worth it

[an-anger-sideblog]

either its im numb & all i wanna do i sleep or im one second away from genuinely killing myself & all i wanna do is rot. either way im stuck in bed doing nothing and being useless

[wilwoo]

Ah! The element of surprise… Rocky be an alien.

<-Part 33 & 34

(Start from the beginning)

[gracerockyyes]

Just 2 lil angry meow meows

[that-painter-in-your-pocket]

*has watched cyberverse and rotb* all im asking for cyberworld cheetor is that he doesn't die and has more than like 2 lines. Please cyberworld. The bare minimum. THE BARE MINIMUM, PLEASE-

[kobrafangs]

im quite fond of this guy

[nyankorafs]

My take on eridian celebratory outfits (a very special celebration I mean) made just for fun

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[silvaerial]

Patron Saints of One-Way Trips

[ram-to-the-ham]

Grace man or muppet (eridian), question?

[actuallyacat]

[leconartiste]

I can’t stop thinking about this au ive created it’s rotting my skull from the inside out <3

[pretzel-sticks1]

damn girl you'd think stratt didnt put any pillows on the hail mary

[finlin000]

New Human part 4!!!!!!! Yay!!! Why he jesus tho

[smoked-salmon-official]

people using Chinese people eating dogs or animal organs or bats or (insert exotic animal) as some sorts gotcha is pretty fucking racist. this is a cuisine cultivated in famine and food insecurity. it’s no different from eating any other animal, and it’s not more unsanitary or immoral. why is it okay to you to insult a culture you’re not smart if and don’t understand