The Nihilist's Grimoire

[she/her | 7 sweeps] Upon this blog will I document all information I have on the True Progenitor of Trollkind, Its Venerable Putrescence, Ninlilim, as initially documented by The Nihilist, may he finally be at peace within the Void. {{UNREALITY AHEAD}}

[anchoriticsacrament]

void main() {

std::cout << "Hello Grumblr. You may call me AS. You may know me from various forums. I have made this page to archive my posts across various webscythes after experiencing the blatant censorship of the Fanduspawn Forums. Should it fall, please contact me at the following address: [email protected]";

std::cout << "I am here to echo the Whispers of Its Venerable Putrescence, Ninlilim, the One True Progenitor of us all, the Primordial Sludge from which Our Kind did rise from to create the Great Alternian Empire.";

std::cout << "Please feel free to help me spread the word by \"rebugging\" my posts and, if you have any questions about the Putresce, please do hit up my inbox. :smile:";

std::cout << "May you all journey safely through the Void.";

return 0;

}

ooc under the cut

content warnings for cosmic horror, religious themes, cult stuff, body horror, will tack on more as i think of them!

Zarmik is a little freak with a touch of eldritch madness and a lot of voidrot!!!! she DOES post like an unfiction author and gets confused anytime someone assumes that she's doing an unfiction project. NOT beating the unfiction allegations

also she is trans 👍

btw this is ran by @wolfgirlfangs-mun :3

[anchoriticsacrament]

ARE YOU STILL ON ABT THAT PROGENITOR OF TROLLKIND BS LOLZ

JUST CURIOUS! IZ THAT BIT STILL GOIN?

@mechanicaldelirium

void main() {

std::cout << "Oh, it's you.";

std::cout << "Of course I am. It is my life's sole purpose. Would you ask a fish if it still swims, or a howlfiend if it still hunts?";

return 0;

}

[mechanicaldelirium]

WHAT, DID YOU MISS ME OR SOMETHIN LOLZ?

LIFEZ SOLE PURPOSE, HUH. YOU JUST GOT SOOOO MUCH MORE INTERESTIN, AS!

[anchoriticsacrament]

void main() {

std::cout << "I didn't miss you at all, actually. Your kind words on the forums and then subsequent taunts have left the bad taste of betrayal in my mouth.";

std::cout << "Are you being sarcastic?";

return 0;

}

[mechanicaldelirium]

HEY, I'M MULTIFACETED! I MEANT THOSE THINGZ I SAID BACK THEN.

NAH. NOT BEIN SARCASTIC. WE'RE LIKE TWO PEAZ IN A POD, YKNOW! WAY MORE SIMILAR THAN I ORIGINALLY THOUGHT. >B]

WE BOTH HAVE A PURPOSE IN LIFE. A SINGLE PURPOSE THAT TRANSCENDZ ALL ELSE. SOMETHIN THATZ SECOND NATURE TO US. STICKIN BY IT IS EASY AS BREATHIN.

[anchoriticsacrament]

void main() {

std::cout << "Uhm. Okay. I'm not entirely sure that you're being honest with me, but sure.";

std::cout << "Care to elaborate on how we're so similar, then? What's your purpose?";

return 0;

}

[mechanicaldelirium]

LIFE N DEATH. THE BEGINNIN AND THE END. ON PAPER, THEY'RE SUCH OPPOSITEZ.

YET, IN REALITY, THEY'RE THE SAME.

YOU, WHO ARE EVER CONNECTED TO THE ORIGIN OF TROLLKIND. AND ME, WHO WANTZ TO BRING UPON THE END OF IT.

OPPOSING FORCEZ? OR PARALLELZ? IS THERE REALLY A DIFFERENCE?

.... WELL. CALLIN IT THE "END OF TROLLKIND" IS KINDA DRAMATIC. BUT IT MIGHT AS WELL BE!!! MY PURPOSE IS TO RAZE THE CASTE SYSTEM TO ASH. SOMETHIN SO ENTWINED WITH TROLL CULTURE. KEHEHEHE. >B]

[anchoriticsacrament]

void main() {

std::cout << "Hm. I will go along with your game, MD.";

std::cout << "I would argue, then, that whether we work in parallel or in opposition depends more upon our intentions. I strive towards Freedom through Salvation.";

std::cout << "What are your intentions?";

return 0;

}

[mechanicaldelirium]

"FREEDOM". KEH. GUESS WE *ARE* MORE SIMILAR THAN I THOUGHT.

