Various fanfic, mostly dragon age (inquisitor/solas and inquisitor/cullen), yuri on ice (yuuri and viktor) and supernatural (sabriel). Open for requests/prompts.
I was playing wuthering waves and was imagining the archangels as protector dragons instead. Hopefully it still looks like Richard with the hair different!
Trying to do some quick 30 min pose studies from references! Itās not perfect but Iām liking how dynamic it is. I really need to look at how cloth works since those jeans make me sad
Heās out of bed and back in the bathroom in record time, and this time he really does stare at himself with horror. Tentacles sprout from his face; flesh-coloured appendages emerge from above his lip, from under his jaw, curling and coiling around each other.
Castiel, he prays, please, Castiel, I need you. He doesnāt know what else to do.
It's only his luck that Gabriel shows up instead.
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āIām fine, Dean, really. A shower and a nap and Iāll be good as new.ā
Dean squints at him like heās not really buying it, but eventually gives him a jerky nod and glances out the window. āYeah, well, I wonāt be far. Give me a call if anything comes up.ā He wrinkles his nose. āAnd maybe chuck the clothes. Donāt think thereās any saving those.ā
Sam forces himself to laugh. āYeah, yeah. Be careful, ok? We still donāt know if thereās more of those cultists out there.ā
He heads straight for the shower as soon as the door closes. He peels his clothes off and throws them straight in the sink ā despite what Dean said, heās not so flush with shirts that fit that heās willing to get rid of one without even trying to clean it up ā and starts the process of trying to scrub the black gloop from his skin. Itās oily and slimy to the touch, and he doesnāt really want to think too hard about what it might be.
He really, really hates witches.
Heās flushed pink and scrubbed raw when heās done, but heās finally, blissfully, clean again. He towels his hair dry and musters up the courage to look at himself in the mirror. And frowns. Thereās nothing to see. The spell had hit him cleanly in the middle of his chest with enough force to knock him off his feet, but thereās no physical sign of it at all.
Great.
He has no idea whatās been done to him, other than this vague feeling of something being wrong and the way his body feels too small, and no idea how he would even diagnose it. Find another witch? Ask Castiel to give him an angel medical? Ā Dean, bastion of optimism, suggested that maybe taking him out was the point of the spell, but Samās not so sure. Maybe itās just him being paranoid, but heās not had much luck when it comes to the supernatural.
His fingers dig into the chipped enamel of the sink as he stares at the face looking back at him. Maybe itās not the spell. Maybe itās justĀ himĀ heās still uncomfortable with.
He sighs and swipes a hand across his face. He hadnāt been lying when heād told Dean heād needed a shower and sleep; he feels exhausted, bone-weary, and all he wants to do is curl up and . He knows he should probably try to identify the spell used against him while itās still fresh in his mind, but itās getting harder to keep his eyes open. Heāll let himself have an hour and then confront whatever this is.
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He jerks awake when the alarm goes off, groggy and disorientated. Maybe the nap hadnāt been the best idea. He feels hot and uncomfortable and still canāt shake the feeling that something is wrong.
He rubs the sleep from his eyes and freezes, horrified, as his fingers graze something that definitely wasnāt there when heād gone to sleep.
No.
No, no, no, no.
Heās out of bed and back in the bathroom in record time, and this time he really does stare at himself with horror. Tentacles sprout from his face; flesh-coloured appendages emerge from above his lip, from under his jaw, curling and coiling around each other.
Castiel, he prays,Ā please, Castiel, I need you. He doesnāt know what else to do.
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Heās busy researching the curse on his laptop when he hears the muffled beat of angel wings. āCastiel!āĀ Please donāt have brought Dean, he prays, as he stands up and turns around to look at the angel.
Only itās not Castiel. Itās Gabriel, striding towards him, eyebrows raised and eyes bright with amusement. He whistles, long and low, and Sam wishes heād covered up a bit more. His skin feels like itās burning up, so heād settled on just a pair of running shorts, figuring Cas has seen him in worse.
āGabriel,ā he acknowledges, steeling himself for whatever new torture this would bring. The archangelās been hanging around more often recently but Samās still not quite sure what to make of him, whether theyāre acquaintances or friends or whether Gabriel just thinks theyāre amusing in a performing monkeys sort of way. āI, uh, was hoping for Castiel. What are you doing here?ā
It comes out harsher than heād intended, but Samās not exactly in the mood to play games. Even the words sound awkward and slurred in his mouth, tongue not used to working around the new tentacles that spill from the sides of his lips.
āWell. Itās not everyday I see someone sprout otherworldly appendages. How could I resist?ā
Sam scowls at the archangel but bites his tongue, pragmatism beating pride as he realises that Gabriel might be one of the few people who could actually help him fix this.
āRelax, kiddo. Cassieās a bit busy and asked me to step in.ā Gabriel steps around him and prods him experimentally, making Sam flinch. āLucky for you, Iām the upgrade. This sort of wild magicās probably a bit outside of his wheelhouse.ā
āCan you fix it?ā He hates how desperate he sounds, how obviously relieved he is that Gabriel might know what to do. Itās dangerous to hand over anything that can be used against him.
