! tw !

she/her | 21 | 5'1 | sw: 190 | cw: 185.6 | gw1: 180 | gw2: 160 | gw3: 145 | gw4 120

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🎀 Un-pinning at gw1: 81 kg 🎀

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smaller than yesterday

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it didn't even taste good

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(i'll reach my goals this time i swear)

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I just want to feel small and

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my birthday is in 72 days and all i want is to weigh as much as i did last year

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Yummy Yummy Pepsi Zero 😋

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i've been saying "oh my god ana queen!" to myself every time i pass a mirror and it's uh.. interesting how motivational it is

like damn right bitch

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"subliminals don't work"

yeah yeah 🙄

now be quiet the next ones gonna give me a flat stomach

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death by treadmill 😵

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being better and eating healthier and working out more and taking care of my self and feeling hungry make me FEEL SKINNIER

like i understand i'm doing the right things that will lead back to the way my body used to be. i'm back to the habits the skinny me had.

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finding pictures of myself when i thought i was fat but realizing now that i was actually really thin makes me so angry at myself

[scorpionicbxtch]

Me everytime i get my full workout routine done and don't overeat my cals

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yeah okay but just lettme get skinny first AND THEN i can have a "normal" diet

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oh don't mind me.. just staring at my body in the mirror until i don't look human anymore.

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watching the number on the scale go down is so much sweeter than cake

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if i'm hungry then it's working

if i'm hungry then it's working

if i'm hungry then it's working

if i'm hungry then it's working