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Heavy Metal Astrology: Mental Energy
We are all endowed with some form of mental energy no matter what our natal charts look like because we are all human beings born with a brain. But just how much of this energy is there within you and how much of a pull towards the intellectual side of life do you have? The following is an astrological technique I have devised to help determine this. For this technique, we are going to be using the following signs, houses and planets as our reference points:
Gemini, Virgo, Sagittarius, Aquarius | 3rd, 6th, 9th, 11th | Mercury, Jupiter & Uranus
1. Any of the above signs, houses and/or planets strong in the natal chart
2. Any of the above planets in any of the above signs
3. Any of the above planets in any of the above signs or houses
4. Any of the above planets strongly aspecting one another (Conjunction, square or opposition)
5. Having a stellium in any of the above signs and/or houses (3 or more planets in the same sign and house)
Note: This isn’t a method based on a point system. This is merely to measure how much of it you have so that you can know yourself better. But the more of the above you have, the stronger your mental energy is. It’s important for those people who do have it strongly to do things which are non-mental so that they don’t become a prisoner of their own mind.
OVERVIEW: SIGNS
The sign of Gemini deals primarily with facts and data. This sign merely skims the surface of all things in an effort to know a little about as many things as possible, thereby taking the most superficial approach to knowledge.
The sign of Virgo deals primarily with specialized skills. This sign takes the information and analyzes it, paying great attention to every small detail.
The sign of Sagittarius deals primarily with mind expansion. This sign prefers to view all accumulated information from a higher, more enlightened, ie spiritual, perspective.
The sign of Aquarius deals primarily with divine knowledge. This sign is the sign that rules over astrology itself and it is the most highly evolved of all of the mental signs.
OVERVIEW: HOUSES
The 3rd house corresponds to the sign of Gemini in astrology. (Communication, short trips, mass media, siblings)
The 6th house corresponds to the sign of Virgo in astrology. (Daily routine, specialized skills, service to others, hidden enemies)
The 9th house corresponds to the sign of Sagittarius in astrology. (Expansion, foreign travel, philosophy, religion)
The 11th house corresponds to the sign of Aquarius in astrology. (Friends, groups, networking, divine knowledge)
OVERVIEW: PLANETS
Mercury is the planet which deals with the lower mind in astrology. It rules over the signs of Gemini and Virgo respectively.
Jupiter is the planet which deals with the higher mind in astrology. It rules over the sign of Sagittarius respectively.
Uranus is the planet which deals with divine, universal knowledge in astrology. It rules over the sign of Aquarius respectively.
Sagittarius Season Feature: In This Moment
“If there’s one thing I’ve learned, it’s that you have to focus on the positive and believe in the good energy. The more you believe something’s going to happen and the more you visualize it and work toward it, the more things will go your way.” - Maria Brink
I have never in all of my years of being a lover of music come across a band or artist who embodied the energy of the sign of Sagittarius better than In This Moment. Their music and lyrics showcase the astrological energy of front woman Maria Brink, who has not only her sun in Sagittarius, but Venus and Neptune in addition to it. Her Sagittarian sun sits pretty at the 26 degree mark, allowing her to encompass the more mature expression of this energy. I often joke that she is so Sagittarian that she almost isn’t given that her birthday is so close to the cut off point. Her Venus is situated at 18 degrees in Sagittarius, which gives her a very Sagittarian outlook on love. The generational planet of Neptune in her natal chart is also situated here, holding steady at 16 degrees. Maria has all of her Sagittarian energy focused squarely in her 6th house of health and routine. So, when she says that she’s a very ritualistic person, she isn’t exaggerating. One good thing about all of these placements is that they are all past the halfway point in regards to degree. This helps her to stay away from the lower end of Sagittarian energy, which can have a tendency to overindulge and become dogmatic. Excess is definitely a part of the Sagittarian mentality and it will always be a part of her to some degree, but it isn’t to the extent that she went to before the birth of her son. The sign of Sagittarius on the whole embodies the spirit of optimism and the nature of belief itself. Her personal mantra of “Believe” is not just something that she says. It’s something that she is and it is the very thing that has kept her going through all of her obstacles. This concept of belief system is the core of the Sagittarian experience. There is a natural belief in life that comes from people who have this energy strongly present within their charts. And this translates over to a strong belief in themselves. These people understand the nature of how to draw positive experiences to them, which is why people see them as lucky. They understand the law of attraction better than any other sign, in my opinion. What you think, you attract. So they know how to manipulate their thought processes so as to draw positivity to them. This is what allows them to persevere even through their most difficult challenges. There is this deep inner knowing that everything will eventually work in their favor, so long as they continue to believe in the good. This energy is the very heart and soul of the music of In This Moment. It is intended to be a source of hope and inspiration, and to shine a light not only on her own personal darkness, but on the darkness of anyone who listens to them. Never surrender, there’s always hope for a new day… is the resounding melody that captures the essence of everything that they have stood for and will always stand for, no matter which direction they choose.
