🍰its a shortcake of life

welcome! i'm ananda, 1999s, likes exo esp loey ♡

[mostlyfate]

Hey, don’t move. You could get hurt.

[deokmis]

You are by far the most experienced fencer when it comes to losing. Those losses were blocks to build yourself stairs leading up. Think about it. Now you’ve got the highest staircase. Take your time to climb it and take whatever you want.

[mostlyfate]

Did Full House volume 14 come out yet? It did. I’ll show up before volume 15 comes out. Wait for me, Hee-do. 

I’m sorry for being late. Have you already read it? No. Now I can read it.

[namchyoon]

Hey, miss. Why are you crying? Is something wrong? No, sir. No? Whatever it is, have some soju and shake it off. It’s okay. I’m still in school. You’re in school? Wait. Isn’t that her? What? Wait. Aren’t you the athlete Na Hee-do from yesterday? What? Na Hee-do? It is. The fencer from yesterday?

TWENTY-FIVE TWENTY-ONE (2022) EP. 7

[anandaayuaulia]

park chanyeol's military days♡

[anandaayuaulia]

seeing my schooler moots on my fa makes me miss being at school. i miss school. so much. growing up is suck. i feel like i forced myself to change my mind that i mentally still in 18 lmao.

im justs tired being fake all the time af. pretend to be an adult type of person to others when im actually not to myself. but life still goes on. what can i do now just accept myself and loving myself to stay away from being hurted.

when i shared this problem to someone they would respond with "you don't need to feel like that." screw that shit. all i need is being understood. i already feel that dude? how can i rewind time to not feel like that?

if you think you guys are a good listener... no, not you, loosers. you are not. stop pretending when you are not cause you are faking to yourself tho.

[anandaayuaulia]

cieee yg kewajiban skripsweet nya udah pada beres👏🏼 jadi satu-persatu temen yg rumahnya jauh pada mau balik ke kampungnya masing-masing ya.... KOK JADI SEDIH?! *cries😭😭😭*

makasih 4 tahunnya ya teman2 seperjuanganku di 01 yg suka ambil kelas atas bareng! makasih udah mau direpotin selama kuliah🤗❤️ selasa sheehan balik ke jambi, habib juga balik ke cibubur, rabu imam balik ke medan, haris kapan ya balik ke lombok? gausah baliklah bli...... WKWKWK🤩

bismillah wisuda offline ya biar ketemu lagi😂🤪🤭🤗🥰🥺🏃🏻‍♀️🎓 aamiinn🤲🏼

[anandaayuaulia]

اَلْحَمْدُ للَّهِ رَبِّ الْعالَمِينَ

Kemarin sempet pusing belum dapat tandatangan lembar revisi dari pembimbing. Alhamdulillah hari ini beres dikasih, dan pas minta tandatangan ke pengujinya benar-benar dipermudah sama Allah. #BuNoviTerbaik😭👍🏼

Hari ini, kaget disuruh beresin administrasi sama pembimbing karena katanya hari ini bu wahmi mau beresin berkas yang cumlaude. pagi-pagi jam 9 langsung print buku skripsi di rumah, kemudian jilid dan buat cd nya di fotokopian kampus. bersyukur punya adik yg baik banget mau nganterin dari Cimahi menuju Bojongsoang, bersyukur punya temen sebaik Rafly mau nemenin, sama Zaki yang mau nganterin ke LAA untuk ngumpulin buku, cd skripsi, dan pas foto ijazah.

Di perjalanan menuju FTE tiba-tiba feeling anxious without any reason!! seperti biasa, deg-degan gaada sebab, yaudah aku baca doa mujarabku (foto diatas) sambil nenangin diri. sampe ternyata LAA tutup!😭 mau nangis banget, yaampun perjuanganku. berasa ditolong sama malaikat, teh sovy kebetulan lewat terus manggil dan doi menerima berkas-berkasku.

Teh sovy nanya-nanya berkas-berkas lain. aku ada yang kelupaan yaitu print biodata ijazah pake materai 10rb😭 Untung papah sempet ngasih materai 10rb 2 buah beberapa hari lalu yaAllah, langsung aku ke lab numpang print 4 lembar dibantuin Habiib, Imam, Rhambe, Yauds dan scan dibantuin Bli. Terus bikin tiktok😭 (gapenting, tapi ngobatin kangen sama anak kelas).