Gabriel hums and pokes him again, then pinches his ass. Sam swallows the noise of irritation. āMaybe. I donāt know exactly what Iām dealing with here, but I can make an educated guess.ā The angel puts his hand on Samās shoulder and Sam feels a cool wash of grace go through him, divine against his overheated skin. āThat should stop it getting any worse. Reversing whatās already transformed will be a bit trickier.ā
Itās not a no, so Sam will take it. He nods, because what other choice does he have? āPlease, Gabriel. What do you need?ā
āYouāll have to let me take a look inside that giant melon of yours, see for myself exactly what happened. Humans arenāt exactly reliable at remembering anything properly. After that? Power, talent, and maybe a little bit of luck.ā Gabriel grins at him with slightly too many teeth, eyes glittering gold in a way that Sam instinctively knows is dangerous. āQuestion is, what do I get out of it?ā
And thereās the catch Sam had expected. And what, really, can he offer the archangel? Heās got his suspicions, has noticed the way Gabriel watches him for slightly too long sometimes, the way he singles Sam out even as he banters with Dean and Castiel. Samās not been sure whether to be flattered or terrified. Itāll be humiliating if heās wrong, but Gabriel would probably enjoy that too.
āWhat do you want, Gabriel? To fuck with me, make me beg for your help?ā Probably, from the way Gabrielās lips tilt upwards at the idea. He steels his nerves and continues. āOr to fuck me?ā
Gabriel just watches him silently for a moment, and Sam wonders whether heās fucked up. Is he really trying to seduce an angel while he looks likeĀ this? Gabrielās more likely to laugh at him than want him. His cheeks pink but he refuses to drop his gaze and break eye contact, hanging on to the fragments of his pride.
āYouāll beg either way,ā Gabriel promises, darkly, and Sam swallows. Heās still not sure whether to be excited or terrified. Ā
He stands there, awkward, not sure what happens now. His gaze flickers to the bed behind them and back to Gabriel. The angel stares back at him, expressionless, though the mask cracks after a few more seconds and then Gabriel does laugh at him.
āYou should see your face. Or, well, guess you already have.ā Gabriel smirks at him again, leaving Sam off balance and uncertain whatās happening. āIām in a generous mood, so Iāll get you fixed up first. We can sort out payment afterwards.ā
Itās a relief, and a disappointment. Sam nods, again, because what else can he do but go along with it?
āNot that Iād say no to finding out what those tentacles would feel like, if you get my drift, but Iām not into forcing people. I promised Castiel Iād help, so really, itās him that owes me a favour.ā Of course. Gabriel flirted with everyone, so maybe Sam wasnāt special. Maybe heād wanted to read something into it that wasnāt there. āSit back on the bed and Iāll see what I can do.ā
āThanks,ā he mutters as he perches himself onto the closest corner. It leaves him staring at Gabrielās shoulders as the angel resumes poking at him with hands full of grace. Samās bare skin tingles wherever heās touched. He tries to focus on his breathing instead of letting his imagination run away with him, not sure he could live with the humiliation of getting hard while Gabrielās just trying to fix him.
He nearly jumps out of his skin when Gabriel runs a hand down one of the tentacles, curling his fingers around it.
āSensitive, huh?ā Gabriel waggles his eyebrows and Sam flushes, hating the reaction. āThought so. Good news is I can fix it. Bad news is itās going to hurt, a lot. Itās probably better for you if I knock you out for this.ā
Sam nods, surprised Gabrielās even asking for consent. āDo it,ā he instructs, and heās out almost before heās finished the second word.
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He comes back to himself slowly. His whole body aches, though a cursory examination of his face reveals smooth skin and absolutely no tentacles, so heāll chalk it up as a win.
Gabriel, surprisingly, is still here, though Samās not sure he wants to know what the angelās doing on his laptop. āWhatās the prognosis, doctor?ā Itās easier to joke now that heās back to normal.
Gabriel closes down whatever heād been looking at and closes the lid. āLucky for you, Iām amazing. All back to normal, though Iād suggest a few days rest before any strenuous activity.ā Sam feels like he could sleep for weeks, so itās probably good advice. āBetter to heal the rest naturally. Youāre a pretty good conduit for grace, but Iād be worried about side effects if Iād fed you any more. I wasnāt really made for delicate work. Ask Castiel for a couple of angel advil if it still aches in a week.ā
Sam nods. āThank you, Gabriel. Really, thank you.ā For fixing him. For not dragging it out to laugh at him. For doing it all without dragging Dean in too, because Sam would never hear the last of it. For letting him down gently.
Samās always had a problem with wanting things he shouldnāt.
āAnd Gabriel?ā He licks his lips and carefully stares at the empty space above the angelās right shoulder. āJust for the record, you wouldnāt need to force me into bed.ā