BEAUTIFUL TRAGEDY
Whispers of October: Reasons why you had to go linger now - broken fate.
Prayers: These are my unanswered prayers: the time has come for me to say goodbye.
Beautiful Tragedy: This beautiful tragedy is crashing into me: this dying destiny, take me away.
Ashes: Not only these things, but more will come. It is our fate, it is the end, apocalypse!
Daddy’s Falling Angel: When you realize that fate is gone, just look at me and say goodbye.
The Legacy Of Odio: Now that you’re free, you will always live in me.
This Moment: We die in this moment, and I don’t want to wake from this.
Next Life: I still can hear you screaming, I still can see your eyes, believing in your love for me as you watched me die.
He Said Eternity: You’re the light in my darkest hour; I’ll be fine, with you I can move on.
Circles: Black birds swarming, letting me know I am saved; shadows dancing, freeing me from yesterday.
When The Storm Subsides: And these wings fall around me, and I know in one breath, I am free.
THE DREAM
The Rabbit Hole:
Forever: Still endless days and nights, I wait for you, ‘cause deep inside this flame, I know it’s true.
All For You: I step into the lights knowing everything will be alright.
Lost At Sea: You’ve crucified yourself, and now denial is rising.
Mechanical Love: We knew it was meant to be, but never meant to last.
Her Kiss: In the dawning of my night, I am free lying by your side.
Into The Light: And I still believe in the good, and I still believe in the light, and I wanna feel the sun, I wanna free you tonight.
You Always Believed: And you held me through it all, and you never let me fall; and you let me fly away and you always believed in me.
The Great Divide: We have to end the hate and fight hypocrisy; We have to believe in life and all humanity.
Violet Skies: So, now I lay us down to sleep. I found a world where we are free.
The Dream: We see God in the morning sun touching the moon, our birth has just begun.
Call Me:
A Dying Star: The guilty down inside was a blessing in disguise to mend my ways.
Sailing Away: We’re sailing away into the waking of the sun.
A STAR-CROSSED WASTELAND
Gunshow: Hey outlaw, follow me outside, and keep your fingers on the triggers while we party all night.
Just Drive: We will drive no matter how far; yes, we will drive until the ending of it all.
The Promise: The only promise I can make you is that my promise is a lie.
Standing Alone: And now I’m standing here alone, still I hold my head up high.
A Star-Crossed Wasteland: The dust is clearing, the desert is calm; the skies are quiet, and I can’t make a sound.
Blazin’: So, show me what I’ve been missing out on and why I should believe.
The Road: No matter how dark the road, you’ll light my way.
Iron Army: Though I walk through the valley of death, I will fear no evil.
The Last Cowboy: Catch me if you can.
World In Flames: I hope you get here soon, I’ve been waiting here for you; I believed in you.
Remember: I know that I can survive this, I know that there’s a way; I know that I can survive this, I see a way.
BLOOD
Rise With Me:
Blood: I love you for never believing in what I say, I love you for never once giving me my way.
Adrenalize: We have to live before we die, we were born to live before we die!
Whore: So, how can this be? You’re praying to me; there’s a look in your eyes, I know just what that means.
You’re Gonna Listen: Shut up, shut up! You’re gonna listen to what I say this time!
It Is Written:
Burn: There’s no reason to cry now, there’s nothing to forgive; this suffering’s my blessing…
Scarlet: We knew how this would end, and we knew we’d die before we lived…
Aries: Live like you’re free, reach for the unknown, and know my fire is always with you.
From The Ashes: Goodbye, I leave you in this moment; it’s time to strip you of this hold.
Beast Within: I feel the animal is rising as I slowly come alive.
Comanche: We wanted peace, but you brought this war; we took enough and we can’t take anymore!
The Blood Legion: Tonight, it feels like a good day to fly; tonight, it feels like the gods are alive.
11:11: When I lay down and die, at least I can say I lived.
Closer:
BLACK WIDOW
The Infection:
Sex Metal Barbie: Baby, go ahead - I’ll be your hatred and your pain.
Big Bad Wolf: I have come to realize that both of them have become a necessity; I now have come to realize that I become which animal I choose to feed!
Dirty Pretty: I am wild and free, I am untamable…
Black Widow: You pray for me, unlock the cage…
Sexual Hallucination: Red lips, a sinister tongue; our trip has just begun.
Sick Like Me: Is it sick of me to feed the animal in you?
Bloody Creature Poster Girl: Darling, I don’t need no princes; I’m no damsel in distress.
The Fighter: I will fall and rise above, and in your hate, I find love.
Bones: You are my god, you are my soul; you are my savior in a devil’s world.
