Trying to be skinnier lmfao

sw: 73.8 cw:84.85 hw:85 gw:70 ugw:65 DONT REPORT, BLOCK ME IF YOU WANT THOUGH! NOT PRO , ONLY PRO FOR ME! active in June 2022, currently on my highest weight :/, also happens to be a raging bisexual🏳️‍🌈 they/them please!!

[skinny-coffins-deactivated20180]

just a reminder

i. do. not. promote. eating. disorders. of. any. kind. whatsoever.

if you are trying to recover, please, get the fuck away from my blog.

the reason i have this blog is for my own motivation.

seek help: 1-800-931-2237

[benderinsocks]

“trios don’t work”

you’ve never met us then 🫂

[poison-barbzz]

You know for somebody who let's their ed rule their life, I sure do suck at having an ed

[miziscrying]

Going to sleep with hvnger pains is kinda satisfying tough...

[kiwibombom]

i wish food didn’t have calories.

[brainsrad]

”dinners ready!”

“im not hungry,”

“too bad we’re not wasting food”

[decayingb0dy]

my reasons for losing weight!!

• i can wear baggy clothes in an aesthetic way and not in a way that makes me look huge

• i won’t have to feel insecure about my belly

• i’ll look good in whatever clothes i wear because i’ll be skinny

• people will be jealous over my self control

• people will worry about me when i start losing a lot of weight

• people will see how small and light i am

• i won’t have to be ashamed of talking about my weight to others

• i’ll be the skinny friend

• skinny legs will be cuter in my clothes

• it will make me prettier

• being someone else’s thinspo

• can focus on other things and not just my weight

• won’t have to worry about looking fat when someone takes a picture of me

• someone’s hand can fit around my arm

• i won’t have to worry about looking fat next to someone

• people will be nicer to me if i’m skinnier

• i can be pretty and skinny in summer

• no more jiggly legs and arms

• i can have a slimmer face

• i will look sickly and pale

[anawantsanalol]

Restrictive ed be dumb as hell

Wtf do you mean I'm going to be starving for a week before meeting my friends only to end up binging when I'm with them

[sk1nbtchbl00g]

i need smaller boobs

[pigeonwinnin]

TW: disordered eating mention

Lately I keep sitting in front of the mirror and wondering what I’ll have to lose to be loved. At what weight will I not be tossed aside anymore? What pant size will make me important to people in my life. How will a dress need to fit me to have my awkwardness and anxiety be seen as enduring instead of socially isolating. What bodily ratio will make sure that I’m never abandoned again.

It’s illogical to think that a number in this sense is security against emotional pain. I know deep down it might not fix anything. But it’s all I have left and I need to try because I’m so tired and scared right now. I don’t want to be unloveable for the rest of my life.

[pepsishawty]

too real

credit: @DisorderedDroll on twt

[nervous-and-screaming]

tw // ed, ana

does anyone ever feel like theyre faking having an eating disorder cuz im overweight and eat normal most of the time but i just relapse in short bursts

[peonies-slim]

When I saw I lost a total of…

5 lbs, my wrists seemed less chunky

10 lbs, the back of my shoulders seemed less round

15 lbs, I had lost the hunch behind my back and my stomach had gotten smaller, plus my jawline started showing

20 lbs, my collarbones and the ribs above my breasts started showing, my neck had gotten smaller and my cheekbones started showing

25 lbs, my hipbones were visible when I layed on my bed, and my thighs so tinier when I sat on the shower floor

30 lbs, my arms seemed thinner. I could see bones, nerves and muscle working under layers of fat that had vanished

35 lbs, my calves seemed much more toned than before, and my stomach got even smaller, to the point where I could see my ribs instead of a roll

40 lbs, I became more confident when trying on clothes while shopping

45 lbs, my breasts started shrinking fast, I hadn’t lost in that zone yet

50 lbs, my boss noticed my weight loss and said “wow, is it me or everytime I see you, you’ve gotten smaller?”

55 lbs, I went through my clothes and sent more than half of them to thrift stores

60 lbs, I took a look in the mirror and saw no double chin, no back rolls and no round tummy

At first, you don’t notice the changes. After a year, you’ve forgotten where you even started. But once you start paying attention, you see the results of all those times you cried, starved, overworked yourself or purged. I swear, one day I’ll extend this list to 95 lbs.

[anawantsanalol]

Came back because ofcourse I did. I still feel really gross, obviously that didn't stop me from stuffing myself from a pig. Planning on losing weight again because I feel like a fucking pig who's just feeding itself constantly bc it's bored. I hate the way I look and feel right now. Hopefully I'll lose some weight in the coming weeks

[fasts-n-fags]

starving so you look good in big pants small shirt fits >>>

[anawantsanalol]

Need a calorie counter on tip of my head so that I can see the amount I've had everytime I see my reflection. Or like if there was a hologram put on top of every edible item so I'll keep myself in check instead of letting go or counting the wrong calories. I get so fucking lazy when it comes to counting calories I wish I just didn't eat at all. Why is it so hard to starve.

[kikikoko234-deactivated20260807]

in theory, loosing weight is so easy, you just have to skip meals and wait. But i have a brain with a survival modus and thats the whole problem -_-

[anawantsanalol]

THIS.