𝐝𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫.

𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘥𝘴 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘧𝘢𝘪𝘭𝘦𝘥, 𝘴𝘰 𝘪 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘮𝘺𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧.

[andherae]

 # 𝘈𝘕𝘋𝘏𝘌𝘙𝘈𝘌 — a  selective  &  mutuals  only  roleplay  blog  for  caius  ballad,  the  ancient  warrior  turned  divinity  taken  from  final  fantasy  xiii-2  &  fashioned  with  headcanons  into  a  character  beyond  the  original  content,  mainly  focused  on  a  magically inspired setting  within  the  boundaries  of  the  real  world & inspired by ancient cultures of the near east.  dearly  cherished  by  asterope  (  she/her,  27,  eastern  slavic,  cest  ).  multiverse,  multiship,  crossover  &  oc  friendly.  due  to  the  nature  of  this  blog's  content  not  interacting  with  anyone  under  21  years  old.

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 𝘈𝘕𝘋  𝘍𝘈𝘛𝘌  𝘉𝘌𝘚𝘛𝘖𝘞𝘚  𝘈  𝘛𝘈𝘓𝘌  𝘖𝘍: divine  wills  impose  unfair  fates  'pon  their  playthings / being  doomed  to  tame  the  monster  you've  become / the  guilt  &  ache  of  being  the  sole   cause   survivor  of  a  catastrophe / there  is  a  gentle  heart  under  a  warrior's  hardened  façade / immortality  is  not  a  blessing,  but  a  curse / within  you  history  of  tragedy  is  preserved / a loved one's death begets despair.

 𝘕𝘈𝘝𝘐𝘎𝘈𝘛𝘐𝘖𝘕. guidelines. character file. info sideblog. 

  𝘉𝘓𝘖𝘎𝘙𝘖𝘓𝘓. andherae ( you are here ). unsanctities. whitire. ungreshen.

   𝘋𝘖 𝘕𝘖𝘛 𝘐𝘕𝘛𝘌𝘙𝘈𝘊𝘛. underage. ( religious ) fanatics. non-roleplay blogs.

 𝘋𝘌𝘈𝘙𝘌𝘚𝘛 𝘊𝘖𝘔𝘗𝘈𝘕𝘐𝘖𝘕𝘚. ♡ = ship; * = affiliate. lunestri ( yeul ) / asterites / fatewalkr ♡ / vulpesse * / fatenull ♡ / ...

 𝘜𝘗𝘋. 𝘔𝘈𝘠 2026. important note on activity.

[andherae]

DID SOMEONE SAY OCARINA OF TIME REMAKE I'M—

[andherae]

bruh, i think i need a rebrand :c

[kingsmemes]

「   RP MEME :   VARIOUS FF7 REMAKE QUOTES.   」     * change pronouns as needed. 

'this was a one-time gig. when we're done, we're done.'

'not interested.'

'hold onto this... this anger, okay?'

'i'll be fine. you've seen how much ass i can kick.'

'but whatever happens, you can't fall in love with me!'

'i am what you see before you.'

'nothing personal... bitch.'

'you are too weak to save anyone... not even yourself.'

'this sky... i don't like it.'

'there is nothing you can do.'

'your options are limited.'

'i'm the one who carried you.'

'can i come? then it's a date!'

'i don't care! i don't want anyone to die, please!'

'a man who serves a great evil is not without sin.'

'i'm not cut out for this crap.'

'if it feels wrong, don't do it.'

'bring it on, bitch.'

'you've made me happier than i could know.'

'do you dream of me?'

'fate is not to be taken lightly.'

'we can beat them!'

'nailed it, i know. thank you. moving on.'

'you owe me a pizza.'

'learn to talk to her.'

'i do things differently. i'll control the world with fear.'

'these hands are a little too stained to carry her anymore.'

'can you not see your future?'

'deep down? you're a pretty nice guy.'

'hang on, guys. we're coming. and you can go to hell!'

'you've gotta be better than this if you're going to play the hero.'

'better late than never!'

'i'm a man of modest dreams. dropping you from seventy stories up would get me damn near to good.'