Natural Born Sinner: I’m so sick of you telling me that I will burn, that I will not be free!
Into The Darkness: 'There is no God.’ - 'God is inside of me.’
Out Of Hell: Together, we can rise; let’s climb out of hell.
Turn You: Tell me what you want me to do; I’ll be the best you ever had.
Rib Cage: I sing you a lullaby about how spirits never die; together, you and I will fly.
RITUAL
Salvation:
Oh Lord: Hold me down under holy water; I fear I’ve been lying with the devil.
Black Wedding: Priest, are you there? Can you hear voice, do you hear my prayers, are you out there?
In The Air Tonight:
Joan of Arc: You can crucify, you can nail me to your cross; you can find me guilty for everything you’ve lost…
River of Fire: Let the storm rage, let the water run higher; baptize me in a river of fire.
Witching Hour: Convicted for my church, I was born in flames; addicted to my fate, watch as I devour; convicted for my faith, this is the witching hour.
Twin Flames: Baby, watch as I step into flames for you; Baby watch me combust and explode for you.
Half God Half Devil: You look at me like I’m a revelation; you wanna know if I can bring salvation.
No Me Importa: So come in, tie me down, try and reprogram me; please run your tests, tell me how I am malfunctioning.
Roots: I stay positive and I push forward ya see - I gotta do the right thing for my family.
Lay Your Gun Down: I felt God when you were near; for once, everything seemed so clear until you pulled the trigger and you fired away.
Creep:
OTHER
Surrender: Never surrender, there’s always hope for a new day; always remember, life will find a way.
Have No Fear: Somehow I knew you’d show me that you are always here; that you are always by my side, right here with me and I have nothing to fear.
The Scorpio Files: Sexiness Defined
Since we are currently in the astrological season which brings into focus this idea of sexiness and attractive power, I feel like it is the perfect time to discuss this particular topic. So, how does this Scorpion define sexiness?
We all have our own ideas and opinions on what this means, but plainly and simply, it all begins on the inside. None of the external definitions of the word “sexy” mean anything unless you understand where it originates. To me, sexiness is pure energy. I often refer to it as “personal magnetism powered by self-belief”. As a water sign, I believe that everything starts on the inside. Attractive power is ignited by confidence. Once you begin to know and own this energy, that is when you begin to attract people to you. Sexiness does not begin with looks. Sexiness is an energy which eminates from within you, and serves as a means to accentuate the outer. You do not need to be stereotypically beautiful or handsome to have throngs of admirers. You simply have to know, own and feel the brand of sexual energy you were endowed with. All Scorpions know and feel this on a very profound level because we know that is what gives us our own sense of personal power. Even if you aren’t one, you have this energy. Go deep within and find it. What you think, you become. Once you know it, you become it. Once you become it, you will never again be powerless. Anything that originates from within you cannot be taken away. What does this Plutonian find attractive in others? People who know and own their sexual energy, those who do not try to suppress it, who don’t feel shameful about expressing this part of themselves. Sexual energy is the basic life force which permeates all of creation. Without it, none of us would be here. And this is why I will never feel guilty about expressing this energy, because doing this would be for me to deny my own humanity. Being a Scorpio, obviously things such as loyalty and fidelity are incredibly attractive to me, but it isn’t what attracts me to someone, because those things don’t happen until after you are involved with someone.
If you know it, then you are it. Be your own version of sexy and not a cover of someone else’s version. You are an expression of life here on Earth, and this energy is the life force that flows through you. What is sexiness? It’s you.
The Scorpio Files: Jacoby Shaddix | Scorpio Rising
Jacoby Dakota Shaddix was born on July 28, 1976 in Vacaville, California, in the United States of America, at 3:24 pm. You can check out this interview in which he discusses his tattoo history and reveals his birth time, citing it as the inspiration behind one of them.
“I will face everything and rise, Never gonna quit until I die…”
Around 3 years or so ago, upon the release of the F.E.A.R. album and their song Gravity, which features the lovely Maria Brink of In This Moment, I decided to dive deep into my past and, much like I did with Linkin Park, give a band from my childhood a fair chance. It was around about this time that I made my first correct astrological prediction without the use of birth data. Simply by listening to them and observing their live shows, I was about to deduce both Jacoby’s rising and sun signs. I used it as an opportunity to hone my astrological skills, and for me, this was a huge deal. It was a turning point for me personally, because this was the moment I became less dependent on data and more reliant upon my own intuition to become more in tune with others’ energies.
“Black clouds, they rain down, But they can’t kill the sun inside…”
The rising sign is the energy that comes the most easily to you. A lot of astrologers will tell you it’s what you’re born as. It is your autopilot mode, and in a lot of ways, your soul. It shows the path you will ultimately walk in this lifetime and it greatly shapes your experience here on Earth. A person embodies the qualities and traits of their ascendant sign more until around their first Saturn return at 28-30 years of age, and this is when people develop their more solar qualities, and if they are mature enough spiritually, they learn to integrate these two energies in a healthy manner. Having Scorpio on the ascendant means that Pluto (look at Mars as well) is your chart ruler. Look to these planets to give you more information, as they will give more depth to your approach to life and the challenges you will face.