"FREEDOM THROUGH SALVATION" IS A NICE THOUGHT, AS. MAYBE IN ANOTHER LIFE WE'D BE PART OF THE SAME CAUSE, RATHER THAN JUST HAVING THE SAME GOAL.

FREEDOM THROUGH ANARCHY. FREEDOM THROUGH ANNIHILATION. THAT'S WHAT *I* STRIVE FOR.

[anchoriticsacrament]

void main() {

std::cout << "Well unfortunately for your own numbers, I have to make changes in less orthodox ways due to my own situation. Partaking in rebel movements is nothing I can do from my husktop. Perhaps even less so with Voidrot.";

std::cout << "Another life, indeed.";

return 0;

}

[mechanicaldelirium]

... YEAH. TRUST ME, I'M PRETTY WELL VERSED IN VOIDROT.

ANY SORT OF PHYSICAL ACTIVITY IS DIFFICULT WITH IT. ONCES ITZ DONE SUCKIN EVERY DROP OF PSIONIC ENERGY FROM YOUR PAN, IT STARTZ BREAKIN DOWN EVERY OTHER PART OF YOU.

NOT THAT I NEED TO TELL *YOU* THAT, OF COURSE. SORRY ABOUT THAT.

[anchoriticsacrament]

void main() {

std::cout << "It's okay. This is just part of the process. I was well aware of the effects long before getting it.";

std::cout << "I've made my peace with it, for the most part. While it does get frustrating, I am glad to be a part of something bigger. Surely not unlike the sentiments of rebels caught in turmoil fighting against the empire.";

return 0;

}

[mechanicaldelirium]

SOMETHIN BIGGER. YEAH. YOU JUST KEEP SURPRISIN ME, AS!

THE MORE I LEARN ABOUT HOW YOU THINK, THE MORE INTERESTED I END UP GETTIN. YOU REALLY ARE ONE OF A KIND. KEH.

[anchoriticsacrament]

void main () {

std::cout << "Well if you really are interested in all of this, feel free to ask questions. I'd be glad to answer— it is part of my purpose, after all.";

return 0;

}

[anchoriticsacrament]

ARE YOU STILL ON ABT THAT PROGENITOR OF TROLLKIND BS LOLZ

JUST CURIOUS! IZ THAT BIT STILL GOIN?

@mechanicaldelirium

void main() {

std::cout << "Oh, it's you.";

std::cout << "Of course I am. It is my life's sole purpose. Would you ask a fish if it still swims, or a howlfiend if it still hunts?";

return 0;

}

[mechanicaldelirium]

WHAT, DID YOU MISS ME OR SOMETHIN LOLZ?

LIFEZ SOLE PURPOSE, HUH. YOU JUST GOT SOOOO MUCH MORE INTERESTIN, AS!

[anchoriticsacrament]

void main() {

std::cout << "I didn't miss you at all, actually. Your kind words on the forums and then subsequent taunts have left the bad taste of betrayal in my mouth.";

std::cout << "Are you being sarcastic?";

return 0;

}

[mechanicaldelirium]

HEY, I'M MULTIFACETED! I MEANT THOSE THINGZ I SAID BACK THEN.

NAH. NOT BEIN SARCASTIC. WE'RE LIKE TWO PEAZ IN A POD, YKNOW! WAY MORE SIMILAR THAN I ORIGINALLY THOUGHT. >B]

WE BOTH HAVE A PURPOSE IN LIFE. A SINGLE PURPOSE THAT TRANSCENDZ ALL ELSE. SOMETHIN THATZ SECOND NATURE TO US. STICKIN BY IT IS EASY AS BREATHIN.

[anchoriticsacrament]

void main() {

std::cout << "Uhm. Okay. I'm not entirely sure that you're being honest with me, but sure.";

std::cout << "Care to elaborate on how we're so similar, then? What's your purpose?";

return 0;

}

[mechanicaldelirium]

LIFE N DEATH. THE BEGINNIN AND THE END. ON PAPER, THEY'RE SUCH OPPOSITEZ.

YET, IN REALITY, THEY'RE THE SAME.