'sorry i woke you up.'

'that's not true.'

'do you want to stay?'

'careful now.'

'that which lies ahead does not yet exist.'

[andherae]

* / 𝘊𝘖𝘕𝘊𝘌𝘗𝘛 𝘕𝘖𝘛𝘌𝘚: 𝘍𝘍𝘝𝘐𝘐.

[  μ  ]  -  εγλ  1979.  during  excavations  for  mako  on  a  small  island  in  mideel,  shinra  forces  find  a  strange  crystalline  cave  —  within  a  shimmering  vastness,  they  notice  the  body  of  a  slumbering  man.  believing  him  to  be  an  ancient  frozen  in  time,  shinra's  people  cut  out  the  crystal  with  the  body  &  transfer  it  to  midgar  for  research.

during  extensive  studying  of  the  crystal  &  its  hostage,  the  man  inside  awakens.  he  is  promptly  tested  for  combat  prowess  &  skills,  displaying  enhanced  strength,  durability,  mako  resistance  &  affinity  for  magic  without  use  of  materia;  the  research  &  development  division  thus  brings  a  report:  excavated  human  is  very  possibly  an  ancient  of  superior  qualities.  with  permission  &  funding  of  shinra,  the  project  c  (  for  crystal  )  is  brought  to  life.

[  μ  ]  -  εγλ  1982.  attempts  to  infuse  SOLDIER  members  with  cells  of  the  project  c  subject  is  met  with  mixed  reviews  —  while  infused  units  indeed  displayed  superior  abilities,  occasionally  surpassing  regular  SOLDIER  units,  they  also  reported  experiencing  unexpected  side  effects;  some  report  hearing  voices  in  their  head,  others  speak  of  imbalances  in  their  emotions,  like  making  them  less  focused  on  executing  enemies.  additionally,  project  c  subject  grows  more  &  more  uncooperative,  asking  questions  &  demanding  many  resources,  starting  with  books,  proper  weapons  &  comfort,  ending  with  immediate  release.  along  with  projects  s  &  g  giving  more  promising  results,  project  c  is  scrapped,  its  subject  transferred  to  deepground  to  be  added  to  the  tsviets, since he still carries value to the company as a battle asset.

as  member  of  deepground,  the  subject  of  project  c  is  placed  into  use  for  covert  asset  safekeeping  &  cleanup  missions.  however,  senior  deepground  members  regularly  report  him  abandoning  base  for,  quote,  “personal  affairs”,  failing  to  appear  for  days,  sometimes  weeks. despite  complaints  of  ‘disobedience’  &  ‘unwillingness  to  embrace  company  policies’,  shinra  executives  decline  demotion  or  punishment,  as  nothing  has  disturbed  ongoing  activities.

[  μ  ]  -  εγλ  2000.  —  [  v  ]  -  εγλ  0006.  mass  desertion  of  SOLDIER  members,  resistance  in  wutai  &  rebellion  of  a  high  class  SOLDIER  forces  shinra  to  pull  deepground  forces  into  action. subject  is  deployed  as  protection  to  valuable  turks  &  SOLDIER  units  at  different  settlements  &  locations,  such  as  fort  tamblin,  modeoheim  &  the  destroyed  nibelheim.  watching  a  young  second-class  growing  fills  the  subject  with  a  certain  pride  &  motivation  until  the  events  of  nibelheim,  which  disturb  him.

[  v  ]  -  εγλ  0007. the  stirring  of  the  lifestream  &  appearance  of  minerva  makes  the  subject  increasingly  restless. he  deserts  the  base  of  deepground during a recovery mission in banora,  feeling  extremely  perturbed  by  the  stirring  in  the  lifestream,  thus  becoming  a  highly  sought-after  escapee  with  a  desired  bounty  set  internally  within  shinra  structures. sightings  of  a  dark-armoured  man  across  varying  places  of  the  planet  constantly  keep  a  small  unit  of  turks  on  their  toes.

. . . . . .