“I’ve got passion and a reason, And I won’t neglect my emotions, Because I wanna spill, spill my guts…”
Scorpio rising individuals exude a very obvious sense of power and sexuality, have a strong desire nature and possess the will power to overcome any obstacle life throws at them. These are intensely private and emotional people, and they guard their hearts with all of their might. They approach life with intensity and passion and have an innate understanding of the darker aspects of life, because they have experienced them first-hand. These people are absolutely authentic to the core and do not see the point in living a life which is anything less than 100 percent true to who they are. They simply cannot comprehend a lack-luster existence. Their approach to life is very all-or-nothing.
“My heart is a fist drenched in blood. My soul will rise again…”
As is quite evident to anyone who has ever listened to a PR song at any point in time, their music is heavily influenced by Scorpionic themes, but always with that little light at the end of the tunnel. Back in their early days when the Scorpio energy was more of a main focus, the lighter energy of Jacoby’s sun in Leo was not as evident as it is now that he has grown and matured as a man. The Scorpio rising existence is laden with drama, traumas and addictions of all sorts. It is no secret to anyone that he has experienced all of those things on some level or another. Everything from relationship drama to drug/alcohol/sex addiction, even to being homeless. But I feel like this is a big part of their appeal. When it comes to pure performance, I have very seldom seen a more passionate performer than Jacoby. The phrase “Rock and Roll Saved My Life” is not just a moniker to sell t-shirts. For him, it is the absolute truth. Without it, he would more than likely be dead.
“I’ve taken the ride and I’ve danced with death. I had nine lives, and I’ve got one left…”
Being a Scorpio sun myself, I greatly identify with this aspect of him, and I can vouch for the fact that the Plutonian existence is never easy. Everyone is faced with challenges, but for us, life puts us into these situations where we are forced to put up or shut up. Either evolve or dissolve. Transform or wither away. Change or die. He has always experienced trauma on some level, but it wasn’t until his Saturn return that things really started taking a turn for the worst. This was in September of 2005, a little while before the release of The Paramour Sessions through the Metamorphosis album cycle. He began acting out and became the ultimate stereotype of sex, drugs and rock and roll, with it ultimately leading to his biggest rebirth. He was put into a situation in which he really had to do some soul searching and decide what was truly important to him. And out of that period came a huge spiritual transformation, with him finding God, becoming a Christian and with him beginning to embody his more solar 9th house qualities.
“I will fight for my life, Turn my darkness to light. This is war, it’s a war over me…”
All too often the Scorpionic existence is portrayed in a negative light and, unfortunately, the life of the person usually ends tragically. But what I love about this case is that he showcases the other side of the Scorpio coin - overcoming every obstacle, no matter how dark, against all odds and using it to inspire others. And in learning how to integrate his dark and his light and wear it on his sleeve, it shows people just like him that there is always hope. That the most beautiful things come to those who are not afraid to die.
INFEST
Infest: “You better do just what I say, and if you don’t then you will pay.” Last Resort: “I can’t go on living this lie.” Broken Home: “Pain bottled up about to blow like a gun.” Dead Cell: “Born with no soul, lack of control, cut from the mold of the antisocial.” Between Angels And Insects: “With the flesh and the blood that you call your soul, flip it inside out, it’s a big black hole.” Blood Brothers: “It’s in our nature to destroy ourselves, it’s in our nature to kill ourselves, it’s in our nature to kill each other, it’s in our nature to kill.” Revenge: “Scared of herself and the power that was in her, it took over and weighed heavy on her shoulder.” Snakes: “Do you like how it feels to be bit in the neck by the snake that kills?” Never Enough: “Now something’s wrong with me, I’m bleeding profusely. And this seems natural to me, I fuck up everyday.” Binge: “It’s your turn to learn to fight; you better sit back down ‘til you hold your ground.” Thrown Away: “The doctors say, 'He’s got the brain of a murderer’. This rugged style steals your brain.” Tightrope [Hidden Track]: “There is a thin line between what is good and what is evil, and I will tiptoe down that line, but I will feel unstable.”