YOU, WHO ARE EVER CONNECTED TO THE ORIGIN OF TROLLKIND. AND ME, WHO WANTZ TO BRING UPON THE END OF IT.

OPPOSING FORCEZ? OR PARALLELZ? IS THERE REALLY A DIFFERENCE?

.... WELL. CALLIN IT THE "END OF TROLLKIND" IS KINDA DRAMATIC. BUT IT MIGHT AS WELL BE!!! MY PURPOSE IS TO RAZE THE CASTE SYSTEM TO ASH. SOMETHIN SO ENTWINED WITH TROLL CULTURE. KEHEHEHE. >B]

[anchoriticsacrament]

void main() {

std::cout << "Hm. I will go along with your game, MD.";

std::cout << "I would argue, then, that whether we work in parallel or in opposition depends more upon our intentions. I strive towards Freedom through Salvation.";

std::cout << "What are your intentions?";

return 0;

}

[mechanicaldelirium]

"FREEDOM". KEH. GUESS WE *ARE* MORE SIMILAR THAN I THOUGHT.

"FREEDOM THROUGH SALVATION" IS A NICE THOUGHT, AS. MAYBE IN ANOTHER LIFE WE'D BE PART OF THE SAME CAUSE, RATHER THAN JUST HAVING THE SAME GOAL.

FREEDOM THROUGH ANARCHY. FREEDOM THROUGH ANNIHILATION. THAT'S WHAT *I* STRIVE FOR.

[anchoriticsacrament]

void main() {

std::cout << "Well unfortunately for your own numbers, I have to make changes in less orthodox ways due to my own situation. Partaking in rebel movements is nothing I can do from my husktop. Perhaps even less so with Voidrot.";

std::cout << "Another life, indeed.";

return 0;

}

[mechanicaldelirium]

... YEAH. TRUST ME, I'M PRETTY WELL VERSED IN VOIDROT.

ANY SORT OF PHYSICAL ACTIVITY IS DIFFICULT WITH IT. ONCES ITZ DONE SUCKIN EVERY DROP OF PSIONIC ENERGY FROM YOUR PAN, IT STARTZ BREAKIN DOWN EVERY OTHER PART OF YOU.

NOT THAT I NEED TO TELL *YOU* THAT, OF COURSE. SORRY ABOUT THAT.

[anchoriticsacrament]

void main() {

std::cout << "It's okay. This is just part of the process. I was well aware of the effects long before getting it.";

std::cout << "I've made my peace with it, for the most part. While it does get frustrating, I am glad to be a part of something bigger. Surely not unlike the sentiments of rebels caught in turmoil fighting against the empire.";

return 0;

}

[anchoriticsacrament]

ARE YOU STILL ON ABT THAT PROGENITOR OF TROLLKIND BS LOLZ

JUST CURIOUS! IZ THAT BIT STILL GOIN?

@mechanicaldelirium

void main() {

std::cout << "Oh, it's you.";

std::cout << "Of course I am. It is my life's sole purpose. Would you ask a fish if it still swims, or a howlfiend if it still hunts?";

return 0;

}

[mechanicaldelirium]

WHAT, DID YOU MISS ME OR SOMETHIN LOLZ?

LIFEZ SOLE PURPOSE, HUH. YOU JUST GOT SOOOO MUCH MORE INTERESTIN, AS!

[anchoriticsacrament]

void main() {

std::cout << "I didn't miss you at all, actually. Your kind words on the forums and then subsequent taunts have left the bad taste of betrayal in my mouth.";

std::cout << "Are you being sarcastic?";

return 0;

}

[mechanicaldelirium]

HEY, I'M MULTIFACETED! I MEANT THOSE THINGZ I SAID BACK THEN.

NAH. NOT BEIN SARCASTIC. WE'RE LIKE TWO PEAZ IN A POD, YKNOW! WAY MORE SIMILAR THAN I ORIGINALLY THOUGHT. >B]

WE BOTH HAVE A PURPOSE IN LIFE. A SINGLE PURPOSE THAT TRANSCENDZ ALL ELSE. SOMETHIN THATZ SECOND NATURE TO US. STICKIN BY IT IS EASY AS BREATHIN.

