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You cannot walk in and out of me like a revolving door I have too many miracles happening inside me to be your convenient option

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I thought I might get one more chance.

What would you think of me now? So lucky, so strong, so proud?

Someone asked me tonight why I go to Disney so much. And I instantly heard your laugh in the back of my mind. You would always call me princess and tell me how crazy I was for loving Disney so much. But you always said that was your favorite thing about me. That I chose to believe in all that magic. It’s coming up on a year almost that you've been gone and I still am seeing you everywhere. I catch myself laughing sometimes at some of the stupid shit you would say. And I miss it. I miss your dumb texts telling me how one day we were gonna date because I needed a “real man”. I miss yelling at you across the kitchen at Tijuana. I miss our stupid secret kitchen meetings just so we could talk to each other. I miss seeing you at Millers with your friends and you always always bought me a beer. I miss that stupid smile that couldn’t help but turn my bad day into a better one. If I’ve learned anything in this last year, it’s to live everyday to the fullest. I think I’ll miss you for forever but like to think that you’re up there laughing at all of my crazy Disney days and reminding me to stop and take it all in. Because life is crazy and you don’t want me to miss a second of it.

And if you were with me tonight, I’d sing for you just one more time. A song for a heart so big. God wouldn’t let it live. May Angels lead you in. Here you me my friends. On sleepless roads the sleepless go. May angels lead you in. May angels lead you in.

I’m the happiest I've ever been. So why do I still feel like a ghost inside.

Love isn't watching someone you care about use you

My eyes are finally getting that glow back in them after what you did to me. http://www.puckermob.com/relationships/because-i-couldnt-just-be-your-fuck-buddy?utm_campaign=coschedule&utm_source=facebook_page&utm_medium=PuckerMob Because just as you've been deceiving yourself and lying, that you can handle this type of relationship, you are ruining what love is supposed to be. But I can tell you one thing, it isn't this.

Here I am and there you are I'm a second seemed to stretch And in this breath that I can't catch I lose my heart as you lean in Just like that, you set me back where I begin Starting over, getting over you, again I never be over, getting over you, again.

Starting Over, Jennifer Nettles

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