LOVEHATETRAGEDY
M-80 - Explosive Energy Movement: “I’m strong and fearless only 'cause I got rock 'n roll. I’m knee-deep in our blood only 'cause I got rock 'n roll.” Life Is A Bullet: “Today I feel blue, my head is in the clouds; separate me, my soul from my body.” Time And Time Again: “Emotional swords slash my soul, and now the pain takes control.” Walking Through Barbed Wire: “Bloody-faced, kissing death, walking through barbed wire.” Decompression Period: “Can’t you read the story of our lives? Death to me and life for you.” Born With Nothing, Die With Everything: “Trust yourself, trust no one else. Fuck a hero, be yourself.” She Loves Me Not: “When I see her eyes look into my eyes, then I realize that she could see inside my head.” Singular Indestructible Droid: “Take my body and release me from this cage. You can’t put a soul in a grave.” Black Clouds: “I’m tired of running, it’s time to face my demons. Confession of depression, this life I’m second guessing.” Code Of Energy: “Hi, I’m paranoid; goodbye, I’m in the void, haunted by insecurity.” Lovehatetragedy: “Human behavior, peculiar it seems. Some thrive on hate, some love the dream.” Gouge Away (Cover): “I break the walls and kill us all with holy fingers.” Never Said It: “So don’t go away, don’t go away, I got something to say about the dark side of me.”
GETTING AWAY WITH MURDER
Blood (Empty Promises): “Does it run in your blood to betray the ones you love?” Not Listening: “I’m a man that’s not afraid of danger; I walk my own path, I blaze my own trail, 'cause I’m not afraid to derail.” Stop Looking, Start Seeing: “Why does the truth always have to hurt?” Take Me: “This is just a story of a broken soul.” Getting Away With Murder: “Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness, I need to calculate what creates my own madness.” Be Free: “Some say I am going to hell, but I am already there.” Done With You: “So help me, save me, tell me that the end is near.” Scars: “I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut; my weakness is that I care too much.” Sometimes: “I consume myself in sorrow; this moment in time is what I betray.” Blanket of Fear: “I believe the only thing we have to fear is fear itself.” Tyranny Of Normality: “Our culture has become complacent, it has no desire, and the ethical slaughter of truth is to be retired.” Do Or Die: “It’s never too late to live your life - the time is now, it’s do or die.” Harder Than A Coffin Nail [Bonus]: “God bless the coffin they carry me off in.” Caught Dead [Bonus]: “I’d rather be caught dead than weak.”
THE PARAMOUR SESSIONS
… To Be Loved: “I want domination, I want your submission; I know you’re not resisting to this temptation.” Alive (’N Out Of Control): “Reaching for the sky while laying in the gutter - kicking and screaming, I am singing bloody murder.” Crash: “I refuse to be your victim, I refuse to be your slave; I keep on burning my bridges, I keep on fucking up everything.” The World Around You: “Somebody tells the truth, somebody lives a lie I can see right through: the story is in your eyes.” Forever: “Take these memories that are haunting me of a paper man cut into shreds by his own pair of scissors, he’ll never forgive her…” I Devise My Own Demise: “I can’t control everything, and I can’t forget just what I’ve seen.” Time Is Running Out: “So, when I’m out of control and I’m out of my mind, just remember one thing: I think I’m just fine.” What Do You Do?: “So, what do you do when it all comes down on you? Do you run and hide or face the truth?” My Heart Is A Fist: “My heart is a fist drenched in blood; my soul will fight again.” No More Secrets: “No more secrets, no more lies, see right through your alibis.” Reckless: “I’m walking on broken glass from the wreckage of my past; I’m locked up in a cage 'cause I’m a prisoner of my ways.” The Fire: “Fly around the fire, in and out of desire.” Roses On My Grave: “Truth shall be told one day; I’ll be underground one day.” The Addict [Bonus]: “I wanna get lost in the pleasures of my flesh like a sick boy tonight; control me, consult me.” SOS [Bonus]: “I’m living in a prison cell, I’m strung out in downtown hell.”
METAMORPHOSIS
Change Or Die: “You gotta change or die; the answer is for you to do what’s right tonight.” Hollywood Whore: “She found out she’s got no soul, but it really doesn’t bother her.” I Almost Told You That I Loved You: “I’m not the one that you want, the one that you need; my love is like a fucking disease.” Lifeline: “A heart of gold won’t take you all the way, and in a world so cold, it’s hard to keep the faith.” Had Enough: “The time has come for me to face it; I can’t refuse the war inside.” Live This Down: “How could you deceive me? I’m begging you to leave me.” March Out Of The Darkness: “We march out of the darkness, we revel in the flames; the mission is accomplished, we’re ready for the change.” Into The Light: “I got a head full of wreckage and a mouth full of lies; my mind’s in the gutter, I feel like I wanna die.” Carry Me: “It takes horns to hold up my halo, and strength to get through the fight.” Nights Of Love: “The wicked game that you play so good; I’m falling hard just like you knew I would.” State Of Emergency: “There’s a battle raging in my head, I don’t wanna be left for dead.”