[anchoriticsacrament]

void main() {

std::cout << "Uhm. Okay. I'm not entirely sure that you're being honest with me, but sure.";

std::cout << "Care to elaborate on how we're so similar, then? What's your purpose?";

return 0;

}

[mechanicaldelirium]

LIFE N DEATH. THE BEGINNIN AND THE END. ON PAPER, THEY'RE SUCH OPPOSITEZ.

YET, IN REALITY, THEY'RE THE SAME.

YOU, WHO ARE EVER CONNECTED TO THE ORIGIN OF TROLLKIND. AND ME, WHO WANTZ TO BRING UPON THE END OF IT.

OPPOSING FORCEZ? OR PARALLELZ? IS THERE REALLY A DIFFERENCE?

.... WELL. CALLIN IT THE "END OF TROLLKIND" IS KINDA DRAMATIC. BUT IT MIGHT AS WELL BE!!! MY PURPOSE IS TO RAZE THE CASTE SYSTEM TO ASH. SOMETHIN SO ENTWINED WITH TROLL CULTURE. KEHEHEHE. >B]

[anchoriticsacrament]

void main() {

std::cout << "Hm. I will go along with your game, MD.";

std::cout << "I would argue, then, that whether we work in parallel or in opposition depends more upon our intentions. I strive towards Freedom through Salvation.";

std::cout << "What are your intentions?";

return 0;

}

[mechanicaldelirium]

"FREEDOM". KEH. GUESS WE *ARE* MORE SIMILAR THAN I THOUGHT.

"FREEDOM THROUGH SALVATION" IS A NICE THOUGHT, AS. MAYBE IN ANOTHER LIFE WE'D BE PART OF THE SAME CAUSE, RATHER THAN JUST HAVING THE SAME GOAL.

FREEDOM THROUGH ANARCHY. FREEDOM THROUGH ANNIHILATION. THAT'S WHAT *I* STRIVE FOR.

[anchoriticsacrament]

void main() {

std::cout << "Well unfortunately for your own numbers, I have to make changes in less orthodox ways due to my own situation. Partaking in rebel movements is nothing I can do from my husktop. Perhaps even less so with Voidrot.";

std::cout << "Another life, indeed.";

return 0;

}

[anchoriticsacrament]

ARE YOU STILL ON ABT THAT PROGENITOR OF TROLLKIND BS LOLZ

JUST CURIOUS! IZ THAT BIT STILL GOIN?

@mechanicaldelirium

void main() {

std::cout << "Oh, it's you.";

std::cout << "Of course I am. It is my life's sole purpose. Would you ask a fish if it still swims, or a howlfiend if it still hunts?";

return 0;

}

[mechanicaldelirium]

WHAT, DID YOU MISS ME OR SOMETHIN LOLZ?

LIFEZ SOLE PURPOSE, HUH. YOU JUST GOT SOOOO MUCH MORE INTERESTIN, AS!

[anchoriticsacrament]

void main() {

std::cout << "I didn't miss you at all, actually. Your kind words on the forums and then subsequent taunts have left the bad taste of betrayal in my mouth.";

std::cout << "Are you being sarcastic?";

return 0;

}

[mechanicaldelirium]

HEY, I'M MULTIFACETED! I MEANT THOSE THINGZ I SAID BACK THEN.

NAH. NOT BEIN SARCASTIC. WE'RE LIKE TWO PEAZ IN A POD, YKNOW! WAY MORE SIMILAR THAN I ORIGINALLY THOUGHT. >B]

WE BOTH HAVE A PURPOSE IN LIFE. A SINGLE PURPOSE THAT TRANSCENDZ ALL ELSE. SOMETHIN THATZ SECOND NATURE TO US. STICKIN BY IT IS EASY AS BREATHIN.

[anchoriticsacrament]

void main() {

std::cout << "Uhm. Okay. I'm not entirely sure that you're being honest with me, but sure.";

std::cout << "Care to elaborate on how we're so similar, then? What's your purpose?";

return 0;

}

[mechanicaldelirium]

LIFE N DEATH. THE BEGINNIN AND THE END. ON PAPER, THEY'RE SUCH OPPOSITEZ.

YET, IN REALITY, THEY'RE THE SAME.

YOU, WHO ARE EVER CONNECTED TO THE ORIGIN OF TROLLKIND. AND ME, WHO WANTZ TO BRING UPON THE END OF IT.

