❝ A N A R C H Y ❞

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[anarchist-sanctuary]

[anarchist-sanctuary]

kept picking at my lips yesterday and fell asleep without putting on chapstick

i hate everyone

[isaidimafuckingstar]

i hate my fucking father i can see the violence in his eyes and it scares me. i love him but he scares me so much

[anarchist-sanctuary]

i might deadass be depressed.

[anarchist-sanctuary]

do you think well ever meet again?

[anarchist-sanctuary]

im just doing my best. i just want to be okay.

[anarchist-sanctuary]

i feel so much yet so little. ive been dealing with this on my own for so long.

[anarchist-sanctuary]

i think no matter how much i say im not okay, it wont matter in the long run.

i know i have no one to turn to, nobodys genuinely willing to listen. i want help, but ill never become desperate enough to actually reach out to someone.

im supposed to be the adult, the one that keep everyone else from falling apart.

[anarchist-sanctuary]

it hurts more than usual today, maybe if i died id be free.

[witheringinthehospital]

Having slightly abusive and mentally manipulating parent(s) who are also loving and nice is so weird

Wdym u invalidate my illness and say u dont respect me and used to yell at me for hours as a kid for no reason but u also hug me and give me gifts and want to surprise me

Are you shit or am i shit for causing ur outbursts

[anarchist-sanctuary]

ironic that the one all my friends hate is the one that noticed i was missing and checked up on me on not one but two apps.

while everyone was worried about someone else, only three people genuinely cared about where i was and if i was somewhere safe.

im not jealous per se, but i think that says more than enough about my relevance.

[anarchist-sanctuary]

just make the yelling stop.

[anarchist-sanctuary]

im so insanely not okay

everything in my life is going wrong and i dont know how to fix it

[morenapayasa]

one day i will die in my sleep and everything will be okay :)

[anarchist-sanctuary]

dont call me that, stop calling me that.

thats not all i am, i could be more if you just listened to me.

what more do i have to do to earn your trust? why cant you just be there for me?

what am i doing wrong? whats stopping you from loving me? am i just unlovable? i cant be that bad, can i?

whats wrong with me?

[herozz-z]

if I tell anyone that, I'll lose everyone

[herozz-z]

She's a 7/10 but she threatens to and attempts suicide everytime something goes slightly wrong