TIME FOR ANNIHILATION
Burn: “So blind I could not see, right behind my back you stabbed me.” One Track Mind: “Sex addicts, drugs and vampires, they permeate my life; don’t know which one I’m gonna be tonight.” Kick In The Teeth: “We live in a cold dark world with venom in its fangs; you can spit it in my face, but I know I’ll be okay.” No Matter What: “No matter what, I’ve got your back; I’ll take a bullet for you if it comes to that.” Enemy: “I lost myself inside the lies and wicked ways; I’m starting to believe you’ll be the death of me.”
THE CONNECTION
Still Swingin’: “Never change, never break; I’m the real, you’re the fake.” Where Did The Angels Go?: “Every move I make has got me stuck in the darkest place.” Silence Is The Enemy: “You take your needles and sew my mouth shut, but you will never hear the last of me.” Before I Die: “I’ve been a wretched soul, from my heart down to my toes.” Wish You Never Met Me: “This is the moment that I feared the most; helplessly watching as we turn to ghosts.” Give Me Back My Life: “I know that I’m fucked up and infected; I’ve been hiding in the fear rejected.” Breathe You In: “Maybe I don’t have a purpose, maybe I cut way too deep; or maybe I’ll scratch the surface to find out that I’m not worthless.” Leader Of The Broken Hearts: “Maybe it’s time I cut the cord, maybe I’ll stay and take some more.” Not That Beautiful: “Every time I try to run and hide, I feel you’re haunting me.” Walking Dead: “We are the walking dead, swallow the lies we’re fed.” Won’t Let Up: “Even though it hurts like hell, you have to bleed.” As Far As I Remember: “I’d rather die on my feet than live my life on my knees.” What’s Left Of Me [Bonus]: “I won’t take the pieces, put them back together; you took the best of me, but you can’t have what’s left of me.” 9th Life [Bonus]: “I’m a zombie in my head, I’m an earthquake, make the world shake, and I won’t break - you can’t kill the living dead.” Set Me Off [Bonus]: “You set me off with all the lies you told; your shit is getting old.” You Gotta Want It [Bonus]: “I feel you, you see, I’m broken all the way through.”
F.E.A.R.
Face Everything And Rise: “I will face everything and rise; never gonna quit until I die.” Skeletons: “Comfort in violence, suffer in silence, lost in self-deception.” Broken As Me: “Shut your mouth 'cause I can see through the lies; we’re only getting sicker from the secrets we hide.” Falling Apart: “I can’t even trust myself, I’m burning in my skin; standing at the gates of hell, but nobody will let me in.” Love Me 'Til It Hurts: “Will you love me 'til it hurts, never leave me at my worst?” Never Have To Say Goodbye: “We never have to say goodbye, 'cause I can feel you from the afterlife.” Gravity: “I was a number one sinner no less; my life was a lie and my wish was a death.” War Over Me: “I’m standing on the front lines, I’m fighting for my soul. I’ve walked a self-destructive lonely road.” Devil: “I’m not a slave to your temptation, 'cause I know who you are and who the devil is.” Warriors: “Kill the night, all we need is a spark, we can bury the dark.” Hope For The Hopeless [Bonus]: “Never careful what I wish for, never careful with what I say; always begging for attention in my sick and twisted way.” Fear Hate Love [Bonus]: “No, you can’t take my heart, no, you can’t take me down, 'cause karma comes around.”
CROOKED TEETH
Break The Fall: “Will this nightmare ever end? Will I break before I bend?” Crooked Teeth: “I’m possessed by the everyday stress, flash back and I’m trying to forget; bloody hell, bloody knife, bloody mess.” My Medication: “I’m a moth to a flame and I’ll burn for the hell of it.” Born For Greatness: “They spit on my face and curse on my name, they’re taking my life in vengeance.” American Dreams: “So, give me the truth, don’t tell me your lies, 'cause it’s harder to breathe when you’re buried alive by American dreams.” Periscope: “You wear your heart so fearless, it’s like it doesn’t beat; you push away my demons when they torture me.” Help: “I’m cut deep, my heart won’t beat, deep down low, it’s killing me.” Sunrise Trailer Park: “I’m still haunted by the best years of, the best years of my life.” Traumatic: “I can see you right where you are; you don’t need to hide in the dark.” None Of The Above: “'Cause I’ve been blessed with a curse; I arrived in a limo and I left in a hearse.” Ricochet [Bonus]: “I count my demons as they dance around my bed; I feel them breathing down my neck, it never ends.” Nothing [Bonus]: “Face with the truth in the demons we see; fist to the sky, tell me what you believe.” Bleeding Through [Bonus]: “I only wish you knew - in darkness you’re still beautiful; but I can see your open wounds, they’re bleeding through.”
MISCELLANEOUS
Even If I Could [Avengers Soundtrack]: “Mommy’s little monster wrapped inside a box; Can’t forgive her, she threw away the fucking key.” Just Go (Don’t Look Back): “The next step in my evolution is to realize my life is just a crazy ride.” Legacy: “I’m taking a stab at the sick, sick, sick; I know what evil is and evil could suck my dick.” Not Coming Home: “Put your mother on the phone, I’ve gotta tell her she’s not alone.”
