spineless

huge tw, minor, block dont report. not active ugw: 98 he/xe

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intro post✨✨

the name's poet, this is where i vent about stuff. if my parents find this acc its game over lol

ne ways i post triggering stuff about my ed and self harm and stuff like that, block dont report por favor

my pronouns are he/xe, anything male/ neutral aligned is okay. ive been to the mental hospital twice, wasnt the best. im only pro for myself, get out if you can.

i dump my thoughts on this page with no filter, i apologize in advance

this is a safe space for me, please dont take it away

stats under the cut

:cw: 176.2lbs

height: 5'5

age: under 16

:lw: 146lbs

gw1: 175lbs

gw2: 168lbs

gw3: 161lbs

gw4: 154lbs

gw5: 140lbs

gw6: 126lbs

gw7: 112lbs

ugw: 98lbs

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im gonna take a break from this acc to try to recover,

my regular acc is @purple-colored-sky, if you have a reg acc

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should i stop taking my meds or try recovery lets play spin the wheeel

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i want to be free of all of my responsibilities i want to die or smth smh

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i think i fucked up my soup

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i cant stop the urges anymore

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my grandmas staying till thursday wtf

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morning

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night night

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tw sh

can you bleed out from one styro

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am i going into a depressive episode or is capitalism failing me

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just ate a normal sized meal wtf is this it doesnt feel good

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when will i be bad enough for you

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lmao: boring, overused, cishet

lmuo: amazing, fresh, for the afabs

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tw // ed, ana

does anyone ever feel like theyre faking having an eating disorder cuz im overweight and eat normal most of the time but i just relapse in short bursts

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bro why did this post get so popular lmuo

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my ugw is weightless and in the ground

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reblog if you have a crippling eating disorder thats holding you back, or if you like flowers<3