a study in how not to exist

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[fasts-n-fags]

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i support recovery, and if you are in recovery pls bl0ck me <3

height: 165 cm

cw: 67 kg

gw1: 65 kg

gw2: 60 kg

gw3: 55 kg

gw4: 50 kg

gw5: 45 kg

[fasts-n-fags]

i don’t want to be thin anymore! i just want to eat a meal without feeling so bloated that i can’t go on with my day unless i throw it all up.

[fasts-n-fags]

i starve so i don’t become a sociopath

[allpronounsallpower]

what if

what if I starve my boobs off would I look nb then?

random thought

[fasts-n-fags]

starving so you look good in big pants small shirt fits >>>

[fasts-n-fags]

there are only two rules

don’t binge

don’t eat on week days

i will reach my ugw before the end of the year

[fasts-n-fags]

how to prevent binges??? tips. now! 😭😭😭

[fasts-n-fags]

if i eat below 600 and do 10K daily, i’d be about underweight in 3 months :D also if i fast 4 days a week i can have 3 days of around 1200 :) tmrw imma fast and try to do it every school day with maximum of one exception if i get faintly & if i do five days i can have up to 2k weekends … yeah i probably need a new hobby, but we’ll see in 3 months 🤗🤗🤗

[fasts-n-fags]

am i the only one who sees people they know having the time of their life on social media and then wishes to off themselves

[erikwantstobefree]

[fasts-n-fags]

that’s it i’m just not eating until i get my ugw

[anasinthedarkkk]

can we talk about the PAIN that comes with excessive fasting 🥺

[fasts-n-fags]

no because i used to go to the bathroom during school hours just to go and curl up, writhing in pain for minutes and then having to walk out looking fine just to not feel anything else the entire day

[fasts-n-fags]

i just had the perfect idea!

so my family is non-vegan and i am, thus whenever i bake something for them, i’ll just add milk or eggs and this way they won’t ask me why i don’t have a bite and i won’t be tempted to eat it later so i can even make it avg / high cal 😍😍😍

[fasts-n-fags]

it’s a fucking banana

[ibuprofenbarbi-e]

yea, why?

[cybercorezz]

I CAN EAT LATER, i don't have to eat rn, i can do it later, and when i eat, I'll eat in small portions, slowly, so that i dont end up binging, ill drink a ton of water, and walk a lot.

i can always eat this or that. later, food doesn't dissappear, it can be replicated, the recipes, i dont have to eat something i can eat any day i want, its not the only time im gonna have the chance to eat it, i can always eat it at another time.

im doing well so far. I am not eating, and i wont eat, i wont eat, i wont eat, i won't eat.

[stickyrice14]

i promise ur still making progress ☆ even if u ate 1200 cals n opened tumblr to someone ashamed of eating 300.... all progress is progress and u are still in a deficit. if ur in a deficit U WILL LOSE WEIGHT <3333