Di perjalanan pulang dikabarin pembimbing kalau LoA nya dah keluar. Tapi aku harus external conference, yaAllah kemampuan bahasa inggrisku pun kurang😭 bismillah aja yaAllah.

Bener-bener deh hari ini banyak kejutannya, dan juga banyak dipermudah sama Allah. Makasih yaAllah, dan berkat doa mujarab ini😭✨

[anandaayuaulia]

اَلْحَمْدُ للَّهِ رَبِّ الْعالَمِينَ

Drama skripsweet aku beres juga meskipun banyak revisi, dan sudah terlewati dengan lancar😭❤️ I'm just gonna leave my weapons here, the reason i can go through all of the skripsi thinggy even i'm depressed🥲

1. Jangan tinggalkan sholat dimanapun dan kapanpun. Kalau sudah terbiasa, sekali ketinggalan meskipun lupa efeknya berasa.

2. Setiap hari mengaji, kalau aku minimal 1 lembar (2 halaman) seusai shalat maghrib/isya. Kalau lagi anxious, panik, deg-degan itu baca al-quran udah paling bener karena al-quran adalah penenang hati😜

3. 30 days challenge, yaitu selama 30 hari melakukan sholat dhuha dan membaca al-waqiah setiap hari.

4. Puasa sunnah senin-kamis. Biasanya aku ditemani mamah, kadang kalau sendiri suka lupa sahur, jadi sebelum tidur aku makan dulu dan niatin besok puasa.

5. Setiap mau melakukan sesuatu ucapkan basmallah dan doa nabi Yunus ketika beliau berada di dalam perut ikan paus:

‎لَا إِلَهَ إِلَّا أَنْتَ سُبْحَانَكَ إِنِّي كُنْتُ مِنَ الظَّالِمِينَ

(Laa ilaaha illaa anta, subhaanaka, innii kuntu minadz dzaalimiin)

Artinya, “Ya Allah, Tiada Tuhan selain Engkau. Maha Suci Allah. Sesungguhnya aku telah menganiaya diriku sendiri dan aku termasuk golongan orang yang zalim."

Jujur... awalnya memang agak berat. Tapi kalau dilakukan pelan-pelan juga terbiasa. InshaAllah kerasa banget efeknya.🎖 Sebenarnya aku buat di macam di notes hp, dan berniat mau ngasih ke seseorang yang masih mengerjakan tugas akhirnya, cuma gak deh aku share aja disini🤣

[anandaayuaulia]

mengsedih kl inget umur masi suka fangirling sblm tidur org mah vc an sm pacar sampe ketiduran ini mah buka vlive nontonin video exo yg lama2 krn membernya lg pada wamil sgsgkhsg😭

karena apa ya, masa remaja aku dihiasi oleh mereka dari SMP and sometimes it makes me emotional. mereka debut di tahun 2012 dimana umur minseok the oldest member saat itu = umurku yg sekarang. daaamn time flies hard and i feel like growing old with them😭

[anandaayuaulia]

now or later, you are always be my shadows, which i can't be able to touch.

[anandaayuaulia]

"i wonder how can he loves you when you're not loving yourself? you need to love yourself first before you are loving someone else."

[anandaayuaulia]

in this life, i meet you. in the next life, i wish i can meet you too.

even you hurted me, i’ve no regret to know you.

even we can't be together again, remember me as a good times.

remember me as a warm and pleasant spring season of memories.💐

[anandaayuaulia]

Sometimes I cry, sometimes I laugh.

Stop expecting because you'll get hurt.

Forget it all and start loving again.

Just like what your heart did.

Even the anxiety and deep wound you have.

But times will always go on without stopping.

Someday someone will come to cure your wound.

Even though we will only live by following the flow.

But thats okay, thats okay tho... ☺️🧚🏻‍♀️

[anandaayuaulia]

roses are red, violets are blue. i don't sleep at night, because thinking of you. *hiya hiyaaa

[anandaayuaulia]

Dear, you are my sunshine.🌞

I'm happy to see your smile even the skies are grey.

I said, I can't sleep because I'm so missing you.

You said, look up to the sky where moonlight showers that night.

But you are not my moonlight you are my only one sunshine.

*foto cuma pemanis

[anandaayuaulia]

you need to look at pretty things to be a pretty person 🌸