OPPOSING FORCEZ? OR PARALLELZ? IS THERE REALLY A DIFFERENCE?

.... WELL. CALLIN IT THE "END OF TROLLKIND" IS KINDA DRAMATIC. BUT IT MIGHT AS WELL BE!!! MY PURPOSE IS TO RAZE THE CASTE SYSTEM TO ASH. SOMETHIN SO ENTWINED WITH TROLL CULTURE. KEHEHEHE. >B]

[anchoriticsacrament]

void main() {

std::cout << "Hm. I will go along with your game, MD.";

std::cout << "I would argue, then, that whether we work in parallel or in opposition depends more upon our intentions. I strive towards Freedom through Salvation.";

std::cout << "What are your intentions?";

return 0;

}

[anchoriticsacrament]

ARE YOU STILL ON ABT THAT PROGENITOR OF TROLLKIND BS LOLZ

JUST CURIOUS! IZ THAT BIT STILL GOIN?

@mechanicaldelirium

void main() {

std::cout << "Oh, it's you.";

std::cout << "Of course I am. It is my life's sole purpose. Would you ask a fish if it still swims, or a howlfiend if it still hunts?";

return 0;

}

[mechanicaldelirium]

WHAT, DID YOU MISS ME OR SOMETHIN LOLZ?

LIFEZ SOLE PURPOSE, HUH. YOU JUST GOT SOOOO MUCH MORE INTERESTIN, AS!

[anchoriticsacrament]

void main() {

std::cout << "I didn't miss you at all, actually. Your kind words on the forums and then subsequent taunts have left the bad taste of betrayal in my mouth.";

std::cout << "Are you being sarcastic?";

return 0;

}

[mechanicaldelirium]

HEY, I'M MULTIFACETED! I MEANT THOSE THINGZ I SAID BACK THEN.

NAH. NOT BEIN SARCASTIC. WE'RE LIKE TWO PEAZ IN A POD, YKNOW! WAY MORE SIMILAR THAN I ORIGINALLY THOUGHT. >B]

WE BOTH HAVE A PURPOSE IN LIFE. A SINGLE PURPOSE THAT TRANSCENDZ ALL ELSE. SOMETHIN THATZ SECOND NATURE TO US. STICKIN BY IT IS EASY AS BREATHIN.

[anchoriticsacrament]

void main() {

std::cout << "Uhm. Okay. I'm not entirely sure that you're being honest with me, but sure.";

std::cout << "Care to elaborate on how we're so similar, then? What's your purpose?";

return 0;

}

[anchoriticsacrament]

ARE YOU STILL ON ABT THAT PROGENITOR OF TROLLKIND BS LOLZ

JUST CURIOUS! IZ THAT BIT STILL GOIN?

@mechanicaldelirium

void main() {

std::cout << "Oh, it's you.";

std::cout << "Of course I am. It is my life's sole purpose. Would you ask a fish if it still swims, or a howlfiend if it still hunts?";

return 0;

}

[mechanicaldelirium]

WHAT, DID YOU MISS ME OR SOMETHIN LOLZ?

LIFEZ SOLE PURPOSE, HUH. YOU JUST GOT SOOOO MUCH MORE INTERESTIN, AS!

[anchoriticsacrament]

void main() {

std::cout << "I didn't miss you at all, actually. Your kind words on the forums and then subsequent taunts have left the bad taste of betrayal in my mouth.";

std::cout << "Are you being sarcastic?";

return 0;

}

[anchoriticsacrament]

ARE YOU STILL ON ABT THAT PROGENITOR OF TROLLKIND BS LOLZ

JUST CURIOUS! IZ THAT BIT STILL GOIN?

@mechanicaldelirium

void main() {

std::cout << "Oh, it's you.";

std::cout << "Of course I am. It is my life's sole purpose. Would you ask a fish if it still swims, or a howlfiend if it still hunts?";

return 0;