♏♃ Even In Death: A Scorpionic Evanescence Playlist ♃♏
In honor of the upcoming Jupiter in Scorpio transit, here is a playlist of Scorpionic Evanescence tracks.
01. Even In Death 02. Farther Away 03. Missing 04. Sick 05. Snow White Queen 06. Lose Control 07. The Only One 08. Whisper 09. My Immortal 10. My Last Breath 11. Tourniquet 12. Haunted 13. Bring Me To Life 14. Sweet Sacrifice 15. Breathe No More 16. Imperfection 17. Like You 18. Disappear
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sagittarius is light and free. but they are complicated, because double bodied signs are never quite what they seem. there are powerful mental energies in sagittarius, the intellect is in apex command because it responds immediately to the environment, searching for the spiritual focus, seeking to expand at every available moment. they are all about what feeds the spirit in delirious, reckless, excessive, and venturous ways
Heavy Metal Astrology: Amy Lee, Jupiter In Scorpio
Jupiter transits Scorpio from October 10, 2017 - November 8th, 2018
There was always one particular question that plagued my mind, especially in the early days of my Evanescence fandom. Why is someone with so much positive energy in their natal chart singing about such dark and dismal topics? While it is true that there is a plethora of light energy within Amy’s natal chart, it all boils down to, in addition to quite a few strong Plutonian aspects, her Jupiter in Scorpio placement. It’s a huge part of her destiny to shine a light in the darkness. And since Jupiter will soon be transiting her natal placement (and her 5th house of creativity), I am undertaking something quite massive. I have gone through each individual Evanescence track (sans the instrumental pieces, obviously) and chosen a Scorpionic lyric from each one. Jupiter, in the most general sense, represents what we believe in. And there is a huge part of her that believes in the beauty of the night. So, in essence, this is what I want to capture.
NATAL JUPITER IN SCORPIO:
You’ve got the ability to see the hidden goings-on in life, and this can be a tool for success. Your path is toward being able to handle intense energy, and use it as a healing force. When you’re wise about your own power, you’re able to use it to create what you want, and help others become empowered, too. Your instinct for the hidden side of life draws you into mysteries, metaphysics, shamanism, sacred places, sexuality as a creative and healing force, expressions in Art of what is hidden. Your faith is renewed when you go through periods of psychic death, and emerge anew, after shedding your old skin. With that ability to evolve, you’re in a position to help others adapt to the great changes of our time. [x]
JUPITER IN SCORPIO TRANSIT:
Jupiter’s transit through intense and passionate Scorpio urges us to go after our hearts’ desires. As Jupiter moves through Scorpio, we learn and understand that in order to heal, we have to cut out the fluff and focus on what really matters to us. Because Jupiter’s nature is extravagant, we must guard against “too much.” Moderation doesn’t come naturally to either Jupiter or Scorpio. Scorpio is a Water sign. Water signs encompass feelings and emotions, and Jupiter in a Water sign teaches us to embrace our emotions–to understand them, go with our feelings, and express them on a social level. Jupiter in Scorpio encourages us to grow and expand emotionally, and because Scorpio is focused and deep, it encourages us to develop intimacy–with ourselves and with others. With Jupiter in Scorpio, we attract the most success and good fortune when we put our “all” into a project or undertaking, and when we use our magnetic powers to heal others. Jupiter’s zeal can supersede moderation at times. It can expand the more negative qualities of a sign, just as it can expand the positive traits. Its zeal and enthusiasm are well-intentioned, but it can blind us to our immoderate behavior. In Scorpio, we can be obsessive. If it feels good, we just go for it. [x]
ORIGIN:
Whisper: “Death before my eyes, lying next to me, I fear.”
Imaginary: “Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming; cannot cease for the fear of silent nights.”
My Immortal: “I’m so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears.”
Where Will You Go: “Is it clear enough that you can’t live your whole life all alone?”
Field Of Innocence: “Where has my heart gone? An uneven trade for the real world…”
Even In Death: “Even in death our love goes on, and I can’t love you any more than I do.”
Anywhere: “Unlock your heart, drop your guard, no one’s left to stop you now.”
Lies: “I have lived and I died for you; Abide in me and I vow to you, I will never forsake you.”
Away From Me: “Lost in a dying world, I reach for something more; I have grown so weary of this lie I live.”
FALLEN:
Going Under: “Just when I thought I’d reached the bottom, I’m dying again.”
Bring Me To Life: “How can you see into my eyes like open doors? Leading you down into my core, where I’ve become so numb.”
Everybody’s Fool: “It never was and never will be. You don’t know how you’ve betrayed me.”
