it’s international trans day of visibility. i kind of feel hopeless and uncertain if i will ever transition, if my family will ever accept me and how ill ever cope with that.
i still doubt whether or not i am trans. i feel like im doing this for attention or that im not “trans enough.” when i think of my future i see myself as a queer guy, confident and self-assured, in a committed relationship with another man. at least that is the happiest version of myself i can think of. does that make me trans? am i making shit up? is this just a fantasy or an illusion like my mom says? is WANTING to be trans different from actually BEING trans?
regardless. if you are trans know you are very much loved and appreciated. you are valid no matter what anyone else says! i’m happy you’re here with us!