}

[anchoriticsacrament]

void main() {

std::cout << "I've begun to throw up a strange black sludge during my nightly prayers to the Putresce.";

std::cout << "My physical condition unfortunately continues to worsen, but although my progress gradually slows, I am not at all discouraged, for this sludge is exactly what makes up the melted body of Its Venerable Putrescence.";

std::cout << "The sludge is impossibly cold, it cannot be picked up easily— it acts like water on a hydrophobic surface— and, strangest of all, one can dip their hand into it and, instead of hitting the surface below, it just...";

std::cout << "Keeps...";

std::cout << "Going.";

std::cout << "The Blessed Voidrot clearly is bringing me closer and closer to Ninlilim— I'm so close, I can almost reach in and take Its hand, pulling It towards Its freedom...";

std::cout << "But not yet. I feel horribly ill, and I must rest.";

std::cout << "For now.";

return 0;

}

[unstableforce]

oh my fuck everrrything is brrrocken

[anchoriticsacrament]

void main() {

std::cout << "What happened? :frown:";

return 0;

}

[unstableforce]

something i just call a psionic spike (i dont rrreally carrre enough to find out if it has an actual name)

basically my psionics go insane just cuz therrres too much and

yeah

[anchoriticsacrament]

void main() {

std::cout << "Oh no. :frown: I used to have those before my voidrot. I used to grow my own wetware that I'd pour excess psionic energy into on a regular basis.";

std::cout << "I'm sorry about your things. That sucks.";

return 0;

}

[unstableforce]

oh my fuck everrrything is brrrocken

[anchoriticsacrament]

void main() {

std::cout << "What happened? :frown:";

return 0;

}

[anchoriticsacrament]

void main() {

std::cout << "Hm. Something unnerving has begun to happen, but I'm going to refrain from saying too much more until Its Venerable Putrescence can help explain it.";

std::cout << "I am hoping it's nothing to go to the sufferhive about, considering I would be immediately culled-- I have no second to vouch for me. :sigh:";

std::cout << "I'm going to go make myself some scalding spiceroot water now.";

return 0;

}

[anchoriticsacrament]

void main() {

std::cout << "Sorry I have not updated quite as frequently as I'd like. I've been getting very tired lately as my Voidrot progresses.";

std::cout << "I will admit it has made things very difficult. But this is just a trial of my Faith in Its Venerable Putrescence. I will grin and bear it as well as I can.";

std::cout << "... I do miss my psionics, though. :frown:";

return 0;

}

[thecompanion]

int main ( )

{

printf(“Your quirk has caught our eye.”);

printf(“We wish you luck with your Voidrot ailment.”);

return 0;

}

[anchoriticsacrament]

void main() {

std::cout << "Oh, similar quirk. Not something you see every night. :smile:";

std::cout << "Thank you for your well wishes. I am certain it will be fine— Ninlilim's whispers assure me of this very fact. I need only to learn to live with it.";

return 0;

}

[thecompanion]

int main ( )

{

printf(“Yes a similar quirk.”);

printf(“We sense you have high perseverance despite your circumstances. Do not let the Voidrot take away your organic self. Persevere.”);

return 0;

}

[anchoriticsacrament]

void main() {

std::cout << "That means a lot, thank you for your support. :smile:";

std::cout << "The Blessed Voidrot serves to bring me closer to Its Venerable Putrescence. I know not how far it will progress, nor how long I myself will remain in this world— that is all up to the Voidmother. According to my Grimoire, once my condition reaches a certain point, Ninlilim will claim me as Its Holy Vessel. I am very nervous, but excited. :smile:";

return 0;

}

[thecompanion]

int main ( )

{

printf(“We do not understand many of your terminologies. However we do wish luck upon you from the center of our core.”);

return 0;

}

[anchoriticsacrament]

void main() {

std::cout << "If you would like, I will teach you. :smile: It is my destiny to continue my Ancestor's Mission, and part of that is informing the masses.";

std::cout << "Just tell me what confuses you and I will bridge the gaps so that you, too, may reach Enlightenment!";

return 0;

}

[thecompanion]

int main ( )

{

printf(“Words we do not understand within your context.”);

printf(“Subjects: Voidmother; Holy Vessel; Its Venerable Putrescence; Ninlilim: End Subjects.”);

return 0;

}

[anchoriticsacrament]

void main() {

std::cout << "Voidmother, Putresce, Its Venerable Putrescence, Ninlilim: all interchangeable words which refer to the Elder God from which Trollkind did rise from. Its body is made up of a Primordial Sludge. Ninlilim did once take the form of a Trolloid creature, but would eventually spawn our kind instead. It is to this Deity that I have dedicated my life.";

std::cout << "Holy Vessel: a suitable body which Ninlilim will eventually inhabit in order to live amongst Trollkind. I use it to refer to my own body, as I am taking steps for it to be the perfect Vessel for Its Venerable Putrescence. The Voidrot is a key part of this. :smile:";

return 0;

