An Anxious Little Mess

30 (they/she) | Sub (mostly >.>) | Collared and Taken | Nerd | AuDHD | Clingy and chubby | +18 Blog

[ananxiouslittlemess]

About me 🤍

Important disclaimer:

Age in bio or you get blocked

DON'T slide into my DMs acting like my Daddy/Dom. You're not, they are, @iirono . I’m Taken, Collared, Owned, OFF LIMITS, LOOK BUT DON’T TOUCH.

Having said that

HIIIII! I’m Rin, a 5,3" chubby nerd with blue eyes and short colored hair.

I’m an hopeless romantic and a bit of a mess (Autism, ADHD and traumas can be an explosive cocktail) but if you treat me right I will give you the world and beyond.

I’m a nerd: I love reading, watching anime (even if lately I'm struggling to keep up with them) gaming, playing D&D and all sorts of other TTRPGs!

I'm an artist and also I love to write my own stories.

You can find me on Instagram and other socials but I don’t post much on there, i use it more to make connections and follow the events I take part ^^

My tags:

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My fave emoji:

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[angelbumbum]

does anyone know how to stop that part of your brain that needs you to do everything perfectly all the time or it makes you feel the great shame

[knifefightscene]

We genuinely need to romanticize aging because the dread destroys us all

[estro-boi]

we gotta get back to torrent distribution, i just watched someone eat eight grand in bandwidth charges because they ran a direct-download piracy site with local file hosting through cloudflare. torrents were invented literally for this exact reason

[estro-boi]

torrents work like this

i have a file or folder on my pc that i want to share with other people. let's call it gayshit.mp3

unfortunately gayshit.mp3 is 750mb and im not paying for discord nitro so i need another way to send it

i put it into qbittorrent and it makes a torrent file. this is essentially a very small file that points to gayshit.mp3 so other computers can find it. kinda like a treasure map

i send this tiny file to my friend, who loads it into qbittorrent. their computer takes a moment to find mine over the vast expanse of cyberspace and then (as long as my pc is running and the file is still where it should be), it gets copied from my hard drive to theirs

this is the cool part: if somebody else loads that tiny file, they can download it from both of us. if i'm offline but my friend is on, the third person can still get it. this also means that if two people have separate halves of the file, they can download the other half from each other. as long as some combination of people have the pieces between them, they can all have the whole thing.

crucially this does not require a server!!! you can just upload the file to a few people and as long as they keep it, it's still accessible. as long as somebody, somewhere is still connected, it's available forever. the only way it goes away is if everybody disconnects from it.

please learn to torrent

[macleod]

How to Use Torrents (with Pictures) - wikiHow

An expert guide to get started using torrentsTorrents are one of the most popular forms of file sharing on the internet, accounting for over

always use qbittorrent, do not use bittorrent or utorrent.

[theconcealedweapon]

A child is punished for moving and making noise.

To avoid more punishment, the child sits still and is quiet. But they have to actively remind themself constantly to sit still and be quiet.

The teacher sees the child sitting still and being quiet. The teacher treats this as the baseline.

Since the child is putting a lot of effort into sitting still and being quiet, doing so distracts from paying attention to what the teacher is teaching. The child then is punished for not paying attention.

The child now knows that they'll be punished no matter what they do. And they can't explain why they struggle, because any attempt to explain is arguing.

[calciumcryptid]

I feel like a lot of people get "All Art is Political" confused with "All Art is made with Political Intentions" which is not the same.

[banchie]

i've been phasing the phrase 'google it' out of my vocabulary and going back to 'look it up'. fuck you youve lost your generic trademark privileges

[socialmaya]

Occasionally forget people genuinely think capitalism is thousands of years old

[sylestial]

One time I was talking about Robin Hood with some coworkers and one guy was like “he was bad because the people he helped learned to expect handouts” and I wanted to be like… okay can you explain how that flawed capitalist propaganda applies to feudalism

[scallioncreamcheesebagel]

reminder that capitalism was literally invented in the 16th century

[tayefeth]

That’s an exaggeration. What was invented in the 16th century was mercantilism. Capitalism really dates for the beginning of the nineteenth century, with the rise of industry and cash crops over artisans and merchants. Vulture capitalism, with the notion that companies have no duties other than generating profit, is even younger.

[antique-scarecrow]

Capitalism is only 200 years old and I have to say, they have not been an impressive 200 years

[downtroddendeity]

I think a lot of this comes from the fact that most people don’t know the formal definition of capitalism. We all know the word, we’ve all seen the jokes, but very few people bother to actually define it unless they’re talking about political theory and philosophy, so it’s easy to end up with the impression that Capitalism = Money Can Be Exchanged For Goods And Services.

Capitalism is the economic system where most of the means of production (i.e. everything people need to have to make the stuff that everyone wants) are owned by private individuals or corporations, who then hire people to provide the labor necessary to produce things, with the intent of selling the output at a profit. It’s the difference between “you’re a carpenter and you make a chair and you sell it” and “you’re Richard Q. Richington who owns a chair factory, and you pay people to sell the chairs you paid other people to make and then all the excess money goes back to you.” There have been Richard Q. Richingtons on and off throughout history, but that being the norm for every single industry is a pretty recent development.

[antiterfbutch]

An alarming amount of people seem to think capitalism = all trade, and I don’t think that’s a coincidence.

[depsidase]

[manuciruja]

awww the like button turns into a rainbow when you press it! that's so cute...hey staff what's with all the trans women you keep nuking?

[manuciruja]

i think we should be ridiculing them more for this. you don't get to try and go all "queer website" when your staff likes to go on nuking sprees targeting the trans fem users

[depsidase]

[yourscorpiodadx3]

If she’s saying “don’t stop, I’m about to cum,” this is not the moment to switch positions, change rhythm, or start freestyling. Keep doing exactly what got her there, dummy. You’re almost at the finish line.

[may12324]

Dyke Knights ⚔️

[may12324]

✨️HAPPY PRIDE✨️

[gremlingurl42]

The girls love monster romance because we've convinced ourselves that we are so obscure and off-putting that the only way anyone could ever love us is for them to be inhuman—a reject of society. Because we see ourselves as monsters, so of course, only a monster could love us.

There's also the fact that we're horny af, but that's beside the point.

[denalis]

hey btw if ur transphobic don’t interact with my blog. we support trans people here

[byjove]

everybody: you’ve got to advocate for yourself in medical settings!

medical professionals when a patient advocates for themselves in a medical setting (x100 if that patient is a part of any minority): damn. you’re a hypochondriac crazy bitch who has every mental illness and is seeking every narcotic in existence. that’s the only reason you’d be disappointed in the care you’re receiving here. in retaliation, we will be even less helpful and less sympathetic. our jobs are hard. people are dying. we don’t have time to deal with anyone who is slightly inconvenient for us.

[yourscorpiodadx3]

Advice from Dad!

I need all of you to take care of yourselves and be careful what information you give people on here. Yeah, a lot of us have good intentions and would genuinely love to meet and connect with each other. But there are also people here who are malicious, manipulative, and dishonest. Not everyone is pure. Not everyone is safe.

Please take your time vetting the people you’re talking to before meeting them. This is your life and your health. Some of y’all are giving out addresses and deeply personal information to strangers online just because they said the right words.I know people who wouldn’t even share certain information with family or close friends, but will hand it over to someone online after a few flattering messages.

Seriously, from the bottom of my heart, protect yourselves.