[  μ  ]  -  εγλ  XXXX.  by  the  will  of  the  planet  &  in  fear  of  a  future  resurgence  of  the  calamity  from  the  sky,  the  body  of  caius  ballad  is  frozen  into  crystallised  lifestream  on  a  faraway  island,  only  to  awaken  as  a  failsafe  &  speaker  for  the  planet  should  any  other  ancient  tribe  be  extinct,  as  well  as  final  memory  keeper  of  the  era  long  ago.

[andherae]

hiiii besties! first of all, i'm sorry if i seemed weird on the dash last night, i legit underestimated myself & got quite drunk. still had a lot of fun, i dipped into some nostalgia & danced to some songs i missed since my teen years. kinda needed that.

i'm working on that ff.vii verse i promised so i can throw cai at all my vii moots, then will finish some writings for other muses, maybe throw some asks, depending on my time. lots of love to you all ~

[andherae]

the way how i don't even watch anything related to the ff7 remake but still could have bet the next part was gonna be ‘revelation’. game devs be loving that word lmao.

[andherae]

CRIMINAL AU WHEN.

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oh f.ire e.mblem my beloved. wyvern rider caius when ( i ask myself while being the laziest shithead on the dash ).

[andherae]

besties, i might be scarce here today. my bf‘s elder sibling quit this world a few hours ago, we are deeply shaken & i will be there for my bf to support him.

[andherae]

it seems the grieving will take some time for my bf. he’s visibly in pain & still can’t understand what happened. i‘m taking some days off tumblr for him, he doesn’t deserve to go through this tragedy alone.

[andherae]

lil asteropotato is going to sleep. nighty-night & happy ( late ) munday ~

[andherae]

happy pride, you awesome people on the dash!

[andherae]

81 pulls…. FOR THIS????? WHERE IS NICOLE???

[andherae]

so my blood pressure shot up ( 134/87 is madness for my poor hypotonic ass ) & i still had to serve customers. i‘ll probably spend my evening playing g.enshin unless something in my aching, heavy head will click to write.

i‘ll also be available on d.iscord ( @/apocalypse_lost ) should there be a wish for plotting.

[andherae]

umm, sooo... idk if it wasn't obvious, but i've been a bit scatterbrained here these days. i'm worried i reached the burnout stage for caius & will need to reset my head. i'll temporarily focus on my other muses ( might actually post some things for my oc, had some things done for her recently ), but will nonetheless pop up here to read & interact with others. if you want to find where else i can be, my blogs are linked in my pinned, choose your victim.

by god, i'm not abandoning caius by any means, i'm too attached to him, but i physically & mentally can't write only one character non-stop. i just feel different things atm.

[andherae]

tiny question for the future:

whenever i work on a verse for my muses, i usually first write out a ‘verse concept’ post with ideas / plot chunks i have, sometimes structured in bullet points ( examples: X X X ). afterwards, depending on how far i get with my ideas, i also write a proper ‘introduction’ post in a storytelling format ( examples: X X X ). i'm kinda debating whether i should continue as is or change my approach. on one side, the bullet points take me less time & allow to give some sort of idea for interaction when i add a verse to my muses. on the other side, the storytelling allows me to actually sit down & visualize what i want from a particular verse, plus i usually reblog them to my info sideblogs for reference, but it takes me more time.

what format is better?

bullet points only!

storytelling only!

keep doing both!

asterope button c:

Voting ended onMay 30

[andherae]

soooo, the poll finally ended, thank you all so much for your votes & opinions!

seeing most of you people appreciate both forms of verse info posts, going forward i will continue posting both, although, with how between these two there is a visible preference for bullet points, i will prioritise them & keep writing a storytelling post whenever i manage to do so. in the same line, i will link bullet point posts to my masterlists ( found on the info sideblogs ) as well, especially when i haven't written anything else yet.

i'll think of possibly making a separate tag for these bullet point verses & linking it directly to my pinned so people can find all existing posts from the get-go, but this is slightly variating across all my blogs, so i'd have to adapt a bit depending on how i have managed my verses on each one.

[andherae]

modern era caius rides a bmw sportsbike. in a tanktop & sweatpants. don‘t thank me.

no, i do not condone not using protection on a motorbike, pls ride safe.