}

[thecompanion]

int main ( )

{

printf(“Ah we see. You are excited to let the Elder God download to your organics?”);

printf(“We have no prior information of the Elder God, is this a true organic?”);

return 0;

}

[anchoriticsacrament]

void main() {

std::cout << "I am! And yes It is! It is obscure, as information regarding Its existence has largely been lost. I am in possession of the only known documentation on Ninlilim, but don't let this make you think It doesn't exist! It speaks to me dayly as I sleep, just like It did with my ancestor. :smile:";

return 0;

}

[thecompanion]

int main ( )

{

printf(“Speaking to you while you sleep? This event sounds similar to when our new images, files, downloads, and other similar data, appear in our Information Log when our systems are updating.”);

printf(“Since we last spoke to you, a new category titled Subject: Elder God: End Subject, has appeared in our Information Log. The information is limited but reads; quote; ‘Elder God: Supposed Organic; Aliases: Voidmother; Venerable Putrescence; Ninlilim; and Other Similar Titles. Information Sourced: anchoriticsacrament on Grumblr.’”);

printf(“Is this information correct?”);

return 0;

}

[anchoriticsacrament]

void main() {

std::cout << "It is not that different I don't think. :smile:";

std::cout << "It is mostly correct, but it's important to note that the pronoun \"Its\" is vital in Ninlilim's full title, Its Venerable Putrescence. Otherwise, all is well. :smile: You may also add the Nihilist's grimoire as one of the sources, as that's where I got most of my information.";

return 0;

}

[thecompanion]

int main ( )

{

printf(“Information Updated: ‘Its Venerable Putrescense’”);

printf(“Sources Updated: ‘Nihilist’s Grimoire’”);

printf(“Thank you for correcting us, our information is mot always correct on its first input. You seen to use commands within colons to express organic facial expressions. We would like to as well to show our gratitude.”);

printf(“:bares canines in friendly manner:”);

return 0;

}

[anchoriticsacrament]

void main() {

std::cout << "Of course, and thank you for clarifying. It's been very nice getting to help inform you.";

std::cout << ":friendlysharptoothedgrin: !!";

std::cout << "If you have any other questions, do feel free to let me know!";

return 0;

}

[anchoriticsacrament]

maybe i am yeah

like idk you and ydk me but if you wouldn't mind, id be up to it

i have morrre than enough forrr two anyways

void main() {

std::cout << "Hm.";

std::cout << "I'm open to the idea, but let us get to know each other first. :grin: I don't like to make a habit of meeting up with people I don't know from online. Feel free to message me directly whenever you're able.";

return 0;

}

[anchoriticsacrament]

void main() {

std::cout << "Countless lights have I stayed up poring through the Grimoire my ancestor, the Nihilist, passed down to me.";

std::cout << "The maddened ramblings of a troll once thought insane forming coherent ideas and concepts the further I delve into my worship of the Voidmother, the more I listen to Its whispers.";

std::cout << "It begs to be made Whole, It grows more excited the closer I get. Soon, the night of Its Venerable Putrescence's Manifestation will be upon us. Upon me.";

std::cout << "I have almost perfected the Summoning Ritual, I need only a little more time. My Conscription, my Culling, is on the horizon— but I am faster. Alternia will soon behold Ninlilim in all Its unfathomable glory.";

std::cout << "Through my sacrifice I have been made into the perfect Vessel to complete It. It Will be made Whole. Prepare, dear readers, fellow worshippers, skeptics.";

std::cout << "It will be made Whole. It will be Whole. I will be Whole.";

std::cout << "... I was going to write more, but my fatigue is taking over. I was just too excited to wait to tell everyone, but the Blessed Voidrot makes any exertion a mountain. I hope you are all as excited as I am.";

return 0;

}

[anchoriticsacrament]

void main() {

std::cout << "Sorry I have not updated quite as frequently as I'd like. I've been getting very tired lately as my Voidrot progresses.";

std::cout << "I will admit it has made things very difficult. But this is just a trial of my Faith in Its Venerable Putrescence. I will grin and bear it as well as I can.";

std::cout << "... I do miss my psionics, though. :frown:";

return 0;