Haunted: “Hunting you, I can smell you, alive; your heart pounding in my head.”
Tourniquet: “I lay dying, and I’m pouring crimson regret and betrayal.”
Taking Over Me: “I have to be with you to live, to breathe; you’re taking over me.”
Hello: “Hello, I’m the lie living for you so you can hide.”
My Last Breath: “Say goodnight, don’t be afraid; calling me, calling me as you fade to black.”
THE OPEN DOOR:
Sweet Sacrifice: “Fear is only in our minds, taking over all the time.”
Call Me When You’re Sober: “Can’t keep believing, we’re only deceiving ourselves and I’m sick of the lie.”
Weight Of The World: “Safe in the dark, how can you see?”
Lithium: “I want to stay in love with my sorrow; Oh, but God, I want to let it go.”
Cloud Nine: “If I fall and all is lost, it’s where I belong.”
Snow White Queen: “I can’t escape the twisted way you think of me.”
Lacrymosa: “Out on your own, cold and alone again; Can this be what you really wanted, baby?”
Like You: “I believe our love can see us through in death.”
Lose Control: “If I cut you down to a thing I can use, I fear there will be nothing good left of you.”
The Only One: “If I can’t feel, I’m not mine, I’m not real.”
Your Star: “I can’t see your star, though I patiently waited, bedside, for the death of today.”
All That I’m Living For: “Take my darkest fears and play them like a lullaby, like a reason why.”
Good Enough: “Crave my heart and it’s bleeding in your hand; I can’t say no to you.”
EVANESCENCE:
What You Want: “Hello, hello, remember me? I’m everything you can’t control.”
Made Of Stone: “I will still remember when you’ve long forgotten me.”
The Change: “I’ve been screaming on the inside, and I know you feel the pain.”
My Heart Is Broken: “Chained to this fear that I will never find a way to heal my soul.”
The Other Side: “Make me whole again, open your eyes; taunted by the shows of your light.”
Erase This: “ I cannot erase this darkness in me.”
Lost In Paradise: “Take it all away, shadows of you, ‘cause they won’t let me go.”
Sick: “Embrace the silence, 'cause there’s nothing that can change the way I feel.”
End Of The Dream: “As much as it hurts, ain’t it wonderful to feel?”
Oceans: “In the end, you never can wash the blood from your hands.”
Never Go Back: “I die every time I close my eyes, you’re always there.”
Swimming Home: “I’ve been way down underneath this skin, waiting to hear my name again.”
LOST WHISPERS:
Missing: “Though I’d die to know you love me, I’m all alone.”
Farther Away: “Now I see what I really am: a thief, a whore and a liar.”
Breathe No More: “If I try to touch her and I bleed, I bleed, and I breathe, I breathe no more.”
If You Don’t Mind: “Where’s the light? Killed my day, lost in the dark of your ways.”
Together Again: “So many fears were swimming around and around in my mind; who would have dreamed the secrets we would find?”
The Last Song I’m Wasting On You: “Honey, you know, you know I’d never hurt you that way; you’re just so pretty in your pain.”
A New Way To Bleed: “Save your twisted enemy, so you might earn forgiveness.”
Say You Will: “I want to make you feel the way that I do.”
Disappear: “How much longer are you gonna give in to the fear? Holding you down until you’re frozen.”
Secret Door: “Don’t fight my tears, 'cause they feel so good.”
DEMOS & RARE RECORDINGS:
Anything For You: “I’ll believe all your lies; just pretend you love me.”
Before The Dawn: “Meet me after dark again and I’ll hold you.”
Bleed (I Must Be Dreaming): "We all live, we all die; that does not begin to justify you.”
Exodus: “Here in the shadows, I’m safe, I’m free.”
Forever Gone, Forever You: “So far away, I see the truth, I see through you.”
Forgive Me: “I felt like I would die; it hurt so much to hurt you.”
Give Unto Me: “Place onto me your burden; I’ll drink your deadly poison.”
Goodnight: “Goodnight, sleep tight, no more tears.”
It Was All A Lie: “I should have known all along it was all a lie.”
Listen To The Rain: “Listen to each drop of rain whispering secrets in vain.”
October: “In my bitterness, I ignored all that’s real and true; all I need is you.”
So Close: “Wait a time to spare these lies we tell ourselves.”
Solitude: “How can you be so blind as to see right through me?”
Surrender: “You can’t abandon me; you belong to me.”
Take Cover: “By the way you talk to me, I can see the lie you’re dreaming I’ll believe.”
Understanding (Wash It All Away): “The pain that grips you, the fear that binds you, releases life in me.”
Untitled (You Can’t Kill The Me In You): “I’m not afraid of those who kill the body, for still they cannot kill the soul."
SYNTHESIS:
Imperfection: "You know you can’t deny it: the world’s a little more fucked up everyday.”
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