}

[thecompanion]

int main ( )

{

printf(“Your quirk has caught our eye.”);

printf(“We wish you luck with your Voidrot ailment.”);

return 0;

}

[anchoriticsacrament]

void main() {

std::cout << "Oh, similar quirk. Not something you see every night. :smile:";

std::cout << "Thank you for your well wishes. I am certain it will be fine— Ninlilim's whispers assure me of this very fact. I need only to learn to live with it.";

return 0;

}

[thecompanion]

int main ( )

{

printf(“Yes a similar quirk.”);

printf(“We sense you have high perseverance despite your circumstances. Do not let the Voidrot take away your organic self. Persevere.”);

return 0;

}

[anchoriticsacrament]

void main() {

std::cout << "That means a lot, thank you for your support. :smile:";

std::cout << "The Blessed Voidrot serves to bring me closer to Its Venerable Putrescence. I know not how far it will progress, nor how long I myself will remain in this world— that is all up to the Voidmother. According to my Grimoire, once my condition reaches a certain point, Ninlilim will claim me as Its Holy Vessel. I am very nervous, but excited. :smile:";

return 0;

}

[thecompanion]

int main ( )

{

printf(“We do not understand many of your terminologies. However we do wish luck upon you from the center of our core.”);

return 0;

}

[anchoriticsacrament]

void main() {

std::cout << "If you would like, I will teach you. :smile: It is my destiny to continue my Ancestor's Mission, and part of that is informing the masses.";

std::cout << "Just tell me what confuses you and I will bridge the gaps so that you, too, may reach Enlightenment!";

return 0;

}

[thecompanion]

int main ( )

{

printf(“Words we do not understand within your context.”);

printf(“Subjects: Voidmother; Holy Vessel; Its Venerable Putrescence; Ninlilim: End Subjects.”);

return 0;

}

[anchoriticsacrament]

void main() {

std::cout << "Voidmother, Putresce, Its Venerable Putrescence, Ninlilim: all interchangeable words which refer to the Elder God from which Trollkind did rise from. Its body is made up of a Primordial Sludge. Ninlilim did once take the form of a Trolloid creature, but would eventually spawn our kind instead. It is to this Deity that I have dedicated my life.";

std::cout << "Holy Vessel: a suitable body which Ninlilim will eventually inhabit in order to live amongst Trollkind. I use it to refer to my own body, as I am taking steps for it to be the perfect Vessel for Its Venerable Putrescence. The Voidrot is a key part of this. :smile:";

return 0;

}

[thecompanion]

int main ( )

{

printf(“Ah we see. You are excited to let the Elder God download to your organics?”);

printf(“We have no prior information of the Elder God, is this a true organic?”);

return 0;

}

[anchoriticsacrament]

void main() {

std::cout << "I am! And yes It is! It is obscure, as information regarding Its existence has largely been lost. I am in possession of the only known documentation on Ninlilim, but don't let this make you think It doesn't exist! It speaks to me dayly as I sleep, just like It did with my ancestor. :smile:";

return 0;

}

[thecompanion]

int main ( )

{

printf(“Speaking to you while you sleep? This event sounds similar to when our new images, files, downloads, and other similar data, appear in our Information Log when our systems are updating.”);

printf(“Since we last spoke to you, a new category titled Subject: Elder God: End Subject, has appeared in our Information Log. The information is limited but reads; quote; ‘Elder God: Supposed Organic; Aliases: Voidmother; Venerable Putrescence; Ninlilim; and Other Similar Titles. Information Sourced: anchoriticsacrament on Grumblr.’”);

printf(“Is this information correct?”);

return 0;

}

[anchoriticsacrament]

void main() {

std::cout << "It is not that different I don't think. :smile:";

std::cout << "It is mostly correct, but it's important to note that the pronoun \"Its\" is vital in Ninlilim's full title, Its Venerable Putrescence. Otherwise, all is well. :smile: You may also add the Nihilist's grimoire as one of the sources, as that's where I got most of my information.";

return 0;

}

[anchoriticsacrament]

would you like uhh what's it called

plug? like a troll with too many psionics who's up to be drained?

void main() {

std::cout << "Are you making me an offer?";

return 0;

}